I am happy.
I was chatting with a lecturer on what to do after graduation.
Then when i decided to start with a permanent job after graduation, i got to know that there's no vacancy in the company that i want to go.
It's kinda sad.
But she said this to me, "blessing in disguise."
At least i feel better.
Maybe everything happens for a reason. Ada hikmahnya segala yang berlaku. You won't know.
Maybe i will get something else in return.
I Googled the meaning of blessing in disguise and this is what i got.
1. If some bad luck or misfortune ultimately results in something positive, it's a blessing in disguise.
2. Is a good thing that you don't recognize at first as a good thing.
3. Some people believe that good things are really "blessings" (gifts from God), that we don't always recognize for what they are at first.
4. Something that at first seems bad, but later turns out to be beneficial.
I am worried, scared and feel insecured for not securing a job yet when i am graduating end of the year.