Semester 3 Final Exam Timetable

Hohoho! Final exam timetable of this Semester 3 is out! Im so happy. I think im not the only one who feel so happy. why?? Haha! let me tell you why.

Semester 3 is a short semester. We study for 7 weeks from 19/10/2009 to 6/12/2009. Then one week of study break from 7/12/2009 13/12/2009. Then exam.

Based on my syllabus for this semester, me n my coursemates have to take 2 subjects only but im taking 3 subjects. And these 3 subjects are Pass/Fail subjects. No grade will be given. You Do or you DIE! the subjects are:

1.       Sun Zi’s Art of War and Business Strategies (compulsory)

2.       Introduction to French (choose between 3 languages)

3.       Pendidikan Moral (extra)

Moral is in Year 2 Semester 3 syllabus but im taking it now because im super free this sem, i can manage to take extra subject, i wana reduce my subjects for nx yr, n a nice funny lecturer is teaching the subject.

See how nice only 2 subjects for us. Surprisingly we don’t have exam for Sun Zi’s Art of War and Business Strategies. We’ll be given grade based on assignment. This means my friends only have one paper. And I have 2 papers. How nice is that huh? And how funny is that. This is the first time in my life that I’m taking only 2 papers in an exam. WOW!

Anyway this is the exam timetable.

1.       Pendidikan Moral 19/12/2009

2.       Introduction to French 21/12/2009

Hohoho. I have such a loooooooooong study break. My last class is on 5/12/2009 Saturday. Then I’ll go back to Penang in the evening. I have 14 days until my first paper. Im gona eat n sleep n go jolly go jalan jalan go makan-makan in these 2 weeks. I’ll have plenty of time to study…if im hardworking la.

Another good thing is the gap between my papers are just 2days. 19^th is Saturday and 21^st is Monday. So I won’t feel boring and have to wait in between these 2 papers. At least I still have Sunday to study.

There are cons too. Most of us will surely go back for study break. Then we have to come back to Kampar to take the exam. my friends only have one paper. Come back here for a day, then go back to hometown again. haha. what a ‘holiday’. I bet some of them will feel geram. Yeala, waste of money come back here 1 day then go back hometown. Haha. stay here lo if wana save.

I went to hometown already last 2 weeks. I’ll only be back again during the semester break because I’m really busy these 2 weeks. I have to pass up 2 assignments for 2 subjects. I have French test on Saturdays. And the most important thing is, I have public speaking competition next Wednesday 2/12/2009.

As you all know, the subjects im taking are PASS/FAIL subjects. I actually prefer if they give grade for it. At least the students can improve their CGPA ma. Less subjects, higher chance to get higher CGPA.

For the first time in UTAR, im happy with UTAR Examination and Evaluation Department. So fast they published the exam timetable. It’s easier for the students from Sabah and Sarawak to plan and book their tickets back home. BAGUS! Keep it up! =p

LOST

well, this is the parcel, a gift that never reached the receiver. aih.. i thought she received it already.. so sad you know, you did ur best to give something to someone but then it got LOST! WHERE IS IT NOW?!!! =(

quotable quotes

"Freedom is the right to tell people what they do not want to hear."

~ George Orwell

QUOTE of the day

Human nature: after someone passed away only we feel how much that person meant for us, how significant that person is in our life and how badly we have taken them for granted.

PERIBAHASA of the day

Harapkan pagar, pagar makan karat.

Class Photo of Bachelor of Communication (Hons) Journalism, UTAR Kampar, January 2009 Intake

Ladies and Gentlemen.....

Proudly present...

Jeng jeng jeng...

Photographer: MR. OH CHIN ENG

MUST do tonight

1. Upload pics to FB

2. 1 more blog post before sleep

3. Sweep n mop the floor

4. Eat

5. Drink milk from COW’s breast

6. Bathe

7. Chant

8. Check the guidelines for Moral assignment

9. Plan my schedule

10. Kill the ANTS

11. Tidy up my room

12. my clothes

13. Unload stuffs from Penang

14. wash the plates

15. Finish up the letter and send it

16. Be HAPPY n SYIOK

*MUST DO ALL THAT. IF NOT, CANNOT SLEEP!

suara hati berkata...

Hidup ini satu lawak jenaka. Ada sesetengah perkataan tidak sempat untuk diluahkan. Ada sesetengah perkara tidak sempat untuk dilakukan. Kemudian.. orang itu pergi.. dan tidak pernah kembali lagi. Hidup ini satu dusta. Kau menipu dan ditipu. Pada suatu ketika, ada insan yang begitu memahami dan rapat dengan anda. Tetapi kemudian, tiba-tiba insan paling istimewa itu begitu asing dengan anda. Kau terkial-kial untuk mencari balik apa yang telah hilang dalam hidup. Kau berjuang dan berjuang.. Hati kecil terus cekal kerana kau percaya selagi ada impian, segala itu ada harapan. Kehidupan ini tiada yang pasti kecuali cinta Dia yang suci.

spritzer? no, it's pulitzer.

Pulitzer Prize.

oh Pulitzer Prize.

i WANT! oh i want u so much! you wait for me. Wait!! im coming. Im coming to you my love. oh... my love. my darling.

i want u so badly.

come sleep next to me tonight baby.

DOINK!! im gona get you back to my home ONE day. SOMEDAY.

you watch out PULITZER PRIZE! jaga sikit kau! jangan main-main!

sometimes..

sometimes not only words that are spoken can kill, but words that are written too.

sometimes not things that are said to you can kill, but things that are said to others can kill too.

sometimes it's better not to know something then to know.

sometimes it's better to give up then to fight on.

sometimes i just wish to be mute, deaf and blind, so i would not have to bear all the pain.

blame the rain

well, i have one lecture at 5pm but now it's almost 6pm.

How to go?? It's raining la out there. the weather is so what the crap la. the whole morning was ok. then suddenly raining. drizzling.. but 4.55pm suddenly dush!! dash! dish! the rain became so super damn heavy.

yea i have a bike here. but my raincoat also cannot cover my skinny body lah. the rain really makes me so lazy to go to class. so i waited for the rain to stop but it didn't. and right now it's still raining although it is not as heavy as just now.

so what to do? Have to ponteng la. who ask the rain to rain huh?? Not my fault u know? I really don’t wana ponteng..

ok i admit im lazy today plus tired plus the RAIN.


“hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih??”

…........................

BUT IF IM HAVING EXAM, I'LL SURE GO TO UNI.

nvmla i'll stay at home n study for my French exam tomorrow early morning. =p

public announcement.. on 'us'

I HUMBLY AND DOWN TO EARTH ASKING MY READERS NOT TO JUDGE US BASED ON WHAT I WROTE. I KNOW WHAT I WROTE ALL THIS WHILE HAVE BRING PROBLEMS, MISUNDERSTANDING AND HATRED. IM SORRY. I DIDN’T MEAN IT. IF MY BLOG POST SOUNDS LIKE IM HUMILIATING ANYONE, IM SORRY. NEVER AT ALL CAME ACROSS MY MIND TO SCAR ANYONE’S IMAGE. I MADE MISTAKES TOO. DON’T PITY ME JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIENDS. IF IM WRONG, TELL ME. AND IF YOU DON’T KNOW THE HEAD AND TAIL, DUN MAKE ANY JUDGEMENT. ONLY BOTH OF US KNOW WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED. NO ONE TO BE BLAMED. THERE WERE UPS AND DOWNS IN THE RELATIONSHIP. THERE WERE GOOD N BAD TIMES. IT'S LIFE. EVERYTHING I SAY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE UNLESS THEIR NAMES ARE STATED. OK I WILL TRY NOT TO TALK ABOUT MY PAST LOVE LIVE.

THANK YOU. =P

5cm to Hospital

Once again, i saw an incident that nearly cost a life to an end. This time, it's not from a teenager, not an adult, but a primary school children.

I was on my way home from Kampar Old Town when i saw that incident happened. I was riding my scooter behind a white Kancil car. Then there was this little Malay girl cycling on the grass at the left hand side of the road heading towards our direction. I guess she's in Standard 3 to Standard 5.

Suddenly she lost her balance. Then in just a second, her bicycle went to the main road. She was struggling so hard to balance her bicycle. At that time the girl is just in front of the Kancil and the Kancil was kind of fast. I felt like scream my lungs out but no, it didn't happen. I was so helpless at that time. My heart my thumping so fast. My hand automatically tried to reach out my camera to snap what's gona happen next. The girl SCREAMED!

Luckily the Kancil managed to break. fuh.. And the girl escaped unhurt from being bang over. The distance between the girl and the car is just 5cm! FIVE! Go and get your ruler and check how long is 5cm. She was still trying to balance her bicycle after the escape. From cycling towards us, now she's in the same direction with us. She crossed the road to the right hand side where a playground is. She was really freak out. She was shy and she didd't know what to do, so she just went off to some place.

I saw her shoe on the road. I think she slipped it when she was struggling to balance her bicycle. So i picked up her shoe and i bring it over to her. She talked to me in Bahasa Malaysia. She said 'terima kasih, Aunty.' Which means thank you Aunty. er.. ok... nevermind. She told me her leg is pain. so i asked her where. She didn't answer my question. Instead, she said her bicycle got problem. Before i left, she thanked me. Surprisingly, she kept calling me aunty, aunty and aunty.

hmmm... which parts of me look like an aunty huh?? haha. See, she was in trauma. She shivered. She couldn't think rationally.

I saw a packet of noodle in the bicycle's basket. I think it's her breakfast and she's on her way home. What if the girl couldn't make her trip home after she brought her breakfast? She doesn't has an IC yet. Nor a handphone. How is her parents going to reach her?

hmmm.. Thank God the incident didn't become an accident. Becareful people wherever you go. Life is fragile.

Always start your journey or activity with a prayer. Insya-Allah semuanya akan lancar.

5cm makes a lot of difference.

after 1 month

today is 19th. exactly one month after my 21st birthday.

well...

*wait wait. more to come.

Bye Penang Helo Kampar

good morning. i just woke up at 6.40pm.

i've reached Kampar. Im back in Kampar. my bus departed at 9am from Butterworth. I took Transnasional, the best bus to get back here. i slept for 1 hour only last night, then woke up at 6am ++. i rushed to pack to finished up the big photo to bring it back here. my sister n mum woke up at 6am because my sister is going for a school trip to Kelantan. so far. i wanted to go for breakfast but i couldnt finish packing. so mum made me breakfast: bread, sausage n egg. hmmm.. I don't know since when she has become so western. haha.

then at 8am my mum sent me to Penang Jetty. She said i went back to Penang with 2 begs n now im going back to Kampar with 2 bigger begs. haha! i always bring a lot of stuffs back to university. food, books, clothes, snacks etc. Anyway, i have to take ferry to Butterwoth to take my bus. the ferry was so empty. the sky was so bright n cool.

i slept in the bus all the way back to Kampar. I very very seldom sleep in the bus. But this time i was too tired, lack of sleep n the weather out there is just superb. More then half of the seats are unoccupied. traffic was so smooth, not many cars. in just 3 hours, i reached Kampar. that's super fast. usually the journey will takes at least 3 hours n 30 mins. thanks to Shi Han for fetching me Old Town...without helmet. haha. he forot to bring. so i used my sweater to cover cover lo. =p

i wanted to stay longer in Penang. i told my mum that i wana take afternoon bus then skip my 2pm class today. But she said no. she asked me not to ponteng. Cannot skip class. aih.. fine.. i miss home, that's why i wana stay longer. but if can, i don't want to skip any classes. so i took 9am bus because that's the only bus that i can make it for 2pm class. the next bus trip will be at 2pm. too late.

my maternal grandma said "if you wana stay in Penang, don't go so far to Kampar to study."

i reached my hostel at 12am smtg. i set my alarm at 1.30pm. i planned to hav a short nap. n guess what?? i woke up at 2.50pm. wat the heck!! arrgghhhh! damn it! im so late to the class. super late!! i set alarm in my 2 handphones but i didn't hear any of the phones ring at all. so... yea i skipped the class because i overslept, i cannot wake up. grrrhhh. this is the 2nd time it happened. my mum is gona nag me if she knows about it. no no, cannot let her know. =p

i didn't go to uni then. by the time i get ready, clean up myself, cycle to school, it will be 3.30pm then. so i slept again.. i hate it when im sleeping, someone call me. but i always answer the calls. someone called me just now so many times. unknown number. i was like damn it, must be the nurse from the clinic. first call, i didn't pick up. second cal, i picked up n i simply press my hp, then she hung up. third cal, i answered but i kept quiet, she halo, i quietly hung up. heheh. the voice is so similar to the nurse's voice. she didn't cal me again after that. hahahaha.

im hungry now. let's go makan ppl. if you are in Penang, i recommend u to go to Kapitan at Chulia Street, or Line Clear at Penang Road, or Padang at Dato Keramat, or Ananda Bahvan at Market Street, or SuaKenari at Chulia Street.

u wont regret. tasty and cheap and HALAL!

3 hours 5 minutes

1/40am

OMG! Damn! Oh gosh! Someone please SLAP me. PLEASE!

I was making a fram

Suddenly my phone rang at 1.40am. I was so shocked. No one will call me at this time. Oni my sayang will do. But that was like so long ago. Yeah, coz we are no more together.

I rushed to my room

My eyes blinked few times in a second.

It was her!! arrghh!

My heart nk tercabut!

X sgka.

Well, duri dalam hati dah dikeluarkan.

Chalee was right. She still care.

So what will happen after I this? Haha entahla. Life goes on, as normal lah. We lead separate lives now n we are happy with it.

