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Sunday, 6 September 2009

SONG of the day

Don't Worry Be Happy - Bob Marley

It has been quite some time since I since I sing u guys song. I love to sing. Today listen to this song. It makes me happy and stress free. Usually when im down, I listen to sad songs. I realised that It makes me more emo. So today. Jeng jeng jeng! We change the menu k.

Let’s sing this together with me. =p


Here's a little song i wrote,
you might want to sing it note for note,
don't worry, be happy

in every life we have some trouble,
when you worry you make it double
don't worry, be happy

dont worry be happy now
dont worry be happy
dont worry be happy
dont worry be happy
dont worry be happy
aint got no place to lay your head,
somebody came and took your bed,
don't worry, be happy

the landlord say your rent is late,
he may have to litagate,
dont worry (small laugh) be happy,

look at me im happy,
don't worry, be happy

i give you my phone number,
when your worried, call me,
i make you happy

don't worry, be happy

aint got no cash, aint got no style,
aint got no gal to make you smile
but don't worry, be happy

cos when you worry, your face will frown,
and that will bring everybody down,
so don't worry, be happy

don't worry, be happy now...

don't worry, be happy
don't worry, be happy
don't worry, be happy
don't worry, be happy

now there this song i wrote
i hope you you learned it note for note
like good little children

dont worry be happy

listen to what i say
in your life expect some trouble
when you worry you make it double
dont worry be happy
be happy now

dont worry, be happy
dont worry, be happy
dont worry, be happy
dont worry, be happy
dont worry
dont worry be happy
don't worry, don't worry, don't do it,
be happy,put a smile on your face,
don't bring everybody down like this

don't worry, it will soon pass whatever it is,
don't worry, be happy,
i'm not worried

heart be-ruk-ken ah??

I just woke up.. I know it’s late already but I feel so sleepy larh.. I didn’t had a good night sleep. I kept waking up in the midnight. I duno y. something is bothering me I guess. Now my whole body is pain. My muscles feel like as if I just work out for 1hours.

I had a good day yesterday until the time I was going to sleep. Someone who used to be very close to me, who knows me better and so well then any other frens, who used to love me said something which I think is quite awful, saddening and offensive. In another unrelated matter, I was let down by my friends.

I didn’t want to tok about it. I din tel anyone but it’s bothering me so much. Annoying! I need to let it out. Im still heart broken.

Let’s talk about what happened between me n my friends 1st. when I was on my way to cover Majlis Berbuka Puasa by Anwar Ibrahim at a surau at Kampar Old Town yesterday around 6.45pm I met my friends on bike. 5 of them. I wondered y they are together. So I asked whr r dey going. They are heading for dinner. So I said ok I’ll join them since one of them wana have a look at Anwar. So I went to cover Anwer first. After about 30mins they reached the surau. I talked to them. I asked them to wait. I continued to take pics.

After a while, they disappeared. I was like hey I asked u all to wait for me right? I told you all that im joining u guys for dinner right? at least sms me where to meet to have dinner. If u dun 1 me to join u guys, at least inform me if u guys are leaving. I didn't know whr they are going to have dinner. They din tell me. My credit has expired. I can't contact them. Seriously im hurt. Its not that I terhegeh-hegeh wana join u people but I just feel it would be more marrier if more people since I know u guys for almost a year. i want us to be close friends again...

This is not the first time this incident happened. It won’t happened again. I’ve learnt my lesson. Im not gona ask to join them anymore… I can go eat alone. Whether u eat a lone or with ur friends, u still have to eat, u still have to fill your stomach, you wil still feel fulled, u still shit, u still sleep and you still wake up in the next day.

Now I can confidently say that I’m being left out, kick off from the group. Haha! it’s ok.. different agenda I guees. Personalities clash. Maybe I did something that offended them. I'm not angry ok. Im not. not all all. It's more to dissappointment. No matter what. They are always my friends. Muax! =p

Now the second hurtful incident. This incident affect me more then the 1st one. This happened around 2.30am when I was going to sleep. So cun she on9 at that time. Of cos I tok to her. we were toking about her friend who’s having argument with her because of her friend’s love life. I din noe wat to say about two of them because they used to be good frens. She questioned whether I support her fren. Definitely I’m not! She said at least she dare to make decision, not like her friend, everything also she wants.

I was like.. ok. Ouch. Sakitnya hati. So Proud is it with her decision to break up with me??! now nk show off la. I reali shocked n speechles. i ask her she’s so proud of herself izit? She din reply. I waited. I think she’s scared. She just said something without thinking of the consequences and people’s feeling. Arrghh! Hebat sgt ke brani nk kata break up n dump a guy??! After 10mins she still din say anyting. Fine lo! She’s speechless I guees. I changed my status to away at 2.54am. den 3.00am I went to sleep cz im sad n angry. she stil on9. I din even say bye to her. y must i. she din reply i. she said smtg yg bongkak. She said smtg hurtful.

I went to checked her msn. Stil on9. 3.03am she off9. She went off without saying bye. Haha. see.. she alwaz lidat. dh buat slh n tau org x hapi, she x kisah, takkan say sori, biarkan je, as if nth happened, wont tok abt it. im so used to it.

