hectic weeks ahead

This short semester is ending very soon.

Today is Tuesday of Week 5.

Another 3 weeks to go for before the semester ends and I’ll have my final exam for the one last time before I graduate.

To be exact,

17 days left in 7 weeks of studies.

15 days before we say hie to December.

27 days before exam week starts.

The remaining 15 days of the month will be the most hectic one. It’s kind of critical.

There are so many things to settle.

And the most important one is about studies.

It’s the time to settle all of them and it must be done by this month.

There are 2 presentations, 1 radio assignment, 1 video assignment, 1 mid-term, 1 written assignment, 1 report and FYP!

Wohooo!

Yes I can handle it. Yes I can! Yes I can. yes I can…


There are more things that i want to do.


This is my last chance and i will do the very best for year 2010.

OCE!

Cut down your time on FB.

Don’t eat so long.

Don’t sleep so much.

Control yourself, don’t play too much,

Don’t talk too much.

Cut down unnecessarily activities.

Sleep late and wake up early!


FINAL LAP OF 3 WEEKS!

things-to-do-TONIGHT!!

crazy week ahead

Omg omg!!

Koyak koyak!

Sudah koyak now koyak lagi.

Now only I know there are few more assignments to pass up this week.

HABIS aku. Betul betul koyak this time.

Have to finish around 5 assignments in 5 days.

Wow!!

And I feel free tonight. Haha. must be because of the damn hot weather!!

Ok life is not just about assigments. I still have other stuffs to do. My room is kinda messy. A lot of unfolded clothes. Commitments in SRC n events.

Bagusla. Good training kan. multi-tasks.

Seriously I have to do well in assignments n presentations n get good marks in courseworks la. if not, exam lagi koyak.

Well.. my results last semester dropped d. I have to do something right?

YEA!! STUDIES FIRST! YES! another week with Kopi O' Kao Kao + less sleep + more pimples + uncertain makan time + high blood pressure + stress + anger.

Plan ur time baik baik la ye..

wahahah i can foresee another busy, pening, crazy, hectic, stressful, khisiau, hot, nonsense, pengsan, unpleasant, mohsin, moody, controversial, behtahan, tiring, gila babi, sour and bad week ahead.

so yeah people don't ask me do anything else besides than assignments k. n sorry i dun i can upload any pics in my FB. tunggu jap la. don't talk to me la for a week. later gua busy gua stress gua marah.

no problemo! Just work ur ass off! We can do it!! =p

let's chant

Are you sad? are you disappointed? Are you stress? Are you depressed? Are you lonely? Do u feel geram? Do you feel angry? Pek chek? Tu lan? Beh tong? Beh syiok?

It’s ok.. relax.. calm.. chill.. don’t think about it anymore… forget about it. Slowly.. slowly.. leave everything behind.. leave it.. everything will be fine.. think simple.. be simple..

Need someone to talk to?

Forget about that someone.. don’t waste time looking for that someone. That someone might be busy. or that someone might not even exist.

Let’s look for inner peace.

I mean religion..

Let’s chant or say your prayer. Do you know any? If you don’t, listen to some hymns or religious songs.

Chanting will gives you peacefulness, calmness, gentleness and a relaxing time..

This is what I always do when I face all those situations. Human might don’t understand you but He certainly does, much much better than anyone else.

Religion is a good way to help and train us to be a better man.

Be close to religion.

Life will be more meaningful, easier and lighter..

Sadhu! Sadhu! Sadhu!

busy n sexy

back in Kampar.

reached at 2pm.

class at 2pm.

got my bike from senior's house at Eastlake n rushed to university with my HUGE begpack knowing that i don't have bike sticker n the guards will stop me.

Thank God.

the guard is so considerate because im having midterm.

midterm started at 4.30pm.

rushed like H*LL coz SRC meeting with other campuses at 5pm.

midterm was fine. ehehehe. can do. syiok. but duno can scored anot lah.

POKAI. Paid RM13 to Amirah, RM30 to Tiffany and i still owe Kwan Yee. arrghh! y money finished so fast 1??!!

5.30pm SRC meeting to elect University SRC. Never expect anything but since 2 weeks ago aiming for Chairman, got Secretary. It's ok. it's a blessing tq. =p

going to PJ tomorrow for SRC Hand Over Ceremony.

Will have chance to talk to the President. i need to talk to him so badly la.. i have to perform my duty and responsibilities to the students ma..