Kalau kita nak, mesti ada cara kan? =p

*I HUMBLY AND DOWN TO EARTH ASKING MY READERS NOT TO JUDGE US BASED ON WHAT I WROTE. I KNOW WHAT I WROTE ALL THIS WHILE HAVE BRING PROBLEMS, MISUNDERSTANDING AND HATRED. IM SORRY. I DIDN’T MEAN IT. IF MY BLOG POST SOUNDS LIKE IM HUMILIATING ANYONE, IM SORRY. NEVER AT ALL CAME ACROSS MY MIND TO SCAR ANYONE’S IMAGE. I MADE MISTAKES TOO. DON’T PITY ME JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIENDS. IF IM WRONG, TELL ME. AND IF YOU DON’T KNOW THE HEAD AND TAIL, DUN MAKE ANY JUDGEMENT.  OK I WILL TRY NOT TO TALK ABOUT MY PAST LOVE LIVE.

YOU are quoted... AGAIN!

"Pi suntik la boloh. Sakit itu otak cakap sakit. Apa mia OCE ni. Sipek open minded and willing to try apa apa punya laki takut jarum kaneh. Pengecut lar hang OCE hampakan wa. OCE is my idol tapi takut jarum haha."

~ Dexter Khaw Kuo Wen
~ 10.17pm
~ 18/11/2009 Wednesday
~ via MSN Messenger

* u r funny my fren. anyone who reads this sure LAUGH!
* thanks anyway. that's so sweet of u lah.
* but im not ready la. sakit! next time la. =p
* hohoho. don't be jelaous Nixon Lai Chia Huey. i quote u next time ok? kuai..

Runaway from Doctor

At the time im writing this, 7.55pm, it’s drizzling out there. I just reached home. My heart is till pounding so hard. It feels like popping out from my ribs.

The reason is.. I just went to the clinic. If you still remember, I once said that some part of my body is itchy. Some part which is too sensitive. It started in mid-May when I came back Penang for my sememster break. At first, I thought the itchiness is normal. But then when I sweat, It becomes itchier. Then, slowly, it spreads around. The wound becomes bigger. My skin becomes red. I have to always scratch n scratch n scratch. GATAL ma. My skin is peeling off. It becomes so sensitive. Sometimes it bleeds. It’s so irritating because it’s so itchy when I sweat. It’s so uncomfortable.

I’m not sure what’s the cause of it. Allergy? Or something else? So finally after 6 MONTHS, I went to the clinic in Pulau Tikus. Clinic Ev*ng*l. Heard of it? There was no any patient there besides me. I brought my sister along. When I register, the nurse asked me what sickness. I said itchy. She asked where. I said my body. I felt so uncomfortable with her questions. Then she asked whole body is it. I said no, just some parts la. I’m not gona tell her where I feel itchy! Anyway the nurse is very friendly. She asked me a lot of question about myself. she said being a journalist is good. I said got pros n cons la. She asked me to study hard and be a obedient son.

Ok… after a long chat, the nurse asked me to go in. The doctor looks like a Singh but he has some weird name. I don’t know what is he. So this doctor, asked me many questions again. what I do. Where I study. What course. Where I stay. Bla bla bla. The irritating part is I have to repeat my answers at least thrice. He has hearing problem la! ayooo!

After the nurse left us, I told the doctor, my sickness is something very personal. Private. So I told him what happened. I explained the symptoms. It’s not easy ok. The sickness im having is unusual. Then he asked me to sit on the bed. He pulled the curtain and he asked the nurse to stay away. Fuh.. my heart was beating damn fast. I can’t tell you how afraid I was. I was so freak out and I was shivering. He asked me to show him. Yea show him!! So what to do. I have to la. I pulled up my shirt and I showed him…not all! I cover cover a bit. This is the very first time some stranger is seeing it. Grrrhhh!

I’ve lost my JANTANNESS!

He asked me when did it happened. I said since May. He kept asking me the same ques. So I changed my answer to ‘6 months already.’ He still asked me the same questions for many TIMES. His ears really got problem. Then he got shocked why now only I went to see him. Hmmm.. I was scared and shy. I thought it will cure by itself.

Guess what the doctor wana do to it. He said ‘INJECT, APPLY CREAM AND TAKE MEDICINE.’ I was like what??!!! INJECT?!! Not on my hand but my BUTTOCK!! Ouch!! No way. Im afraid of needle. PAINFUL la! I asked the doctor what is the cause of it. The doctor didn’t answer me. he just said that I must put the cream n take medicine. What the tut!! Just tell me la why it happened!

Then he said after the antibiotic injection, I must come back in five days to follow up. I told him im going back to university tomoroow morning. He didn’t get what I said. He called his 2 nurses. I don’t know why. So I quickly told them that I can’t come back for follow up. the doctor said I must come back, at least let him know when.

So I went out to check when I can come back to Penang again. I’ll be very busy after I go back to Kampar. I have to submit my assignments next week then I have public competition the week after. The earliest I can come back is after three weeks. The nice nurse came out and she showed the ‘$’ sign, asking I don’t have money is it. I said no. I have RM50 with me.

After some time, I went in again. I wanted to lie to the doctor that I’ll come back again next week. You know.. maybe he won’t give me so many tablets and I don’t have to pay that much. But before I tell him anything, he asked me to lie down. The two nurses were there. I was so nervous. I don’t want. I kept asking the doctor is it necessary. I told them I’m scared of needle. It’s painful. The 2 nurses said no, it’s not. Then he said I have to pay RM120. Er.. ok.. so fast tell me how much it costs. Sadly I only have RM50. I told him and I showed him my RM50 note. The doctor was so speechles. I asked him not to worried. I said I’ll get the injection because it’s a must. The doctor asked me to go get $. I agreed and I said I’ll come back.

I walked out from the room. My sister kept asking me since we reached the clinic, what’s wrong. Why I went to see doctor? What doctor said? Why the doctor never give me any medicine. Etc etc etc. I didn’t tell her anything. I lied that I got stomachache. I don’t want her to know anything. And most importantly I don’t want my parents to know.

After a long thought, I came home. I didn’t go to get $ from the bank. I’m afraid of needle. I’m phobia to it. And I feel RM120 is just too expensive. It’s just an allergy afterall. I didn’t go to Government Hospital (GH) because I thought clinic won’t be that expensive. I don’t have time to wait for the long queue in GH and Im not convinced with GH.

Im waiting for the nurse to call me. she must ne wondering why I didn’t go back to the clinic. I didn’t pay a cent..yet. you know.. consultation fee. No, I’m not going back there. I’m scared. Just let it be lah. If the doctor is so desperate for consultation fee, come and find me la. he has my address and phone number.

Someone called me just now at 8.40pm. The number is from a house number. It’s from Digi. I didn’t pick up. who knows it’s the doctor. Sorry la im scared la.

Im kind of worried right now. I lost my appetite to eat. What if it’s more then allergy?

‘She’ asked me to go and check last month. You know..it might be some diseases..

haih...

Shit! i forgot to ask my sister not to tell my parents that we went to the clinic.

tata!

Chin Eng says..

ohhh... i feel so in love by browsing through all da pics i took ever since i had my first digital camera back in 2002. Not to forget the film pictures from my analog camera too. It's so heartwarming to look at the places i've been, the food i had, the wonderful n CILAKA people i met along the way, the one and only SAYANG that came into my life, my crazy and helpful buddies in Sekolah Menengah Hutchings and St. Xavier's Institution etc. I had so much sweet memories n great achievements. I can c how i changed physically and personally. I've grown to be who I am today. I learn frm my xprience..through da pics n my writings. thx everyone n everything dat came into my life. God bless you.

PHOTO of the day

12/2/2007 2.04pm

from L to R: Lee Khai Keat, Oh Chin Eng, Lau Wei Han.

we were having our lunch after our school. that was Upper Six time, we were 19 back then. this pic is just so cute lah. sebijik macam apek lancia. the old Chinese people especially will come here to have their meal. it's cheap n delicious. some of them will squad on this bench facing all the dishes. i don't think you can fine this style of eating anywhere else in Penang. n u know what? this picture came out in The Star newspaper. hehee.

Qin Ge - Fish Leong

SONG of the day

Songs from Fish Leong never fail to make her listeners fall in love, appreciate love and looking for love. She is the Love Ballads Queen. I have been listening to her song since her first album. People laugh and curious because Im a banana man n i listen to Chinese Song. Some people also feel surprised because they thought i listen only to Malay songs. haha.

I LISTEN TO CHINESE, MALAY, TAMIL, ENGLISH N ABORIGINES SONGS LA!

now go n listen to this song!

this song is nice lah.. im moved by its melody. ohhhhh....

* see im so nice. i have chinese n english lyrics for you people. got translation some more. =p

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時光是琥珀
shi guang shi hu po
Time is drops of tears
淚一滴滴
lei yi di di
being locked
被反鎖
bei fan suo
in an amber.
情書再不朽
qing shu zai bu xiu
No matter how immortal the love letters are,
也磨成沙漏
ye mo cheng sha luo
it'll still grinded into sand, leaking away.
青春的上游
qing chun de shang you
On the top of youthfulness,
白雲飛走
bai yun fei zou
white clouds are flying pass
蒼狗與海鷗
cang gou yu hai ou
turning into dogs and seagulls.
閃過的念頭
shan guo de nian tou
These flashy thoughts
潺潺的溜走
chan chan de liu zou
are slipping away.

命運好幽默
ming yun hao you mo
Fate is very humorous.
讓愛的人都沉默
rang ai de ren dou chen mo
It makes people in love silent
一整個宇宙
yi zheng ge yu zhou
(and) willing to trade in the universe
換一顆紅豆
huan yi ke hong dou
for a red bean.
回憶如困獸
hui yi ru kun shou
Memories is like a monster
寂寞太久
ji mo tai jiu
that'll eventually became gentle
而漸漸溫柔
er jian jian wen rou
from being lonely for a long time.
放開了拳頭
fang kai le quan tou
Letting go of (it's) fist,
反而更自由
fan er geng zi you
(it feels) much freer.

慢動作
man dong zuo
In slow motion
繾綣膠捲
qian quan jiao juan
attracting,
重播默片
chong bo mo pian
(and) replaying the silent film,
定格一瞬間
ding ge yi shun jian
(I've) stopped for a moment.
我們在告別的演唱會
wo men zai gao bie de yan chang hui
In our farewell concert,
說好不再見
shuo hao bu zai jian
(we've) said that we won't met again.

你寫給我
ni xie gei wo
You wrote me
我的第一首歌
wo de di yi shou ge
my first song.
你和我十指緊扣
ni he wo shi zhi jin kou
You and I were hand in hand
默寫前奏
mo xie qian zou
(and) writing the prelude from (our) memory.
可是那然後呢
ke shi na ran hou ne
But what now?
還好我有
hai hao wo you
At least I still have
我這一首情歌
wo zhe yi shou qing ge
this love song.
輕輕的 輕輕哼著
qing qing de qing qing heng zhe
Lightly humming,
哭著笑著 我的
ku zhe xiao wo de
crying and smiling at my
天長地久
tian chang di jiu
eternity.

命運好幽默
ming yun hao you mo
Fate is very humorous.
讓愛的人都沉默
rang ai de ren dou chen mo
It makes people in love silent
一整個宇宙
yi zheng ge yu zhou
(and) willing to trade in the universe
換一顆紅豆
huan yi ke hong dou
for a red bean.
回憶如困獸
hui yi ru kun shou
Memories is like a monster
寂寞太久
ji mo tai jiu
that'll eventually became gentle
而漸漸溫柔
er jian jian wen rou
from being lonely for a long time.
放開了拳頭
fang kai le quan tou
Letting go of (it's) fist,
反而更自由
fan er geng zi you
(it feels) much freer.

長鏡頭
chang jin tou
The long camera shot
越拉越遠
yue la yue yuan
is pulling further and further,
越來越遠
yue la yue yuan
further and further.
事隔好幾年
shi ge hao ji nian
After a couple years from this,
我們在
wo men zai
we are at
懷念的演唱會
huai nian de yan chang hui
(our) memorable concert
禮貌的吻別
li mao de wen bie
politely kissing good bye.

你寫給我
ni xie gei wo
You wrote me
我的第一首歌
wo de di yi shou ge
my first song.
你和我十指緊扣
ni he wo shi zhi jin kou
You and I were hand in hand
默寫前奏
mo xie qian zou
(and) writing the prelude from (our) memory.
可是那然後呢
ke shi na ran hou ne
But what now?
還好我有
hai hao wo you
At least I still have
我這一首情歌
wo zhe yi shou qing ge
this love song.
輕輕的 輕輕哼著
qing qing de qing qing heng zhe
Lightly humming,
哭著笑著 我的
ku zhe xiao wo de
crying and smiling at my
天長地久
tian chang di jiu
eternity.

陪我唱歌
pei wo chang ge
Sing with me.
清唱你的情歌
qing chang ni de qing ge
Sing acapella to your love song.
捨不得 短短副歌
she bu de duan duan fu ge
(I) don't want the short chorus to end.
心還熱著
xin hai re zhe
My heart is still hot,
也該告一段落
ye gai gao yi duan luo
but it should come to an end.
還好我有
hai hao wo you
At least I still have
我下一首情歌
wo xia yi shou qing ge
my next love song.
生命宛如 靜靜的
sheng ming wan ru jing jing de
Life is like a calm river
相擁的河 永遠
xiang yong de he yong yuan
embracing each other for
天長地久
tian chang di jiu
eternity.

i miss you

I never really dedicate a blog post for someone. As in write about someone. Especially for someone saying that i miss him/her. Oh maybe I did la to my sayang. But this blog post is not about her. today I wana talk about my good friends.

I miss two of them so much. Im missing them now. miss you miss you!

These two girls are the very few best and good girl friends I have. I mean.. I don’t mean that my other girl friends are bad but these two are special. These two are special in my age range. Im now 21 la. im trying to say that I have other best girl friends too but not in my age range.

Ok what the hell im talking about. Grrrrhh! Im not good in words la especially when it comes to describing a person.

Anyway these two girls are Tan Lay Nee and Carla Cardoniga.

