when i die

When I die, I want to die with a lots of good memories and rich life experiences.

I don't need a lot of money, materials or luxuries. I can't bring it down to hell or up to heaven. It's all useless. I don't need all that. So mahuan to be rich. Later you don't know who should inherit it. Donate it to the needy? Of course I will. But I have been doing it every now and then. I do charity when it's possible. I don't have to be rich by the time I'm old and donate it when I die. 

My principle is simple. Live simple live happy. Simplicity is happiness.

I enjoy my life and it's never dull. Everyday something new is happening. I learn new things everyday. 

My life is a beautiful journey because I know where to go, what route to take and what I want. 

It's not how long I live, but how rich my life is. 

QUOTE of the day

So many things to do in so little time a day. But if you don’t start doing anything now, you’ll end up not completing a single thing. 

what a friend..

Well, you go to your so-called friends when you need their help. But at normal times, do you even say hie to them? NO! So why being so hypocrite? If you consider someone as your friend, show some concern on their lives, not when you need them in your life. 

kepada mak bapak semua

kalau nak ada anak, jagalah baik baik, didiklah sepenuh hati. anak kecik manja bila dah besar baru nak kawal, dah lambat la. duit tu sampai mati pun untung tak hbs, masa dgn family yg penting. apalah gunanya sampai anak satu per satu benci kat u? semuanya karma. apa yg u buat kat org hari ni, esok org akan buat kat kamu. mungkin orang boleh memaafkan tapi bukan semua perkara boleh dilupakan.

我要学華語

I am a bananaman.

WHY SO?!

Because I'm a Chinese but I can't read Chinese.

I feel really ashame of myself.

Malu besar, kemaluan tak besar sangat lah..

anyway..

Language or mother tongue is the pride of your people and your root.

What is it to be a Chinese but you can't read Chinese?

Ok i am not that bad la, at least i can speak and understand Chinese language and I know about the history of Chinese, our cultures, beliefs, practices, taboos and so on.

Some even worse, they duno anything about themselves and they proudly speaking like the British.

Okla nothing is wrong but i feel as a Chinese, Malay, Indian, Iban or Penan, you MUST know your own mother tongue.

I learnt the language before in primary school during kelas tambahan, but the 1 hour lesson few days a week is just not enough.

Now i forgot everything i learnt.

Thanks to my sister, girlpren and thanks to UTAR, i can speak mandarin fluently.

But of course i don't understand the Chinese canggih words.

Now i want to learn to write and read. I'm 24 this year, not so old if we have the will to do it.

Google Translate can be handy at times but it sucks man!

SOmetimes u just duno what the heck it says.

Like now, i want to translate 'i want to learn Chinese language/mandarin' also so problematic.

I have to translate word by word and then verify it with certain websites.

aduih.. bodoh betul aku.

Language is so beautiful when it's able to connect people around the globe.

By the way my name is  胡进荣

love is doing things together

Do you realised that 2 ppl that dun share the common interests r hard to b together? They often don't last long. Yes u can say give each other freedom to do what they want n u respect their decisions. BUT as a partner, the most important and happy thing being together is to do things together, to share happiness and sadness as a couple. Not i do my own thing n u do your own thing. Then what's the significance of being together n known as a couple? If everything oso do wif frens, den might as well date the friends. If 1 day ur partner doesn't bother 2include u in their life anymore, then bye bye la. 

You may disagree to my opinion but..

Think abt it la..

Love between two people involves participation from both sides. To make it eternal, both must put their hearts into it.

Yes you can love eating ice-cream but you will never get loved by ice-cream.

Human needs to feel loved, cared and belonged by another human. 

Love between two people is to do things together. It's as simple as that.  

 I rest my case. TQ.

Happy World AIDS Day

Before December 1^st, 2011 ends, I would like to inform everyone that today is actually World AIDS Day. Happy World AIDS Day. Increase our understanding, do not spread rumours and false news and STOP discrimination. If one day I have AIDS, I am still Oh Chin Eng. 

right brain right attitude

brain

attitude

brain

attitude

You must have the right things to be a right person.

You have have the right brain and right attitude in life.