SLEEPY.

hmmm thought of sleeping cuz damn tired la. travelling whole day, then mid-term then meeting. reached home around 7.30pm and i haven't taken my dinner and shower yet.

aih forget about it la.. so many things to do how to sleep wor.

it's a PICTURES night.

a lot of pictures to kautim and to submit.

1) pictures of Bash Party 2010
2) pictures of Business Week
3) pictures of Travel Article assignment
4) pictures of problems in UTAR to present to Mr. President tomorrow.

sure headache looking at all these pictures.

Need to submit proposal for the Dialogue Session with students this Thurs. Besides, have to prepare and compile a list of problems, solutions and suggestions for UTAR Kampar for Mr. President tomorrow.

walaueh. tmr whole day not in Kampar. Wed n Thurs got presentation. Thurs have to submit report.

GILA liao la.

people go do assignment. =p

SRC Chairman no exception. if fail, FAIL la.

hahaha.

i love being busy n i feel so sexy. =p

ARRGGHH GGGRRRRHHHH!!!!

HOME!

But i punya la geram, stres, and sakit hati.

I had a wonderful day today seriously. I din ponteng class today. N me, Tiffany, Rachael, Sotong and Siang Yong went to Ipoh with car for the first time for lunch and we had so much fun.

But just after the class ended at 6pm, something happened.

I asked a friend something and this is what she replied.

''CAN YOU DON'T BE SO SARCASTIC AH?! IM SO PISSED OFF!"

Huh??

I AM SPEECHLESS!

I HATE people accuse me. U wana joke, go ahead but don’t accuse.

Seriously i duno wat’s wrong with her. Usually we’ll tease each other n she tease me more than i do. Im fine with it. But today i did nothing. I din being sarcastic at all. I just ask her a very simple, direct and straight forward question n she meletup.

Grhrhrhhhh!!

DOn't care la! Let’s go for a run!! RUN! Good timing now. The wind is getting stronger n the skies getting darker. Rain la. Rain n flush away my geramness. Jom JOGGING!

SHUT UP please

Can I like mute the world for 1 hour please? Or can someone please make me deaf?

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................

NOISY oo!

Mancang betol!

Damn NOISY!!

Arrrghhh!

DIAM LA!

So stress up man!

Please don’t talk to me.

I don’t wana hear anything.

I feel so annoyed and irritated by the noises around me.

Noises from TV, water paip, traffic, wind, hp, family etc. GRRRHHH!

SHUT UP WILL YA?!!

I need some peacefulness over here. Halooooooooooo! Peace peace!

Quiet for a while ler.. yea just for a while..

Let me hear my heart beat.

Im not angry ok. not pissed. I just feel uncomfortable with all these noises.

People, being noisy is not gona help anything.

Chill and calm down.

Sometimes I feel so TULAN! SIEN nia come back Penang but house so noisy! Ok fine now my mum said no need to come back la. yea yea yea.. im back to Penang not to hear my siblings arguing, my sister being rude or my mum scolding my sister.

Hei im back cuz I need some rest. I need to recharge myself. im back not to get myself into problems. Please la..

I can’t do this myself.

Good night la.

Im going to whack my face to the pillow. Yea whack, faint then sleep till tomorrow.

silent please.

thank you.

terima kasih.

xie xie.

nandri.

sayonara.

self-damaged

Good morning!

My kepala hotak is so painful now. im so blur. I talk like a retarded person. Every words stumbled.

I slept at 5am yesterday and woke up at 7.30am this morning. Im doing self-damaged to myself. this is crazeee. Not that I dun wana sleep but how to sleep when works are not done. Don’t say I do last minute work. I DIDN’T. I know I didn’t. I gave all out, put so much efforts, spent time n money in what im doing now. n im not doing it alone. It’s a teamwork. That’s why we need each other. It’s also not about bad time management. When you already plan to do something, it’s not always that you can finish it in the period of time. Problems arise. Different ideas poured in etc.

I was waiting for a file from a friend. I’m a perfectionist. i want everything to be as perfect as possible. He sent the document for me, I edit n he re-do again. besides I feel bad if I go sleep and I let him do alone. Im not that kind of person who only gives instruction and never work together la.

I feel so relieved after settling everything. After a photoshoot n an interview with the lecturer for J-On this morning, I sent the documents n files to my friends in Penang. They are working their best there. thanks Chee Leng and Danish. Then I took a long nap till now since I don’t have class today. No meeting tonight. I just have 2 write-ups to be done.