Tan Lay Nee or Lay Nee. She’s now 20. Doing her degree in Australia! N im now in Malaysia!! I’ve known her for like.. haha many years oo. Since Form 2 or Form 3? That time I was 14/15. We were in PBSM or MRCS, a first aid society la. she was from MGS n I was from SMH. she’s helpful. Intelligent. A leader. Friendly. Very helpful. She’s small in size. A conflict that happened made us closer to each other. Somehow she became one of the girls that I trusted a lot at that time. I was the shy shy silly guy at that time. Yeah we do talked a lot but you know.. I was shy all the time. =p It’s still fresh in my memory when she won a footdrill competition. She was the commander at that time.  Im so proud of you Lay Nee. I can’t wait to see you back to Penang. But by that time, I’ll be back in Kampar. Wait for me lah. =p have a safe journey k.

Carla Cardoniga. Wooooo this girl.. she’s not a Chinese. She’s not a Malay. She’s not an Indian. She’s not a Malaysian la. She’s from Phillippines. Cool huh I have a friend there. =p she’s just 20 this year and she’s doing her degree. I feel so old n outdated. We know each other in Thailand. We were participating in a Youth for Peace Conference there. I represent Malaysia n she represents Phillippines. So that’s how I know her lah. Well.. she is pretty. Yes she is. She’s very nice n warm to talk to. N yeah she has a boyfriend. =p One week in Thailand may seems very short but it has built up our friendship across two regions. Im glad that we still keep in touch n care for each other. We’ll meet up again one day. =p

How nice if two of u are in front of me right now. wana give both of you a tight hug. Haha! I just miss you two sooooooooooooo much tonite. Greedy huh? Gatai?? Nola.

U girls must be proud because I only miss people who are special and meaningful in my life. Im sorry if I ever said or did something that hurt you. Hehe..

Pls take good care of yourselves wherever you are. Eat well sleep well. Don’t forget to pray. I love you my friends. Friends forever.

*if I dun say I miss you, doesn’t mean I dun miss u k. =p

Menstrual Pain?

Oh… Saravani.. what a joke. I mean.. I never expected that answer from you. But luckily u r fine la. fuh..

I got to know that my bestie in UTAR was sick. Racheal said in Facebook that Sara is sick n she wants to visit her.

I was like so scared n freaked out. I really thought something bad happened to her.

I straight away called her. that was like few minutes ago. After some time, she picked up. Yea she’s sick. She sounded weak.

I asked her la what happened. She kept saying that she’s sick. What kind of sickness la?? I insisted. Hmmm.. the answer is Menstrual Pain. Aduh..

I ingatkan apa jadi. Aiyah..

I asked her housemate to take care of her. guess what she said. She asked me what should she does. Haloooooooooooo! How would I noe lah! Memang krike la. im not a girl.

Sara was there when I was sick in UTAR. She’s the girl who first came to visit me. she was there everytime im sick. We became closer in Semester 2 because we were in the same class. I skipped classes n I always came up with excuses. She can tell you all the excuses that I’ll give. Haha. she’s a really really nice girl. Really nice. N she’s sarcastic..but in a good way.

Thank you Sara. My life in UTAR would be totally different without you. Thanks for the free medicines, 100 plus, food, joys n laughters.

Hope you’ll recover soon k.

Ejek me la. I dun mind. hehe.

The Hujan Song

Let's sing with me people.

old McDonald cannot go out.

e i e i o...

rain rain here. rain rain there.

e i e i o..

shake shake here. shake shake there.

e i e i o..

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hujan oh hujan, kenapa engkau hujan

macam mana aku tak hujan, awan sudah berat, awan sudah berat

awan oh awan, kenapa engkau berat?

macam mana aku tak berat, asap punya banyak, asap punya banyak.

asap oh asap, kenapa engkau banyak?

macam mana aku tak banyak, semua kerja manusia, semua kerja manusia.

manusia oh manusia, apa yang kerja banyak?

BANYAK LA!!

MEROKOK! OPEN BURNING! KENTUT! FARTING! PEMBAKARAN TERBUKA! PENGELUARAN ASAP DARIPADA KILANG YANG TAK TERKAWAL! CUACA PANAS DAN HUTAN TERBAKAR! ASAP KENDERAAN! YALA MALAYSIA GOVERNMENT ENCOURAGE THEIR CITIZEN TO BUY MORE CARS MA. N CAR PRODUCERS ALSO PRODUCE SO MANY CARS MA. DUN THEY HAVE BRAIN TO THINK THAT OUR ROADS ARE TOO CONGESTED WITH VEHICLES? CAN'T THEY THINK THAT VEHICLES ARE ONE OF THE MAIN CONTRIBUTORS TO AIR POLLUTION? CAN'T THEY THINK THAT ROAD ACCIDENTS ARE ONE OF THE MAJOR FACTORS OF HUMAN DEATHS? DON'T THEY SEE THAT PEOPLE ARE GETTING LAZIER TO WALK EVEN TO A VERY SHORT DISTANCE?

so how now??

- the end -

YOU are quoted

"Evening tadi wa tidur then mimpi you and i go Penang Road at night jalan jalan then you pinjam RM10 from me then we usik banyak orang kat Penang Road maleh hai hai."

~ Dexter Khaw Kuo Wen
~ 16/11/2009 Monday
~ 11.39pm
~ MSN Messenger

* this is freaking funny. the best bedtime story. 2thumbs up!

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n y 98753ync 9yhm75evb

yes yes!

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yes correct!

zzzz... guess what i said. i said nothing! lame!

im too sleepy. i do crazy things when im sleepy. i used to bit my frens because im sleepy. i used to talk nonsense when im sleepy. n i used to bang my fren's ass when im sleepy. oh i remember. it's Nizam n Kah Hoe's backside. hehe.

one thing that is serious: I feel that i've been neglecting my friends all this while. I lost contacts with many people that i know. n i din flirt!! i was loyal...

time management people! TIME MANAGEMENT!

divide ur time between your gf/bf, friends n family.

FAHAM?!! ok gnite. bye!

sekadar renungan

Jangan sesekali melakukan kesilapan dalam hidup kerana yang silap dan salah bukan selalu diperbetulkan. Orang yang disakiti dan dilukai bukan selalu boleh memaafkan. Sekali tersilap, susah untuk berpatah balik. Tapi kebanyakan masa orang yang tidak berdosa di sekeliling kita turut menjadi mangsa. Masa berjalan ke depan. Matahari tidak mungkin terbit dari barat. Insan mana yang tidak pernah silap. Jalan tidak ada yang rata, apatah lagi hidup sebagai seorang manusia. Apa maknanya jika hidup penuh dengan kebencian, pengkhianatan, kekecewaan, penyesalan, dendam, kedengkian, kepura-puraan, penghinaan, dan keangkuhan. Bermaaf-maafanlah. Berilah peluang kepada bunga-bunga cinta untuk kembali mekar. Dunia ini terlalu besar dan bukan senang untuk dua insan bertemu. Apatah lagi jika timbul bibit-bibit cinta. Kawan biarlah jika seorang, musuh jangan sesekali. Berfikirlah dalam-dalam sebelum bertindak.  Barang kalau rosak, boleh dibaiki. Barang kalau hilang, boleh beli yang baru. Hati yang telah hancur susah untuk dicantum kembali. Cinta yang telah putus takkan kembali lagi.

Fikir-fikirkanlah.

Kaulah Segalanya - Hazrul Nizam

Song of The Day

hihi.. ok.. i duno what to say in this post. hmmm.. im listening to this song alone in my room. not emo-ing la. not at all. not sad.. just... i'll call it emotionally attached to this song.

i have been attracted to its melody and the chorus of this song since i was in secondary school. i can't download the song because i duno the title until i met her. n listening to this song makes it more meaningful.

i like this song. hope it suits ur taste too. =p

i don't really know this singer. but i feel he's on par with my favourite Malaysia Male singer, Anuar Zain. both have good vocal.

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Kau mahu bak segala
Cinta yang ku dahaga
Kehadiran dirimu
Menyinari maka semua hatiku

Kau lukis hidupku

Kau hias hatiku

Kau sambut cinta ku

Tulus ikhlas

Suci hatimu kasih

Kaulah segalanya
Yang menyinari hidupku kasih
Hanya satunya
Yang kucintai

Hulur tanganmu kasih
Sambut cintaku
Jangan tinggalkan daku
Seorang diri
Tak sanggup lagi dilukai oh..

Maafkan daku
Jika salahku
Peristiwa yang pernah ku alami dulu
Aku tahu betapa pahit
Mu menerima sejarah hidupku oh..

Kaulah segalanya
Yang menyinari hidupku kasih
Hanya satunya
Yang kucintai

Sambutlah cintaku
Jangan kau pergi dari sisiku
Cintaku padamu
Ikhlas sejati
Cintaku padamu
Ikhlas sejati

potong P1 w1max

P1 w1max??

what P1 w1max?? the latest wireless broadband network??

cannot connect at all! what the!

i reached home last night and i was so desperate n so urgent to use internet to check my mail!

now oni can connect.

thanks to Streamyx. P1 w1max stil not working.

the P1 w1max agent came to my hse before i reached Penang n asked my dad to buy the router etc from him for rm100. the man said if cannot use, return the router n get back RM100. he also said that the P(otong)1 w1max is better n faster then streamyx.

so my dad gives it a try lo.

i was so shocked because streamyx is the best wireless netword for home use la although many people make noise.

podakh!! connect oso cannot, wana say better??

sucks to the max oo!

Potong je la the P1 w1max like what the company's advertisement says.

POTONG! POTONG! POTONG!

*anyway my location is at Gurney Drive area.

all the best

today you'll be having your last paper for your exam.

kalau tak silap i Journalism.

i don't know what time it starts.

it's never ur nature to write.

i know you well enough.

im the one who write a lot: on a piece of ppr n handphone.

that's what irrritate you all the same.

but no matter what.. do your best.

i know u can do it. u never have problem in studies.

u r not like me, malas sikit. =p

ingat baca DOA dulu b4 u start ur exam.

if siap awal, cek ur answers again la.

i can't say all this to u personally.

u'll never listen all this from my mouth.

it'll never happen.

but my wish n prayer will reached you.

He will help me.

as you said:

"kalau hati you ikhlas, Tuhan akan tolong."

so, buat baik-baik la.

balik Penang pun baik-baik.

i know u already received what i sent although no notification from you.

hope you won't throw it away.

that's the very last presents from me.

take care always. hati-hati all the time.

eat well, sleep well.

make a wise decision in everything in do.

i'll always support you and be here if one day you need me.

spread your wings and fly to wherever you want.

it's your dream to study abroad.

love your partner and never let him go.

if you love someone, show it.

I'll always n always pray for you no matter where you are.

It's a PROMISE.

and.. that's all la.

kalau ada jodoh, kita jumpa lagi.

kalau takde, biarlah ia jadi satu memori.

kenangan lalu takkan kembali lagi.

tapi akan tersimpan indah di dalam hati.

1437. Muax. Tata.

which one first

woah people!

i tell u har i have so many things to say. but so little time to type.

but i wana share what's in my mind. grrrhhh!

i don't understand what's wrong with my O.T.A.K. or B.R.A.I.N.

it keeps thinking. thoughts keep pouring in. memories keep haunting. creative ideas keep playing in my mind.

anything n everything comes in at one time.

all the 5Ws and 1H. what to do? when to do?

boleh GILA.

then what i do?

quickly right down on a piece of ppr. or key in in my handphone first, or keep mumbling to memorize it if im in the toilet.

i hate it when i can't get the things done. stress ooO!

YOU are quoted

" Being a reporter is not solely a job but it's a mission and to serve the society."

~ Kow Kwan Yee
~ 11 nov 2009
~ Journalism Gathering, UTAR, Kampar, Perak
~ my Super Senior, intern of Bernama

a night of laughters

love u Viv, Tiff n Rac. muax muax muax.

these 3 girls just made my night so happening.

i got ambushed while im sleeping.

tankiu so much. what a surprised. what a way we gather after for some time/

3 girls n 1 guy in a room n 2beds! wow!

one of them told me that some people just don't like me because me n my camera always 2geda all da time n i take pics of everything i do. as if i care. ahaha. im amused.

Racheal's is right. dun think of it la. people are like that. always like to say nonsense. no matter what you do also they will

oh, we had pillow n "borbor's" talk. =p

as usual, V did all the screaming.

then, i was the one who screamed in the room with 3 girls bcoz someone duno how to massage me.

R said i hav sexy legs! hehe.

T is going to ponteng again tmr. haha!

our plan 2go Ipoh tak jadi la. Rac's bf so nice, worried abt her safety, so cannot go out n cannot use his car go out at nite n go far-far.

yeala i also wont allowed my gf to go out this late la. dangerous. im worried abt her safety. if im there, then nvm la. =p

tq Rac for ur cup noodle. it's my 1st cup noodle ever since i came to Kampar. n the meal was my dinner n supper.

im so sleepy rite now. these 3 bugs pengacau. but i like it. =p wanted to go makan bcoz mulut gatai but aiyah we didn't coz all so lazy. someone needs to go back n pee.

had a talk with the sampat girl who always say we shud get married, Viv. zzz... my nilai pasaran jatuh merudum already la.

i thing that is sure tonight.

COMPATIBLE DOESN'T MEAN COUPLE CAN GET TOGETHER N BE HAPPY ALWAYS. A RELATIONSHIP MUST START N MAINTAIN WITH LOVE, NOT BY LOOKS OR WORDS OR COMPATIBILITY.

this is meant specially n spesifically for Vivien Chang!

gelenti can reach by tomolo ahh??

mission accomplished!

QUOTE of the day

"Who I was in the past does not dictate who I am now and who I am now does not dictate who I will be."

~ Tiffany Onn
~ curi-ed from her blog post titled: Revenge? NAH, 12 nov 2009

*so ada umpph Tiff!

another trophy by sister

Today is my sister’s graduation day. It’s more like a prize-giving day for her la because she’s just Standard 3 this year. Unfortunately I couldn't attend. I think I never miss her graduation. She never missed from getting prizes every year.

