what a BIG mess.

Oh no no no..

i guess i just create a BIG mess for myself.

i sendiri cari pasal.

i wrote an opinion piece earlier this morning and i send it to "The Letter of The Editor."

It got published in several news portals.

guess what.

90% of the readers left a bad comments critisizing, scolding and downgrading me.

hahahaha. what's the big deal la.

why must scold me..

i'm just expressing myself nia ma.

wrong meh.

i feel the title is wrong la.

i know la my ENglish sucks and i made many errors. English was not my first language ma. I didn't ask anyone to edit before i publish it.

Some may not agree with my opinions in the article but my point is simple. If the festive season comes earlier than usual, then the authority can consider to give the PTPTN loan earlier lo. I believe each and every one of us use the loan not only for tuition fees right?

for those who are not agree with my points, you can scold me but why scold my parents? are you matured enough by bringing down and condemning other people's parents?

hmmm.. alrite im not here to argue.

My tone is that article might have created some unhappiness kua..

but sorry la i love being sarcastic and cynical. =p
by the way, i'm not the only here not getting the loan yet. Thousands of students are facing the same problem too.

i get the blame for voicing it out ah.

if anyone who dare to stand up and voice it out, i will be the first one to support him/her.

but nvm.

i'll just listen la.

i seriously love their critical thinking. i love healthy debate. i don't deny their opinions. they are right in certain ways. i like it when there are response from them. this means that they care for the issues around them.

anyhow, they are entitled the rights for expression ma.

i sincerely thanks them for their honest opinions.

for those who know me, they know i'm not the person like what the readers commented on the article.

i don't have bad intention in posting the opinion piece lah..

i feel a bit offended and uneasy by their comments but i am ok la. ehehe.

whoever support or against my opinion, i accept it with an open heart.

Late PTPTN, not so good CNY

First of all, I hope the beloved Prime Minister who has been graciously sending us Chinese New Year’s greeting through SMS and e-mail will seriously look into this matter.

continue reading here http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2011/02/late-ptptn-not-so-good-cny.html

oh it's in NST

ok how should I start? I wrote an article/opinion piece and I sent it to press’ ‘letters to the editor’ last friday. Then almost everyday I go Google my name. but until today I don’t see my name appeared in that section. And I don’t receive any news from anyone as well. So fine la I know what I wrote is not good enough to be published.

But then just now around 12.30pm, a man (photo) who claimed himself as the Special Assistant to Deputy Higher Education Minister, Datuk Saifuddin Abdullah  (yes he’s a original one) sent me a message in FB. He said YB read my letter in NST on Monday 16/8/2010 and he like my views. So this Special Assistant would like to arrange a meeting with me and YB.

I was like er..ok.. betul ke ni? First of all I didn’t know the letter came out. Secondly a Special Assistant to a Deputy Minister sent me a FB message? Thirdly im meeting the YB? Am I dreaming?

So I quickly went to dig NST’s archive and guess what, I saw my letter but my name was spelled wrongly to ‘Oh Ching Eng’. No wonder la I google tak dapat.

Then I gave my contact number to that handsome Mr. Special Assistant la. Takkan I nak reject kan? tak manis kan. But I still can’t imagine that YB agrees on my views and this Special Assistant to a Deputy Minister managed to find me in FB and sent me a message. Woah!! This is my first time lo…

Lastly, my name is Oh Chin Eng la, not Oh Ching Eng.

oh ya this is the link:

http://www.nst.com.my/nst/articles/18ung/Article/

Letter To The God

God, 2009 is going to end soon. Very soon. I wana thank you for the guidance, blessing and protection you gave me throughout the whole year. Im sorry too for the wrongdoings I made. I know im bad.. I did try to be a better man but I failed.. why?? Im not gona give u any reasons. I know n You know.

I believe in you God. some people only pray to you when they are scared of ghost, when they are admitted into the hospital and when they are in troubles. But I always pray to you no matter im in good or bad condition. I always pray for others n not myself.

Anyway, I wana make a last wish. I wana ask for one last thing from you. A last one.. I promised it’s the last one. No more wishes after this for the rest of 2009. This is not about my final exam. I’ll work on it myself on my exam. no use I pray hard but I don’t work hard right.

God, the time is now. Im going to the hospital now to get my blood test results. I am very nervous right now. very. I just constipated because im too scared. My heart is beating very fast.

I pray to you that my blood is ok. I hope the doctor will tell me that. Please.. You are the only one I can turn to now. if my blood is ok, other people is ok as well. I dun wana trouble anyone. I don’t one. If I have to suffer for my sins, let me bear it all myself.

Please let me get a good results. Please.. I promise you if my blood is ok, I WILL BE ON VEGETARIAN DIET FOR 3 DAYS, PUASA FOR 1 WEEK AND I WILL PARTICIPATE IN THAIPUSAM NEXT YEAR.

Very 1 Malaysia rite??

I need spiritual strength right now. im going now.. I pray that everything will turn out ok. I want 2010 to be a great year ahead. I know some people is waiting eagerly to know the results. I dun wana let anyone down, including myself.

Thank you God.