Mira - Melody Gardot

I share what I like!

I'm glued to this MV and addicted to this song.

I first heard it in Astro.

And this singer is Melody Gardot? huh?? what name is this? But it's cool! Melody! Google her out and you'll know more about her. She has an inspiring background.

Anyway Mira is a Malay name isn't? But what is Mira doing in an English song? haaha. Coincidently i have two good friends with the name of Mira.

Hey Mirawani and Amirah, this song is for you! =p

quote of the day

Silence is golden ignorance is a bliss.

~ Dexter Khaw Kuo Wen

gain weight mission

ok i already plan, from March onwards i want to gain some weight. I duno how but let's start from somewhere.

If i'm too tiny, those political samseng can easily whack me when i'm at work. hahaha!

So ok i know what to eat now. I'll work out abit. Then, mmmmm got muscles!!

SEXY!!

According to my friend, Edmund, if I want to gain weight, I must eat 10 eggs everyday. And I can only eat the egg white, no yolk. But then without yolk not nice la.. heheh I throw away one yolk n I eat one lo ok.

jobless depression

It has been so long since i wrote about myself, about me and not other things that i'm interested in. WHy care what others think of you? Just be true of yourself. Express what you feel. You can cheat the whole world but you can't lie to yourself.

I don't know why today so dull..

It's like so quiet..

And i feel lonely..

I just feel uneasy, so directionless.

i guess it's because of my job.

It's either i'm being stupid, stubborn or persistent because i only apply for one job.

I gave myself time until end of February before i start working.

Unfortunately i am still jobless. And till now i am still waiting for their answer. I've gone through all the process. They shortlisted me. Then asked me go for medical check up at their panel clinic last week. The blood test takes so long one meh..

It's either there's something wrong with my health or i don't get the job. I will go crazy if in these few days before February ends, they tell me i don't get the job.

Then i will have to apply for new jobs all over again. Lepas tu nak tunggu dipanggil interview, nak tunggu results bla bla bla. Bila baru boleh start kerja ni??

Anyone free to talk to me? ahaha.. Close friends in Penang all busy. Everytime ask them out for teh tarik, it's either they are working or they are lazy. But in the weekends, they can go out in a geng. zzz.. When u are away for 3 years, things change. No one's fault. It happened naturally. People always look for friends with similar interest to stick together. I'm into politics. I don't play games. I love history. I'm into human rights n activism. In short, i am just weird, not into any group.

It's not a problem, i feel good doing things alone. But you still need friends. I am happy to have them around. They are there when i need help and they know me well. But what's the point i only see them when i need help. As if i only look for them when i am in trouble.

Aih.. mum keeps nagging. Some people pula simply accuse this n that... oh what a night!

For once, i feel so useless. I feel so helpless.

Any magazine house, publishing company, newspaper agencies or event company want to hire a photographer? =p

PENANTIAN ITU SATU PENYEKSAAN

life brief candle

u see.. this is life. it's full of surprises and it's unpredictable. but that's what makes life. different tastes make life more colourful. what drives us from living? it's our hope, our dream, the things we enjoy and the people we love.

how sad to receive a news that my good friend's amma has just passed away. She was so healthy. I often see her in her smile and confident walk despite her old age. It has been years since I see here. But because of the heart operation, she lost her life. When I see her again, it will be at her funeral. The doctor should be more careful, alert and responsible instead of giving excuses.

I'll repeat what i said again laz nite in my blog, enjoy n appreciate the present.

Be strong Cynthia.

YOU are quoted

Attitude identify the latitude of life..

~ Lee Poicia

~ 1/2/2012

~ via FB

early angpau RM50

like what Rachael said, i got an early ang pau.

true enough..

Cuz i got RM50 today. hehehe. I was just lucky again..

My photo published in The Star today (5/1/2011). To view the photo, go to http://thumbnails.thestar.com.my/view.asp?id=8964

Thanks to Nixon for breaking the news to me. =p

simple to be happy

 Oh yes I am happy today. Sometimes it’s just so easy to be happy.

I realized I am that kind of people that easily feel satisfied and contented.

What’s so happy about today?