Im so proud of her la. really. She got too many medals n trophies. No place to display already. As she grows older, I try to encourage her by giving her gifts, bring her for a movie n treat her makan sedap. I love her. I tried my very best to show it n try to shape her into a girl. You know.. be gentle, loving, caring, soft-spoken that kind of things.

She on9. msn. She’s clever in computer stuff la. really kecik-kecik cili padi n cakap banyak like her brother. Hehe. Last semester holidays, she participated in a state level primary school drawing competition using computer. N guess what. She got 1st runner up. amazingly that was her first time taking part in such competition.

So she showed me the photos of her with the trophies standing at our house’s balcony. My mum took the photos. If I were there, that’ll be my job. But this year, sadly I wasn’t there standing like a reporter in front of the stage to snap her glorious moments.

Anyway she’s merajuk now because I don’t wana play games with her. im tired ma. N I never like to play games. =p so she changed her status to ‘away’. Waleuh. So the photos that she sent me cannot save lo.

Haha. by the way, im feeling very happy this week although at first I was quite down for being indecisive and in the end I missed the things I wanted to do. I must thank my friends n my new friends for bringing joy into my life this semester.

I can now proudly say that I’ve mood on. I’ve lost my love. But I still have many loves around me. Love is not only meant for one person. It only works when you share it with people. Love is always there if you are willing to open your heart and accept it. I may not get her love. But I still love her. and I love people around me too. i love my family as well.

Okla I talk too much! I wana go pom-pom den oink-oink for a while. Tired. N I feel like puking so badly after eating the kuih-muih at the JR Gathering just now. nak muntah sangat-sangat but tak keluar-keluar. hungry but suddenly no appetite la.

Have to wake up very the early to START study for MORAL midterm at 8am tmr.

Gnite.

"my new friend is..."

<< ok murid-murid, sila tulis sebuah karangan yang mengandungi ayat "my new friend is...". sila menggunakan Bahasa Melayu yang asli dan betul. jangan meniru kawan di belakang anda. karangan murid-murid mestilah mempunyai 1500 patah perkataan. sila hantar pada akhir kelas nanti. kalau karangan you bagus, cikgu akan bagi 3 Stars. kalau salah ejaan, tanda baca dan tatabahasa, cikgu akan call mak kamu. anda boleh bermula sekarang. >>

i am veli heppie today. i went to university. my big brathas n big sistas organised a party. all of them are from Parti Journalism. this parti is illegal. some people say HALAM! they never register sama itu ROS. if mata-mata mali, gelenti kena masuk lokap.

i terpakai smart smart today. paiseh nia. shy lo. kemaluan sangat besar. =p

i see-saw many people. some hensem, some boleh tahan. some sui, some boleh tahan. they semua olang veli heppie. they laughed veli loud like speakers. the teachers oso veli heppie. they also laughed n pitching lari. semua olang is ferenly. one cute ah boy alwayz 'kena scold lo". they made me happie manyak-manyak.

eh-behli-one mesti pay rm10. tapi saya belum bayar cikgu. mereka bagi makan. banyak ooo... ala itu telur ayam punya tart. ala itu teh talak tarik. ala itu jeli. ala itu kalipork. ala itu lotti. ala itu hijiau-hijiau panjiang-panjiang punya. dan lain-lain lagi. wa makan until mau muntah cirit dan birit, berak di parit, tapi sikit pun keluar.

dia olang tak boleh habis makan. dia olang tapau. dia olang minta kita olang bawa balik bagi olang-olang lain makan. kita olang kenyang. kita olang ambik. ada olang talak ambik.

we play-play games lo. tapi hor my heart sikit sakit la. kita olang main-main. wa pun lupa tangkap gambak with my cikgus. aiyah amma. shit lo!

i met many people. we went into a group. Mister Afi yang berjanggut kambing hutan warna cokelat bertompok-tompok also in my group. we introduced ourself. wa pun cakap lo.

( my name is "Oh, Chin Eng!" i am from penang. i am 21 yearsss old. )

semua olang kasitau nama. but kenot rimember all la cikgu. i only remember one pompuan's name. hehehehe. my new friend is CHIN POH NEE. not WONG POW NEE ok?? i remember her name only wor. the rest sorry la beb, wa tak ingat. saya tidak berasa gatal cikgu.

dia buat saya rindu sama sayang. wa talak tipu-tipu cikguuuuuu. sumpah atas cikgu. muka talak sama la. but their style and the aura kinda same. both wear metals on their teeth. both also santek. both mia kulit muka also clean n clear. n both mia suara also cute-mute. eeee suka la. suka wa mia sayang la. wa suka tengok olang pakai be-reh-ses. wa talak gatai cikgu. betoiiiii!!

kasih diterima cikgu. cikgu tolong kasi wa 3 stars. nanti saya bagi cikgu makan karipok. =p

chin eng ah, you never pay me rm10 yet!!

"CHIN ENG AH, YOU NEVER PAY ME RM10 YET!!"

arrghhhh! now everyone knows i never pay you yet, VIVIEN CHANG WEI LIN!!

u really gila la!

people, i tell you, i have this crazy friend. really super crazy. not only crazy! she's blur too. my lecturer calls her 'blur punya orang'. she can make you laugh like crazy fella with her personality. her hobby: scream!! this girl memang hebat! before you see the person, u can hear her voice as far as 100m. She’s the most sampat girl in our class. SAMPAT NUMBER ONE! She can just come up with some crazy out-of-mind terms. Yea, many of them are obscene. Not to forget his Bahasa Melayu yang tidak difahami even by orang Melayu kuno dan moden.

but she's a really nice girl la.

my seniors are organising a gathering for all Journalism course students later at 3pm today. so all of us have to pay rm10 la. so she incahrge for our semester la since she's our course rep. we have to pay last week. but i really don;t have enough $. i was pokai. really pokai.

then everywhere she goes she'll scream n ask me for money! she saw me oni ah, she's say loudly "CHIN ENG AH, U NEVER PAY ME RM10 YET U KNOW? WHEN YOU WANA PAY HUH?" grrrrhhhh! she'll tell the whole world that i owe her money. lu hebat la Si Vivien. ish! now everyone in UTAR know me d lo huh??

my coursemate Amirah called n asked whether im going for the gathering or not? before she hang up, she asked have i pay the rm10. then i went to see another coursemate to get the Moral notes, Poovan. guess what he said? "u havent pay Vivien yet right?"

walaueh!!!!! i suspect respect and i wana PACK u all la! Pack u all n masuk dalam kotak especially Vivien.

im gona PAY you today la!

she's happier now la compare to last time. yeala people is in love now. she met a nice n good guy. now i realised that meeting a good guy for a girl means everything for that girl. the girl will be happier and loved.

anyway, u make us love u with ur cilaka blur n songoi n funny n random n jerit melolong style la Vivien. but sometimes GERAM oo!

Memorial Service for 3 Drowned Students

Yes people, especially sudents of UTAR Kampar Campus, today at 10am there will be a memorial service at Heritage Hall for the 3 students who got drowned at the Batu Berangkai Waterfall on 1^st Nov 2009. This event is organised by UTAR Kampar Student Representative Council. Try to make it although you may not know them personally.

Im not going lah. Lazy to cycle u noe? U noe how tiring is it r? Im not that lucky can sneek in with my bike. plus I have to Journalism Course Gathering at the same place at 3pm later. Takkan nak cycle pi uni den balik den pi uni lagi? tired la.

Plus I went to the memorial service already last week by the friends of the 3 victims. So oklo. How many memorials we must attend la for the same person? Im sure if I go, I’ll sure take pics, then ppl will ask from me.

I better not waste time n stay at home to study. =p I cannot study in uni. I need to fotostate the Moral notes la. tomorrow morning got midterm n I haven’t started revision yet. My clothes are waiting for me to put them into washing machine la. and my floor is calling me desperately to sweep them.

So im NOT going la..

Anyway, finally I see some event organised by SRC. indeed this is the first one since the election last June. Ok perhaps they have been ‘fighting’ for the students but this is the first tangible thing that they make.

I really wonder why is it so slow for them to organised an event. If Journalism, news must be newsworthy, must have timeliness and urgency. Why after 11 days since the tragedy only they come up with this memorial service? Why the 3 victims friends can organised a huge memorial service for them on 2^nd Nov, just one day after the tragedy and SRC can’t?

Why the reaction from SRC is so fucking damn slow? Isn’t the job of SRC to do come up with something that has to do with the students?? Im also curious that why they come up with the memorial service for this 3 dead students. What was SRC doing when other students having difficulties with their parents who passed away, who can’t pay their studies fees, and so on. I never see SRC collect money for any disasters’ victims. None!

SRC didn’t even announce it in the student portal. They announced it in Facebook. Wat the heck? Be official sikit can r? SRC is a university’s students council ok? It’s legal punya. How can they do things like this? So cincai! Buat malu je satu badan pelajar buat pengumuman macam ni! Kalau nak bagi alasan tak cukup masa n last minute, memang tak boleh diterima. Segala aktiviti perlu dirancang dengan teliti. The students elect you people to do things. So do it the right way!

They are 2 groups of people that set up the event in Facebook n inviting people to attend the memorial. The first invitation comes from ‘Utar Kampar’ with the title of the event: Official Utar Memorial Service for Waterfall Victims. This group did a good job. They post a photo of flowers as the profile pic. they also wrote the details of the event: date, time, venue and description.

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=196403666114&ref=mf#

The second invitation is from the Chairman of UTAR SRC, Edward Chin Yik Shearn with the title: Memorial Service in UTAR KAMPAR campus. Seriously im disappointed with this invitation. No photos on the page, no description what the event is all about. They oni posted up date, time n vanue.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=599962876&ref=profile#/event.php?eid=176531125215&ref=mf

Now they even call the event as official one? Why so? Because it’s from the university? Entahla apa motif with the word ‘official’. Ada orang hentam SRC sebab tak buat kerja ke? Ataupun dihentam sebab tak memperjuang dan menjaga kebajikan pelajar UTAR? Ataupun sebab SRC terkena api sendiri tak puas hati tengok kawan-kawan 2 mangsa tu boleh buat memorial yang dihadiri oleh ribuan orang?

Im not making any allegations ok? U think yourself la.

IM FED UP OF UTAR KAMPAR SRC.

Yes I really do. Come find me if you are not satisfy with what I said.

i talk about facts and only facts!

Kamsiah.

senyum seindah suria

senyum seindah suria
yang membawa cahaya
senyumlah dari hati
dunia mu berseri
senyum umpama titian
dalam kehidupan
kau tersenyum
ku tersenyum
kemesraan menguntum
senyum
kepada semua
senyuman mu amatlah berharga
senyum
membahagiakan
dengan senyuman
terjalinlah ikatan

Pernah tak anda dengar lagu ini? Ingat lagi tak lagu ini?
I ingat. Lagu ni dah lama masa I sekolah rendah dulu. I suka sangat lagu ni. I ingat lagi setiap bait-bait lagu dan melodinya sehingga hari ni. Music videonya terdiri daripada masyarakat Malaysia yang berbilang kaum. Kalau you tengok MV lagu ni, gerenti u gelak dengan apek-apek kat dalam yang senyum tak bergigi. Kan best kalau RTM siarkan lagi iklan ni. Lagu ni menceriakan orang yang sedih.

Hati I akan gembira kalau saya melihat orang senyum. Saya rasa tenang sangat. Saya rasa lega sebab saya membawa keceriaan daripada kesedihan. Lagilah best kalau orang yang senyum tu orang yang I sayang.

I suka tengok dia senyum. Manis sangat-sangat. Senyuman dialah yang membuatkan saya terjatuh hati dengannya. manis sangat.. cantik. menarik. Hati saya tertarik tertawan. Haha.

Senyumlah selalu. Sesungguhnya senyum itu satu sedekah. Senyuman anda membawa seribu makna dan kegembiraan kepada orang lain. Anda tidak perlu membayar untuk mengukir sebuah senyuman. Bukan susah untuk melakar dunia yang penuh dengan bunga-bunga cinta.

A Song For Mama - Boyz II Men

Song of The Day

Yesh yesh! I did it! God fulfilled my wish. My sister on9 just now. I was like oh shit should I tell her n ask her to wish mum happy birthday? I decided I should do it. But then I was like oh shit again. how to tell her?!!

So I said today is mum’s bday, tell her happy bday. She just said ok. Fuh.. ok.. I duno how she gona say it. I wonder she’ll just wish her or she’ll tell my mum that I wish her. haha.

I want to know how she reacts. =p but anyway I did it. At least she knows that I remember her bday. =p all this while ever since secondary school, I know when is her bday bcoz I memorize her IC number. I need her IC number 4my school’s activities ma.

Anyway thanks to my sis la. I feel bad. She always want to webcam with me but I don’t want because my laptong hang when I use webcam. N sometimes I just don’t have the mood to webcam. She always ask when im going home. I can sense that she’s kinda disappointed la because I didn’t go home last week.

It’s still raining out there. I wana oink-oink! Im gona have sweet dreams tonight n no more wet-wet. Yesh!

I dedicate this song to you, ammi. Muax muax!!

