Hehe. This is the wedding picture of my maternal grandparents. Cute huh. So nostalgic lah. they are so gona kill me if they find out i post this pic. =p
13 years ago
My Birthday
Make your own Countdown Clocks
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
wednesday = delicious day
Today is Wednesday!! Rabu!!
Means It’s makan sedap day. It’s hochiak day. It’s a yummy day!
Wednesday is the best day for me in Kampar. It’s the only entertainment day here. Why?? Oh because Wednesday is the pasar malam or night market day.
It’s a never to be missed day living in Kampar. U get to eat a wide variety of good food at a low price. This is also the time where the town comes alive.
But it’s raining now la. Aiyah! Gone la my Wednesday!
Now im starving. Woke up at 9am ++ then I slept again till 1pm ++ n now I just woke up. When I dun have class, I wont go out to buy lunch.
I was thinking of making French Toast and magee gireng for brunch but now is tea time already.
*yawn*.
Okla dun care! wana go make French toast n magee goreng. Lapar gila. anyone wants some?? Sedap ok!!
Oh rain, please stop before 7.30pm. I need to go out and have my favourite Lok-Lok.
Thank you.
Means It’s makan sedap day. It’s hochiak day. It’s a yummy day!
Wednesday is the best day for me in Kampar. It’s the only entertainment day here. Why?? Oh because Wednesday is the pasar malam or night market day.
It’s a never to be missed day living in Kampar. U get to eat a wide variety of good food at a low price. This is also the time where the town comes alive.
But it’s raining now la. Aiyah! Gone la my Wednesday!
Now im starving. Woke up at 9am ++ then I slept again till 1pm ++ n now I just woke up. When I dun have class, I wont go out to buy lunch.
I was thinking of making French Toast and magee gireng for brunch but now is tea time already.
*yawn*.
Okla dun care! wana go make French toast n magee goreng. Lapar gila. anyone wants some?? Sedap ok!!
Oh rain, please stop before 7.30pm. I need to go out and have my favourite Lok-Lok.
Thank you.
sem 3 first housekeeping
Done! Siap! Fuh.. sleepy la. I just finished berhousekeeping. My first housekeeping since I came back to Kampar on 22/10/2009.
I swept the my room and the common area.
I mopped the my room and the common area.
I washed my clothes.
I washed my bedsheets.
I cleaned my besen.
I gosok my jamban.
I hanged my clothes.
Everyone is sleeping and im cleaning my room. What the heck!
Kanasai spider webs everywhere. Aih.. so dirty! Geram oo.. Sometimes I feel so WHAT THE FUCK!! Yeala im not the only one staying on level 3 ok?? 7 people walking, 1 person sweeping. I sure meletup everytime I clean my room. Damn dirty! Sampah everywhere like no one stays in the house for months. Dah makan kalau, buang baik-baik la sampah. Aih..
Got leg jalan, takde hand sapu kah?? Hehe.. I copy this style of scolding from my mum. She used to say ‘ada lanciau kencing, takde tangan flush ke?!’
Back in pg I seldom help my mum. Yeala cakap mum memang betul. I ni buat rumah I macam hotel. I ni buat dia macam maid. Hmmm.. I bukannya sengaja. I noe how to do but im just lazy. See now I do everything by myself. I know how to use washing machine. =p I seldom help her to do house works. Teruk la I tau. I love her.
A person that I know also always help her mum. Im impressed n proud of her. although she cannot cook, but at leats she can clean the house, hang the clothes, teach her sister in her studies. She’s my inspiration la. she’ll be a good wife. =p
Anyway. Im so satisfied! Puas habis. Syok habis! Fulamak the satisfaction best tak terkira!! Now my room is so so so so so clean. Malam2 kemas rmh is so syok. Tak panas. Tak bising. Feel so free.
Wahaha!
Lantai ku bersih licin dan shining.
Baju ku harum dan segar merwangi.
Besen ku berkilat tapi takde petir.
Jamban ku putih bersih macam baru belum diberak.
Rajin kan anak dara ni? =p
Okla im sleepy d. im starving! wana oink-oink now. mission accomplished. Gnite. C u. tata.
N oh ya before i say chao, I nak say something. Baru je teringat.
“KALAU ORANG TU TAK SUKA KITA, BETAPA BANYAK DAN HEBAT DAN SWEET DAN SEMPOI U MAKE HER HAPPY, DIA TAK RASA APA-APA JUGA.”
~ popped out of my mind when I was cleaning the toilet. Suddenly teringat yang banyak benda I buat for her masa dia nk mai Kampar to do her assignment.
