BROKE POKAI

arrrgghhh why so bad luck why so sueh.

I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE AND POKAI!

when you don't have money, you can do nothing.

NO MONEY NO TALK.

everything seems so impossible.

you have to forego a lot of things.

you can only stay at home and not to go out or buy new things.

you have to cut down a lot of expenditures.

and i can't go see doctor.

i started saving since last month but that's just not enough.

i am so so down, emo, scared, lost and insecure.

feel like crying ok!!

how am i going to survive till the end of the year??

i can't!!

and i dun wana ask for money from my parents.

i've already an adult. how can i still open up my palm and receive money from them? i still have one brother and one very young sister. they need the money more than i do.

money in bank accounts are drying.

this is what happen when you never save, never control and plan your expenditures, and you spend more than you can earn.

God, help..