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You taught me everything
And everything you’ve given me
I always keep it inside
You’re the driving force in my life, yeah

There isn’t anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldn’t feel right
If I didn/t have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You’ll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Chorus:
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you’re the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin you is like food to my soul

You’re always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did

And you took up for me
When everyone was downin me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You’ll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

Chorus

Never gona go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking about you
I’ll never go a day
Without my mama

Chorus

Happy Birthday Ammi

im awake. i didn't really sleep. my body is tired but my mind is keep thinking..of many things. one thing about me is my mind is active when im trying to sleep. all kind of thoughts n memories will flash back in one shot. then i'll try to key in as many as possible in my handphone then transfer it to my laptop the next morning.

right now, it's raining so heavily since just now. my stomach is rumbling so hard. i was going to sleep again but then if i sleep, i won't wake up till the next morning.i'll wait until 9pm for the rain to stop. if it doesnt, sleep again. im super tired.

i have something important to do before i sleep.

i wana wish my mum Happy Birthday. today is her birthday, 10th Nov. she's 45 now. old d huh?

sorry i have to wish you here. i don't have the guts to call you. i tried but.. it's hard. all this while we never do that. it's just not our family's culture to say 'i love you' or 'happy birthday'. how i wish you or sister will come across my blog and read this post. i wanted to ask sis to wish you but i forgot to do so when she online just now.

im a bad son i know. i alwayz make u angry. hehe.. i seldom clean the house n i keep junks! i turn my rooms n another room into STOREROOM. =p i realised that i put my family at the second place in my heart. as in i'll do my other stuffs, think of other stuffs then only family.

you know.. i already planned to go back and celebrate it with you. really. i want to make your 45th birthday special when im 21. all this while me, bro n sis or dad never celebrate your birthday. i feel so bad you know. my friends will celebrate it with their mum or at least call to wish them but i don't. i never do that.

finally i feel i have grown up. i feel like i wana do something for you. tangible one. i wana show it instead of just praying for you n dad. i feel like i got the call from the God to repay you, to be nice to you and be a good son. i'm already 21-legal age. first time you celebrate my birthday, not to count the birthday parties when i was a little kid la.

anyway, in the end, im still here in Kampar. many things came up. i was so undecided whether to go back or to go down to Melaka. i have test on Thursday morning. i have a Journalism Gathering on Wednesday. i was so sick last Saturday. i wanted to clean my room n learn French. and i slept whole day last Sunday after not being able to make up my mind.

my sayang taught me a lot. seriously. she n her mum are very close, like sisters. they always go for shopping together. =p im impressed with the bond between them. they are so like friends. talk to each other without fear, shy or doubts. jokes around. she celebrates her mum n dad's birthday. she always call her mum n update her. the thing i like the most is, she'll say 'assalamualaikum' when she starts the conversation. =p

ammi, i want you to know that i love you. i know u never hear it from me, but i do love u. i need more time n more courage to say it. i'll be good k? i think i am. =p and im safe here, dun wori.

i'll always pray that you'll be healthy always, you'll be safe wherever you are, you'll have long live.

friends out there, please don't be like me la.. cherish the one you love especially your parents n siblings. think anout this: how many years do you have to sing birthday song to your mum? HUH?!! people get old and human dies.

grrrhh! don't care. i wana go back this week n i wana belanja her MAKAN! yes makan is my favourite activity.

Happy Birthday Ammi.

from JOG to CYCLE

yoyoyo people. im home! i reached home at exactly at 4pm. in my previous post i said i wana go jog right? yea i din go. instead i went for CYCLING!! =p

tepuk la sikit. i cycled for 40km Kampar-Gopeng-Kampar for 4 hours. i'll blog about it when im free la.

i just bathed. feel so damn fresh n clean. i smell so good. seharum bunga di pagi.

ok im going to sleep now. im damn tired n sleepy lah. i need to restkan my eyes, my jaw, my hands, my spine, my legs, my ass, my muscles n my b*lls-according to Emily Chong. the battery in me need to be recharged. if you use Energizer pun, cannot recharge punya.

someone pls wake me up at 8.30pm pls coz i need to fotostate notes for my Moral midterm exam this Thursday morning. i haven't study anything yet. =p

i love to sleep when it's raining heavily like this. but pls no scary thunders.

gnite yo. tata.

KATA-KATA hikmat

Kita selalu sedih atas apa yang kita tak ada. Kenapa kita tidak cuba untuk gembira atas apa yang kita ada? Beri peluang kepada anda dan juga orang-orang di sekeliling anda.

morning run

good morning! i feel so got UMMPPHH this morning! the sky is so clear.

i have been sleeping for at least 8 hours i guess. that's more then enough! i had some crazy dreams last night. i'll blog about that later.

now i wana go JOGGING!!! woohooo! i duno whether i can run for how long but aiyah just run la.

i always want to jog n work out but tak jadi cuz im not discipline. im lazy la.. the last time i jog was like 4-5months ago. and i dun have my sport shoe with me here.

people say skinny people shouldn't jog. others say jog is good for health. aiyah dun care la. jog only ma. basic exercise. i have a friend, really skinny n small, but she jogs everyday n she is a good runner! i tabik sama dia!

SARAH SULAIMAN CH'NG u r my running inspiration. hehe.

ok gtg! wana have a cup of milk mix with weight gain powder then RUN!!!!

natural war zone

i don't think anyone of you have been to war zone right?
yeala Malaysia kan is a pissed-full country
no matter what happen, we make noise here and there
then tomorrow we shake hand
Malaysians never fight for food
we just beg for food
so where got chance to be in war zone?

our nation's defence so strong
we have submarine! uh waaaa...
we have missiles! uh waaa...
we have more then enough protection

yeala we have money ma
ur parents pay tax every year what
if don't pay, Inland Revenue Board
or mostly people say Cukai/Hasil
they will come visit
if don't pay
Auditor-General won't come up with such report
if don't pay
they say you don't love the country

peaceful right?
but here tonight
in a small laid-back town
called Kampar
things are different

rain has been pouring
whole day long
i heard the loudest ever thunders
in my life
lightnings like disco light
i can see from my window
u can feel the war
without bloodshed
without money wasted
without tears
just some screams

yea i am scared
i am alone in my room
wana go back home...

so natural war zone
is always better
then man-made war zone

i duno what the crap im tokin about

QUOTE of the day

Lagi tinggi menggunung sebuah harapan, lagi tinggi lagi kekecewaan.

cursed saturday

again im sick on saturday.

this is the third consecutive week i have runnning nose.. only on Saturday.

i sure GERENTI fall sick on SATURDAY!

grrrhhh. the cost that i have to pay? cannot concentrate in class.

i have classes on Friday which ends on Friday.

then Saturday i have class from 8am-5pm!

9hours man!

i always wake up at 6am! gila babi! im crazee!

then the class is so cold even if i wear my sweater.

the long day of classes make me really tak larat.

now i ADMIT THAT IM NOT STRONG n my i have LOW ANTIBODY!

i came home from uni, reached just in time before the heavy rain started.

i took my med n TIDUR till 9.45am.

hungry...

but ahhh.. let sleep again.

=p gnite tata.

Aku dan Merah (Part 1)

Hari ini 6 haribulan November 2009. Hari Jumaat. Ini bermakna saya sudah berada di muka bumi ini selama 21 tahun dan 18 hari.


Hari ini berjalan agak lancar sehinggalah saya mandi setengah jam yang lalu.

Sesuatu telah berlaku. Sesuatu yang agak ganjil tetapi benar. Tidak pernah dalam hidup saya mengalami perkara seperti ini. Otak saya ligat berpusing. Betulkah apa yang aku lihat?

Warnanya merah. Memang merah warnanya. Merah darah. Masih segar warnyanya.

Mata aku dengan sejujur-jujurnya dia berkata “ya itulah yang awak nampak.”

Satu persatu perasaan datang menerkam. Segalanya berlaku secepat kilat. Terkejut. Pelik. Takut. gelisah. Sepi.

Mulut aku membisu. Lidak aku terkelu. Peti suara ibarat pecah berkecai.

Hanya hati mampu bersuara. Dalam diam, ditemani bunyi pancutan air, aku cuba bertenang.

Aku menyelak daun pintu. Kali ini aku lakukannya tidak seperti hari-hari yang dulu. Tenaga yang digunakan lemah sahaja..

Patutkah aku memberitahu seseorang apa yang aku nampak? Terasa ingin berbuat demikian. Tapi.. siapa? Nak beritahu apa? bagaimana caranya? Hatiku cuba memujuk. Tapi aku tak termakan pujuk itu.

Tadi aku makan malam. Seorang diri. Kedai makan agak lenggang. Cuaca yang sejuk menusuk-nusuk kulit sehingga ke tulang batinku. Lauk-pauk masih panas menanti pelanggan yang masih belum mengisi perut. suara percakapan sana dan sini. Ada orang memesan air. Ada orang bergosip. Ada juga orang yang hanya diam menjamah makanan mereka.

Aku memilih lauk yang tersedia di depan kaunter. 3 lauk kesemuanya yang aku ceduk dan letakkan atas pinggan aku bersama nasi. Ada satu lauk yang ku ambil agak kontroversi. Lama aku tercegat di kaunter memikirkan patutkah aku mengambilnya. Lama sangat aku tak merasanya. Aku tidak terdesak untuk menjamahnya cuma rasa apa salahnya aku merasanya setelah sekian lama. Lagipun orang-orang aku memakannya. Suara kecil juga menginatkanku untuk tidak memakannya. Tidak baik untuk kesihatan. Kata-kata seseorang yang sangat ku sayangi terngiang-terngiang di dalam telinga. Orang itu tidak pernah suka aku memakannya. Aku memang dah berhenti memakannya… sehinggalah tadi. Akhirnya aku mengambil lauk itu.

Kemudian malapetaka ini terjadi. Kenapa? Adakah kerana lauk yang aku ambil? Ataupun disebabkan perkara lain? Dosa yang terkumpul telah melepasi batas dan kini masa untuk aku menerima hukuman?

Aku tidak tahu. Dia mempunyai jawapannya.

Kini aku ingin melelapkan mata. Ingin ku lari daripada reality untuk sehari. Sehingga aku dengan esok hari berjumpa lagi. Cekal dan tabah menghadapi sebagai lelaki.
*akan bersambung

YOU are quoted

"We are both people who want to be different and make a difference in people's lives. Remember... Others may hate you, but those who hate you will not win unless you hate them."

~ Joaquin Vishnu
~ 6/11/2009 Friday
~ 1.32am
~ MSN Messenger

JOKE of the day

woah! people! read this. see how crazy my friend is. Vivien Chang, Ketua Segala Gatai. wahahha!

C H I N E N G says (4:25 AM):
wana oink2 d
can wake me up?
at 10?

[c=29][a=1][b]✿♥ ~★Vivvy★~ ♥✿ あいしてる[/b][/a=3][/c=46] says (4:30 AM):
huhb
i call u la

C H I N E N G says (4:31 AM):
=p
tq
INGAT!

[c=29][a=1][b]✿♥ ~★Vivvy★~ ♥✿ あいしてる[/b][/a=3][/c=46] says (4:32 AM):
sure!!
if i forget den u misscall me la!
ie!

C H I N E N G says (4:32 AM):
huh
dei

[c=29][a=1][b]✿♥ ~★Vivvy★~ ♥✿ あいしてる[/b][/a=3][/c=46] says (4:32 AM):
i mean den u remind me to rmb

C H I N E N G says (4:32 AM):
i ask u to wake me up

[c=29][a=1][b]✿♥ ~★Vivvy★~ ♥✿ あいしてる[/b][/a=3][/c=46] says (4:32 AM):
i kno!!
hahahaha

C H I N E N G says (4:32 AM):
n u ask me to miscal u??

Vincent - Don McLean

quotable quotes

"Dimulakan dengan Bismillah. Disudahi dengan Alhamdullilah."

~ lirik lagu Raihan

Decision. Photos. Controversial.

Few days before I was talking about whether to post up the photos of the 3 UTAR students drowned in the waterfall incident. I get feedback. Some say ok. Some say not ok. For me, as a photographer, as a journalist to be, as a witness to the searching and rescuing operation, as a normal human being, I really want to post of the photos. It’s my hardwork to get those photos.

Im a person who uphold the truth. But I also care about the sensitivity of this issue. I know for sure that some people will make a fuss about this. They will definitely condemn me. than, go n spread the news saying that cilaka photographer post up photos of dead people. There are also people who will talk about respect the dead.

So I have decided that im gona post up the photos of the incident but not the dead bodies photos. I have also decided that if any of the victims friends want the photos, I’ll give it to them. but until today I haven’t do it.

My friend, Tennee got the photos from me and she post it on her blog. guess what? People critisize her. I already know that people will bising, make noise, critic this and that, condemn you etc. I pity her. anyway she removed some of the photos already.

You people only make noise because some of you know the victims and most of you know about the news. I can guarantee you 100% that if you never come across this news, u wont even give a damn to google their news and click on our blogs and look at the photos. And if you see the photos, I bet you’ll click on it and you’ll view it. You are curious to know what happened. You are attracted to something that you never seen before.

Your eyes want to see those photos but when you see it, your mouth say we shouldn’t published it.

Oh grow up people. There’s this ‘busybody’ gene in you. Don’t wear a mask. Don’t be a pretender. Don’t be a kuih talam dua muka. mang kong lanciau ua.

Please don’t forget that these photos are in the newspapers too. Chinese newspapers especially published those gruesome and scary photos. Why don’t you make noise there instead of here? Is it because we are small little people that are easily to be bullied or you just don’t have the guts to show your tigress tooth to the big company?

This is a sharing to those who were not at the scene. We are just reporting and showing you what has happened like what the newspapers are doing. It’s just a documentation of a disaster. This is a NEWS! So many people were there snapping photos with their handphones. the photos are circulating all over the WORLD! so what are u gona do?

Blogs, social networking sites and photo sharing sites are the alternative ways to get news. Nowadays people don’t turn into mainstream newspaper anymore because of its bias coverage. People prefer on9 news because it’s free, fast, wide coverage of news and you can get news from different perspective and different sources.

Stop blaming the people who post up photos of any bad events. Blame the people who go to google and type:

1.       james khor dirty dreams

2.       dirty dream james khor

3.       dirty dreams by james khor

4.       dirty dream blog james khor
5.        james khor dirty dreams blog

yes there are people who typed that keyword in the search engine. Im not lying. I have prove for what I say. I can trace how what the keywords that people use and end up in my blog. these 3 students are gone. Why some people still wana find fault?!

We never expect that to happen. We never want that to happen. This is fate. If can, I also want to turn back the time and see them alive but I can’t. I saw the bodies, I saw their parents crying, I saw death!

