mixed emotions..

Sleep early la olang olang.

Rasa sakit di hati tak terkata-kata

Sakitnya tak terperi

Pedih bagai dihiris nipis dengan pisau belati

Kemudian direnjis air limau muda

Perit rasanya bila maksud di hati disalaherti

Lagi sedu terkenang orang di sana

Benci rasanya sengketa dengan sahabat baik

Hendak saja dihentak kepala ke bata

Bercelaru fikiran

Bergelora jiwa ku

Nafas ku perlahan

Dadaku sesak

Sepinya malam ini..

Apa lagi nak merepek ni??

I have mixed feelings n emotions right now. Should i feel bad? Should i feel angry? Should i feel pissed? Should i feel happy? Should i feel down?

Sometimes you just wish to be feelingless and emotionless.

Sometimes u did something that u never wana do.

Sometimes he more you talk, the more mistakes you make.

Sometimes ppl misunderstood you.

Sometimes your tone can make your message being misinterpreted.  

Sometimes you hope time can be rewind.

Aih.. what im trying to say. I dun even know what im saying.

I need to talk, but not to friends la.. aih..

Nvm la. I’ll talk in my dream. =p

Im kinds speechles. So i better shut up n b quiet. I dun wana hurt anyone. I dun wana say wrong things.

Hati tak ok.. KO.

Good night la people. Tido la sebelum anda ditidurkan..

Lepas bangun, semua akan ok. =p

ARRGGHH GGGRRRRHHHH!!!!

HOME!

But i punya la geram, stres, and sakit hati.

I had a wonderful day today seriously. I din ponteng class today. N me, Tiffany, Rachael, Sotong and Siang Yong went to Ipoh with car for the first time for lunch and we had so much fun.

But just after the class ended at 6pm, something happened.

I asked a friend something and this is what she replied.

''CAN YOU DON'T BE SO SARCASTIC AH?! IM SO PISSED OFF!"

Huh??

I AM SPEECHLESS!

I HATE people accuse me. U wana joke, go ahead but don’t accuse.

Seriously i duno wat’s wrong with her. Usually we’ll tease each other n she tease me more than i do. Im fine with it. But today i did nothing. I din being sarcastic at all. I just ask her a very simple, direct and straight forward question n she meletup.

Grhrhrhhhh!!

DOn't care la! Let’s go for a run!! RUN! Good timing now. The wind is getting stronger n the skies getting darker. Rain la. Rain n flush away my geramness. Jom JOGGING!

YOU are quoted

"Since when you don't have stomachache?"

~ Tiffany Oon Min-I
~ 9/7/2010 4.49pm
~ via MSN

*I always tell my friends i sakit perut. They are immuned to it already. They'll only feel surprise if one day i tell them im not having stomachache. haha. Yea something is wrong with my stomach la. aih.. it has been many years already. Inside sure got something. hmmm..