QUOTE of the day

When you have found what you want in your life, it's hard and sometimess impossible to just let it go.

MORAL of the day

Never leave anything on the seats of your car and never leave your car unlock.

Selamat Hari Raya Aildilfitri

I humbly and happily wish everyone especially my Muslim friends throughout the whole world a very happy Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri / عيد الفطر / Eid ul-Fitr.

Semoga raya ini membawa berkat dan rezeki melimpah-limpah.

Maaf zahir batin dari kepala hotak ke kuku kaki.

Kepada semua orang tak kisah la u ni Muslim ke non-Muslim ke, sama-samalah kita beringat kepada Tuhan dan orang-orang di luar sana yang tak dapat meraikan hari kebesaran bersama orang tersayang. Yang ada banyak duit tu, buat la charity. Yang takda duit tu, doa la kat mereka. Yang kuat dan sihat tu, tolanglah dia orang. Let’s pray that these unfortunate people will be strong. forgive and forget lah.

Oh ya! Don’t forget to invite me to your open house. If you don’t i’ll ambush you. Wahahah!

I miss eating rendang and the cookies. I miss going to my friends house. I miss salam with her mom. sadly to say, i have a strong feeling that i won't be invited to her house. yeala.. things are different now.

I already got my first Baju Melayu in my life. yeh! It’s orange goldish. Nice la. The funny thing is I don’t know how to wear the sampin. Shit la.

Every year, at night, during this time, I’ll sit in front of my TV. Why? Because that’s the time when the video of Takbir Raya being played. Takbir Raya is to recite the phrase Allāhu Akbar. Allahu Akbir means God is the greatest. Muslims in Malaysia will go to the mosque, berjemaah and perform Takbir Raya.

U may think that it’s strange for a non-Muslim to listen to that. For your info, I can even sing the verse. =p

My favourite Takbir Raya recite is from the leader of Rabbani. Unfortunately he has passed away. Don’t worry. His voice will always be remembered.

This is one of the very few raya songs that I like the most. And these favourite songs give me some kind of keinsafan dan kesyukuran and kasih sayang.

Lastly, Selamat Hari Raya AIldilfitri again to everyone.

BB im heading to mosque for some photo shoot now. =p

*below is the video clip of Takbir Raya

sleeping in the car

Live reporting from inside the car, Penang.
Yes im blogging from my dad’s car in Penang. I cannot go home tonight. My car mati after I drove through a heavy flood. Penang was raining heavily the whole night and I was stranded. No where to go.
Now im here.. somewhere in Penang. In front of her house actually. We are sleeping at the same area. She in her house. N I in my car. Cool huh!
My parents didn’t noe abt dis yet. They are going to chop my head off late rin the morning.
Aih.. I duno how to lie. I didn’t cal them because im scared n my hp out of credit la. =(
Anyway I had a great night!
Omg! Damn hot la. I wonder how ppl sleep in their car.. zzzz..
Gnite la ppl. My batt gona die off soon. Tata.

boleh blah kau VIRUS

arrgggghhh! why????

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! the virus in my laptop suddenly becomes so feirce. i mean b4 this still ok but now, gone case. i on my laptop, within 1-2 mins, it offs by itself!

i need my laptop now la i need to edit wedding pics. i dun have backup for my thousand of photos n all the documents yet la.

crazy!

pls dun be so mean...

damn! cilaka babi betul!

apasai hang talak kerja lain duk attack laptop aku. nanti aku sebat sama hang.

blah jauh-jauh la hang!

i gtg now. if not, it'll bye-bye again.

*exam at 9am. then balik kampung. woohooo!

QUOTE of the day

Money boleh dicari semula but memory bukan selalu boleh dicipta. So apalah gunalah ada wang banyak-banyak if diri tak bahagia?

PERIBAHASA of the day

Sikit-sikit, lama-lama bukit pun talak.

Ah Long Bukit Beruntung

today's journey in Pantun

Aku bangun lima pagi
Pasai nak study cilaka AV
Punya ngantuk nak tido lagi
Makan biskut minum kopi

Apa mia kopi aku still sleepy!
On9 FB bcoz im lazy
Tengok sana tengok sini goyang kaki
At the end apa pun tak study

Aku keluar awal-awal pagi
Ingat nk tengok-tengok notes lagi
Bawa motor kenot enter uni
Sticker talak what a pity

Curi masuk I hebat sekali
Aku kan kecik-kecik cili padi
Diam-diam ubi berisi
So you don’t play with me

Today second exam paper AV
Kali ini buat di new Block G
Ini first time aku step di sini
Hati gembira sangat happy

Wah fuiyo punya besar sekali
Sempoi cantik berseri-seri
Semua orang snap pics sani sini

Ada longkang kecik depan Blok G
So unik but weird la I see
Boleh la kencing si laki-laki
Buat la macam toilet sendiri

Hujan lebat sudah henti
Pasar malam aku pergi
Makan sedap suka hati
Sakit perut berak lagi

QUOTE of the day

I may be not number one, but i'll always be the only one.

on CLOUD NINE

yes! im on cloud nine mode. haha.