Im sad and down too. I have a mother, a father, a brother, a sister, 2 grandpas, 2 grandmas, relatives and good friends waiting for me to graduate and back to Penang safely. I have a girl that I love. I feel how you feel. I don’t want to loose anyone that I know. I wish I’ll DIE first so that I won’t be sad and mourn for their death.

In journalism, there’s this aspect that we must uphold the truth and give the facts to the audience. But there is also an aspect called ethics.

So people I ask you since who am I to give my opinion on this. Do you think truth can goes a long with ehics? Do you think by telling the truths that might give disadvantages to some people is unethical? What can be published and what can’t be published?

What say you?

So stop blaming anyone. The photos are not meant to humiliate the victims. Some people talk about respect. Oh puh-les. When someone is alive, you don’t give a damn on them. You cheat on them. You humiliate them. You accuse them. You lie to them. You smear their good name. you defame them. You set them up. you insult them. You downgrade them. You disgrace them. You scold them with vulgar words. You say nasty stuffs about them.

Now they are gone and you talk about respect? Do you respect a living person? Do you really respect your father mother, your brother sister, your grandpa and grandma, your relatives, your bf n gf, your husband n wife, your buddies, your friends, your lecturers, your boss, the aunties n uncles who collect your daily rubbish, the waiters, the hawkers, the orphanage, the old people, the disabled, the beggars and anyone that came across in your life? DO YOU?!!

Tepuk dada jangan tanya selera, tanyalah keimanan diri.

Kalau nak kritik tu biar bertempat. Tengok kat diri dulu sebelum nak berkata. Jangan gajah depan mata TAK nampak, lalat seberang laut nampak.

Ok I don’t know why I say all this. I didn’t post up any photos also. No one has yet to say any bad things about my blog post of the incident. Im just fed up with some people and their thoughts.

If you terasa, itu bukan masalah saya.

*as usual, my blog 24 hours a day 7 days a week 365 a year welcome your comments, suggestions, opinions, support, critiques, vulgar words and whatsoeveryouhaveinyourmind.

 *I’ll post what i want, i'll say what i wish. You don’t have any rights in the world to judge me. Leave the judging to those who really know who Oh Chin Eng is.

OME, Im Worried

i have been having problems with my ears since mid-May this year. i went to see doctors, spent around rm100 and im ok after that. but nop, my right ear is not ok. for the past few months my right ear produce some yellow color liquid n it's smelly. i realised that my i lost a bit of my hearing ability. hmmm.. n i came across this article today from KOSMO Online. im gona see doc TOMORROW! ppl go c doc if you are sick. dun be so CINCAI like me.

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Hilang pendengaran kerana bakteria

Oleh SHANIKA ABDULLATIB
shanika.abdullatib@kosmo.com.my

Pusat jagaan harian kanak-kanak menjadi faktor utama kepada jangkitan dalam telinga (OME).

DEMAM yang tidak berpenghujung, kerap menangis dan tidak dapat tidur menjadikan ibu bapa Aqil gelisah.

Bukan itu sahaja, tahap kesihatan anak mereka yang berusia dua tahun itu semakin merudum sejak dihantar ke pusat jagaan harian kanak-kanak berhampiran pangsapuri mereka.
Setelah berlarutan selama hampir dua minggu dan keadaan tidak bertambah baik, Aqil dibawa berjumpa dengan pakar dan diagnosis dengan segera.
Hasil pemeriksaan mendapati kanak-kanak itu mengalami jangkitan dalam telinga yang disebabkan oleh bakteria.
Jelas Pakar Bedah Telinga, Hidung dan Tekak (ENT), Hospital Pakar Ampang Puteri, Dr. Aminuddin Saim, gejala jangkitan ini dikenali sebagai Otitis Media atau jangkitan dalam telinga (OME).
“Bukan perkara luar biasa apabila seorang kanak-kanak berusia di antara dua hingga enam tahun mendapat penyakit ini. Namun, yang membimbangkan ialah ramai ibu bapa yang tidak sedar anak mereka menghidap penyakit ini,” katanya serius.
Bukan sekadar itu, pilihan yang terhad sehingga memaksa kebanyakan ibu bapa menghantar anak mereka seawal usia beberapa bulan selepas kelahiran ke pusat jagaan kanak-kanak menyebabkan penyakit ini semakin berleluasa.
Tegas Aminuddin lagi, kepadatan bayi dan kanak-kanak serta tahap kebersihan yang tidak dapat dipastikan di pusat jagaan itu menjadi faktor utama dalam penyebaran penyakit ini di kalangan kanak-kanak.
Menjelaskan lebih lanjut, Aminuddin berkata, OME merupakan jangkitan di dalam telinga terutama di kawasan selepas gegendang telinga.
Malah OME langsung tiada kaitan dengan telinga luar, tahi telinga atau aktiviti berenang.

Sambungnya lagi, kanak-kanak mudah mendapat OME selepas demam selesema. Seringkali ia terjadi seminggu selepas demam tersebut.
Paling utama, penyakit ini berlaku secara berulang-ulang. Lebih banyak kanak-kanak terdedah kepada persekitaran yang tidak bersih, lebih kerap jangkitan ini berulang.
Dalam kes jangkitan yang lebih kronik, jangkitan tersebut boleh menyebabkan gegendang telinga berlubang dan nanah yang berterusan.
“Lebih parah, cecair dalam telinga ini yang dibiarkan akan menanah dan akhirnya mampu merosakkan gegendang telinga,” kata Aminuddin.

Hilang pendengaran

Menyentuh mengenai kesan penyakit ini, sebanyak 10 hingga 20 peratus kanak-kanak yang tidak dirawat dengan segera bakal mengalami masalah pendengaran.
Bukan itu sahaja, kehidupan sosial kanak-kanak OME juga akan terjejas termasuk tahap pembelajaran mereka.
“Kanak-kanak OME cenderung untuk menjadi lebih agresif. Pertuturan mereka juga terjejas dan tahap kesihatan yang sering saja terganggu,” ujar Aminuddin yang membuat kajian penyakit ini beberapa tahun lalu melibatkan seramai 1,097 kanak-kanak prasekolah.
Malahan kanak-kanak OME cenderung mendapat radang otak, jangkitan pada tulang telinga serta mengakibatkan pekak berkekalan.
Bagi merawat OME, lazimnya pemberian antibiotik menjadi pilihan pakar kecuali jangkitan tersebut mencapai tahap kronik.
“Jika keadaan telinga menjadi kronik, pakar akan melakukan pembedahan kecil bagi memasukkan sejenis tiub bagi mengeluarkan cecair yang tersumbat di kawasan dalam telinga tersebut,” ujar Aminuddin.
Tambahnya, tiub tersebut bersifat sementara dan bertujuan menstabilkan tekanan dalam telinga. Selepas tiga hingga empat bulan, tiub itu akan terkeluar dengan sendirinya.
Dalam pada itu, lebih mengejutkan apabila laporan tersebut yang disiarkan dalam jurnal Otorhinolaryngol Pediatric mendedahkan sebanyak 13.8 peratus kanak-kanak menghidap penyakit ini.

http://www.kosmo.com.my/kosmo/content.asp?y=2009&dt=1101&pub=Kosmo&sec=Kesihatan&pg=ke_01.htm

YOU are quoted

"tadi my mak suddenly cakap pasal lu and your ex haha. we agree lu mia ex cantik lol. gembira bo haha."

~ Dexter Khaw Kuo Wen
~ 4/11/2009 Wednesday
~ 9.57pm
~ MSN Messenger

happy good morning

good morning. selamat pagi. kalai vanakam. chao an.

i have a good laughters to kick off my day today. oh i just love them, my friends who make my stomach pain for laughing too much.

1st was from D. he said:
"woot woot! at this time is 5.38am and yet i haven't sleep yet cos why i teman my lovely assignment lol...and then later le got class at 8am woot woot! life lik this rocks!!! woot...."

2nd was from F. she said:
"me too...how i wish my ex boss or my ex fiance yg in that situation" after i told her that im sad 3 students from my uni r dead. wahaha.

3rd was from Y, my housemate. this is the funniest thing that happened just now. he was going out to play basketball. suddenly he came back. guess why. guess.. because he forgot to wear his UNDERWEAR!

wooohooo! crazeee!

"don't forget to put a smile on your face." ~ Fariza.

let's have a great and happy day today 4/11/2009, Wednesday. woohooo!!

you'll always be REMEMBERED

these are the videos that made by James' friends.

i don't know you personally James. but i feel sad by your lost. im sure people who know you feel more pain than i do.

this goes the same to your friends Yew Ghim Chnieh and also Yew Shy Gin. you people will be remembered. May God always bless you wherever you are.

DON'T die before i do

well.. it's time where everyone is sleeping. but im here wiping my tears away. i was finishing the unsettled things that i wanted to do until i came across some videos on the net. it's the videos made to remember James Khor, one of the students who died few days ago.

My tears keep flowing like the gush of water dat swept him n his 2 friends away as I watch the videos made for him. Sometimes I wonder will people remember me when im gone? Will you? I realised human never changed. They will only appreciate you when you are gone. But is that really the only way to show your love?

Arrrghhh! Yellow by Coldplay sang by James’ friends just melt my heart away. Damn it.. my tears just keep flowing. i have downloaded the song. i repeat n repeat listening to it. as im writing this, the song is playing in my laptop.

Im sad someone has just passed away n I haven’t had the chance to know this person yet. i miss them. my heart breaks into pieces knowin dat ppl hav gone n they nvr come bck. they nvr will.. He’s such a jovial person. I once used to be like him, active. he's lovable.

People, let live this life with love and not hatred.

life and death is never in our hand. it's in His. death is just a part of our life. what's the point having so much money or so much fame or so much friends or so much wives or so much stuffs when you can't even bring them when you are gone?? people don't remember for what you have. people remember the things you do, either good or bad, how u touched their heart, what you said and how you carry yourself. it's ok to be yourself but never disgrace, downgrade or humiliate or defame anyone.

people, no mater what you do, remember that there are people out there who love you. no one is born to be hate. there are good qualities in you that people see that you don't.

i want to call da girl dat used to be part of me so badly but i just couldn't do it. i don't have the courage. and it's not gona make any difference if i cal her.

i don't want any of the persons that i know die before i do bcoz i love you ppl. i really do even if i nvr say it 2 your face. pls forgive my wrongdoings.

Because You Loved Me - Celine Dion

SONG of the day

I dedicate this song to the people I love and you can do the same too. Dedicate it to the people that you love, people that has changed you into what you are today, people that has leave a mark in your heart, people that meant a lot if your life.

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For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

a long sleep

oh gosh! i just woke up! i thought it's already 6am 7am. no it's 9am!

i have been sleeping since 2pm just now. there gone again another day without doing the things that i wanted to do. aih..

i wanted to post something to someone n it's super urgent but i didn't. i wanted to check my schedule and finish up the unsettled things because i want to go to KL tomorrow but i didn't.

it was raining at 3pm just now. i know because i woke up blur-blur n i slept again.

i had a dream. a bad one.. kinda freaky. my heart was pumping so fast. i can feel that i was gasping for air while im sleeping. ok.. i dreamt of her. i tried my very best to recall what is it but i couldnt. i forget everything...in just a blink of eye. i just remember she appeared in my dream. i saw her. we talked. she said smtg to me...

that's one of the reasons i woke up. she's no more with me but now she appears in different form. i guess i was thinking about her before i sleep that's why she came.

i shall go out and get some food for my lunch n dinner.

anyway i've finished selecting the photos of the UTAR students drowned in the waterfall incident. should i post it here n in Facebook? many people ask me to show the pics. but im afraid that some people would be angry and condemn my action. so people how??

JOKE of the day

just found out from my friend that some people in UTAR actually hate me 4who i am-carrying a camera everywhere i go n having a malay gf. they say i have prob wif my brain.

WTF man! so what? u mana sakit? u envy the attention i get is it? let me be what i wana be! im proud to be myself n being different! stop being so judgemental and racist! you dun really know who i am. FUCK off la!

get your FACTS right nx time. never in my life i have a malay gf. boloh..

ok now everyone pls laugh! a round of applause to these SHITTY people!

cilaka babi! cokodok basi! pungkok tak cuci! jaga later u cirit! kurang asam! Kanasai! Gundechi ombodeh la!

sending off James Khor Wan Kai, Yew Ghim Chnieh, Yew Shy Gin

James furneral-2molo 12.30pm Batu Gantong nearby kelab lumba kuda opposite 协和中学.4 those who want go, bus is provided (Total bus fees will be divided). Pls submit ur name 2 Ms Esther DSA if u r attending BEFORE 5PM, TODAY.2molo 7am gather at Blk D. UTAR T-shirt. Class attendance cant exempt. Everything at own responsibility. More info, pls call Mei 0166791283. Pls spread new as much as possible. UTARIAN only! Tx

To friends of James Khor Wan Kai, Yew Shy Gin and Yew Ghim Chnieh who wish to pass their last massage to them, there will be a small ceremony in westlake basketball court tonight monday 02/11/2009 at 9pm to 11pm. Friends may bring their last tribute to the victims (flower, card, ect) may they be rest in peace, thank you.

* infos taken from James Khor Fan Club in Facebook http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/pages/Penang-Malaysia/James-Khor-Rest-In-Peace/170073884931?ref=ts

Students Swept Away...AGAIN

Batu Berangkai, Kampar: Body of James Khor Wan Kai, 20 from Penang was the first of missing victims that was found yesterday by the 2 villagers at about 9.40pm yesterday. He was among the 3 missing UTAR students who got drowned at about 5.30pm at Batu Berangkai Waterfall when a sudden gush of water swept them away. The waterfall is about 10km away from the collapsed suspension bridge where 3 pupils drowned in the river just a week ago here in Kampar. Looking on is Perak MB, YAB Dato' Seri Dr. Zambry bin Abd. Kadir, wearing black cap.

*I was the first journalist/photographer to reached the scene n got the photo. Nyeh nyeh nyeh!