I swept the my room and the common area.
I mopped the my room and the common area.
I washed my clothes.
I washed my bedsheets.
I cleaned my besen.
I gosok my jamban.
I hanged my clothes.
Everyone is sleeping and im cleaning my room. What the heck!
Kanasai spider webs everywhere. Aih.. so dirty! Geram oo.. Sometimes I feel so WHAT THE FUCK!! Yeala im not the only one staying on level 3 ok?? 7 people walking, 1 person sweeping. I sure meletup everytime I clean my room. Damn dirty! Sampah everywhere like no one stays in the house for months. Dah makan kalau, buang baik-baik la sampah. Aih..
Got leg jalan, takde hand sapu kah?? Hehe.. I copy this style of scolding from my mum. She used to say ‘ada lanciau kencing, takde tangan flush ke?!’
Back in pg I seldom help my mum. Yeala cakap mum memang betul. I ni buat rumah I macam hotel. I ni buat dia macam maid. Hmmm.. I bukannya sengaja. I noe how to do but im just lazy. See now I do everything by myself. I know how to use washing machine. =p I seldom help her to do house works. Teruk la I tau. I love her.
A person that I know also always help her mum. Im impressed n proud of her. although she cannot cook, but at leats she can clean the house, hang the clothes, teach her sister in her studies. She’s my inspiration la. she’ll be a good wife. =p
Anyway. Im so satisfied! Puas habis. Syok habis! Fulamak the satisfaction best tak terkira!! Now my room is so so so so so clean. Malam2 kemas rmh is so syok. Tak panas. Tak bising. Feel so free.
Wahaha!
Lantai ku bersih licin dan shining.
Baju ku harum dan segar merwangi.
Besen ku berkilat tapi takde petir.
Jamban ku putih bersih macam baru belum diberak.
Rajin kan anak dara ni? =p
Okla im sleepy d. im starving! wana oink-oink now. mission accomplished. Gnite. C u. tata.
N oh ya before i say chao, I nak say something. Baru je teringat.
“KALAU ORANG TU TAK SUKA KITA, BETAPA BANYAK DAN HEBAT DAN SWEET DAN SEMPOI U MAKE HER HAPPY, DIA TAK RASA APA-APA JUGA.”
~ popped out of my mind when I was cleaning the toilet. Suddenly teringat yang banyak benda I buat for her masa dia nk mai Kampar to do her assignment.
Saturday, 24 October 2009
KAMPAR kena BOMB
yes yes yes!
I heard a loud explosion just a few minutes ago.
not bomb actually. but thunder. it's raining super heavily now. SUPER! reali lebat.
n now my level is out of electricity. i was on9 n suddenly 'POP'!
smtg got burn. the smell of plastic burning all over the place.
this is shitty!!
arrghh! i need to sleep lah. flu punya teruk!!
I heard a loud explosion just a few minutes ago.
not bomb actually. but thunder. it's raining super heavily now. SUPER! reali lebat.
n now my level is out of electricity. i was on9 n suddenly 'POP'!
smtg got burn. the smell of plastic burning all over the place.
this is shitty!!
arrghh! i need to sleep lah. flu punya teruk!!
Friday, 23 October 2009
QUOTE of the day
“Do you know that politics is the art of making the possible impossible and making the impossible possible?”
~ Datuk Seri Chua Soi Lek
*Thursday 22/10/09 after he was asked on his relationship with Ong and whether he and Ong could work together after so much bad blood at the MCA press conference to end the crisis between the two top guns of MCA.
~ Datuk Seri Chua Soi Lek
*Thursday 22/10/09 after he was asked on his relationship with Ong and whether he and Ong could work together after so much bad blood at the MCA press conference to end the crisis between the two top guns of MCA.
Thursday, 22 October 2009
Wednesday, 21 October 2009
QUOTE of the day
"When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us."