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

SONG of the day

Chin Eng is in a very good mood today. What a happy day. So let’s listen to this happy nice song. It’s one of my favourites. I’m Yours from Jason Mraz. LIVE!

------------------------------------------------------------

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Come on and open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, there's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours

Oh, I'm yours
Oh, I'm yours
Oh, whoa, baby you believe I'm yours
You best believe, best believe I'm yours

QUOTE of the day

"Malaysians have to learn to respect each other. Those who want to hurt Indian and Chinese, they should ask themselves this. If we cubit ourselves, do we not hurt? Then why do we want to pinch them? This logic should also apply vice-versa."

- Chef Wan

happiness is achievable

i've read a blog of a friend of mine. she's sad. at the same time, i also feel sad reading Anil Netto's blog saying that Kg Buah Pala villagers still determine to fight for their heritage village and tonight they are sleeping in their broken houses.

well.. we must realised that problems always occur. it happens everyday. sometimes it's avoidable but most of the time, it is not. life is not as beautiful as we always want it to be. there are ups and downs. as a non-perfect creature on the Earth, we can't avoid but to solve and prevent it.

i feel it's not impossible to make ourself happy. how?

first, it can be doing the things you always wanted to do.

second, it can be you finished or accomplised something that you started.

third, it can be you do it with someone who knows you and cares for you.

fourth, knowing that someone you know is happy.

fifth, it can be you did a good thing.

and tonight, i feel i have achieved some happiness in my life.. although it might last only for a while before another problem arrives. but i appreciate every moment of it and save it in my memory.

i have achieved all the five happiness factors tonight.

1. i always wanted to study for my exam n i did it tonight when my friends are sleeping. we r tired tonight after we finished our first paper and the next paper, Introduction to Advertising is at 9am 16/9/09. i didn't want to waste any time that's why i studied tonight.
2. im happy because i finished studying AV. i didn't stop half way and go sleep. i studied from 2.30am to 5.15am. i may not remember everything but at least i have some idea of it.
3. my good friends accompanied me tonight. 2 of them. Saravani and Amirah. i asked my other friends but they are tired. amirah left around 2.30am and Sara was with me the whole night. yes i feel more semangat when my friends are around. if i sleep, they'll scold me.
4. hehe... me n my friends were joking and laughed our hearts out. they are happy. when they happy, i happy. i know Sara is happy too cuz i studied. haha. and if 'she' knows i burn midnight oil, i guess 'she' will be happy for me too.
5. i sent Sara home. yeala so late already you know. 5.20am in the morning. dangerous.

so think positively and live happily. i know it's not easy but.. hey.. in the end, who'll get hurt?

the answer is: WE, US, KITA, I, ME, SAYA, AKU, LIMPEH, WA.

till then, gnite ppl. signing off at 6am. tata.

what the TUUUUUT!

WHAT THE TUT! TUT! TUT! TUT! TUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT!

Maximum Satisfaction

OCE gila babi cokodok basi
Mengidam kfc pi makan seorang diri
Sedap gila hingga menjilat kaki
Now Sudah hapi can study

QUOTE of the day

"There are things we can change and things we cannot change."

- The Obnoxious 5xmom

The Devil Strikes Again

oh god! why is this happening? Why again? and why at this time when I should be focusing on my final then worrying about my mum and siblings safety?? It must be so serious. If not my grandparents won’t come and try to settle it. But as usual, my mum n us will be BLAME. Dad is never wrong.

Im so shocked and sad. Try to imagine someone big in size and hit another person. Try to imagine the impact. My mum always wake up at 6.30am and fetch sister to school. My dad didn’t even fetch her when it’s raining! My mum has to wear raincoat, cover my sister with jacket and send her to school.

What my dad said is totally not true. It’s an accusation. Purely accusation. My mum never instigate any of us. My mum never asks us not to go to grandma’s house. she always ask us to drop by. During last school break, my sister slept there for a week. Dad always want us to go to his parents’ house but never want us to go my mom’s side. my brother is weak is studies. So what’s the problem of taking tuition? My dad always scold him for not going to tuition but when he does, my dad says different thing. My mum subsidize half of the tuiton fee. My brother even dropped a few subjects so that the fee won’t be that high. Yes he is lazy and always play around. But don’t twist your words.

My mum has done a lot and so much for this family. She’s the one who handle and maintain the family welfare. She’s still working. My dad’s monthly allowance for her is totally not enough! Crap! How can rm500 fed 4 persons for a month?! My mum travels 30mins on bike to her work place everyday. She’s uneducated. She cant work in office. She’s just a cashier in a chinese coffee shop. She sells products from Tupperware. In the weekend, she opens a stall to sell Tupperware. But I’m still proud of her. why at this middle age she still do all that? Because my sister is still young. Because she loves us.

My dad doesn’t want my brother to further study in college. My dad forced my brother to take up Form 6. My brother is not the study material. We all know that. If my brother screw up Form 6, he’ll wasted his 2years and end up no qualification to enter any universities at all. My mum never asks him not to further studies. Me, my mum, my aunties, my uncles have been telling my dad the consequences of going to Form 6 but he just couldn’t understand. So at the end, my mum made a decision to let my brother study in this culinary institute and willing to pay for his studies. My brother tried so hard to talk to my dad. I objected at first for my brother to study at that instititue because I feel it’s low class. I want my brother to go to KDU or Taylor’s. I even agreed to use my PTPTN money for my brother. My mom refused. I know money is the prob. My brother and I are not in good terms since secondary school but I love my brother.