I’ll upload more pics. Sabar…

COPYRIGHT RESERVED! IF YOU REALLY BETUL-BETUL GILA BABI NEED TO USE THE PHOTO AND NOT FOR COMMERCIAL OR PROFITABILITY OR POPULARITY PURPOSELY, USE LAH BUT PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!

Tq. =p

virus attack in CF card

damn it!

my memory card got virus. must be definitely 100% from the reporters' laptops. shit la!

my laptop just suddenly black off. im trying hard to get the pics in my memory card back.

this is i hate the most being a photographer-you lost all the pics.

sorry..

all the best

good morning! im feeling so sleepy n hungry now. i slept at 7.30am n i woke up at 9am. then i slept again till now.

seriously im worn out. my friend asks me to get more rest. but i have important stuff to do today. upload the photos n finish up my blog post. pls sabar k ppl.

but before that, i have something more important to do:

All the best to my friends or people that i know that are having their final exam now especially a university in Melaka. Hope you all will do well. I noe exam has started but i guess sempat lagi to wish kan?

Ingat baca doa dulu sebelum start exam. relaxkan your mind. hopfuli apa yg dibaca tu keluar. kalau tak keluar, kelentong je.. =p

okla go break the legs. study la. jangan nanti nak merengek nak regret sebab tak study. stop praying n flirting and couple-ing for a while. sleep well. eat well. study well. lastly, dun fall into the well.

QUOTE of the day

Tell the people that you love, you love them, as if you'll never have the chance to say that anymore.

UTAR students missing at waterfall (update 3)

7.20pm
Breaking news! 3 students from UTAR, Kampar, Perak went missing at Kampar waterfalls. Alert came in at 5.45pm. Rescue and search operation is going on despite the heavy rain. And now i shall head out to the scene!

7.43pm
saya baru menghubungi Balai Polis Kampar untuk mendapatkan maklumat terkini. lokasi kejadian dia Kuala Dipang Waterfall. operasi mencari dan menyelamatkan masih dijalankan. menurut Koperal Suhaimi, 3 pelajar tersebut dikhuatiri telah dihanyutkan. pihak polis meminta bantuan pelajar-pelajar UTAR supaya menghubungi pihak universiti ataupun lecturers supaya berhubung dengan Balai Polis Kampar sekarang. dan saya berharap kita semua doakanlah rakan seuniversiti kita selamat. ok nak keluar pi scene sekarang! lapar..

7.50pm
According to the police, 2 boys and 1 girl were swimming at the waterfall when a sudden flow of water swept 3 of them away. Their male friend who was not in the water with them rushed to ask for help from the police station.

2 november 2009

12.20am
i left the location n headed to Hospital Kampar.

2.50pm
i finally reached home. fuh.. what a day. All 3 bodies have been found-2 boys 1 girls. I was the first ‘journalist’ to reached the scene and I got the pic of the first body and their IC photos. Press asked the pics from me. oh know they know me-Oh Chin Eng, the enthusiastic Journalism student from UTAR. bad things happened too. I fell twice in the jungle n I fell from my bike. Doctor gave me an injection. It’s my first accident and injection in Kampar. During the press conference, MB of Perak, YAB Dato' Seri Dr. Zambry bin Abd. Kadir told the press that I was the one who torched him when he enter the jungle n he asked them to get the pic of the 1st body that was found from me. =p I just had my bfast, lunch, dinner n supper for y’day. Im run out of energy. Thank God Im safe. Im so gald that im still alive. My heart breaks when I see the victim’s family members cried. I love you mum, dad, bro, sis, NF n my frens. Gona pangsai, clean up myself, sleep n wake up at 8am to check my photos in the newsppr and blog abt it. Too tired lah!

4.15am
my roomate, Gan Siang Yong just help me to translate the news in Chinese for me. China Press published the pics with my name on it. hehe. i dun want to be a BANANAMAN! im gona learn Chinese by hook or by crook. yesh!

5.10am
i just bathed n it's raining again..

6.25am
i was google-ing the news from the press. saw the photos i took. the press used it but without crediting me. zzz.. hope that the printed version will have my name on it la. im not trying to be popular but this is ethics and they promised me that they gona put my name of it. afterall i took the photos. gona sleep now. be strong ppl. pray. love. gnite. see ya later. tata.

QUOTE of the day

When you tell yourself you want to be happy today, think happily, you will be happy.

PHOTO of the day

Malaysia Bull-leh! I am the goalkeeper.

i found my CINTA

PHOTO of the day

tak paham bahasa. Malaysian's mentality. enforcement = zero!

ni sap pe dee ya

ni sap pe dee ya??

yes yes. i just sap-sap dinner n supper. n now i feel so fulled n sleepy. it's ok because it makes me happy!

oh i just love to eat. i live to eat! i din have my dinner. so i went out just now, alone, middle of the nite to look for food. i had Burger Special n lok-lok. the burger is rm2.50 with egg. standard price la. sedap n yummy. the burgerkid is friendly. we chit chat. then i sat on the malay restaurant's chair to eat but i didn't order any drinks. cool huh? learn from me. =p

i looked for egg/telur everywhere but all shops closed already. i went to 7-Eleven. they dun sell telurs. arrghh! i need telurs so badly la! i want telurs. i want to make toast tomorrow la. eee.. where are you telurs when i need you. i cannot use my own telurs la. mana boleh. can You drop few telurs from the sky for me? hehe..

on my way home, i saw the Lok-Lok stall is still open. i never like that stall. everything is just so expensive. i geram at them. but then.. oh god! my stomach couldn't resist the temptation of it. i stopped my bike! then i had 4sticks of my favourite food with a heavy heart. hmmm.. the sauce just ok ok la. not that nice. the cheapest stick is RM0.60! expensive! i can get rm0.50 per stick at Kampar pasar malam. in Penang i can get it for rm0.40 per stick! anyway i had 4sticks of lok-lok which costs me rm2.80.

not worth it.. my stomach satisfy but not my pocket.

Wahhhhhhhh I just relised that I have new habit. ‘Melepas’ on my blog. Melepas means to release. As in to spill out everything in my mind. =p

ok time to sleep. class at 8am later. it's gona be a very long n exhausting day. French class-2lectures n 2tutorias. 8am-5pm.

selamat tidur olang-olang.

Yi Ran Shi Peng You - Yu Heng

SONG of the day

Arrrghhh! It’s so sudden. As I was writing the previous blog post, I thought of this song and my tears just flow. GILA!

I love this song so damn much. It symbolizes… er… something. The song and the music really suit my feeling right now. So NGAM. Matching.

Oh.. tears just burst out terpancut macam paip listening to this song. Don’t listen la people. If you are like me, banjir later.

I love you Yu Heng. I have your CD!! You are one of the very few local chinese female singers in Malaysia.

*sorry no lyrics because im a banana man. but if you can read chinese, there's lyrics on the video. =p

i say.. crappy lovey story

move on je la.. dah orang tak nak kita. nak buat cam maner.. hati perit. makan sikit. nafas sakit. berak cirit. tidur tak bangkit.

kata orang, lepas. but it's not easy to do. kalau dia mai balik, kau yang punya. kalau la dia mai balik.. burung tak boleh tinggal dalam sangkar. someone told me, you love someone is to see that person happy. she has made her choice. i respect her decison. i DO! tapi.. life is so unpredictable.

hari ni jadi kawan.
esok jadi lawan.
so jangan kita kena sawan.
kalau tidak nanti naik awan.

so move on with your life la people. your another half dah mati. yeah dah mati. bila cinta mati, orang pun matila. jasad tu boleh simpan tapi hati tu bukan kau yang punya! PAHAM?!! life have changed. things will never ever be the same again. cinta datang tanpa diundang. cinta dipupuk penuh harapan. cinta pergi penuh kebencian.

ada olang mau move on u tau apa dia buat? delete Facebook. delete MSN. delete Friendster. delete handphone number. buang hadiah n presents. maki hamun. kutuk n fitnah orang tu. hmmm... patut kah. kalau dah break pun, u olang pernah bercouple kan. pernah ada good memories together kan. pernah sacrificed a lot kan. caya la sama gua. u buat semua tu pun that person will still lives in your heart. you can delete someone's name but she never dies in your heart.

now i believe in jodoh. kita yang merancang, Dia yang tentukan. move on doesnt mean u give up. it means.. wa tak tau. but never stop hoping. bila ada harapan, adalah impian. bila ada impian, adalah kejayaan.

when you found someone that you really love and you are so in love with her and you are so damn serious and committed, put her above everything in your life, really sacrifice your time energy and money, devoted yourself to that person, where that person meant so much for you, and you want to make that person the mother of your children, you want that person to be the first one you see when you go back from work, and you want your last breathe to end when you are on her lap; it takes days, months, years and sometimes even your lifetime to let go of that someone.

i made mistakes. you! yes YOU who are reading this right now also made a lot of mistakes kan? then?? go DIE ah? say sorry la. admit your mistakes. learn from your mistakes. forgive and forget. give people chance! treat others as you would like to be treated lah. nak bawa sekali kebencian you sampai you tua ka?!!

olang Cina ciakap: bila jalan mau ke depan. jangan tengok belakang.

tapi Oh Chin Eng cakap: bila jalan, kaki ke depan, kepala kadang-kadang toleh ke belakang. jangan dah ke depan lupa semua benda. learn from experience. appreciate the memories.

yes sorry to say i still love that someone now. so what?? but kenangan masa lalu biarkanlah berlalu.. bibit-bibit percintaan dan kenangan manis biarlah disimpan rapi dalam hati. everything u do, u'll think of her but don't let your past control your life. seteruk mana pun, u pernah mencintai dan dicintai. u pernah memiliki sebuh cinta yang sungguh indah sekali. cuma.. ia tak kekal abadi. TAPI! ia akan tetap diingati.

when you like/love someone/something, doesn't mean you must have it!

have courage man! fight for what you believe. dreams do come true when you believe.

Sun Tzu says if you know you are losing, RUN! this is strategy man!

i appreciate n i enjoy the day from 15/7/2006 till 13/10/2009.

ok goodnight love you muax tata.

PHOTO of the day

Only in Kampar. No wonder la our letters sometimes missing. The postman sesat. Never ever make sex in the middle of the road.

again and AGAIN!

Grrrhh! Geram ahhhhhhhhhhh!! I have to sweep the floor AGAIN! tangan-tangan orang yang tinggal kat level 3 dah CACAT ka??!! Arrghhh!! I came back from uni at around 7pm. N so OMG! My room is so damn dirty. Rubbish here n there. Bulu here and there. Not my bulu ok?!! How I noe?? I noe la!

Yesterday oni I swept the floor. Today so dirty again! Red ants are everywhere at the common area. Kanasai la! Now my room is sticky again. grrrhhh. Y must I always do the sweeping n mopping?!!

This afternoon I had a shitty day. I woke up at 2pm thinking that my class at 2pm. So I rushed la. I went out, the common area to get my bottle. Cilaka! The washing powder/serbuk pencuci all over the floor. WTF man!

I was so pissed off n I burst out la. I MELETUP! BOOM!. Yea boom! Dah la lambat, kena sapu pulak. Again I swept the floor. if once nevermind la. but im the one who always sweep the floor. N I said ‘kheong k*n’. I was so hot! Couldn’t hold it any longer.

Then my jamban! TOILET BOWL la! That day I just gosok only rite. Today, shits are everyday! Wat the FCUK man! That day I gosok sampai berkilat-kilat shining shining now u can see tompok-tompok cokelat! Arrrghh!

people out there, LISTEN here. whenver you want to SS (shit & shoot), aim properly. do it with gentleman, be a man lah!

I bukan nk say bad things about my housemates or roommates but tinggal sebumbung kalau help each other la. Jangan jaga kain sendiri je. Kalau u yang buat kotor or rosak, fix it la.

TULAN nia.

QUOTE of the day

When you tell yourself you want something, do it and be the best out of it. U have a choice. Do with commitment or Die with embarressment.

Nanti - Innuendo

SONG of the day

Let’s listen to this soothing and cheeky song together by Innuendo, the Malaysian group who sings Belaian Jiwa. A nice song to put u to sleep. It’s our favourite song. Miss the moment when I sing to her. =p waahaha.

I took years to find and download this song in mp3 format. hope you all will like it as well.

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Bintang bintang di kayangan
Lembut sang bayu
Tanpa bulan di awangan yang tinggi
Tanpa bayangmu
Andainya tiada ketukan kayu

Jika mimpi dihapuskan
Hancurlah lagu
Walau kita dipisah laut biru
Walau kau jauh
Lihatlah angkasa
Kan terubat rasa rindu...

*Chorus
Seindah malam ini
Lazimnya tiada tandingan
Sehingga kupandang wajahmu
Hilanglah perasaan hiba di hati ini
Terpadam rindu bila kau kembali
Bila kau kembali nanti

Jangan duduk sendirian
Jangan kau sayu
Kalau pungguk bersahutan
Kalau kau tahu kurindukan suara
Segeralah kepadaku

*Chorus

Sejenak malam itu
Kau buat ku bahagia
Semenjak malam itu
Hilanglah kisah kisah duka
Bila kau kembali
Bila kau kembali

* Chorus x2

Seindah malam ini
Ku akan menunggu mu
Bila engkau kembali nanti

Kehadiran dirimu suatu hari nanti
Bila kau kembali nanti...

Grade A1 Magee Goreng

ladies n gentleman. tuan-tuan dan puan-puan.

memperkenalkan Magee Goreng OCE yang sedap lazat sehingga menjilat jari. sila berikan tepukan yang gemuruh dan meletup kepada Chef Oh! yesh yesh!

bukan je sedap hingga menjilat jari tapi kuali dan senduk sekali. fulamak!

magee gorengnya berspring. telur habis. no problem. dia bubuh hotdog sama itu fishball. dipotong kecik-kecik but not too kecik!