Aih.. just now my friends – saravani, Jessica neoh, khaw ree nee and liam kah hoe – asked why m I heartbroken. I told Jessica what happened. She so shocked that we already broke up. Wat la. Memang dah lama break up lah.. dh 3 months and 24 days and 11 hours plus plus since 13/5/2009 1.35am. I talked abt it on facebook, msn n my blog wat. It’s ok Jessica, next time I’ll call all my friends and tell them. Next time I’ll make announcement in newspaper and television.

Jessica said she’s confused with my blog. haaha! 1st time I got this comment. Maybe she’s right. I crap a lot. I write a lot. Arrhhhh! I duno.. I just write out what’s in my mind. maybe I should use only 1 language in my writing. Or maybe I shud use more serious tone.

Another friend of mine, Visha, she asked I broke up with my gf d r. haha! I just knew this girl, not so close to her. she’s saravani’s friend. People except my few close friends in uni don’t know my love life. I don’t go and tell everyone who’s my gf etc etc.

my another friend, Yeng Ai Chun said i shud move on. just move on. she said i shouldnt live in denial. break up means that the end. somehow it's true..for this situation. i told her im not giving up yet. she's right u noe.. im hurting myself. bodoh betul.

love itu merimaskan. haha. u like someone, someone doesnt likes you. so? what can u do? u cannot use force in love. i rmbr that i didn't agree to the break up but hei u can't play a solo part in a relationship.

There’s this Chinese saying, ‘ku eh bo chau, sin eh beh lai’ which means new one wont comes if the old one didn’t go. it’s like if you lose smtg, you’ll get smtg to replace it.

Life is full of problems.

If u live without problems, then it’s not a life anymore. if you live without problems, then your life won’t be colourful. If you live without problems, then you’ll never grow and learn. If you live without problems, then you’ll never realised your weaknesses. If you live without problems, you won’t know the meaning of love. If you live without problems, then you won’t remember God.

So stop complaining why problems always happened. Accept and face it lah!


Yes it’s a fact that we Malaysians now can organised, join or contribute to a rally, protest and demonstrations. This new verdict just approved.

The world has known that Malaysia is a very peaceful country. You cannot doubt that, we live in harmony despite of the differences we have in term of the language we speak, the food we eat, the clothes we wear, the belief we hold on to, our skin colour, our background and our political views.

Malaysia is a democratic parliamentary country where the head of the country is our beloved Agong and governed by Barisan Nasional. Dewan Rakyat is the place where new laws are passed by the MPs and approved by the Agong.

Every Malaysian knows our rights are protected under the Constitution. We have freedom of speech and assembly. Do we really can perform that right as a Malaysian? U have the answer. Our rights are always denied. The more active civil society is, the more oppression and injustice they have to bear.

Today after so many years of struggle, so many gallons of water cannon and so many bullets of tear gas are released, finally we achieved our rights to express our rights. This new rule haven’t debated in the Parliament but it’s already approved. How nice is that. MPs don’t have to waste their time shouting at each other in Dewan Rakyat anymore. We don’t have to wait for months to wait for a new law to be enforced.

Why I said that? Oh it’s because the cow head protesters are still free on the road but peaceful anti-cow head protestors are on jail. How cool is that. We have a new street MPs now. wow! They are the one who’s wearing navy blue uniform, with the cap, usually with a thick moustache and they love to hide behind the tree. I call them the BLUE geng.

When cow head protestors making noise and chaos protesting on the road, it’s ok. They can even bring banners and dead animal. BLUE geng said the group are small so no need to catch. And a few hours ago, a group of peaceful anti-cow head protestors had a candlelight vigil at Dataran Merdeka. Now many of them are in jail. The BLUE geng took them away with BLACK MARIA.

Now u see what I mean? Same offence, different punishment. We are a democratic country man. Of course we are. Because laws now don’t have to tabled and passed in parliament by the MPs but the BLUE geng. They are the real goverment of the day. Don’t you think so?

We are practicing 1Malaysia? Y? because we practice power sharing between MPs and BLUE geng. Because BLUE geng get money from our taxes and work for the ‘good’ people. Because when we protest, we can bring dead animal. Because BLUE geng wob’t kacau anymore if you want to demonstrate. Because if you staying in kampung for generations, you are squatters, you have no right on your land and you have to give way to developers who bought the land from the government. Because if the majority of the community are Race A, religious building of Race B or Race C or Race D cannot be built there.

Now I give you some tips if you want to practice this new law.

1) Attire – anything but not branded because police will tear it
2) Props – bring dead animal, no candles are allowed
3) Time – afternoon, night time is forbidden
4) Location – government building, no fields are allowed
5) Only protestors from a same race are allowed, multi-racial crowd cannot

So my fellow Malaysians. if you don't want the BLACK MARIA to take you away so that you can have nasi 'campur' and grey imbalance 'mattress' in the little square room, u bettter follow the five tips. Now two thumbs up to the BLUE gang and the new law. Yeh!