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Monday, 11 October 2010

feed the chicken?!

Hahaha I laughed out loud when my mum asked me to go feed the chicken at my grandma’s house.

Feed with what?


Chicken eat vege one meh?? Since when chicken on vege diet? Ayooo.. my amma got nothing else to feed the chicken I think.

By the way the chicken is fully white!!

How special is that. And what amazed me is that in this modern world, someone, who is my amma, still rare chicken for its eggs.

And the chicken stays in a cage.


My amma still with her kampong lifestyle. =p last time in the olden days, she tied the chicken’s neck like dog so that it won’t roam freely and never come back. I still remember the chicken always shit! Shit a lot.

Im gona have fun with it tomorrow. =p


arrrgghhh why so bad luck why so sueh.


when you don't have money, you can do nothing.


everything seems so impossible.

you have to forego a lot of things.

you can only stay at home and not to go out or buy new things.

you have to cut down a lot of expenditures.

and i can't go see doctor.

i started saving since last month but that's just not enough.

i am so so down, emo, scared, lost and insecure.

feel like crying ok!!

how am i going to survive till the end of the year??

i can't!!

and i dun wana ask for money from my parents.

i've already an adult. how can i still open up my palm and receive money from them? i still have one brother and one very young sister. they need the money more than i do.

money in bank accounts are drying.

this is what happen when you never save, never control and plan your expenditures, and you spend more than you can earn.

God, help..

劉若英 (Liu Ruo Ying) - 後來 (Hou Lai)

this is one of my very favourite songs of all time. started to fall in love with it since i was in primary scool. ahh menusuk kalbu =p