Im proud of my sister. She’s only 9 year old, Standard 3 but since Standard 1 she started to surf the internet. When I came to Kampar, she chat with me in English through MSN although she’s from Chinese school. She cakap banyak and she realli know how to think. She’s been protecting us when my dad beat us. I love her so much and I really want her to be someone someday to the society.

Im fucking fed up with all this. That’s why sometimes I never want to go back to penang! I just wana run away from all this. Im too angry. So what if u raised us up? Does it means u can treat us badly?? No! we’ve grown up. We are not like little kids anymore. we know how to think. We know what is good for us. We know who treat us nice and who doesn’t. I acknowledged your sacrifice on this family. It’s your responsibility. I appreciate what you have done but..

I’m totally against child abuse and domestic violence. I went through it. I know how it feels. I hate people who use vulgar words. I don’t want to be a son who charged his father in court. What if one day I have to…

I guess I shouldn’t go travel to neither Cambodia or Sarawak this year. I should save up money for my family. What is one day something bad happened? Who’s gona take care of my sister? And now im thinking really hard whether I wana go back for Raya break this 18-22/10. Maybe I should so that I can protect them.

If one day you have a family, remember, money is important but it’s not everything. Take care of your family with love but not money. Money without love is nothing. learn the right way to show your love. Violence can never solve a problem. Love them..

I know I should’t blog at this time but I need to let my feeling out. I need to talk to someone. i can’t talk to her. my hp is run out of credit. I don’t want her to feel im immature. I was having a nap actually but I was waken up by this bad news.

- anonymous author

time to stop.. for a while

Finally.. I really studied. It feels so nice.

I went to my Vivien’s house. Mirawani was there. fuh! We had lots of fun. We had pillow talk. We shared our thoughts and problems. We let our our grouses. We advised each other. We joke and screamed in the middle of the night like no one else’s business. It has been so long, for at least the whole semester since we had so much fun together.

I miss them. I love them. They understand me. they know who is Oh Chin Eng and the reasons behind my actions. I apologized for my… u noe.. all the bad silly stupid things that I did. Hehe.. I noe im bad. Sometimes only k. im sorry. And thanks for the crazy night.

Oh ya Sing Hua was there too. We took a lot of silly pics. haha.

As usual, my ‘adinda’, the girl that can never make us kering gusi and wana give her a nice tight slap, Vivien, repeat and repeat and repeat her probs. Probs that never exist. She and her ‘what if’. Think too much is not good.

No matter what, you know we love you right?? Hehe.. or I should follow what you say, “I know you love me right?”. It sounds so perasan.

One thing I learnt last night. Im REPULSIVE. Im still figuring out the meaning.

Im happy that finally i got her msg last night. As i always said, a small little action can make a big difference. =p

Around 4am only I started to really concentrate and focus on my studies. Woah! Semangat giler! This is the first time in this semester I burn midnight oil. I enjoyed it so much! my KOPI O KOWKOW really powerful la! Finally I finished Interpersonal Communication. Went back at 7.40am n slept at 8.30am woke up at 11smtg bt slept again till 1smtg.

I had murtabak for sahur. And now im damn hungry. Grrrhh! Chin Eng can tahan!

after I take my bath, reading marathon again. my classmates already reaching the finishing line, but im still in the middle, trying so hard to catch up.

This blog post will be the.. not the last of course. But I’ll control my addiction ob blogging. I wont blog or on9 that much after this la. I dun 1 2 get distracted la. OCE wants to STUDY! im sure regret if i get bad results. So it’s time to stop blogging..for a while. =p

Thx for dropping by. =p

~on FULL BLAST TURBO mode~

*oppss. sorry. i misquoted my fren, Mira. hehe. it supposed to be impulsively not repulsive. hehe. din listen properly ma. =p thx mira. 27/9/09

QUOTE of the day

A little small action can make a big difference.

the last naming ceremony in Kampung Buah Pala

Im glad to inform u people that there will be a traditional naming ceremony for a new baby – a 6th generation – at Kampung Buah Pala at 7pm tonite, Saturday. NOW LA!

The ceremony is the last at the 200 year old Indian village before it is demolished next week. All are welcome to this meaningful event.

