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Tuesday, 30 November 2010


Beginning of the sem sick, now end of the sem also lagi sick!!

So sick ah!!

Everything also cannot do.

good night.

my dream house

what is your dream? where?

my dream house is an attap house and it must be in the jungle. it must be bext to a stream so that i can get water, pee and bathe.

why? cannot ah?

Monday, 29 November 2010

SRC Monthly Dialogue Session

Monthly Dialogue Session by Student Representatives Committee (SRC) of Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR) Kampar is back.

Come and participate. Make your voice heard loud and clear.

We'll discuss a lot of issues that affect your welfare.

We want to listen to your complaints, suggestions and ideas. This will be the last dialogue session before we focus on our exam and have our holidays. This will also be the last chance for you to voice up in written form before we submit a memorandum on students' needs to the university.

Date: 30/11/10 Tuesday
Time: 5pm-7pm
Venue: B208

Hope to see you guys tomorrow. Please spread the news.

Thank you.

Oh Chin Eng,
UTAR Kampar

Saturday, 27 November 2010

QUOTE of the day

Don't run for election if you don't have the passion to serve the people

Thursday, 25 November 2010

now, i support autocracy

I am a firm believer of democracy.

i have been practicing it all this while.

i listen to everyone. i make sure they speak. i make sure they are heard. i want everyone to take part in the team. they must know that they are important and they can make a change too.

But now for once, i believe in autocracy.


so that there'll be only one voice that represents the team.

this might not sound good. BUt sometimes, it is necessary to make sure things are done. It's not good if no one listen to you. It will be messy if everyone wants to take the role of the head. no decision can be made if some people wants to be 'hero' or they have their own agenda.

i never command anyone to do anything that they are not willing to do. i never force them yet. i didn't raise my voice even when things are not done. i never even use my power as a chairman to scold, to complaint or to sack anyone.

I felt i don't have to do so because this is a team and we must always be united. All are adults and all know how to think. But some just know how to talk, know what they should do but never do.

Now, knowing that i have the power, thus i must exercise it.

Power is part of my responsibility.

I was given the power and mandate to stand with the people and serve them.

Before i can deal with anyone, i must make show my team are willing or at least listen to my order.

I must be firm, stern, straight forward and strong in my decision and principles.

I'm sorry and don't blame me if i scold anyone. I know im too soft when i deal with people. I also know i am not the best leader.

Let's just work all out for the last one semester.

Leave a good memories for yourself and your voters. Don't make yourself regret. 

It's ok if people don't praise you, just make sure they don't critisize you. =p

a need to practice what you learn

Seriously i miss the feeling of being assigned to cover news. you need to practice what you learn. if not, you'll even forget how to start the 1st paragraph.

I envy those who can still pen their thoughts, opinions or interviews on the piece of news. The nature of journalism is in me. The instinct of a journalist also in me. I was among the first ones to reach the scene everytime a news happened. Not to boast, but i love this job.


I know.. I can't practice it at the moment. I blame no one. No one's fault.

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

fact of life

In reality, if u dun BODEK, u'll get less, or even nothing.

Tuesday, 23 November 2010

you don't trust me at all

I think this is the very first time i blog about you.

I seldom blog nowadays but now i know what im gona write about in this post.

i know u are angry, u are sad because i went to other table to talk to my friends when i was having dinner with you.

i am sorry if i make u feel neglected or alone. I never meant to make u feel that way.

I apologised and explained.. I'll try not to be away for so long next time.

But you said..

"Do you think i will trust you again?"

er.. ok.. this is so hurtful.

Now i know..

You don't trust me at all.. 

Well, what can i say?

as far as i concern,i fulfilled my words.

I never cheat on you.

no matter how hurt or disappointed i was, i never say such words to you.

I still trust you even you break your promise.

You always say NO whenever i ask something from you. I'm ok with that. You always put other people as your priority. i also ok with that.

It's too hard for me to swallow your words. It's like burning charcoal flaming in my stomach.

I am a busy man. I have a lot of commitments and responsibilities. I have to always communicate and socialize with people. I have meetings to attend. I have to settle other people's problems. I am active, always go here and there, do this and that.

If you don't trust me..


QUOTE of the day

Don't force people to do things that they are not willing to do.