I have the right brain but i don't have the right attitude.

please.. have mercy on my FYP

A note to my friends. I thank you from deep inside my heart for helping me to complete my FYP questionnaire. I chose you specifically because i trust you out of so many people. But please be considerate, don't spoil it. If you don't understand, you can ask your friends or me. If you don't feel like doing it, you have all the rights in the world not to do it. I never force you. But don't simply tick and simply type rubbish words on the answer box. I'm just asking for a small favour and a few minutes of your life to answer a few simple questions. Why must you spam, hack, and ruin it? Don't you feel it's very irresponsible, childish and stupid? There are at least 3 respondents who did that and this is very sad lo. You can hate me. You can talk bad about me. You can spam my wall. But please don't ruin my work. Please.. Thank you. 


May you be blessed always..


*Whatever bad things you do to people today, it will come back and haunt you in the future. Mark my words.*

I..

I am not an artistic photographer. I am just a realistic documenter. You may not like what I snap. But it is all the truth. My photos tell stories. 

Facebook friends & REAL friends

I don’t have to keep on adding or approving the so-called friends that I don’t even know who the heck they are in my Facebook to make it into thousands.

My true friends are countable through my fingers. Real friends are those who you remember their real names, full names, where they stay, what they do, where they from, their backgrounds, their phone numbers etc.

I’m glad I have those companions around me when I needed them anywhere anytime. These people are my real friends, friends that I meet face to face and we can talk for hours. Yes, we argue. We argue because we are true to each other.

I am forgetful. I do break promises. But I do my very best to lend a hand they need it. This I can assure..

I may not be a very good friend, but I’m true to those who I treat as my friends.

Some of you might have listened to some insight stories about my life and my family before. Congrats. You are the real friens.

You guys are in my heart no matter where you are..

I’m sorry but Facebook friends are not true friends. Facebook is just a network. It’s a link. It’s a social networking. It’s just a tool for us to keep in touch. It’s a place to build a new friendship but not really a real friendship. Real friendship does not happen all the time.

Ok enough talking.

You may have a different view.

*BUT hey I’ve met some really nice and good people in Facebook too. Some have became closer friends. Thank you. =p *

QUOTE of the day

Planning process maybe slow but it’s worth it if it’s being planned properly and timely while taking every aspect into consideration.

*Cambodia trip*

vote ur a$$ la!

I know this is so random but i still wana say it. I wanted to say it long time ago.

I am so irritated and disturbed my 'friends' in my Facebook.

keep asking me to vote, vote, VOTE!

VOOOOOT ur ASS la!

If you are good, you'll definitely and automatically get a vote from me without you even asking. i can guarantee that.

Not like some people. Walaueh.. I really cannot tahan. They keep on SPAMMING my wall and other people's wall and force me to vote for them.

deiiiii tak malu ka??

are you really good? do you deserved our votes at the first place? sorry but many of you don't!

Desperados la. Tak tengok cermin ka?

PODAKH!

For sucky competition, i will sure not going to vote. For sucky people, i will sure not going to vote too. And for sure, i won't vote if i don't know you.

Yes i agree and i accept the fact that you ask people to vote because they don't know that you are not in the comepetition. To inform people, that's ok. But never lebih-lebih, after inform you force people to vote. And never give misleading information.

Okla fine, some people really wana win. Okla fine, some will use his/her strong social network to spread news, to get support and so on. But you don't have to keep asking me to vote right? Once enough la. Why keep asking?? Meluat lu tau ka??

p blahhh menggedik jauh-jauh k.

Kalau u makan cabai, u rasa cili la.

I will do spring cleaning on my FB very soon.

BYE!

'wow' Utusan Malaysia

In lectures, I learn that media must be objective, tell nothing but only the truth, neutral, independent, be responsible on their reports, quote from the credible sources, clarify and verify the information.

continue reading at http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2011/05/wow-utusan-malaysia.html

Happy Mother's Day

It’s Mother’s Day today (8^th May). I know no point I wish my mum’s a Happy Mother’s Day here. As if she can hear or read this. She’s computer illiterate and she can’t read English. This post is just to say that today is Mother’s Day. And I just wana express my love to mum. I love her no matter what I do and no matter where I am till the day I die.

This is what I posted in Facebook a while ago.

