我要学華語

I am a bananaman.

WHY SO?!

Because I'm a Chinese but I can't read Chinese.

I feel really ashame of myself.

Malu besar, kemaluan tak besar sangat lah..

anyway..

Language or mother tongue is the pride of your people and your root.

What is it to be a Chinese but you can't read Chinese?

Ok i am not that bad la, at least i can speak and understand Chinese language and I know about the history of Chinese, our cultures, beliefs, practices, taboos and so on.

Some even worse, they duno anything about themselves and they proudly speaking like the British.

Okla nothing is wrong but i feel as a Chinese, Malay, Indian, Iban or Penan, you MUST know your own mother tongue.

I learnt the language before in primary school during kelas tambahan, but the 1 hour lesson few days a week is just not enough.

Now i forgot everything i learnt.

Thanks to my sister, girlpren and thanks to UTAR, i can speak mandarin fluently.

But of course i don't understand the Chinese canggih words.

Now i want to learn to write and read. I'm 24 this year, not so old if we have the will to do it.

Google Translate can be handy at times but it sucks man!

SOmetimes u just duno what the heck it says.

Like now, i want to translate 'i want to learn Chinese language/mandarin' also so problematic.

I have to translate word by word and then verify it with certain websites.

aduih.. bodoh betul aku.

Language is so beautiful when it's able to connect people around the globe.

By the way my name is  胡进荣

officially graduated!

Sunday 18.3.2012

results of final exam of final semester is OUT!

alright I am so afraid right now. 

The moment is here. The results of my final exam of my final semester have just released.

Oh i am so excited. And i'm so happy for my classmates and friends as they are now officially graduated. Everyone is posting it on Facebook. 

But i haven't checked mine. I freak out.

Everything happened so fast. 

Just a few hours ago, i posted in my Facebook that "u worry abt not getting a job? i worry abt not passing my final final exam lo.. "

Now, UTAR announced the results. All this while i was anticipated for it but not this time.

I have some bad feeling. I just feel uneasy.

It's like something bad is gona happen.

There's a very thick insecurities built in me.

I have been so grumpy lately thinking of the results. 

homaigawad homaigawd.

I just want to pass la, not A...

Blessing in Disguise

I am happy.

I was chatting with a lecturer on what to do after graduation.

Then when i decided to start with a permanent job after graduation, i got to know that there's no vacancy in the company that i want to go.

It's kinda sad.

But she said this to me, "blessing in disguise."

At least i feel better.

Maybe everything happens for a reason. Ada hikmahnya segala yang berlaku. You won't know.

Maybe i will get something else in return.

I Googled the meaning of blessing in disguise and this is what i got.

1.      If some bad luck or misfortune ultimately results in something positive, it's a blessing in disguise.

2.      Is a good thing that you don't recognize at first as a good thing.

3.      Some people believe that good things are really "blessings" (gifts from God), that we don't always recognize for what they are at first.

4.      Something that at first seems bad, but later turns out to be beneficial.

I am worried, scared and feel insecured for not securing a job yet when i am graduating end of the year. 

countdown

Counting down the last days in Kampar. I am so gona leave this place soon. Kampar is not a boring place at all. I’m enjoying it since the day I came to check out UTAR. I’ll definitely miss every single moment here. Before I leave, I wana repeat those crazy and memorable things I did in the past 3 years, meet those people that made my study life colourful, explore places that I’ve never been to, and take a closer look into Kampar.

idiot + moron student

This is what happened last night.

Some moron idiotic (student) out of nowhere threw a glass bottle on the road. What’s his problem! Pieces of glassed spread widely on the road. It’s ok if vehicles got punctured but how about the pedestrians? Stupid asshole! If you wana test your strength, go take part in Olympic la. Or throw away your coins. 

Out of concern aka kaypo, I picked up one by one, as much as I could. Aih..

spider

Date: 24/11/2011

Time: 2.20pm

Venue: Kampar

sigh of relief

*photo by Hah Haw Yeen*

ahhh...

I hope this will be my last semester.

Yes, i am working towards it.

If it's materialised, then i can have a sigh of relief.

I will be very glad because i don't have to trouble anyone anymore.

I'm a trouble maker.

I always need people's help.

Some were forced to lend a hand.

But for those who did it willingly, i thank you.

I can't repay your good deeds but you will be given merits by your Creator.

I was lazy... I was lazy yesterday. But i'm a little hardworking today.

I jogged. I studied for tomorrow's midterm. And i did my assignment.

One step by one step la.

After exam, i will be free. I need a break, an escapade.

I'll go for a meditation course. Maybe i'll go travel as well. Most importantly, be away from the internet as much as possible for some time.

I feel calmer now after listening to Buddhist chanting and music. It's nice you know especially when my room is clean and full with aroma from the candle burner. =p

best hardest lesson in 3 years

Doing my Degree for 3 years and finishing it at the end of the year, I got the best lesson ever in my university’s life.