Happiness is when Nathan slept on my bed last night soundly and we missed the concert by Olivia Ong.

Happiness is when I brought Nathan to the hidden delicious Curry Mee in Air Itam where only local know where it is.

Happiness is when I saw the Curry Mee aunties are still around and they smiled at me.

Happiness is when I got to know that my loved one is called for an interview at The Star.

Happiness is when I bargained kao-kao and bought antiques aka unwanted items aka rubbish cheap-cheap at Armenian Street ‘thieves’ market. 

Happiness is when I got updates from Pei Suang.

Happiness is when I got to know that Ai Loon is now working in a newspaper company in Penang! Wohooo!

Now I know why I pokai – food, books, travel, antiques.

*isn't it simple to be happy*

people i want to meet in Kampar

Ok i've finalised the list of people that i want to meet before i leave Kampar. Or left Kampar??

arghh! who cares! i just want to see them before i go back to Penang.

Can you see your name there?? =p

YOU are quoted

“Don't let what you can't do to stop you from what you can do.”

~ Lau Wei Han

~ 10/12/2011

~ via FB

Sahabat Selamana - Padi

This song is dedicated to the people whom i called friends..

Kita sahabat selamanya.. Walau apa pun yang berlaku..

best hardest lesson in 3 years

Doing my Degree for 3 years and finishing it at the end of the year, I got the best lesson ever in my university’s life.

It’s through a very hard way.

It’s my fault. It’s my bad attitude. It’s what I deserved.

My legs are painful but it’s not as severe as the jab on my heart.

You know.. I was shivering, body temperature is so high and I so wana puke.

But it’s worth it i guess.. I will remember today.


I am tired of arguing.

So if you guys feel like procrastinating, you better don’t. =p


WAKE UP! LOOK AT YOURSELVES INTO THE MIRROR. SLAP SLAP SLAP!

GUYS, BE A MAN!

Some thoughts to ponder..

1.           If you fall, remember to stand up again. The world is not always dark.

2.           You don’t tell the whole word the bad things about your friends. Yes, your friends.

3.           If you make mistakes, admit it and don’t repeat it again.

4.           When you are in trouble, then you will know who your friends are and what it means to be a friend. The term is very subjective.

5.           It’s unforgivable if you keep on repeating the same mistakes.

6.           Teamwork is when everyone helps everyone and not getting a black sheep.

7.           You have to bear the consequences of the mistakes you made.

8.           Silence is not golden when there is crisis.

9.           Face the problem, never hide from it.

10.       Jobs delayed are jobs not done.

11.       The last thing you ever feel like doing in life is procrastination.

12.       It’s easier to blame others than to be responsible.

13.       True friends will not only say good things about you but the hurtful but truthful words too.

14.       It’s a human nature that when you make mistakes, they will tend to forget all the good things that you have done.

15.       It’s scary when a friend can say something bad behind you and a minute after that be so nice in front of you.

16.       Some people seem to be a good friend in front of people but they not always at the back.

17.       Nothing is sadder than someone that you trusted so much side others.

18.       In every dark clouds, there will be golden ray of lights at the end of the day.

19.       Hati budi manusia paling senang untuk dilihat apabila anda di dalam kesusahan.

20.       Seringkali gajah depan hidung tak nampak, semut seberang laut pula jelas kelihatan.

Penang Bridge, 21KM, i am coming!

It’s time. about 1 hour from now I will be running on Penang Bridge, a marathon event that will be endorsed by the Malaysia’s Book of Records.

My heart pumping fast just by just looking at the 21km marathon route. Still couldn’t believe that I am running Half Marathon 21km.

This is my first time joining half marathon for any running competition.

I never felt as excited, nervous and anxious as before in any running competition. I couldn’t sleep thinking of the run later.

I must thank Edmund for the inspiration. It’s because of his challenge that I joined Half Marathon. But sadly he can’t join because he is hospitalized for denggi. I will complete the run for him.

The starting time is so crazy. 3am is the starting time. 3am is a sleeping time la aduih. We are givern 3 hours and 30 minutes to complete the race in order to get a certificate and a finishing medal. 