Haha. headache, bodyache n hungry now. Now it’s time to eat. I feel like eating BESAR-BESAR! Cuz im happy la. mission accomplished sure la syiok. Makan is a happy thing. Anyone wana makan bergeda-geda? I wana belanja that evil KOW but she jual mahal. Busy la dia tu.

another busy day

Hi friends.

Im so surprised with myself that my blog is BLANK! I didn’t post up anything since last night. WOW!

I am so busy with stuffs in university. And yeah now is just second week.

Im officially busy from last Sunday, which means 2 days ago.

Ahaaha. Amboi I talk like a YB.

I just finished my meeting. Started from 9.30pm-2.30pm. again exactly 5 hours. All went back already. But im here still awake finishing stuffs.

Im working my ass out the whole day. Thank God there are good friends to help.

Im rajin d u noe. Haha. let me praise myself a bit la. cuz I am really becoming more hardworking. Seriously. I didn’t spend time on Facebooking. I didn’t sleep that much. I didn’t ponteng class.

And you know what? I didn’t even taken my bath yet since my class ended at 5.30pm. BUSY ma.. so busy to eat, bath, shit and sleep.

For the first time ever in my university life, I feel so BUSY n STRESS up. seriously.. im being so serious in what im doing now. im giving all out, putting all my efforts sweat and blood.

I slept so late. Wake up so early. Health will deteriorate a bit. But nvm la. it’s all worth it la. im enjoying every single moment of it. Im not whining or complaining. It’s just a sharing.

Right now my friend still helping me out. N we all have to wake up at 7am later. Crazeee! Before that many friends are helping as well. I feel so blessed, overwhelmed, grateful but at the same time I feel bad because I have to rouble them.

Tomorrow will be another busy day.

Just a small reminder la. for some people out there, please play fair and be gentleman la. don’t sabotage.

good night

yes im going to bed now.

it was a good day.

really.

but now im tired.

and mentally and physchologically not ok.

ei not emo ok. no no No.

aih.. sebulan mai sekali.. once in a month. sometimes twice n thrice. memang susah.. leceh.

good night la.

tata.

no more photos for today!

Time is seriously running out.

I have been sitting in front of my laptop the whole day, doing everything about photography.

Ok i cannot take it anymore.

No mor taking photos

No mor transfering of photos from camera

No more saving photos into external hardisk

No more editing

No more posting up photos

No more giving out photos to friends

Today will be a no photos day.

Im so tired of facing all the photos the whole day. I’ll only continue with all the 6 “No’s” after i go back to Kampar.

people, don't ask me anything about photography. don't ask me for photos. just don't mention the word. tq so much.

Now have to go out and develop birthday photos for grandpa. Then have to go so far to grandma’s hse to give them photos. I still need to buy stuffs back to Kampar. N i havent pack my beg yet. Room is so messy. Mum is nagging. Im going back to Kampar tomorrow. Arrrghhhh! Headache n sleepy. STress! I dun wanan go back yet.

Wana off9 d. Bye.

hujan, kerja, stres

hujan turun tak henti-henti,
kerja buat tak habis-habis,
stres buat aku gila-gila.

bye.

Floating On The Sea of T.A.P

T.A.P.???

What the tutt is that.

T = Test
A = Assignment
P = Presentation.

so yes, im floating on the sea of TAP. no, i can't swim in it. too much. too much. headache la. stress oo..

last week, this week and next week, these 3 weeks are killing me! TAPs are cramped in these 3 weeks. TAPs are pouring in stuck here.

how to swim in the sea of TAP? im floating now.. still sorting and figuring out what to do first. then how to do.

as for now, i feel like bangging my head to the wall and sleep till the next day because i am really sleepy but i've to finish my reading and slides for 2 presentations tomorrow.

* it's good to reduce procastinantion and FB-ing for the time being.

which one first

woah people!

i tell u har i have so many things to say. but so little time to type.

but i wana share what's in my mind. grrrhhh!

i don't understand what's wrong with my O.T.A.K. or B.R.A.I.N.

it keeps thinking. thoughts keep pouring in. memories keep haunting. creative ideas keep playing in my mind.

anything n everything comes in at one time.

all the 5Ws and 1H. what to do? when to do?

boleh GILA.

then what i do?

quickly right down on a piece of ppr. or key in in my handphone first, or keep mumbling to memorize it if im in the toilet.

i hate it when i can't get the things done. stress ooO!