For those in Penang, go la n have a look. Saturday night what, should be free. All the freelance photographers also go la. Then I can get the nice pics from u. =p

Go la if you are free. U might not have the chance to see this ceremony again… either in Kampung Buah Pala or any other places.

im not going. i can't because im now in Kampar, Perak. final exam on Monday.

help to spread the news. tq

Anyway sorry for the late announcement.

i'm a curry puff seller

good morning!

i just woke up la. noe wat. i had this weird dream. funny too. in my dream, i became a curry puff seller. what the heck?

the story began when i passed by a chinese coffee shop. then i saw this aunty. in real life, this aunty exists. she's physically ok, can walk, can talk but she always go to people and say 'ah boy ah can giv me rm2 r, i 1 2 buy milo. i 1 2 buy rice'. but then u can always see her smoke.

so in my dream, she was also selling curry puff. i teased her. i kacau her. i begged from people in a very funny way and i used English. haha. then i took his curry puff. i just grab it from her.

and i start to sell it. RM1 each. damn laku! so many ppl buy from me. funny thing is, the curry puff doesnt look like a curry puff AT ALL! it's like some kueh, long-long 1. but i duno y in my dream, it is a curry puff.

ppl there were so happy to taste my curry puff. Then there was this group of Indians. i approached them i asked want curry puff anot. they dun u'stand. y?? they r from India.

then my last customer. the man finally bought a currry puff from me after so hard i persuade him. suddenly before he pay me, a public bus came. i was in the rush to take the bus. then this cilaka man still dilly-dally dun wana gime the rm1. ee.. finally he gave me n i hop into the bus.

i got all the $. bye bye the aunty.

what a crazy dream. that's the reason i prefer not to sleep in the afternoon or till late afternoon because i always get this stupid weird dreams. eee.. sometimes the dream is so out of my mind and scary.

QUOTE of the day

If you want something, work hard for it and you will get it. You can do it, therefore you must do it. Nothing is unachievable.

12th = Happy

SONG of the day

IBU - P. Ramlee

arrghh! i miss my mum so much tonite!

I MISS HER!

i have been listening to Ibu since last night. im addicted to it!

do you miss your mum?? do you? don't you? they are thinking of you. do you know that? they dun 1 your money. they just 1 some simple hi and some time from you.. sometimes we care more abt other people and other stuffs in the world then the one who carried us around in her tummy for 9 months. =(

listen lah to this song. it's a very simple yet meaningful song. i first heard of it when i was very small.. now i'll pass this song to my children.. if i have one. =p

I LOVE YOU, AMMI.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - -

ibu, ibu
engkaulah ratu hatiku
bila ku berduka engkau hiburkan selalu

ibu, ibu
engkaulah ratu hatiku
tempat ku menyerah kasih tiap waktu

betapa tidak kerna engkaulah
yang menyinari hidupku
sepanjang masa engkau berkorban
tidak putusnya bagai air lalu

ibu, ibu
engkaulah ratu hatiku
tak dapat ku melupakan wahai ibu

betapa tidak hanya engkaulah
yang menyinari hidupku
sepanjang masa engkau berkorban
tidak putusnya bagai air lalu

ibu, ibu
engkaulah ratu hatiku
tak dapat ku melupakan

wahai ibu

THOUGHT of the day

Today almost comes to an end. Just a few mins away before we step into another new day.

do u rmbr 911? do u rmbr september 11 2001? do u rmbr what happened on that day? do u rmbr how WTC was destroyed? do u rmbr how the ppl died? do u rmbr the countless unrecognised victims? do u rmbr the sadness of their family members? do u rmbr what were u doing at that time?

Let’s have a moment of silence and say some prayer to them, to remind us how people around us are so important to us and how much we meant for them.

I definitely wouldn’t want any of my family members or friends to end up like the victims of 911. I love them. And I haven’t said that to them yet..

Have you??

RELIEVED

Fuh.. feel so nicely after I took my bath before I went out for dinner just now. I feel as if I were born again. it’s so refreshing and calm.. RELIEVED.

And now I just came out from the toilet. Ahhhh.. uhhh… yeh… I like it man. Feel like heaven. I just released… er.. poo poo. Bestnyer.. nikmat yg teramat sgt. don’t you enjoy going to toilet?? I love you my JAMBAN! RELIEVED!

Fast For Malaysia

Dear friends,
A few friends met up some days ago and in talking about events that have happened in the country in the past year, came up with this idea: what if on Malaysia Day we all fast for peace for our nation? The idea grew into a plan and now, it has become a nationwide call for action.

"Fast for the Nation, Peace for Malaysia" is our response to this call. Please read below and join us:

Malaysia is a peaceful country and it should remain that way forever. Acts of Violence and inciting hatred must have no place in our public life.

Unfortunately, too many cruelties and injustices have happened since the nation’s last birthday.

It is tempting to slip into despair or become revengeful. Let us turn our anger and sadness into a positive force for change.

This September 16, let us all combine our efforts to present a meaningful gift for Malaysia on her 46th birthday.

Let us be united in one single action. Let us all fast from dawn to dusk for peace in this blessed land. Let the Muslims amongst us fast with a specific prayer for peace for the nation. Let the Bahais, Buddhists, Christians, Hindus, Sikhs, Taoists, followers of other spiritual traditions and atheists amongst us fast in solidarity and the same determination for peace.

Let our common experience of hunger and human weakness humble, strengthen and unite us.

Let us offer a hospitable smile to people we know and especially to those we don’t.

Let us perform one extra act of kindness while fasting on this Malaysia day.

Let us show our love and compassion for each other.

Let Malaysia be a better country on her 46th birthday and every day after.

Let Malaysia be truly happy and peaceful this September 16.

And so we fast.
. . . . . . to make room for peace!

