sometimes..

sometimes not only words that are spoken can kill, but words that are written too.

sometimes not things that are said to you can kill, but things that are said to others can kill too.

sometimes it's better not to know something then to know.

sometimes it's better to give up then to fight on.

sometimes i just wish to be mute, deaf and blind, so i would not have to bear all the pain.

blame the rain

well, i have one lecture at 5pm but now it's almost 6pm.

How to go?? It's raining la out there. the weather is so what the crap la. the whole morning was ok. then suddenly raining. drizzling.. but 4.55pm suddenly dush!! dash! dish! the rain became so super damn heavy.

yea i have a bike here. but my raincoat also cannot cover my skinny body lah. the rain really makes me so lazy to go to class. so i waited for the rain to stop but it didn't. and right now it's still raining although it is not as heavy as just now.

so what to do? Have to ponteng la. who ask the rain to rain huh?? Not my fault u know? I really don’t wana ponteng..

ok i admit im lazy today plus tired plus the RAIN.


“hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih??”

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BUT IF IM HAVING EXAM, I'LL SURE GO TO UNI.

nvmla i'll stay at home n study for my French exam tomorrow early morning. =p

public announcement.. on 'us'

I HUMBLY AND DOWN TO EARTH ASKING MY READERS NOT TO JUDGE US BASED ON WHAT I WROTE. I KNOW WHAT I WROTE ALL THIS WHILE HAVE BRING PROBLEMS, MISUNDERSTANDING AND HATRED. IM SORRY. I DIDN’T MEAN IT. IF MY BLOG POST SOUNDS LIKE IM HUMILIATING ANYONE, IM SORRY. NEVER AT ALL CAME ACROSS MY MIND TO SCAR ANYONE’S IMAGE. I MADE MISTAKES TOO. DON’T PITY ME JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIENDS. IF IM WRONG, TELL ME. AND IF YOU DON’T KNOW THE HEAD AND TAIL, DUN MAKE ANY JUDGEMENT. ONLY BOTH OF US KNOW WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED. NO ONE TO BE BLAMED. THERE WERE UPS AND DOWNS IN THE RELATIONSHIP. THERE WERE GOOD N BAD TIMES. IT'S LIFE. EVERYTHING I SAY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE UNLESS THEIR NAMES ARE STATED. OK I WILL TRY NOT TO TALK ABOUT MY PAST LOVE LIVE.

THANK YOU. =P

5cm to Hospital

Once again, i saw an incident that nearly cost a life to an end. This time, it's not from a teenager, not an adult, but a primary school children.

I was on my way home from Kampar Old Town when i saw that incident happened. I was riding my scooter behind a white Kancil car. Then there was this little Malay girl cycling on the grass at the left hand side of the road heading towards our direction. I guess she's in Standard 3 to Standard 5.

Suddenly she lost her balance. Then in just a second, her bicycle went to the main road. She was struggling so hard to balance her bicycle. At that time the girl is just in front of the Kancil and the Kancil was kind of fast. I felt like scream my lungs out but no, it didn't happen. I was so helpless at that time. My heart my thumping so fast. My hand automatically tried to reach out my camera to snap what's gona happen next. The girl SCREAMED!

Luckily the Kancil managed to break. fuh.. And the girl escaped unhurt from being bang over. The distance between the girl and the car is just 5cm! FIVE! Go and get your ruler and check how long is 5cm. She was still trying to balance her bicycle after the escape. From cycling towards us, now she's in the same direction with us. She crossed the road to the right hand side where a playground is. She was really freak out. She was shy and she didd't know what to do, so she just went off to some place.

I saw her shoe on the road. I think she slipped it when she was struggling to balance her bicycle. So i picked up her shoe and i bring it over to her. She talked to me in Bahasa Malaysia. She said 'terima kasih, Aunty.' Which means thank you Aunty. er.. ok... nevermind. She told me her leg is pain. so i asked her where. She didn't answer my question. Instead, she said her bicycle got problem. Before i left, she thanked me. Surprisingly, she kept calling me aunty, aunty and aunty.

hmmm... which parts of me look like an aunty huh?? haha. See, she was in trauma. She shivered. She couldn't think rationally.

I saw a packet of noodle in the bicycle's basket. I think it's her breakfast and she's on her way home. What if the girl couldn't make her trip home after she brought her breakfast? She doesn't has an IC yet. Nor a handphone. How is her parents going to reach her?

hmmm.. Thank God the incident didn't become an accident. Becareful people wherever you go. Life is fragile.

Always start your journey or activity with a prayer. Insya-Allah semuanya akan lancar.

5cm makes a lot of difference.