*I was trying to sleep atually from 10pm. I sms my fren, Chaleeda, her fren oso wen I was trying to sleep. I told my fren that I miss the girl that I love. She said the girl tak miss I pun! Haha. so honest of her.. it is really hurt. Ouch! Straight away I kenot sleep. It was so hard to breathe. My heart feel so hard to pump the blood to my body. Then I sms another fren, Felicita. Hehe. She cheer me up. I told her I need a break. I ajak her p backpack dis October n she said OK! Haha. bestnyer.. I sms the girl who doesn’t sayang me anymore at 6.56pm. And she tak reply2 me yet. So after I tok to Felicita, I sms the girl again. I ask her is she sleeping. Finally she replied. she said she went for dinner n on the way home. She apologized because she reply me late. I wonder go dinner kenot reply ah?? So hard meh?? Aih.. anyway I ask her balik baik2. Den around 10.40pm I woke up. My mood swings again from ok to OK. The other side of me is talking to me..
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So apa lagi?? duk moody?!
Orang dah ada crush kata someone. And someone pun ada crush kat dia. Awat hang duk terhegeh2 tak malu duk sms n cal dia. TAK MALU KA!!
Dia duk hapi break up dgn u n continue with her life. Dia p lepak wif her frens, mkn with her frens, tdo in her frens room etc. And you?!!
Duk kurung diri kat rumah entah apa! kawan keluar makan u tak ikut. Alwaz ponteng kelas! Alwaz moody. Alwaz nk tink of her. alwaz tgk da pics of u n her. alwz use the things yg dia bagi kat u. alwaz tgk Facebook dia. Alwaz terkenang time dulu-dulu. Alwaz tgk msg yg dia hntr kat hp u. Alwaz nk beli hadiah untuk dia. Alwaz listen to the songs that she likes!
Semua orang duk minta u lupakan dia and move forward. Awat hang duk x boleh lepas! Arghhh! U buat pe pun dia xkan balik. dia xkan tersentuh hati. U miss her?? Dia x miss u pun. U SAYANG dia lagi?? Dia xde perasaan at all kat u! u duk care n worried abt her? haha! U nak hadiahkan bulan dan bintang pun dia x rasa apa2. Hang nangis smpai buta pun dia tak SAYANG u dah! Dah takde. U MATI pun dia tak kisah. BETUL! U ingat u puasa kalau, dia akan mai balik?? hang boleh blaahhh la! jangan duk mimpi di siang hari!
Everytime u balik Penang sbb dia ada kan?? does it matters for her? dia tau ke u balik pasai dia?? No! dia tau pun apa guna? Dia x kisah pun. Dia balik penang bukannya nk jumpa muka sieh muka sekupang u! u balik kena marah dari mak. Lepastu kena marah dari dia x pasai2. U sms dia x reply. Dia on9 pun dia tak tok 2u! Blog u pun dia x singgah!
U DAH XDE SAYANG. DAH XDE ORG YANG BERNAMA SAYANG, SAYANG YOU MACAM HOW SHE USED TO SAYANG U!
APA U NAK?!! APA U NAK!! tolonglah sedar diri sikit.
1) Kau tu bukan muslim
2) Kau tu tak hensem
3) Kau tu kecik
4) Kau tu x sepandai dia
5) Kau tu bkn dari keluarga yg loving
6) Kau tu dh x dicintai dia
7) Kau tu tak stylo
8) Kau tu tak tau main alat muzik
9) Kau tu from keluarga yg bukannya kaya
10) Kau tu buat degree kat local n dia nk p overseas
KAU TAK LAYAK AT ALL FOR HER!
X berbaloi at all apa yg u duk buat selama ni. Blajak dari kawan2 u. pompuan duk berlambak kat uni. P cakap dgn dia org. Tgk kawans u dh ada new partner. Kalau all pompuans dah mati pun, ada lagi kucing. P la jadi boypren dia olang. Yg u ni yg poyo ni pasai pe. Dapat duit ka??! KANEH lu Janganlah naïf sangat. Kau tu dah 21 tahun.
Pasai satu pompuan, u rosakkan hidup u.
pasai satu pompuan, u hilang so many frens.
Pasai satu pompuan, studies u merosot.
Pasai satu pompuan, u asyk sakit.
KAU NI MANGKUK HAYUN! MANGKUK TANDAS. KAU NI TAIK CIRIT COKODOK BASI TAIK CIRIT BERAK PARIT.
Huh?? U 1 2 cry now? pi la pi la. p masuk lubang jamban n cry. Laki pondan mana ni! Eee!
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