Saturday, 20 November 2010


What is your dream? Do you have one? Have you achieved it? What have u done to achieve it? Dream will remain as a dream if no action is taken to materialise it. It's not wrong if your dream is different from the others. It's ok if you have more than one dream.

Your dream is like your life. Dream keeps us alive. It gives us hopes, happiness and satisfaction.

Go make ur dream a reality.

I have many dreams too.. I'm achieving it one by one although it might take my entire life. =p

Friday, 19 November 2010

just for laugh

The best thing about farting is not on its smell but its melodious tone.

QUOTE of the day

No matter how good you are, never ever look down on others.

Wednesday, 17 November 2010

the end

alrite no more facebook status for today 17.11.2010

i wana do my assignments.

i wana stay away from controversies, speculations, questions, criticisms, motivation and whatsoever things that people wana say in facebook la.

what i see what i hear is so depressing.

i cannot bear the pain and burden emotionally. 

don't wana care anymore.

everything else is not important except my studies.

study hard la.

do your best.

always know what you are doing and always do the right thing.

stand for what you believe in.

that's the end for tonight la.


panas baran

kebelakangan ini, Gunung Berapi OCE mudah meletup, dah sampai masa agaknya..

terlalu banyak perkara untuk difikirkan.

terlalu banyak perkara yang menggeramkan, menyedihkan dan meletupkan hati.

terperap lama di dalam hati membawa parah.

takde mood la.

tak rasa nak cakap dengan siapa-siapa.

tak tahu berkata-kata..

rasa macam nak jerit, nak lari kuat-kuat jauh-jauh.

lepas penat, terus rebah dan tidur.

i need a SPACE.

big one..

tiba-tiba alam ini rasanya begitu sunyi dan sepi..

di manakah keriangan dan kebahagiaan?

feeling so down. rimas! mixed feelings. duno wat to do..

if you ask me why, sorry i don't know. no specific answer.

assignments? har.. dun la..

jom bertafakur dan berchanting.

Monday, 15 November 2010

NO WAY presentation is tomorrow!!



I'm in BIG trouble now.

30 minutes ago only i know Public Administration presentation is tomorrow.


I'm now in Penang!

I didn' know it's tomorrow. Really. I didn't hear from the lecturer. No one tells me. No one says anything.

Maybe the lecturer informed them when i was away from the class.

Thx Tiff for telling me..

No resources and books here, how am i going to do the slides??


Sunday, 14 November 2010

QUOTE of the day

You got hurt the most by the person you love the most.

Friday, 12 November 2010

time to rest

ahhh.. finally.. everything is (almost) done.

No more major things-to-do this week.

i need a looooooooong sleep. i dun mind to sleep from now until next Monday morning. hahaha. 

it has been tiring n hectic week for most of the Y2S3 JR-ians. i noe they are tired. i am tired.  

what i can say is, no more deviant culture presentation for CnC, no more information technology assignment for Public Administration, no more meetings for XRC, no mor midterm, no more 'anything i can help ah' and satay or putu mayong for JR Gathering, no mor pimples, no more burung hantu.  

JR Gathering was.. haha! GOOD la! cuz everyone came together to help and do things together. i'll blog about this some other time.

It's Fri nite, we should jz sleep til Mon morn.

I'm cleaning my room now. Will do laundry, pack my stuffs and then i'll post photos of JR Gathering before i say good night Kampar. try la ok.. i have to alter 600+ photos ok. gila.

*good luck for coursemates for ur Moral campaign.

assignment rush


Live from 1194 Westlakes Homes.

A lot of Burung Hantus are awake tonight rushing for their assignment.

this is a good trend.

This is a week where all these burungs or birdbird sleep at 4am, 5am or even 7am.

for photo enthusiast, this is a good time to capture their photos when they are most active at night with their eyes half-opened.

and the wind is so strong and cool out there.

and the weather is so nice to sleep.

and a simple topic becomes so hard to explain.


*berita disampaikan oleh OCE.

YOU are quoted

If its not your problem, don't make it as part of your problem. If people wants to make it part of your problem, tell them "My problem ah?!"

~ Dexter Khaw Kuo Wen
~ 10.11.2010 9.43pm
~ via Facebook

Thursday, 11 November 2010

injection.. again!

this is not the first, definitely not the last time i got injection in Kampar.

