settled and study!

wahahahahahah!

YES PENANG IM COMING HOME!!

i know im crazy. i went to back to Penang last week without my notes. that's why i came back to Kampar to study. But i miss Penang and Hari Raya so much. i was in dilemma whether to go back or not.

so just a while ago i went to the bus station to check the availability of tickets. and to my surprise they still have tickets. without much hesitation, i don;t care, i don't give a second thought, i bought my tickets to Penang and to back to Kampar.happy! hope that i won't be that jam la ye..

Bus Kampar to Butterworth: 7.15pm (RM23.80)
Bus Butterworth to Kampar: 6.35pm (RM23.80)

im feeling so much relieved now. yea have to spend rm50 but i think it's worth it because how many more Hari Raya you can celebrate.i know i have exam that's why i'll bring soem notes home and i will STUDY!

so win-win situation lo. i'll be back on Saturday night. 2days are really short but at least i can feel Raya and i also can study. =p

ok got to go now. going to library to study. now masuk Gear 2 dah. hahaha. i can feel the heat now. we try la huh not to on9, no FB, no Twitter, no Blogspot. We'll see how la huh.

OK STUDY PEOPLE! STUDY!! im serious ni.. im really gona study n study gila-gila. i dun wana feel bad later.

BYE!

dilemma: to stay or to go back for Hari Raya?

Fikiran sangat bercelaru berserabut berkecamuk bercelaka kusut masai lintang pukang bengkang bengkok. 

Im very luan now. Feeling so stress and messy. Bercelaru fikiran. Im in dilemma la..

How?? What should I do?? To go back to Penang tomorrow, Thurday 9/9/2010 for Raya or not huh??

Pros and cons..

If I go back:

PROS: I can celebrate raya, I can meet up with my Muslim friends, I can have good food lemamng rending nasi briani ketupat, I miss my family, I can fix my laptop, I can go and get a present for my friend.

CONS: I have to spend money to travel again, I can’t study at home

If I don’t go back:

PROS: I can save money on travelling, I can at least study here in Kampar, I have all my resources here notes textbooks library lecturers and friends, I can have group discussion.

CONS: I can’t celebrate Raya, I can’t meet my friends la..

I wana go back so badly you know but so many things are holding me back here. I haven’t really study yet. And I wana consult my lecturers la..

But I never missed Hari Raya in my life.

I know whatever I say now is useless cuz I need to decide for myself and by myself.. hmm… which is more important.

I know im gona regret of my decision. For sure! If I go back, I’ll feel regret. If I don’t go back also I’ll feel regret.

Some of my friends will sure say follow my heart. Some will say think of priority. Some will say just do it if it’s a right thing. Some will say no right or wrong decision.

Why la the exam is just after Hari Raya. Aih.. so damn troublesome la.. or im the only one who make it into a trouble for myself??

Okla its enough for now. Playing time is up! Let’s get back to work. Happy burning midnight oil.