i say.. crappy lovey story

move on je la.. dah orang tak nak kita. nak buat cam maner.. hati perit. makan sikit. nafas sakit. berak cirit. tidur tak bangkit.

kata orang, lepas. but it's not easy to do. kalau dia mai balik, kau yang punya. kalau la dia mai balik.. burung tak boleh tinggal dalam sangkar. someone told me, you love someone is to see that person happy. she has made her choice. i respect her decison. i DO! tapi.. life is so unpredictable.

hari ni jadi kawan.
esok jadi lawan.
so jangan kita kena sawan.
kalau tidak nanti naik awan.

so move on with your life la people. your another half dah mati. yeah dah mati. bila cinta mati, orang pun matila. jasad tu boleh simpan tapi hati tu bukan kau yang punya! PAHAM?!! life have changed. things will never ever be the same again. cinta datang tanpa diundang. cinta dipupuk penuh harapan. cinta pergi penuh kebencian.

ada olang mau move on u tau apa dia buat? delete Facebook. delete MSN. delete Friendster. delete handphone number. buang hadiah n presents. maki hamun. kutuk n fitnah orang tu. hmmm... patut kah. kalau dah break pun, u olang pernah bercouple kan. pernah ada good memories together kan. pernah sacrificed a lot kan. caya la sama gua. u buat semua tu pun that person will still lives in your heart. you can delete someone's name but she never dies in your heart.

now i believe in jodoh. kita yang merancang, Dia yang tentukan. move on doesnt mean u give up. it means.. wa tak tau. but never stop hoping. bila ada harapan, adalah impian. bila ada impian, adalah kejayaan.

when you found someone that you really love and you are so in love with her and you are so damn serious and committed, put her above everything in your life, really sacrifice your time energy and money, devoted yourself to that person, where that person meant so much for you, and you want to make that person the mother of your children, you want that person to be the first one you see when you go back from work, and you want your last breathe to end when you are on her lap; it takes days, months, years and sometimes even your lifetime to let go of that someone.

i made mistakes. you! yes YOU who are reading this right now also made a lot of mistakes kan? then?? go DIE ah? say sorry la. admit your mistakes. learn from your mistakes. forgive and forget. give people chance! treat others as you would like to be treated lah. nak bawa sekali kebencian you sampai you tua ka?!!

olang Cina ciakap: bila jalan mau ke depan. jangan tengok belakang.

tapi Oh Chin Eng cakap: bila jalan, kaki ke depan, kepala kadang-kadang toleh ke belakang. jangan dah ke depan lupa semua benda. learn from experience. appreciate the memories.

yes sorry to say i still love that someone now. so what?? but kenangan masa lalu biarkanlah berlalu.. bibit-bibit percintaan dan kenangan manis biarlah disimpan rapi dalam hati. everything u do, u'll think of her but don't let your past control your life. seteruk mana pun, u pernah mencintai dan dicintai. u pernah memiliki sebuh cinta yang sungguh indah sekali. cuma.. ia tak kekal abadi. TAPI! ia akan tetap diingati.

when you like/love someone/something, doesn't mean you must have it!

have courage man! fight for what you believe. dreams do come true when you believe.

Sun Tzu says if you know you are losing, RUN! this is strategy man!

i appreciate n i enjoy the day from 15/7/2006 till 13/10/2009.

ok goodnight love you muax tata.

PHOTO of the day

Only in Kampar. No wonder la our letters sometimes missing. The postman sesat. Never ever make sex in the middle of the road.

again and AGAIN!

Grrrhh! Geram ahhhhhhhhhhh!! I have to sweep the floor AGAIN! tangan-tangan orang yang tinggal kat level 3 dah CACAT ka??!! Arrghhh!! I came back from uni at around 7pm. N so OMG! My room is so damn dirty. Rubbish here n there. Bulu here and there. Not my bulu ok?!! How I noe?? I noe la!

Yesterday oni I swept the floor. Today so dirty again! Red ants are everywhere at the common area. Kanasai la! Now my room is sticky again. grrrhhh. Y must I always do the sweeping n mopping?!!

This afternoon I had a shitty day. I woke up at 2pm thinking that my class at 2pm. So I rushed la. I went out, the common area to get my bottle. Cilaka! The washing powder/serbuk pencuci all over the floor. WTF man!

I was so pissed off n I burst out la. I MELETUP! BOOM!. Yea boom! Dah la lambat, kena sapu pulak. Again I swept the floor. if once nevermind la. but im the one who always sweep the floor. N I said ‘kheong k*n’. I was so hot! Couldn’t hold it any longer.

Then my jamban! TOILET BOWL la! That day I just gosok only rite. Today, shits are everyday! Wat the FCUK man! That day I gosok sampai berkilat-kilat shining shining now u can see tompok-tompok cokelat! Arrrghh!

people out there, LISTEN here. whenver you want to SS (shit & shoot), aim properly. do it with gentleman, be a man lah!

I bukan nk say bad things about my housemates or roommates but tinggal sebumbung kalau help each other la. Jangan jaga kain sendiri je. Kalau u yang buat kotor or rosak, fix it la.

TULAN nia.