Things you can do and How do you join?:

1. Sign up.
- e-mail your pledge to fast on Sept 16, 2009, to: peace4malaysia09@gmail.com.
or SMS to 016-9707966
or leave a comment at http://peace4msia.blogspot.com/
(If you want, you may include your age and location)
or sign the petition here http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/peace4msia/

2. Forward this e-mail to your circle of friends, family and colleagues. Please try to get your friends and family from outside the Klang Valley to sign up as well

3. Come to the press conference to announce this initiative: Friday, 11am, Sept 11, 2009, at the Selangor Chinese Assembly Hall

4. Break fast (or have the pre-fast meal) together wherever your location is and send pics and caption to: peace4malaysia09@gmail.com

Here are the standard recommendations which you may modify according to your preferences, medical conditions and other circumstances.

• Get a group of at least three people.

• Have your pre-fast meal together before dawn (e.g. before 5.35am for Muslims*). The meal is preferably vegetarian to be inclusive to all.

• Carry out your daily duties and tasks as usual.

• Smile and do an extra act of kindness to people around you or afar.

• Share your message of peace with every curious person.

• Break your fast together after dusk(e.g. after 7.25 pm for Muslims*). The meal is preferably vegetarian to be inclusive to all.

• Share your experience, feeling and thought in this national fasting exercise with more people, in every possible way.

Plotting goodness with friends,
Sivin Kit
On behalf of
"Fast for the Nation, Peace for the Nation 2009" Core Group

QUOTE of the day

Don't judge a person too fast because u might lose the chance to look at their beauty.

IM NOT A CAT EXTREMIST

To: makcik-makcik yg jaga tepi kain orang because sendiri tak cukup kain, LISTEN here.

good morning because i just woke up n because it's already pass 12am. listen... im glad some of u noe me, i might not know u. thanks for knowing me. i've been keeping mum on what has happened although im being shoot from every corners. i didn't scold anyone who scolded me either in Facebook, Blogspot, or in the real life. did i? think carefully. no! i didn't smear anyone's name. but today at this moment i guess i have to defend myself.

it's so funny that my life is about cats now. hahah!

since day one i were born, i never hate dogs. i love all pets. i grown up in a kampung with chickens, ducks, peacock, birds, ants, frogs, dogs, cats and even snakes. i enjoy taking pictures of pets, animals and wildlife. i never harm any of them. i never even kill a cockroach, lizard or beetle before except for ants and mosquitoes la. i hate it when i see people treat their pets badly. i hate it when i see stray dogs hunger for food. i hate it when i see cats being bang over by vehicles. i just don't like Dino since that night.

1) he's the cause of the kitten's death

2) he never stops barking everytime u see him

3) he's too aggresive that's y he's always tied up when there are visitors

my article is basically about the experience i have went through seeing a living died in front of me. the whole write up is about what i see and what i hear. is there anyting wrong? try to be in my shoe. try not to think of Meow and Dino. what if you were me being there and you are witnessing a living creature is being killed by another being creature. as a normal human being, how would you fell?

you may now know me well. it's ok. i don't blame you. but for those who know me. they know exactly who is Oh Chin Eng and how he treats animals. his friends would definitely know that he play around with pets including a DOG! a cute and friendly dog. not the one that barks around and attacks people. and yet he never curse the dogs. i guess some of you have this experience-a dog chase after you before you could go to say hi to them. i also bet that you never heard of a cat bites someone and admitted into the hospital right??

have i ever say or do anyting bad to your dogs - Jessica, Ree Nee, Jasslyn, Eng Huat?

remember whatever i said in my blog post is based and in the context of the death of Meow. at one point i hated dogs so much because of Dino. don't take only certain part of my writing and judge me. it's unfair for me. be holistic. don't just merely listen to what people say. talk nicely. tq!

if you have seen or heard me, Oh Chin Eng bullied, tortured, caused harm, or killed any pets, PLEASE FUCK ME UP AND GO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD!

for unknown readers out there. i don't know who r u. what you see sometimes maybe not true. i've published the negatiave comments from anonymous because i believe in transparency. it's their point of view. im not hiding any truth. having bad comments doesnt mean that the others don't support me. some people they prefer to just watch and see.

try to differenciate between domestic animals, wildlife and pest.

don't judge a person too fast because u might lose the chance to look at their beauty.

that's all i could say for now. im going back to sleep. tata.

*donk mine my not so powderful enggrish.

Go DIE with the DAMN Meow

is that what you want to say?

is that all you can say??

thanks..

thanks for ending my happy day with more scoldings of what i experienced and what i saw.

QUOTE of the day

Hidup ini satu pentas lakonan. Dunia adalah latarnya. Orang sekeliling adalah penontonnya. Wataknya adalah kita. Tidak perlu ada skrip. Tidak perlu ada pengarah. Kita yang mencorakkannnaya mengikut citarasa kita sendiri. Ada kalanya kita perlu bertopeng dan bertukar watak untuk memenuhi kehendak orang lain. Tetapi yang menariknya, kita tetap kita. Pada penghujung hari, kita juga seorang manusia.