It’s through a very hard way.

It’s my fault. It’s my bad attitude. It’s what I deserved.

My legs are painful but it’s not as severe as the jab on my heart.

You know.. I was shivering, body temperature is so high and I so wana puke.

But it’s worth it i guess.. I will remember today.


I am tired of arguing.

So if you guys feel like procrastinating, you better don’t. =p


WAKE UP! LOOK AT YOURSELVES INTO THE MIRROR. SLAP SLAP SLAP!

GUYS, BE A MAN!

Some thoughts to ponder..

1.           If you fall, remember to stand up again. The world is not always dark.

2.           You don’t tell the whole word the bad things about your friends. Yes, your friends.

3.           If you make mistakes, admit it and don’t repeat it again.

4.           When you are in trouble, then you will know who your friends are and what it means to be a friend. The term is very subjective.

5.           It’s unforgivable if you keep on repeating the same mistakes.

6.           Teamwork is when everyone helps everyone and not getting a black sheep.

7.           You have to bear the consequences of the mistakes you made.

8.           Silence is not golden when there is crisis.

9.           Face the problem, never hide from it.

10.       Jobs delayed are jobs not done.

11.       The last thing you ever feel like doing in life is procrastination.

12.       It’s easier to blame others than to be responsible.

13.       True friends will not only say good things about you but the hurtful but truthful words too.

14.       It’s a human nature that when you make mistakes, they will tend to forget all the good things that you have done.

15.       It’s scary when a friend can say something bad behind you and a minute after that be so nice in front of you.

16.       Some people seem to be a good friend in front of people but they not always at the back.

17.       Nothing is sadder than someone that you trusted so much side others.

18.       In every dark clouds, there will be golden ray of lights at the end of the day.

19.       Hati budi manusia paling senang untuk dilihat apabila anda di dalam kesusahan.

20.       Seringkali gajah depan hidung tak nampak, semut seberang laut pula jelas kelihatan.

hectic weeks ahead

This short semester is ending very soon.

Today is Tuesday of Week 5.

Another 3 weeks to go for before the semester ends and I’ll have my final exam for the one last time before I graduate.

To be exact,

17 days left in 7 weeks of studies.

15 days before we say hie to December.

27 days before exam week starts.

The remaining 15 days of the month will be the most hectic one. It’s kind of critical.

There are so many things to settle.

And the most important one is about studies.

It’s the time to settle all of them and it must be done by this month.

There are 2 presentations, 1 radio assignment, 1 video assignment, 1 mid-term, 1 written assignment, 1 report and FYP!

Wohooo!

Yes I can handle it. Yes I can! Yes I can. yes I can…


There are more things that i want to do.


This is my last chance and i will do the very best for year 2010.

OCE!

Cut down your time on FB.

Don’t eat so long.

Don’t sleep so much.

Control yourself, don’t play too much,

Don’t talk too much.

Cut down unnecessarily activities.

Sleep late and wake up early!


FINAL LAP OF 3 WEEKS!

Run OCE Run

Wohooo!

I am so kuailan to dig my own grave.

I didn't exercise for so long but tomorrow i'm going for a 7KM Trekathon at Taman Botani Negara, Shah Alam. It’s organized by my uni. Since this is my last semester already, I just go and have fun la. 


It's my first time to run in KL.

Next week I’ll go for 21km Penang Bridge Run.

I am crazy I know. Seriously I feel like smack my head for registering 21KM Penang Bridge Marathon. I never run for such a long distance before. The most is 10KM.

I was in dilemma whether to run 10KM or 21KM. At the end I chose 21KM. I want to challenge myself. I have never done it before and I want to do it. I want to achieve something that i know it’s hard to achieve. I know that the decisions I make always come with a heavy price, but I still want to do it. The hardest it is, the happier I am. If I don’t do it now, I might not able to do next year. I believe that as we grow older, we will be less adventurous. We will be less brave.

That’s why I am always that crazy, do the things that majority of the people don’t do.  Haha.

Baguslah! Tolong sediakan paramedic for the run. I might need it. Tq.

I remember when I was small during primary school time, I always want to join marathon. When I reached the qualifying age at bout 12, I started to run until I was 17. In one year, I joined about 5 runs and i love to collect the participation certificate. But as I grown up, I slow down. And after my high school, I seldom join any run anymore. Lazy..

Tapi saya masih suka aktiviti lasak. I’m born for adventurous and challenging activity. I kecik-kecik tapi kuat jugak tau.

Running is actually a very miraculous thing when you can sweat out all your tense and stress.

I love running but my stamina is not that strong.

Strength does not come from your feet but your mind.

Kalau hati dan minda kuat, kaki pun akan kuat.

Kekuatan kita bukan terletak pada anggota badan tapi hati.