Siang Yong, my roomate helped me in the cooking. i asked him to cincang garlic. so lawak. she basuh with water n cincang basah2. ayoo amma..

im happy. really. happy because my friends are happy. they happily finished all the mee. the satisfaction of a cook is to see the food he cooks make people happy. they like it. of cos la.. sedap ma.

i used to cook for someone i know. to be more precise, someone i love. the joy of cooking is when you pour your love into something you do, it will always turn out great and the taste of satisfaction is unimaginable. everytime you see that person's smile while munching on the food u made, it feels like heaven. segala kesedihan n problems hilang. feel so aman n bahagia..

i always belive that a good cook, cook with his heart.

waaa..

im not saying that im so marvellous. im just saying that whatever we do, if we put our heart in it, we'll do well, we'll really satisfied although sometimes the results are not that good.

i wana have LOK-LOK later. but now it's still raining. ohhh.. what a nice weather to sleep la. eat so much make me wana oink-oink. grrrhh!

Maternal Grandparents

Hehe. This is the wedding picture of my maternal grandparents. Cute huh. So nostalgic lah. they are so gona kill me if they find out i post this pic. =p

wednesday = delicious day

Today is Wednesday!! Rabu!!

Means It’s makan sedap day. It’s hochiak day. It’s a yummy day!

Wednesday is the best day for me in Kampar. It’s the only entertainment day here. Why?? Oh because Wednesday is the pasar malam or night market day.

It’s a never to be missed day living in Kampar. U get to eat a wide variety of good food at a low price. This is also the time where the town comes alive.

But it’s raining now la. Aiyah! Gone la my Wednesday!

Now im starving. Woke up at 9am ++ then I slept again till 1pm ++ n now I just woke up. When I dun have class, I wont go out to buy lunch.

I was thinking of making French Toast and magee gireng for brunch but now is tea time already.

*yawn*.

Okla dun care! wana go make French toast n magee goreng. Lapar gila. anyone wants some?? Sedap ok!!

Oh rain, please stop before 7.30pm. I need to go out and have my favourite Lok-Lok.

Thank you.

sem 3 first housekeeping

Done! Siap! Fuh.. sleepy la. I just finished berhousekeeping. My first housekeeping since I came back to Kampar on 22/10/2009.

I swept the my room and the common area.
I mopped the my room and the common area.
I washed my clothes.
I washed my bedsheets.
I cleaned my besen.
I gosok my jamban.
I hanged my clothes.

Everyone is sleeping and im cleaning my room. What the heck!

Kanasai spider webs everywhere. Aih.. so dirty! Geram oo.. Sometimes I feel so WHAT THE FUCK!! Yeala im not the only one staying on level 3 ok?? 7 people walking, 1 person sweeping. I sure meletup everytime I clean my room. Damn dirty! Sampah everywhere like no one stays in the house for months. Dah makan kalau, buang baik-baik la sampah. Aih..

Got leg jalan, takde hand sapu kah?? Hehe.. I copy this style of scolding from my mum. She used to say ‘ada lanciau kencing, takde tangan flush ke?!’

Back in pg I seldom help my mum. Yeala cakap mum memang betul. I ni buat rumah I macam hotel. I ni buat dia macam maid. Hmmm.. I bukannya sengaja. I noe how to do but im just lazy. See now I do everything by myself. I know how to use washing machine. =p I seldom help her to do house works. Teruk la I tau. I love her.

A person that I know also always help her mum. Im impressed n proud of her. although she cannot cook, but at leats she can clean the house, hang the clothes, teach her sister in her studies. She’s my inspiration la. she’ll be a good wife. =p

Anyway. Im so satisfied! Puas habis. Syok habis! Fulamak the satisfaction best tak terkira!! Now my room is so so so so so clean. Malam2 kemas rmh is so syok. Tak panas. Tak bising. Feel so free.

Wahaha!
Lantai ku bersih licin dan shining.
Baju ku harum dan segar merwangi.
Besen ku berkilat tapi takde petir.
Jamban ku putih bersih macam baru belum diberak.

Rajin kan anak dara ni? =p

Okla im sleepy d. im starving! wana oink-oink now. mission accomplished. Gnite. C u. tata.

N oh ya before i say chao, I nak say something. Baru je teringat.

“KALAU ORANG TU TAK SUKA KITA, BETAPA BANYAK DAN HEBAT DAN SWEET DAN SEMPOI U MAKE HER HAPPY, DIA TAK RASA APA-APA JUGA.”

~ popped out of my mind when I was cleaning the toilet. Suddenly teringat yang banyak benda I buat for her masa dia nk mai Kampar to do her assignment.

KAMPAR kena BOMB

yes yes yes!

I heard a loud explosion just a few minutes ago.

not bomb actually. but thunder. it's raining super heavily now. SUPER! reali lebat.

n now my level is out of electricity. i was on9 n suddenly 'POP'!

smtg got burn. the smell of plastic burning all over the place.

this is shitty!!

arrghh! i need to sleep lah. flu punya teruk!!

QUOTE of the day

“Do you know that politics is the art of making the possible impossible and making the impossible possible?”

~ Datuk Seri Chua Soi Lek

*Thursday 22/10/09 after he was asked on his relationship with Ong and whether he and Ong could work together after so much bad blood at the MCA press conference to end the crisis between the two top guns of MCA.

going back to uni

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now i understand

QUOTE of the day

"When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us."

~ Alexander Graham Bell

lost and found

again.. im still awake at this time.

i did a lot of thinking and self reflection tonight.. a lot. flashed back a lot of stuffs especially the time with her. i read back what i wrote in my blog, my diary, my notes etc. i browsed through pics in my laptop. i recalled what i did, what i said.

finally i realised i made a lot of mistakes. i realised how bad i am. everything i did hit me back.

for the first time since 120806 i got freak out. i was so scared. i felt so cold. blood was pumping so fast. im gasping for air.

i've committed a lot of sins.

hard to swallow but that's the facts. im wrong.

i have a mixed feelings right now.

shocked. disappointed. sad. down. waken up. acceptance. glad. hapi. forget it. move on. reborn.

i feel empty as well.

i have so many things to say but it's glued under my throat. it just couldn't come out.

i've been so childish, immature, and playful.

arrrghh! hate myself for that. seriously. i expressed too much. sometimes im too emotional. yea im sensitive. over-react? not to forget im always late. i procastinate. im impulsive and so on.

i hold on to something too long. i should learn to let go. then move forward.

i reveal too much of my weaknesses. =p

i'm giving myself a chance to turn things around. i dun wana be a bad guy.. Chin Eng wants to be good and successful.

yes from this moment, oh chin eng wants to be OH CHIN ENG! i duno how. i really duno. i wish i wont repeat the same mistakes again. i wish i can think maturely. i wish i can carry myself better. i wish i can be a better person.

i want to be a good son.
i want to be a good brother.
i want to be a good grandson.
i want to be a good friend.
i want to be a good boyfriend.
i want to be a good student.
i want to be a good leader.
i want to be a good person.

well.. just hope and see.. changes need time.

i've been thinking why im always fail and stuck in my life. i think i have the answer tonight. i think so... it's my attitude.



ATTITUDE!

i used to be so aggresive and passionate in what i do. i used to aim high, far-sighted and be the best out of the best that i could.

let's take some action now rather than keep thinking what to do. im so determined and passionate right now. please keep on burning, Fire.

suddenly what Mister Andrew said came into my mind. our main priority now is our studies and be a good son. LOVE?? talk about that only after you secure a stable job la!

people wont really angry at you if you make mistake. people will only angry at you if you keep on repeating the same mistake and never learn from it!

im sorry again.. it's good if you get to read this. i have move on but that doesnt mean i must forget everything that has came into my life. i've learned from this fail relationship.

i got lost. now i found myself.

thank you.

chicken oh chicken

it's 4.35am now n im still awake.

i've been like this, awake at night and sleep at day time. my mum always scold me for being upside down. haha.

suddenly im craving for fried chicken from Line Clear. damn la. i miss their fried chicken. so huge. so berisi. so krispy. so yummy.

feel like going out now to have late nite supper. yea alone. ok what.. i'll do anything to get good food anytime anywhere. =p

hmm.. no no i don't think i wana go la. i wana spend more time in my house as i'll be going back to uni this thurs.

time flies so fast. people come people go. good things bad things. morning night. hi hi bye bye. wat the tut im talking about!

QUOTE of the day

"Watch your thoughts, they become your words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become your habits. Watch your habits, they become your character. Watch your character for it will become your DESTINY."

~ Melinder Kaur

PERIBAHASA of the day

Kerana setitik nila rosak susu sebelanga.

Kerana satu kebencian hilang 3-4 orang kawan.

happy birthday oh chin eng

ho ho ho!

i am 21!!

happy birthday OH CHIN ENG!

selamat hari jadi!

nyeh nyeh nyeh.

may all my wishes come true lah! yesh!

thank you.

terima kasih.

nadri vanakem.

kamsiah.

QUOTE of the day

"There's no such thing as missed opportunities - life is full of possibilities."

~ Damina Manta Khaira

esplanade in action - mime and physical

Date: 17th Oct 2009
Time: 8pm to 10pm
Location: Esplanade
Organizer: Penang State Tourism Development & Culture and Penang Players
Contact: Joelle (012 5512616), Eric (012 4653893)

Come and join us for a fun evening out and discover the artist in you as you can be part of the show, all without saying a word!
Discover elements like mime, movement, contact improvisation, space experimentation, props & dynamics experimentation, various levels of focusing and more in our presentation. Physical theatre is a language everyone understands!

ULRICH GOTTLIEB, based in Vienna and Bangkok, started out in street theatre before training in mime and physical theatre from Werner Mueller and Hiro Uchiyama in Germany. His performance experiences include the Bavarian State Theatre (Munich), International Street Art Theatre (Austria), World Buskers’ Festival (New Zealand), Actors’ Studio (Malaysia) and the International Dance Festival (Thailand). His physical theatre work is characterized as a fusion of mime, dance, improvisation, public participation and multi-media.
Audience participation welcomed!

Happy Deepavali

it's 17/10/09 today. It's Deepavali.

Happy Deepavali everyone especially to the Hindus.

Happy Deepavali my friends, teachers, lecturers, neighbours, enemies and those that know me. =p

let's all of us celebrate this festival of lights with understanding, respect and love towards each other.

im happy that im lucky to be in Penang this year to celebrate Deepavali. i love everything here in my home, the lovely island.

how lucky we are to be in Malaysia, being able to celebrate different festivals together. speak their language. eat their delicacies. wear their costumes.

wa suka!

but somehow i don't know why i feel Deepavali this year is not so umpph. i don't feel the merriness. i don't feel as excited as i used to be.

is it because of the lack of Deepavali advertisements on TV? is it because i've grown up n not a kid anymore? or is it because many of my friends are not in Penang?

i miss my Indian Hindu friends from secondary school. I miss Arnend Kumar, Murukesh, Kumahresh, Tatsyaini, Marleni, Nagha.

i miss my teachers. Puan Deva, Cikgu Thamiz, Cikgu Mahthavi, Mr Anthony, Mr Baskaran, Cikgu Chellaiah, Cikgu Hema Maleni, Mister Rajagopal.


i also want to take this opportunities to say sorry to my Hindu friends if i ever offended you. sorry.


to my friends and neighbours, watch out because im going to your house. wahaha.

have a pleasent festive holiday everyone.

Happy Deepavali.

Nandri Vanakem.

QUOTE of the day

"You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world. When you're in a relationship and it's good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete."

~ Keith Sweat

awek gives me her number!!

oh my gosh!! can you believe it??

i got awek's number middle of the nite!

i din even ask ok.

wakaka! this is so damn fun and syokk!!

woooohoooo! hapinya aku!!

no no Eng-ENg din flirt.

not yet la. wait la after this only he flirts.

he misses the feeling of flirt-flirt. hehe.

it has been so so so soooooo soooooooooooo sooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long, even years since he approached girls.

it's even longer since he tried to get a number from girls.

he's not gatai la. u noe.. frens la. u know someone then of course you want to get their contacts, you want to know thme better, to know each other.

anyway thx to the awek!! wakaka. you know who you are. =p

* okla2 i acknowledge u la, Puteri. yea her name is princess. nyeh nyeh nyeh.

3 more days to Oct 19th

My 21st birthday is coming soon. 3 more days and I’ll turn 21. Wow! What a journey of life. I’ve grown up to be an adult.

Bad things happened recently. It really pull me down.

I never celebrate my birthday. I never organise birthday party. But thanks to my friends. They celebrate my birthday since I were in secondary school. Thank you my friends.

People mostly Chinese will celebrate their 21st birthday. 21st birthday is like something special. It’s like you are already free. U got the key to freedom. U have become man. Something like that.

As usual, im not gona celebrate my birthday this year. I don’t know how. I don’t feel like too. Hmmm..

When I was younger, I always hope for something from my friends. I feel it’s normal right u wish that people will give you present. Im a human too like you. I have wishes. I have hopes.

Before this seriously honestly I wish I’ll get something from people but now not anymore.

I’ve changed my mind. really. I don’t expect and I don’t wish for anything anymore.

There are only 2things I want.

First one is a letter. It’s not really a letter but a write up or comment or feelings about me. write me something. How you feel about me from day one you know me till today. Just be honest. Write what you think. I’ll accept it whether it’s positive or negative. Don’t write too short la. =p send it to my email. Or post it as a note on Facebook. Or post it on your blog.

I like to know how and what people see in me. I feel it’s a good way to evaluate and improve myself. I would love to read it when I get old one day.

And the second thing is..

~ L O V E ~

Yea I want love. And I need love. Not from a girlfriend. But friends and family. That’s all I need. I need people to understand me, support me.

I know im not some really good guy. I make mistakes.

Please forgive me.

I have too many wishes for my birthday.

I wish she’s safe, healthy, happy and success in her life. I’ll always pray for her.

I wish there’ll be no war please.

I wish there’s be less disaster.

I wish there’ll be no hardcore poverty in this world and everyone is economically equal.

I wish there’s be no diseases and influenzas spreading all over the world.

And I wish my family members are alwaz safe and healthy.