“I know it’s mother’s day today. But what the heck la you make a wish here? As if your mum got Facebook and Twitter. If you are that loving, go to your mum, wish Happy Mother’s Day to her face, give her a big warm hug and kiss her cheek. How’s that?? Dare or not?? I wonder if no social networks, where and how you gona tell the world and your mum that you love her…”

I really don’t understand why people wish their mother in Facebook lo. Can’t you just use the time and energy to SMS them? Or call them? Okla for those mums that have Facebook then okla. And if no money to call back, okla use Internet la.

But the funny thing is they even wish other people’s mum.

HALOOOOO! Other people’s mother also your mother ah? Mother eh you!

Please let me use a phrase from Mr Patrick Teoh, “niamah!”

At least, pray quietly in your heart wishing her a good health n happy life. Oh yeah, I’ve been doing that. See, easy and free.

Instead of keeping photos of yourself, or your friends’ photos or your lover’s photos in your wallet or purse, why don’t you keep a photo of your family? Will you be here without them? I’m not condemning la ok, but just think about what I said.

You see, I’ve been observing a trend or a behavior of human. You see when they say or ‘I pray that’ something something, do they really make a wish and pray?

NO!

Their wish and prayers never work. Saying and telling that they will wish you are just merely words to show support but it’s not really a truthful support.

Whenever you say to someone you pray that they will be good in something, make sure you really do it through your heart and not your mouth. If you are a believer, make the prayer through your religion.

Sorry la I just cannot accept people say they pray that bla bla bla but it’s just another kind of flowerish words.

People nowadays really macam-macam pun ada.

Very funny lah!

*Anyway, everyone in my house is packing up tonight cuz we are going back tomorrow. Woah have you seen a Packing Marathon before?? =p

*And mum, i'm going back later, so see you!

saya berikrar..

Saya berikrar bahawasanya..

saya..

Oh Chin Eng..

Rakyat Malaysia..

Orang yang tak boleh duduk diam..

Ada je benda yang i nak buat..

Dan saya berprefer untuk buat sorang-sorang..

Sebab..

Bukannya semua orang nak buat apa i nak buat..

Sebab..

They are not interested..

Sebab..

I ni kan unique..

Special..

One in a million..

Weird..

Crazy..

Extraordinary..

Outgoing..

Lain dari yang lain..

Berani..

Bold..

Confident..

Extreme..

Bo kia si..

Dan macam-macam lagi..

So..

Bahawasanya..

Saya Oh Chin Eng..

Don't care what you people say la..

Don't care if you don't share my sentiments..

Don't care if you don't wana join me..

As i..

Will still be OCE..

I do what i wana do..

I do what i feel it's worth to do..

I am ok to do it alone..

And i'll do it by myself..

ok tq bye.

QUOTE of the day

When you are confident, you are unbeatable!

don't question us

Sorry, suddenly I have the urge to say this.

Don’t question why the youngsters leave the country. Don’t question why the non-Malays support the Opposition. Don’t question the patriotism of the non-Malays. Don’t question why there are still so much crimes, accidents and poverty.

Question yourselves!

The answer lies in the government itself. Look at how you treat us. Look at how your policies and decisions which only benefit certain group. Look at how corrupted and incompetent you are. Look at how you labeled us the non-Malays. Look at how racist your people are when you unashamedly talk about 1 Malaysia.  

Let me tell you, before the change of a government, many young people will leave the country. Because I too, has lost hope.

Hypocrite Facebook users

Hypocrite..

What a hypocrite. Such a hypocrite! I see hypocrisy of Facebook users. What a faker.

In Facebook, eventhough you don’t know a person, they will come and add you. Most of the time, I just don’t care. I let it be. I won’t approve but I won’t ignore. I don’t want them to feel hurt if I ignore their request.

The issue here is why you wana act as if you know that person and add them?

I damn pissed with people who add me and then they never show their photos, not even their profile. Then how the hell I know who are you? If your information is so valuable and high profile, then no need add anyone la. Stay in your own world.

$%^&*(*&^%$%^&$%^&*

Okok please chill OCE. Please la, if you wana add anyone, at least let people see your basic information and photos. So that they know who are you ma.. and if you are good enough, send a FB message telling that person you know them, where you guys met or just say la you wana be friends etc.