It’s ok I will complete the run tomorrow and I will never finish last!


I will wake up earlier to warm up.. last minute warm up.

USH!

OCE bokiasi!

I run when i have to run and i want to run like Forrest Gump.

Run OCE run!

"lu mai knua wa san-san cit ki kut. wa holiao lu knua beh chut!"

Quote from Miss Lydia Yeow: gaya masa berlari. mutu nampak dar kasut pelari. keunggulan gua rasa boleh nampak masa masuk ambulance

Graduation (Friends Forever) - Vitamin C

Well, this song is specially dedicated to those who are graduating soon especially to my classmates.

3 years passed so fast.

3 years ago we don't know each other.

but after 3 years, i believe we will miss each other. Our tears will drop when we bid goodbye.

Time flies and we move on.

I will miss all of you.

Friends forever.

I love you all.

snap me!

Have been photographing people for so long but today finally I was being photographed. Wahahaha!

JR Happy Moment

I am going to graduate soon end of this year.

Very soon.

Very soon..

I start to feel nostalgic and sad looking at the photos i took with my classmates throughout our 3 years of studies in UTAR Kampar.

I know i am so gona miss them.

People come people go but they, my friends stay in my mind and heart always..

please.. have mercy on my FYP

A note to my friends. I thank you from deep inside my heart for helping me to complete my FYP questionnaire. I chose you specifically because i trust you out of so many people. But please be considerate, don't spoil it. If you don't understand, you can ask your friends or me. If you don't feel like doing it, you have all the rights in the world not to do it. I never force you. But don't simply tick and simply type rubbish words on the answer box. I'm just asking for a small favour and a few minutes of your life to answer a few simple questions. Why must you spam, hack, and ruin it? Don't you feel it's very irresponsible, childish and stupid? There are at least 3 respondents who did that and this is very sad lo. You can hate me. You can talk bad about me. You can spam my wall. But please don't ruin my work. Please.. Thank you. 


May you be blessed always..


*Whatever bad things you do to people today, it will come back and haunt you in the future. Mark my words.*

My FYP questionnaire

Welcome to UTAR Kampar

If you want to have a real student life, come to UTAR Kampar.

If you want to have an affordable education fees, come to UTAR Kampar.

Most importantly, if you want to feel the breathtaking scenic view, nature, fresh air, golden sunset, chilling wind, and the laid back life, you MUST come to UTAR Kampar.

For more photos of beautiful Kampar, pls visit my photo album in Facebook.  http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.126622847876.110664.599962876&type=1

tq.

*I don't get paid for promoting UTAR Kampar ok. I just love being here. =p*

cycling life in UTAR

This is when i cycled to Temoh from Kampar. =p

Only in UTAR Kampar, we got the chance to own a bicycle and to cycle around for at least 3years. Some may not like it but where and when else we can do that in life? It’s such a joy to cycle with friends and laugh at each other when someone fell down.

I think we all should appreciate the moments in life than to condemn, complaint and make a fuss on it. It’s the little things and imperfections that make our life colourful and beautiful.

These are the part and parcel of life.

I should cycle more because after i graduate i won’t have the opportunity anymore.

This is my last semester in UTAR and in Kampar. 2 more months to go. Well OCE faster finish your FYP and assignments so that you can explore Kampar. =p

Don’t make yourself regret.

YOU are quoted

“Don't be naughty. be good boy. i don wan to see you in utar for another sem. you have a bigger world out there waiting for you. ♥”

~ Elween Locke

~ 26/10/2011

~ 9.51pm

~ via FB

come on FYP!

mmm… ahhh having Kopi 'O Super Kao Kao Salute Brand tonight while doing FYP. Im gona say byebye to 8am class later. The tutorial class is boring la. lalalala. I know it’s my last semester already..

It’s exactly 7 days from now that I have to submit the first and lengthy draft of my Final Year Project (FYP).

Unable to finish my FYP on time, no graduation for me and I don’t want to extend my 3-year Journalism degree. There are so many things I wana do in life, I don’t want to stuck here.

I have been doing FYP the whole day and it feels so nice (with the intermission from FB).

I felt so spirited to do FYP this few days. And the determination is so strong today.

umpph dah mali. oomph lai liao. kick is here.

Aih.. After delay for so long, now only go all out. I know my friends are finishing their FYPs already.. It’s ok.. I’ll work harder lo..

The line is so sucky this few days. Damn lag. It’s so frustrating when you are so focus into your research, the technology is holding you back.

I have been reading a lot and I read everyday. There’s a lot of new general infos going into my brain. But all of them got nothing to do with my FYP.

Alright got to go.

By the way, Lee Chong Wei just lost to Chen Long is Denmark Open. aih.. so sad la. You people la never support him. Keep on MU MU MU. U la! orang sendiri tak nak support tapi duk suport orang luar. go stay with MU la.. =(