I had any injection today.


got stung by some unknown insect while i was riding my bike!!

yea the thing stung me on the road!!


it stung my neck ok. within few minutes, my whole body became so itchy. the pain is just too much to bear. my neck turned red.

went to the clinic with my friend. thanks to her.

oh ya, had an injection there.


sakit gila beb.

u noe. i had mor injections in Kampar compare to my 20 years living in Penang.


life is good! =p i have a lot of things to do, schedule is packed. it's a good thing to keep us alive and life wouldn't be dull.

Im busy till next week.

Joint Operasi Lalang ( JR Gathering ) tomorrow. Balik kampung on Saturday.

good Culture n Communication presentation with Avinesh n Yogish today.

im now rushing for Public Administration assignment. SOrry im late.

the injection is making me so damn sleepy right now. eyes are shutting. tired! im like those drunk guy stim-stim blur-blur.

annek Kopi O' Kaokao satu.

Wednesday, 10 November 2010

kata-kata hikmat

Jangan terlalu tamak, nanti apa pun tarak.

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

hectic week

Everyone suffers in short semester.

Everyone will go crazy especially from week 3 - week 5.

I am so so gona go crazy.

yes, may things to do, many things happen in this week.

1) Public Administration midterm: today

2) Culture and Communication presentation: Thursday

3) Public Administration assignment: Friday

4) Treasure Hunt Competition: Wednesday

5) JR Gathering: Friday

6) Sister dancing competition: Sunday

7) Pay student bill

8) SRC: meeting, events, student welfare issues

9) etc etc.

Monday, 8 November 2010

bad semester

alrite this will be the last post of the night. going to study after this. afterall, tak larat dah cuz pangsai again. aih..

A lot a lot and non-stop bad things continuously happening in this short semester. Pray harder people.


im feeling gay

hahaha! im feeling so gay tonite ah. appraisals are makin me fly. ok i'll work harder work harder.

oh ya! sedapnya sebatang banana yang gemuk, panjang dan berisi. Sexy!

thanks to my roomate for his huge banana from Teluk Intan. eh real banana ok! yellow color one la! hahaha!

photography is my life

Photography teaches me to appreciate and enjoy life. 

I learnt a lot about life and people.

Do it with a sincere heart and you'll get satisfaction and blessing out of it. 

Photography is just my life.



If you are given a second chance to change any moment in your life, what would it be?

Think hard about it..

No right or wrong answer for it.

You can still make a change.

Let go of the past, work for your future.

Sometimes there is no second chance in life.
Belum ronda, belum tahu. huhuhuhu.

You people always thought i apa pun taktau, actually i semua pun tau.

Tak kenal maka tak cinta. Tak kenal maka takkan approve friends in FB.

Sunday, 7 November 2010

RIP Chloe

It's a truly sad moment for us.. at least me..

My heart feels so heavy right now. Speechless. Shocked. Stunned. Clueless. Feel like puking. Just a moment ago, i was so happy, laughing out loud, chilling, then i got a message that someone has just passed away..

i asked my friend to confirm it. Then a friend called to tell me the same thing, followed by a post in Facebook. A friend of the victim's brother said the same thing too. so it's true..

On the night of 29th October 2010 at around 9.10pm, a girl and a guy on a bike had a collision with a Mercedes outside of Westlake Homes, Kampar. Now the girl, Chiang Wei Shan (an ex-UTARian who supposed to resume her studies next Jan) has passed away at 6.48pm today (7.11.2010).

Who's fault? I don't know.

Someone posted this on her Facebook this morning: Chloe might not survive if she couldnt pass through today doctor said if she still remain the same after today as her brain is dead, they will shutdown the machine that keeps her survive right now. SO ALL THE PRAYER WE NEED YOUR HELP TO PRAY HARD FOR HER SO THAT SHE COULD GONE THROUGH TODAY!! ASK ALL YOUR FRIEN...DS TO HELP TO PRAY HARD FOR HER IN THE NAME OF LORD JESUS!!! 

Before this, i saw some posts in Facebook saying that she's in coma. I really hoped she'll be awake. But now, she's gone forever.. 

