bila bapak tamak

Alkisah bapa yang bertangan berkaki dan bekerja memaksa anaknya yang bergaji rendah memberinya wang bulanan tinggi menggunung. Oh malu tidak tahu dieja agaknya.


ya ia satu kewajipan anak memberi wang bulanan kepada mak bapak sebagai datu bentuk kasih sayang dan untuk membalas budi. 


tapi bukan sampai tahap bapak memaksa anknya memberi lebih wang daripada kemampuannya.


bila bapak tamak..


hodohlah ceritanya.

Hong Kong at night

View of Hong Kong at night from Victoria Harbour

Date: 16/1/2012

Time: 9.58pm

i miss home..

its raining out there..

i duno why the whole Westlake is so quiet tonight. yea i know it's raining, but i feel the whole world is so quiet..

i can sense the loneliness in me..

i need to do something..

i just got back from the closing ceremony of Business Week in UTAR. i was invited. and of course i help my friend to take pictures for her society.

some people critisize, how in the world this chairman gona be a chairman cuz he only knows how to take pictures. haha. negative negative comment. it's ok. im gona prove it to them those who take pictures also can be a chairman. =p

mood like gila babi this week. im stress i guess.. stress with assignments, SRC etc. I miss home.. i haven't gone back home yet ever since the new semester started. i miss my family so so much. i wana see them.. i miss my mum's scoldings.. i miss her food. i miss them.. i miss them so much. so much.. i need a good rest seriously. i need to recharge myself from Penang. i need to get away from UTAR for a while, 2days are enough. =p

anyway.. thanks to my friends in Kampar. thank you. thank you. that's the only word i can say to show my gratitude to u guys. u guys have been always there for me. you guys helped me a lot!! i mean.. if without you people, i can't be who i am today. thanks a lot. thanks for being part of my life, be there even when i don't need you people. =p i love u all ok.. i really do. i'll try not to make mistakes that can be avoided lo.. ok ah.. im sorry tau. thanks for being a friend since Year 1 Sem 1 till this moment.

n i think im emo because of my teeth. i talk less since last Monday. i bukannya bertaubat la ok. i CANNOT talk! my teeth is so damn painful. can't talk can't eat. WISDOM TEETH ka? i duno la man.. aih.. why must we have wisdom teeth la. this is teh time i need to talk a lot you know.. Don't tell me have wisdom teeth already ill have high wisdom and be matured.. can meh?

raining.. hmmm.. the sky also sad ah. or People up there also sad that's what u cry? chill la..

it's still so quiet out there. i can listen to the rain drops, the wind and even my heart beats..

dad is home

I just reached home from a productive meeting with friends for a big event in my uni.

Anyway, Dad is home this afternoon.

I think Im the happiest son in the world today. My dad is home! I managed to see him before I go back to my university. =p

Yesh!

I’ve not been seeing him for a week.

He’s not at home. He works at Bukit Merah. He’s building a big aquarium there in a former paddy field for my uncle. A lot of people are now turning lands there into an aquarium for expensive fishes.

I helped him before early January before semester 1 started. I tell you, it’s not a job that you wana do. You have to work under t he hot sun for a long hour.

When I reached Penang on Sunday 16/5/2010 dad was at home. I wanted to follow him to the construction site the next day but I forgot to tell him and he left house early morning. =p

Then he came back on Friday 21/5/2010. I was so joyful because I know on Monday I can follow him to work. I wana work for him. I just wana help him la. but manatau the next day he went back to Bukit Merah till today. Aduih..

My dad works everyday. Yes. Sunday as well. As a contractor he needs to finish his job in a short time. This is to safe cost and to satisfy the customers.

I think he’s taking a day off tomorrow because tomorrow is Wesak Day.

Im so Sleepy but I must not sleep. There’s a very important thing to do.

tonight without parents

What if one day both of our parents are not with us anymore? what you gona do? What am I going to do? Im still young. Im still studying n not in Penang. Who’s gona take care of my brother and my little sister?

I’ve always taken my parents for granted. I didn’t do enough for my family yet. My parents have been very tiring and struggling all this while in making sure we got enough food to eat, clothes to wear, leisure, basic needs and education.

I haven’t repay them. I need to. I want to.

An old lady told me seomthing today. She reminds me to always be nice to our parents. Appreciate them. respect them.

It’s true you know. No matter how rich you are, how smart u are or how loving you are to your friends and partner, parents are still the most loyal, most loving, most caring, closest and the persons that sacrificed the most in our life from the moment we are created. When the whole world turns down on you, parents are always there. no matter how hard our life is, they never complain, never neglect us, not a second.

Why im so sentimental tonight??

Cuz both my parents not at home tonight. Both of them are away. Away at different places for different reasons. And Im taking care of my sister for tonight and tomorrow. I just put her into sleep. Oni 3 of us, my brother, my sister n me at home tonight.

I feel kind of lonely tonight without my mum’s nagging and without my dad’s snoring.

Human nature huh? When we have something, we tend to less appreciate it. We tend to less think of the importance of it. But now when something is not there, we feel the lost. We feel the emptiness.

Im bad, im sucks in relationships. I don’t know how to express my love in the correct way. Sometimes I just hide my feelings. Im a failure. Im sucks in love. I’ve failed to show my love to my mum, to my dad.

I want them to know I love them. I really do. They are the best parents in the world. They are the best. Im sorry for being a naughty and not-so-obident son.

i am not OK

not ok not ok not ok.

why why why?

1. my presentation is 1 hour from now and it involves a lot of reading and explanation. im so sleepy now. im gona blurkan eh whole class.

2. i got rejected last night. no, i didn't proposed any girls la. i asked for a favor but she said no. it's not her fault la.

3. my mum is in the hospital due to motor accident. dad is outstation. im here in Kampar.

rm100 from dad

holy shit!!

i just got rm100 from my dad. my sister passed it to me. she said it's from my dad. i was like huh?? he also gives rm100 to my brother.

haha. we feel kinda weird ok. suddenly give us money. and it's rm100 not rm10!!

so long never get $ from him d. yeala cuz im now in uni, i got loan, so i never ask for $ anymore lo..

anyway, im happy but shocked. =p

Love of A Father

this is so touching. this video is not only for Christians but for every children in this world. our dad loves us. the man in the video made my heart melt and broken.

sometimes we just have to let one thing go to make sure another thing is safe. we can't have both at a time.