Story of Ah Eng dreaming

woah! Im awake! N it’s not even 8am yet. Fuiyooooooo…

chin eng wakes up early today. Nyeh nyeh nyeh.. usually I’ll wake up at 12pm but today so damn early. I had late night sleep last night at 3.30am. My eyes r so tired la.. it keeps sticking together. Hmmm.. it’s ok. I’ll take KOPI O KAUKAU later.

I’m going to uni later at 11am although no more classes. Going there with my classmates because they want to study and I want to check my coursework marks and to NEGOTIATE with the lecturer to increase my marks. Hehe.. got a bit prob la..

I must be crazy because now is just 8am. I still have 3HOURS to go! CRAZEE CHIN ENG! Haha. nvm. I’ll blog. I’ll send pics to The Star. I’ll take pics of my Baju Melayu and Songkok. I’ll arrange my notes for revision. I’ll have my breakfast. I’ll POM POM. I’ll plan my trip to Sarawak this October. I’ll count my money cuz im pokai now. I’ll save photos in the pendrive for my friend and lecturer. I’ll register for Nuffnang thingy. I’ll do my study plan for final exam.

Oh ya. Today no puasa. Tmr la.. today nak makan a lot. A LOT! Wahaha!

By the way la kan. I want to tell a story. I know u love to listen to stories from me. hohoho! Okok. I start now ya. Dun mind of the language ya, it’s the content that matters.

There is this Chinese boy named Ah Eng. Ah Eng was trying to sleep at 3.00am last night. But then har she kenot sleep wor. I mean he la. Ah Eng is a boy ma. He belek sini belek sana. Goyang sini goyang sana. Pusing sini pusing sana. And he garu sini garu sana. Hmmm.. imsomnia izit? I duno..

Then.. hahahahaha.. this Ah Eng started to dream. He wasn’t asleep yet but he’s dreaming. Can r?? can… Ah Eng anyting oso can. HE IS UP FOR ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.

Ok back to the dreaming story. So this Ah Eng kenot sleep. He dreams la. Dream of a gal.. uhhhh… girl.. fuiyo. Try to guess who’s that girl. It’s her 'SAYANG'! For your information la. I noe u duno dats y im telling you. His Sayang is a Muslim. Muslim but not Malay. All Malays are Muslim but not all Muslims are Malay. Remember that. His Sayang is a from a mixed parentage of Chindian and Malay. Means she’s a Malaysian la. cool kan??

So this tak malu Ah Eng was dreaming. He dreams of breaking fast with his Sayang. His sayang is going back to hometown on 15th and he’s going back on the 18th at 2pm after his exam. so he’ll reached at abt 5.30pm la. this crazy guy plans to give his Sayang a surprise. Hehe.. he plans to bring her to E&O Hotel for a buka puasa treat. Fuiyooo.. that place har expensive oo but ada kelasss..

This gatai guy wana drive on that day. He seldom drives in Penang before he enter uni. This year oni he drives around and fetch her. it’s safer, more comfortable.. so he already plan everything u noe.. every single things. He’ll ask her to wear nice-nice. If can formal wear la or a gown.. uhhh.. yeala E&O Hotel is a high class hotel ma, must act high class oso la.

He knows she’ll definitely ask whr. But Ah Eng is not gona tell her. haha. cilaka mia budak! Ah Eng will go n fetch her. then Ah Eng will be awww looking at his Sayang yg chantek menarik lemak berkrim disukai ramai meletup bombom.

Then, he’ll secretly drive to the hotel. He’ll open the door for her n kiss her hand. Haha! so funny! His Sayang will ‘hei’ at him but he won’t care. Ah Eng oso dream of singing her a song unplugged. Too bad Ah Eng doesn’t know how to play guitar. Then he’ll give her a rose.

DEI YENNADEI! It’s a buka puasa dinner not a Valentin’s dinner. The Hotel ppl will kick ur ass out!

Crazy Ah Eng oso think of the way to pose for photographs with her. he loves to take photos with her and she’s a good model =p lastly he hopes to give a kiss on her cheek at the end of the day. Where?? I duno. Ah Eng doesn’t want to tell.

I tell u all. She’ll very shocked with the surprises. His Sayang will be very touched and rmbr the moment forever. Shhh.. he doesn’t want her to know anything about this.

Damn Ah Eng la. bermimpi di siang hari although it’s already 3.30am la..

We just wish him good luck k. finger cross. Legs also cross. Remember.. don’t tell his Sayang. If not Ah Eng is gona kill me.

Ok.. gtg. It’s 8smtg already. Tata.

she just called

arrghh! omg omg!

i can't believe it! she just called me! woohooo! shake it shake it. *dance *jump *shout

i must be dreaming.

090909 SO WHAT?!

So what’s up today?? Nothing is up la. Auspicious day?? Hmmm… I duno.. I dun see anyting special that happened to the world except some belief that this 090909 number is a lucky number. Haha! I duno.. it’s just my point of view.

As a chinese, we are superstitious. We believed in numbers. TOTO number, date to get married, Number 1 in competition, when to pray etc la.. that’s why la today so many Chinese tied the knot because 9 in Chinese means long lasting, ever lasting, longevity and anything that can be long lah. Some feel it’s not a good time because this month is Hungry Ghosts Month. Hungry.. they will eat u UP!