I was there at the scene to take photos ( The girl was so scared. She was screaming due to the unbearable pain. She hold tightly to her brother once she saw him. And she kept on apologising. I went to the hospital to follow up. I can see how great is the love of her brother. He was angry at the slow response from the hospital. I was pissed off too. So much delay at the hospital. If things could be faster at that time..

That's the first and last time i saw her..

I really hope someone actually witnessed the whole accident to give a justice to her.

Around this time last year, 3 UTAR students passed away too ( James Khor Wan Kai, Yew Shy Gin and Yew Ghim Chnieh got drowned at the Batu Berangkai Waterfall, Kampar on 1st Nov 2009. I was there, covering news. I was there, when they found the bodies. I was there, when their family members and friends broke down.

Now all their Facebook pages are flooded with wishes and condolence. They'll never have the chance to reply.. My heart breaks looking at the posts asking Chloe to wake up.

No one knows how miserable i am right now. I feel bad because i didn't got the chance to pass the accident photos that his brother asked from me.

I may not know her, but she has just left a very big impact on my life.

Coincidentally, these few days, i recalled the waterfall incident and now another death took place.

My deepest condolence and prayers to her family. Stay strong. She'll be sad if you are sad.

May her soul rest in peace.

My friends out there, Please.. Please.. drive safe. Please! i don't want to take pictures of your dead body on the road. i don't want to hear from anyone that you got knocked down by a car or lorry or what-so-ever vehicles. Think of your loved ones. If you scared you'll be late, depart early, don't speed. Follow traffic rules. Drive safe, drive slowly. Always say your prayer before you start your journey.

be safe..

Let me take this opportunity to say I LOVE YOU, I AM SORRY, and THANK YOU to all of you, each and every one of you including my family members who have came across my life, in case i don't have the chance to say or I'm too afraid to say it to you.

Let's all of us, in our own way, whether you believe in religion or not, pray for her and her family.

Sedekahkanlah doa buat mereka. Semoga rohnya dicucuhri rahmat.


God bless her.


3.0 to intern abroad!!

i always wanted to go study abroad. i missed the chance once and here I am in UTAR. But now i have the chance again through internship.

I'm looking through the Student Handout of Industrial Training Manual and i found this.

5.1.1       Industrial training/placement outside Malaysia
UTAR may look for internationally well-known companies for students interested in industrial training abroad. If the names of the internationally well-known companies are to be listed in UTAR website, students can view the list.  Should a student intend to undergo training with any one of the companies in the list, then the student would have to approach his/her respective faculty to arrange for industrial training. Otherwise, students could contact other company not in the Faculty List directly themselves.

Students must follow up with necessary documents as in guidelines below:
1.     CGPA of eligible candidate should be 3.0 and above.
2.     It is compulsory for the overseas company’s senior officer to send UTAR an official letter, and then UTAR would follow up with the company progressively.
3.     The Faculty Industrial Training Committee is required to go though the industrial training offer letter from the senior officer of the overseas company thoroughly.  If appropriate, the committee would bring up the recommendation to the Faculty Board/Management Committee for approval.
4.     If approved, DIIR and DISS would be informed of the decision to follow up with assisting the student in applying for the necessary e.g. application of visa, purchase of insurance, letters of indemnity.
5.     It is compulsory for foreign exchange student to purchase international medical and hospitalization insurance.
6.     It is the responsibility of the Faculty of the student to find out from the overseas employer, the type of Insurance the student has to buy before the student leaves Malaysia (e.g. Professional Indemnity Insurance).
7.     The Faculty has to ensure that the student is well prepared before going for industrial training overseas, such as
·         Purchase of  appropriate insurance not limited to personal accident policy, personal liability policy, medical, hospitalization and surgical policy and travel insurance; and to keep these insurance policies valid throughout the period of your stay/industrial training within and outside Malaysia,
·         Purchase of returning air ticket,
·         Preparation of legal document e.g. agreement letter signed between Candidate, UTAR and the Company, Indemnity Letter to be signed between the company and the candidate, and the parent has to sign to undertake the responsibility if the student damages any property in the company.
8.     You are required to fulfil the immigration requirements of the designated country of your industrial training/placement; find your own sponsor for the application of training pass or permit; keep the permit valid throughout the course of your industrial training/placement and to undertake to return home upon expiry of the permit.  Kindly contact the International Division of the University should you require any assistance or clarifications on immigration matters.
9.     You and/or your parents/guardian are required to bear all the costs and expenses including but not limited to visa fees, medical check-up fees, travelling expenses, your personal maintenance and stay expenses, repatriation expenses and any miscellaneous expenses as stipulated by the relevant authorities or the University or the Company.
10.  In exceptional cases subject to conditions, the university may consider acting as sponsor such as application of travel visit pass to Singapore.
11.  Visit by UTAR supervisor to overseas company may not be required.

