mixed emotions..

Sleep early la olang olang.

Rasa sakit di hati tak terkata-kata

Sakitnya tak terperi

Pedih bagai dihiris nipis dengan pisau belati

Kemudian direnjis air limau muda

Perit rasanya bila maksud di hati disalaherti

Lagi sedu terkenang orang di sana

Benci rasanya sengketa dengan sahabat baik

Hendak saja dihentak kepala ke bata

Bercelaru fikiran

Bergelora jiwa ku

Nafas ku perlahan

Dadaku sesak

Sepinya malam ini..

Apa lagi nak merepek ni??

I have mixed feelings n emotions right now. Should i feel bad? Should i feel angry? Should i feel pissed? Should i feel happy? Should i feel down?

Sometimes you just wish to be feelingless and emotionless.

Sometimes u did something that u never wana do.

Sometimes he more you talk, the more mistakes you make.

Sometimes ppl misunderstood you.

Sometimes your tone can make your message being misinterpreted.  

Sometimes you hope time can be rewind.

Aih.. what im trying to say. I dun even know what im saying.

I need to talk, but not to friends la.. aih..

Nvm la. I’ll talk in my dream. =p

Im kinds speechles. So i better shut up n b quiet. I dun wana hurt anyone. I dun wana say wrong things.

Hati tak ok.. KO.

Good night la people. Tido la sebelum anda ditidurkan..

Lepas bangun, semua akan ok. =p