Haha! but it’s a cool thing la let say u met ur lover on this day or u were born on this day or u got married on this day or someone u noe passed away on this day or Malaysia got attacked by terrorists on this day or I won a car on this day or she says ‘I LOVE YOU’ again! Haha!.

anyway.. im addicted to be-log-ging. Can’t stop myself from blogging othou exam is on next Monday.

I’m so happy because I got my pay finally for the wedding photoshoot that I did 3 months ago. RM700! You can view the wedding photos in my FB. Haha! my friend, Chiew Zhi Wey, who is the cousin of the groom, gave the cash money to me last night. Me and the groom had some probs la. we didn’t set the price before the wedding. Luckily Zhi Wey settled it for me. I feel really bad for her la. she’s the middle person ma. Anyway thanks a lot my friend. As I told you b4, im gona belanja u. so wait ya. Hehe.

I accidentally woke up at 9.30am this morning. Then I slept again until 1.30pm. I went to buy vege food from the chinese aunty but finished d. aih.. so I went out to buy from one of the 3 Indian aunties. It was my first time buying from them. 3 of them sell nasi lemak. Pity them la.. they’ll start their business before lunch and sit there till they finished their food. Usually in the evening la. so hard to earn a cent. As I was stil on vege today, I looked for vege food n I found this aunty.

She's so nice and friendly. She speaks English. Wow! =p anyway my big portion of rice and the many dishes only cost me RM3! What the heck! Damn cheap! Seriously cheap! She just poured everything in my Tupperware. Haha! I like this aunty! She’s more generous then the k*dekut chinese aunty. She always gave me little bit little bit and charge me Rm3.50. eee!

Suddenly the clouds turned grey. Winds started to blow so strongly. So the Indian aunties have to pack and that’s the end of their business of the day. It started to rain at 2.30pm after hot sunny days for few days.

I didn’t study at all today. Too lazy. I noe im gona regret after I walk out from the exam hall. My friends started their revision already. She’s gona scold me for not studying. Aih.. as usual la I read news. I FB. I delete pics. haha!

A news in The Star online caught my attention. Perkasa, a Malay NGO which headed by the Kelantan independent MP, Datuk Ibrahim Ali is calling for JIHAD for the Section 23 cow head protestors. What the heck! Does he as a Muslim knows what is JIHAD? I feel so pissed. He’s stirring and worsen the situation because Selangor governement already found a better place for the Indian temple. This is not Iraq or Iran. Malaysia doesn't need an extremist. Geram aku! I’ll blog about this soon.

By the way, me and my friends are still arguing over my cat’s article.. hmm.. aku dah pasrah. Im tired. Really tired. I duno what else to do. We didn’t tok at all.. looks like im losing 2 good friends in Semester 2. Hmm.. I’ll post smtg about the conflict later.

Today is my last day of vege. Hehe! I guess this is the first time im on vegetarian diet for a cause besides then religious purposes during chinese Nine Emporer God festival. I feel good abt it though. Im proud of myself for accomplished a task that I started without giving up halfway.

I tell u a secret. I bought snacks last night. And u noe what? I forgot that it’s prawn flavour snacks and I ate it. Arrghh! I was like eh y it taste different. Then only I realised it’s prawn n im on vege. I got freaked out. I quickly say sori and drink water. Hehe.

I missed buka puasa dinner with my friends because I was sleeping. Aih.. So I went out for dinner alone at 10smtg. I feel good and ok going out alone. I prefer to be alone sometimes. Im not saying that I don’t like to mixed with my friends. If they call me out, I go lah. It feels so good to have your fav food when u r starving and when you are forbidden to eat it for few days. The food becomes tastier! AKU MAKAN SEDAP! I had Nasi Goreng Kampung and fried chicken and limau ais. Limau ais is her fav too. =p

My friend said smtg to me just a while ago. I was shocked with what he said but I find it quite amusing and agreeable. He said in our life we must appreciate our ‘first time’ in whatever what we do. I was like ok.. then I said u already lose your first time what. He said yealo. He lose his first time to a girl who did it for more then once. He feels bad now. Haha! u noe what I mean right?? First time experience is the most memorable and important on our life. So don’t lose your ANY ‘first time’.

I HAVEN'T LOOSE MINE YET. =p

If you noticed in this blog post, I mentioned about my friends. I talked about them but I didn’t put their names except for Zhi Wey. I’ve learnt my lesson. I dun 1 2 argue with anyone anymore. sometimes ppl don’t like us to mention their name especially if it’s a bad thing. I also must learn how to respect people and their privacy. I acknowledge them that’s why I mention their names. But nvm la..

Erm.. I miss her you know.. I haven’t tok about her for quite some time. Is it because I start to let her go? I don’t have the answer because I still don’t want to let her go. how ah? How ah? How how?? I can’t wait to beraya with heR? I can’t wait to go back to Penang and break fast with her. I can’t wait for exam, to do my best and to get good results so that I can show her. I can’t wait to show her my very long hair. I can’t wait for her to come to Kampar again to take pictures for her assignment. I want to fetch her with my bicycle again.. awww.. LO-MAN-TIK oo.. I miss her so much. How good if she knows.. =p

I’ll call her later lah.