5.1.2      The Rules and Regulations of the University govern your conduct during the industrial training period. Your industrial training contract with the company governs your time and effort that you will spend with the company.

5.1.3      You are reminded to uphold the good name of the University, abide by the code of conduct of the University, the Company, the industry, the terms of your industrial training contract, and any other relevant rules and regulations at all times during the course of the industrial training/placement.

5.1.4      You should also keep abreast with developments on campus.

To qualify for the application, my CGPA must be above 3.0

It's possible but it's hard.

hmmm... i screwed my previous exams la. My CGPA is just 2.6 now. How to jump up to 3.0 in this semester.

And to qualify is one thing, to compete with other applicants with higher CGPA is another challenge.

Oh God, i really need your help now. i'll work harder, can you show me some miracles? I need to get CGPA 3.0 by this semester la, if not i can't apply for abroad internship next semester.

kamsiah kamsiah!

QUOTE of the day

If you really want that something, you must really fight for it!

room is flooded

arrrgggghhhh! run!!



while people are being evacuated in the northern states of Malaysia such as Perlis and Kedah due to flood, here in Westlake, i am doing cleaning due to man-made flood in my own room!

funny ah!!

now my room is sparkling clean.


and it's so spacious cuz me n my roomate moved the tables and wardrobes out.

im feel like golek golek, guling guling and swim on my floor. hahah.

one good advice for you guys, if you want to clean your room effectively, pour a whole bucket of water on the floor.


i wana sleep on the floor now. hehee.tata.

*shit! strong wind again. sky is getting darker. rain is coming! NO!!! my clothes!

YOU are quoted

We wont get everything we want. But kita akan rasa cukup dengan apa yang ada kalau kita treasure what we've got.

~ Amirah


Ku mengerti perpisahan ini, bukan kerana kau membenci. Tapi kasih yang pernah kuberi, tiada lagi bersama.

~ bait lagu Perpisahan
~ Anuar Zain

Saturday, 6 November 2010

eh, harder!!

eh, eh!!



YES you can do it!

just push harder.

YES you can do it!

just work harder.

and u'll get good results!

go go go!


3.33 and Dean's List!

i shaved my beard


It's a sad thing on a merry day.

You can guess what i did from the post title itself.

Hair on the jaw has been chopped!

i shaved my little cute beard on Deepavali night.

No more beard after years of keeping, preserving and conserving it.

It's like my crown ok.


although it's not thick, but i didn't want to shave it because halo it's sentimental la. what if i shave already then cannot grow again??

eh i tell you it takes years to grow one ok.

but friends and people around me ALWAYS curious and irritated by it. they ask me to shave. hmmph! i noe la u people no bulu like me. hahaha!

now, no more beard, no more mustache. 

"Dengan segala dukacitanya, dimaklumkan bahawa pada malam Deepavali yang sunyi ini, Oh Chin Eng telah memotong janggut kesayangannya yang telah dibela sejak akil baligh disebabkan oleh tekanan, kejelesan dan permintaan daripada orang ramai."



Friday, 5 November 2010

life is like a battery


life is like a battery YOU KNOW.. 

it has lifespan. once the battery is out of power, u also DIE lo. 

what im saying is, while you can still breath, make use of ur life, do the things that you u always wanted to do, things that u desired for, things that give you lifetime satisfaction, things that are useful to yourself and others. 

My life has been so colorful. Yes there are ups and downs but it's a growing up process that comes with great experience. I've tried almost EVERYTHING. I have no regrets.


Happy Deepavali

Happy Deepavali and Selamat Hari Deepavali to my Indian/Hindu friends, teachers, lecturers, neighbours and whoever celebrate it lah.