~ Alexander Graham Bell
~ Alexander Graham Bell
lost and found
again.. im still awake at this time.
i did a lot of thinking and self reflection tonight.. a lot. flashed back a lot of stuffs especially the time with her. i read back what i wrote in my blog, my diary, my notes etc. i browsed through pics in my laptop. i recalled what i did, what i said.
finally i realised i made a lot of mistakes. i realised how bad i am. everything i did hit me back.
for the first time since 120806 i got freak out. i was so scared. i felt so cold. blood was pumping so fast. im gasping for air.
i've committed a lot of sins.
hard to swallow but that's the facts. im wrong.
i have a mixed feelings right now.
shocked. disappointed. sad. down. waken up. acceptance. glad. hapi. forget it. move on. reborn.
i feel empty as well.
i have so many things to say but it's glued under my throat. it just couldn't come out.
i've been so childish, immature, and playful.
arrrghh! hate myself for that. seriously. i expressed too much. sometimes im too emotional. yea im sensitive. over-react? not to forget im always late. i procastinate. im impulsive and so on.
i hold on to something too long. i should learn to let go. then move forward.
i reveal too much of my weaknesses. =p
i'm giving myself a chance to turn things around. i dun wana be a bad guy.. Chin Eng wants to be good and successful.
yes from this moment, oh chin eng wants to be OH CHIN ENG! i duno how. i really duno. i wish i wont repeat the same mistakes again. i wish i can think maturely. i wish i can carry myself better. i wish i can be a better person.
i want to be a good son.
i want to be a good brother.
i want to be a good grandson.
i want to be a good friend.
i want to be a good boyfriend.
i want to be a good student.
i want to be a good leader.
i want to be a good person.
well.. just hope and see.. changes need time.
i've been thinking why im always fail and stuck in my life. i think i have the answer tonight. i think so... it's my attitude.
ATTITUDE!
i used to be so aggresive and passionate in what i do. i used to aim high, far-sighted and be the best out of the best that i could.
let's take some action now rather than keep thinking what to do. im so determined and passionate right now. please keep on burning, Fire.
suddenly what Mister Andrew said came into my mind. our main priority now is our studies and be a good son. LOVE?? talk about that only after you secure a stable job la!
people wont really angry at you if you make mistake. people will only angry at you if you keep on repeating the same mistake and never learn from it!
im sorry again.. it's good if you get to read this. i have move on but that doesnt mean i must forget everything that has came into my life. i've learned from this fail relationship.
i got lost. now i found myself.
thank you.
i did a lot of thinking and self reflection tonight.. a lot. flashed back a lot of stuffs especially the time with her. i read back what i wrote in my blog, my diary, my notes etc. i browsed through pics in my laptop. i recalled what i did, what i said.
finally i realised i made a lot of mistakes. i realised how bad i am. everything i did hit me back.
for the first time since 120806 i got freak out. i was so scared. i felt so cold. blood was pumping so fast. im gasping for air.
i've committed a lot of sins.
hard to swallow but that's the facts. im wrong.
i have a mixed feelings right now.
shocked. disappointed. sad. down. waken up. acceptance. glad. hapi. forget it. move on. reborn.
i feel empty as well.
i have so many things to say but it's glued under my throat. it just couldn't come out.
i've been so childish, immature, and playful.
arrrghh! hate myself for that. seriously. i expressed too much. sometimes im too emotional. yea im sensitive. over-react? not to forget im always late. i procastinate. im impulsive and so on.
i hold on to something too long. i should learn to let go. then move forward.
i reveal too much of my weaknesses. =p
i'm giving myself a chance to turn things around. i dun wana be a bad guy.. Chin Eng wants to be good and successful.
yes from this moment, oh chin eng wants to be OH CHIN ENG! i duno how. i really duno. i wish i wont repeat the same mistakes again. i wish i can think maturely. i wish i can carry myself better. i wish i can be a better person.
i want to be a good son.
i want to be a good brother.
i want to be a good grandson.
i want to be a good friend.
i want to be a good boyfriend.
i want to be a good student.
i want to be a good leader.
i want to be a good person.
well.. just hope and see.. changes need time.
i've been thinking why im always fail and stuck in my life. i think i have the answer tonight. i think so... it's my attitude.
ATTITUDE!
i used to be so aggresive and passionate in what i do. i used to aim high, far-sighted and be the best out of the best that i could.
let's take some action now rather than keep thinking what to do. im so determined and passionate right now. please keep on burning, Fire.
suddenly what Mister Andrew said came into my mind. our main priority now is our studies and be a good son. LOVE?? talk about that only after you secure a stable job la!
people wont really angry at you if you make mistake. people will only angry at you if you keep on repeating the same mistake and never learn from it!
im sorry again.. it's good if you get to read this. i have move on but that doesnt mean i must forget everything that has came into my life. i've learned from this fail relationship.
i got lost. now i found myself.
thank you.