Oh SHIT! Holy shit! I haven’t take my bath yet for today. Lazeeee. Hehe. Tak BUSUK ok. Still standing. I just feel a bit hot. Ok im going off now. c u ppl tmr. Gnite. Tata.

Oh Bulan Oh

*yawning.. ahhh…

I just woke up lah..

Freaking hungry n sleepy. I woke up at 9.30am then I slept again.

Anyway, I already posted up the pics of the moon on Facebook last night. Do u remembered my blog post titled (what a ‘morning’ call) on 9/4/09? I took pics of the moon. So u people out there go SENDIRI TAG YOURSELF la. hehe!

Then can show ur mather, ur farther, ur sista, ur brata, ur amma, ur appa, ur gf, ur sayang, ur honey, ur baby, ur darling, ur sweetheart, ur BFF, ur bestie, ur fren, ur peng iu, ur kawan, ur gundechik and anyone la throughout the world.

Since my friend, Lok Damien already posted up the pics on his blog, I also wana post la. anyhow, it’s me who took the pics what. Hehe. I oso wana show off ler..

PERIBAHASA of the day

Siapa makan cili, dia akan terlompat sana sini.

Meow

The controversial, havoc helpless defenceless little kitten. You shouldn't die at this young age. For those who make a fuss and condemn your death, Karma is waiting for them. Whether you are a cat, a mouse, a dog, a bird, a hamster, a turtle or any other creatures created by God, i would do the same too. Truth can be swept under blanket but it can't be denied.

QUOTE of the day

The biggest killer of mankid is not war, disaster, poverty, diseases, old age, or illness. But it is WORDS.

Silly Mistakes?

People often make silly mistakes. Or should i say repeated mistakes. Or mistakes that shouldn’t happened.

U made a decision then it brings bad effect and you regret about it. Is that sound familiar to you? I made a decision. My friends are not happy with what I did. I expected it from them. I wonder whether my decision is really a mistakes or it’s just a disagreement of opinions or misunderstanding.

All this while, I strongly hold on to my belief that WORDS ARE NUMBER ONE KILLER because I experienced it before. Now my friends felt that by my writing. How irony is that.

Is it good to be truthful and honest? I duno.. I hurt my friends by my sincerity and truthfulness through my writing. People don’t like when we are honest. Because honesty hurts. It’s like when a girl tells you that she doesn’t loves you anymore.

I tak suka bermuka. I tulis apa I rasa. If I rasa tak ok, I tulis tak ok. I don’t like to lie in my writing.

I’m sad that my two good friends are angry. They are such a lovely caring friends to me. they are nice people seriously. we always went out together. They were there for me when I was left out by my friends. We joke around, we sing around.. They were worried when I was so sick few months ago. I’m happy to be with them although they are INDIANS. I LOVE THEM!

My blog is never meant to disgrace, humiliate, downgrade or embarrassed anyone especially my friends.

Writing is my life. It’s my life partner beside then photography. I put all my feelings on it. I express my sadness, anger, disappointment, happiness and excitement through these two mediums. It’s my loyal companions during my ups and downs.

I just said what has happened as what I see and what I hear… Personally I don’t think it is wrong. But I know for people who got blamed and badly perceived at, they feel angry and sad. I feel the same too. No one likes to be blame, accuse, gossiped, backstab, badly portrayed etc.

It has been quite a very long time since I gadoh with my close friends. I never want to gaduh with my friends. Come on friends are friends. What the point of having friends if you gaduh with them?? One of the fears in my life is that my good friends will be angry.

I totally agree that we can’t judge a book by its cover. I might be wrong with my perception that my friends were not sad because I can see them smiling. But what would a normal human being feels if he sees smile on her friend’s face over a death?

I used to say this last time. I forget when was that. I said “different people different opinions, different perceptions, different thinkings, different views.”

I’m sorry Ponney and Visha for offending you. I don’t have any intention to make you girls angry la. In my blog, I didn’t blame you also. I didn’t say u all are happy seeing the cat died. Don’t get me wrong la.. it’s just a misunderstanding. u try to read what I wrote again. please..

Certain paragraphs about government is my complaint about government, it’s not a personal attack to anyone. Anyhow, my blog post is about the cat’s death. Im mourning on her death. It has nothing to do with any human beings on this earth.

I may not disagreed with what you said or feel but im not gona fight over it. It will worsen the situation. I don’t wana lose nice people in my life.. try to be on my shoe.

Honestly, now I dare not to see your faces again. I don’t think I have the courage to even step on your house. no im not angry. not at all. Because you got ur every rights to be angry. =p

I mustn’t let this distract my studies. But im so RIMAS! cannot concentrate. cannot study! Omg! I still have a lot to read up. Come on! Let’s all of us put this behind and move forward la. forgive and forget. No forever enemy in the world. How’s that??

OH CHIN ENG is a peace-maker.

I’m a journalist ma. I’m telling myself this is normal. I must prepared for all this. Not everyone will agrees with what I wrote and what I said. But I must persevere and believe in what I believe. I must be responsible on my reporting.

* God knows what happened exactly that night. He knows what was in my heart. Im a human being. i made mistakes. I ask for forgiveness from You.