Someone I know is running blindfolded for a charity. Please donate some money for his noble cause. Click this link to know more http://www.facebook.com/blindfoldmarathon

I bought a Powerbar just nw. . It’s an energy booster. It contains 9g of proein. Uhhh.. that’s high. I need it for my run later. The price is high too. RM9 for something like Cloud 9. What to do.. Wa bo lat ma.

I slept for only 1 hour. Just hope that I wont fall asleep while running.

Oh ye OCE! Go go go!

Im coming Allianz Penang Bridge International Marathon 2011. It’s about the heart n mind. C u guys on the bridge. Watch out for the runner with a DSLR!

All the best everyone! 


I am not aiming to be the champion, What I want is to just complete the race in 3 hours. 

Happy Birthday Cynthia Lim

Graduation (Friends Forever) - Vitamin C

Well, this song is specially dedicated to those who are graduating soon especially to my classmates.

3 years passed so fast.

3 years ago we don't know each other.

but after 3 years, i believe we will miss each other. Our tears will drop when we bid goodbye.

Time flies and we move on.

I will miss all of you.

Friends forever.

I love you all.

wau factor

I always take photographs of people and sometimes i send it to The Star.

But this time i was being photographed and i appeared in The Star newspaper.

It was the work of Jwen, the one that have complex mood swing but she's a nice friend la.. =p

Luck was on her side as it was her 1st time sending photo to The Star Thumbnails.

Maybe because i was inside. lalaalala!

http://thumbnails.thestar.com.my/view.asp?id=7914

my blog is getting boring

yea..

like what the title says.

My blog is getting boring. memang pun betul. kanasai betul. tak happening la. macam sudah boh syiok! last time i simply talk whatever i like. but now.. I feel like.. i've changed!

hmmm.. people changed.

but i really gila la last time. kurang hasam betul.

I mengarut. merepek. mencarut. merapu.

Anyway below conversation is between me and Dexter yesterday at MSN.

Dexter Khaw says (9:27 PM)

haha

lu mia blog sipek complicated lo sekarang

oh chin eng says (9:27 PM)

fuyoooo

Dexter Khaw says (9:27 PM)

random topic all baca till pening

oh chin eng says (9:27 PM)

like how?!!

haimeh

mana ader..

normal je i tink

Dexter Khaw says (9:27 PM)

to me lebih rumit d

Dexter Khaw says (9:28 PM)

sipek banyak fact and voice of your mind

oh chin eng says (9:28 PM)

=p

Wow

Dexter Khaw says (9:28 PM)

tak menarik and lawak anymore

oh chin eng says (9:28 PM)

makin sexy

eh yalo2

i pun rasa mcm tu

duno y nowadays lbh serius n intellectual

no more pangsai! ish! sien!

Dexter Khaw says (9:28 PM)

yealo very boring

JR Happy Moment

I am going to graduate soon end of this year.

Very soon.

Very soon..

I start to feel nostalgic and sad looking at the photos i took with my classmates throughout our 3 years of studies in UTAR Kampar.

I know i am so gona miss them.

People come people go but they, my friends stay in my mind and heart always..

i found Ghee Urendeh!

Finally.. Finally..

I found my favourite Indian delicacy, Ghee Urundeh.

I was like jumping up and down upon seeing it.

I missed it so much.

I can't find it in Kampar.

I started to fall in love on it when i was in secondary school. I remember i went to my teacher's house for Deepavali and she gave me that.

Thanks to my good friend, Murukesh and Kumahresh and his family for that.

I tapao 4 Ghee Urundehs home.

lalalaa.

I AM SO HAPPY!

Happy 1.1.11

So today is the first day of November.

It's a unique day i would say because the number is 1.11.11

Nice right.

Some say today is a new beginning.

Everything starts from 1, not zero.

And i hope for the same too.

Everything will be just fine.

Something serious is bothering me since few days ago.

I am so disturbed by it.

I was away from MSN, FB..

I didn't go anywhere today. Just stay in the room..

It's ok.. Tomorrow will be another good day.

I wana wish Edmund happy birthday too. Friends forever bro.

Happy 10th anniversary too dear. Love you.

Happy 1111 again.