OMG! I forget to mention that some people even lie about their names. They will put those fugly silly names in their profile. Some without English names will come up with some funny English names. Some will put celebrities’ names, cartoon’s names etc.

Aduih.. people, why are you so ashame of your own name??!!!

2 months ago, a girl added me and I didn’t approve. After a day, she sent me a FB message saying that she wana know me. I was like ok.. This kind of approach to know someone is so outdated la. a lot of people using this way when I was in Form 2, back in 2002.

Ok fine. That’s not the story. After we talked in FB message, I told her that I didn’t approve her yet because I don’t know her. After a moment, she cancelled her friend request. Hahaha. Walueh hipokrit betul pompuan nih!

And you know what? I feel so amused with some people. They criticized me openly in Facebook and now they are adding me. I wonder what’s their intention. Apa so bertaubat ka? Mau balik pangkal jalan??

Now, there’s another person adding me. I don’t know who the heck is her. I looked her profile and I found something so shocking.

It says “For those who wants to add me as your friend list, can you send me a message and tell me about yourself? I have no idea who you are and I'm not interest to check your profile. Thanks.”

Zzzzz… SPEECHLESS! Please look at yourselves before you say anything ok. Tq.

Why must we add so many people? Why must you have so many so-called friends in your Facebook? Are they friends anyway? For me they don’t deserved to be called as friends at all. For me these are all fake friends. What are friends? Friends are the one that you have their contact numbers in your handphone. You know what’s their names. You know where they stay and so on.

All these FB friends will never be there when you are in trouble. Just look at your friends list. Do you know all of them? Do they help when you need help? How many of them help you?

I know it’s good to reach out and have better networks but NEVER BE HYPOCITE!

I say all this not to show how exclusive and great I am by not approving anyone. This is a social illness that we are facing now. We spend whole day on Facebook. We talk to strangers who might harm us. We expose our information to the world.

Oh anyway I’ll say it again. I am not gona approve anyone who I do not know. I won’t. you can say I’m cocky or whatsoever you want. But that is me. Take it or leave it. This semester break im gona have a FB friends cleansing.

Oh im sorry if you (who are reading this) are that kind of person.

i am teruk

I’m home in Penang.

Woohooooo!

Hahahaha. It’s fun catching up with old friend. It’s more fun talking to Dexter Khaw.

Dexter Khaw Kuo Wen, that’s the man who knows me well. He has been a loyal critiques of me for over don’t know how many years.

I am teruk.

Whenever we go out, I’ll be late and they have to wait for me. I always last minute. Besides, I always delay things. These are my suckiest weakness. I have bad time management. Because of this attitude, I face a lot of problems. My personal life is always not smooth and friendship got affected.

Dexter is not the only one who dislikes my bad time management attitude. Those who close to me know about it lah.

Hmmm..

And guess what, he remembers all my bad things but not a single good thing. I asked him why. He said “keong kan you pernah buat benda baik for me to ingat ah?”

Well, it’s a pain truth but that’s the truth. I am teruk and Dexter know knows how teruk I am. Hahah.

Im such a bad ass lah. Ayooo.. He clearly remembers that I was late for an event for 1.5 hours back in 2003.

This means perangai buruk gua dah tersemai sejak berkurun lamanya. Ayoyoyoyoyo.

Dexter also hates me when I don’t do things that I said. For me, you must have a dream. You say it out and you try to do it. If you can’t achieve it, it’s ok at least you dare to dream and try to achieve it.

Yes he is cilakak but he is the most truthful guy friend I ever had.

He’ll just speak his mind out. He speaks nothing but truth.

I always mengata orang. Criticize this and that. But he never. He’ll only criticize when necessary.

Dexter Khaw, one of the very few steady men I have ever met.

He stood by his principles all the time. He’s free from problems as he knows clearly what he’s doing and he makes almost no mistake. He’s good to friends, family and himself..

He helped me a lot a lot of times.

He is there most of the times when I needed him. That’s what a friend is. I seldom help him. Why? Because he never needs my help. He seldom needs anyone’s help.

Before I end this post, I wana say something to myself, you can achieve many things in your life. But it’s not good enough if your attitude and personality is not good enough. You must good from outside and also from inside.