bye bye penang goodluck Malaysia

bye people. im leaving now. wish u all a great weekends ahead.

support Malaysia football team vs Vietnam later 5.45pm.

Malaysia Boleh!!

geram cant watch them in action.

Thank You God

YOU are quoted

"Never put off till tomorrow what we can do today."

~ Tatsyaini Thevi
~ 17/12/2009 Thursay
~ via Facebook comment

Letter To The God

God, 2009 is going to end soon. Very soon. I wana thank you for the guidance, blessing and protection you gave me throughout the whole year. Im sorry too for the wrongdoings I made. I know im bad.. I did try to be a better man but I failed.. why?? Im not gona give u any reasons. I know n You know.

I believe in you God. some people only pray to you when they are scared of ghost, when they are admitted into the hospital and when they are in troubles. But I always pray to you no matter im in good or bad condition. I always pray for others n not myself.

Anyway, I wana make a last wish. I wana ask for one last thing from you. A last one.. I promised it’s the last one. No more wishes after this for the rest of 2009. This is not about my final exam. I’ll work on it myself on my exam. no use I pray hard but I don’t work hard right.

God, the time is now. Im going to the hospital now to get my blood test results. I am very nervous right now. very. I just constipated because im too scared. My heart is beating very fast.

I pray to you that my blood is ok. I hope the doctor will tell me that. Please.. You are the only one I can turn to now. if my blood is ok, other people is ok as well. I dun wana trouble anyone. I don’t one. If I have to suffer for my sins, let me bear it all myself.

Please let me get a good results. Please.. I promise you if my blood is ok, I WILL BE ON VEGETARIAN DIET FOR 3 DAYS, PUASA FOR 1 WEEK AND I WILL PARTICIPATE IN THAIPUSAM NEXT YEAR.

Very 1 Malaysia rite??

I need spiritual strength right now. im going now.. I pray that everything will turn out ok. I want 2010 to be a great year ahead. I know some people is waiting eagerly to know the results. I dun wana let anyone down, including myself.

Thank you God.

Come Home - One Republic

Not ok! not ok! I am still not ok! im addicted to this song. I have been listening to it the whole day. People can make u down, but thank God, this song cheer me up. It's truely a beautiful song. listen lah. listen..

Im sleepy. Good night. I have a very important task to do later at 9am. C u then.

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Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

Come home, Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long, For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oooh

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

Come home, Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long, For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oooh

Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

Come home, Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long, For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

'takke' ah??

Just a few minutes before 12am, my sister came to me and she asked how to say fold clothes in Bahasa Malaysia.

i didn't give much attention to her. im still mad at her i guess. then she asked again. so i said 'melipat baju'. i wondered why she asked me that all of a sudden. i hoped it was for her homework.

then i went out to the hall. she was in the room folding her clothes. i looked at her laptop. she was chatting with Vivien. she told Vivien that she's going to 'ji' baju. 'Ji' means fold in Hokkien. she asked Vivien to asked me if she doesnt understand.

i was like.. i feel bad. she always ask me smtg bcoz she need to know about smtg. n i never pay attention to her. I was like lazy to answer her questions. She still ask me although i dun wana answer her. She's the kind who'll seek for an answer by herself. She wont tell me why she ask. Yes, sometimes i got frustrated because i duno why she asks me certain things.

She calls me 'takke' which means elder brother. She talks to me more then she talks to my brother.

she loves me. i know she loves me.

i am sorry..