I wish u all a very meaningful and bless Deepavali lah!


now im confused la. Deepavali is a cultural or religious festival har?

I feel Deepavali is not a religious festival anymore la.

what do u think??

aiyah never mind la.

we don't talk about heavy topic today.

let's chill.

this is the first time im not in Penang on Deepavali. aiyah.

a bit sad la..

friends all in Penang ma..

nice food also in Penang ma.

dun wori..

OCE won't die. I'll find my way to enjoy Deepavali. hahahahha!

Nandri Vanakem.

Thursday, 4 November 2010

im working, people


Things that you might not know.

it's not that i didn't do anything.

i did a lot of things.


students don't know what i did.

i didn't tell everyone everything that i did for them.

i didn't tell because i am sincere.

i didn't tell because i feel i don't have to announce to the world what i have done.

i didn't tell because i don't want to have the impression that im showing off.

i didn't tell because it's not the way i work.

it's my job. it's my responsibility.

A friend said to me, "There's no need for you to tell. As long as you know you did it, it's good enough."

Yes i agree. I totally agree. in fact, i always practice that.

but in reality, this way is not working.

it's human nature that people wana see you are doing something. the students wana know and they need to know what i've done for them.

when people don't see, they will say you do nothing.

ok i will try to tell more after this.

if that's what the people want.

wow KTAR staffs

falling in LOVE with a KTAR staff's ATTITUDE. ahhh.. she's so sweet, friendly, polite, approachable, always smile, good command of English, look at us when she tok 2us. KTAR staffs left me with a GOOD impression.


Wednesday, 3 November 2010

brapa kupang?

muka masam satu kupang, hati kosong dua kupang, kepala pening tiga kupang.
something is wrong tonight.

suddenly so down n emo.

the night so quiet.

too many things to think.

out of random, Dexter, i agree on what you said the other time, time management. =p



what i wanted to say har???

oh forgot d.

bla bla bla..

just don't feel good tonight.

jom jogging?? or let's cycling?? =p

QUOTE of the day

You don't say one thing, do another thing. hypocrite is a no no. =p

Tuesday, 2 November 2010

McD Maniac

some people so damn muka tebal, muka sekupang, tak malu, tak sabar, kiasu, taik cirit, buy food (McD) oso wana cut line ah?!! oik!! nvr eat McD ah? or cant wait to go home n SHIT?! pls la.

go back to Standard 1, the teacher will teach u how to queue up 1 by 1.


sabar la..

y so desperate?

McD won't fly away lah.



this happened when i bought my dinner at McD just now. if not because my friend, stop me, im gona shout at her. yea yea i should be tolerate bla bla bla.

but helo simple basic thing like wait for your turn also don't understand??

how old are you??


age is not a matter.

maybe the older you are, the more situpad you are.

eh no la.

maybe u r just being ignorant.

oh ya!

u duno u must queue up right.

yea yea yea..

so why i din tell her off.

oh cuz i scared i will naik gila, and i dun wana embarrass her in front of her kids.

thank you.

a humble reminder

I don't want to be mean but I am sorry i have to say this.

What have you contributed to the people? Do you ever want to serve them?

No one should be kaki tumpang nama or do nothing but just want the name.

Leave if you don't have the heart to be in the team. Leave if you don't care of people's welfare. Leave if you talk big but no action. Leave if you do nothing.


You should know your PRIORITY.

You are here in this position not to show off, get notice, lobby for posts and contracts, but to do work.

Respect is to earn.

Public interest is much more important than personal interest.

Please do some REFLECTION.

You can disgrace yourself. NEVER disgrace and humiliate your team.

People look up at you. You actions will reflect on the team.

I am not only angry. But i am highly disappointed and fed up!

I thank you, the student who help me to solved the problem.

Monday, 1 November 2010

PERIBAHASA of the day

Siapa makan cili dia rasa pedas, siapa tak rasa pedas cepat makan cili.

QUOTE of the day

people have eyes to see whether you are really working for them or you hold positions just for popularity and status.

J and P

life is a learning process.

now i know i want to be a J and not really a P.

although u enjoy being a P.

it feels good when you can help people.

if i never try, i'll never know.

Thanks to you people who continuous help and support me.

Life will gets tougher without you people.