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
chicken oh chicken
it's 4.35am now n im still awake.
i've been like this, awake at night and sleep at day time. my mum always scold me for being upside down. haha.
suddenly im craving for fried chicken from Line Clear. damn la. i miss their fried chicken. so huge. so berisi. so krispy. so yummy.
feel like going out now to have late nite supper. yea alone. ok what.. i'll do anything to get good food anytime anywhere. =p
hmm.. no no i don't think i wana go la. i wana spend more time in my house as i'll be going back to uni this thurs.
time flies so fast. people come people go. good things bad things. morning night. hi hi bye bye. wat the tut im talking about!
i've been like this, awake at night and sleep at day time. my mum always scold me for being upside down. haha.
suddenly im craving for fried chicken from Line Clear. damn la. i miss their fried chicken. so huge. so berisi. so krispy. so yummy.
feel like going out now to have late nite supper. yea alone. ok what.. i'll do anything to get good food anytime anywhere. =p
hmm.. no no i don't think i wana go la. i wana spend more time in my house as i'll be going back to uni this thurs.
time flies so fast. people come people go. good things bad things. morning night. hi hi bye bye. wat the tut im talking about!
Monday, 19 October 2009
QUOTE of the day
"Watch your thoughts, they become your words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become your habits. Watch your habits, they become your character. Watch your character for it will become your DESTINY."
~ Melinder Kaur
~ Melinder Kaur
PERIBAHASA of the day
Kerana setitik nila rosak susu sebelanga.
Kerana satu kebencian hilang 3-4 orang kawan.
Kerana satu kebencian hilang 3-4 orang kawan.
happy birthday oh chin eng
ho ho ho!
i am 21!!
happy birthday OH CHIN ENG!
selamat hari jadi!
nyeh nyeh nyeh.
may all my wishes come true lah! yesh!
thank you.
terima kasih.
nadri vanakem.
kamsiah.
i am 21!!
happy birthday OH CHIN ENG!
selamat hari jadi!
nyeh nyeh nyeh.
may all my wishes come true lah! yesh!
thank you.
terima kasih.
nadri vanakem.
kamsiah.
Sunday, 18 October 2009
QUOTE of the day
"There's no such thing as missed opportunities - life is full of possibilities."
~ Damina Manta Khaira
~ Damina Manta Khaira
Saturday, 17 October 2009
esplanade in action - mime and physical
Date: 17th Oct 2009
Time: 8pm to 10pm
Location: Esplanade
Organizer: Penang State Tourism Development & Culture and Penang Players
Contact: Joelle (012 5512616), Eric (012 4653893)
Come and join us for a fun evening out and discover the artist in you as you can be part of the show, all without saying a word!
Discover elements like mime, movement, contact improvisation, space experimentation, props & dynamics experimentation, various levels of focusing and more in our presentation. Physical theatre is a language everyone understands!
ULRICH GOTTLIEB, based in Vienna and Bangkok, started out in street theatre before training in mime and physical theatre from Werner Mueller and Hiro Uchiyama in Germany. His performance experiences include the Bavarian State Theatre (Munich), International Street Art Theatre (Austria), World Buskers’ Festival (New Zealand), Actors’ Studio (Malaysia) and the International Dance Festival (Thailand). His physical theatre work is characterized as a fusion of mime, dance, improvisation, public participation and multi-media.
Audience participation welcomed!
Time: 8pm to 10pm
Location: Esplanade
Organizer: Penang State Tourism Development & Culture and Penang Players
Contact: Joelle (012 5512616), Eric (012 4653893)
Come and join us for a fun evening out and discover the artist in you as you can be part of the show, all without saying a word!
Discover elements like mime, movement, contact improvisation, space experimentation, props & dynamics experimentation, various levels of focusing and more in our presentation. Physical theatre is a language everyone understands!
ULRICH GOTTLIEB, based in Vienna and Bangkok, started out in street theatre before training in mime and physical theatre from Werner Mueller and Hiro Uchiyama in Germany. His performance experiences include the Bavarian State Theatre (Munich), International Street Art Theatre (Austria), World Buskers’ Festival (New Zealand), Actors’ Studio (Malaysia) and the International Dance Festival (Thailand). His physical theatre work is characterized as a fusion of mime, dance, improvisation, public participation and multi-media.
Audience participation welcomed!
Happy Deepavali
it's 17/10/09 today. It's Deepavali.
Happy Deepavali everyone especially to the Hindus.
Happy Deepavali my friends, teachers, lecturers, neighbours, enemies and those that know me. =p
let's all of us celebrate this festival of lights with understanding, respect and love towards each other.
im happy that im lucky to be in Penang this year to celebrate Deepavali. i love everything here in my home, the lovely island.
how lucky we are to be in Malaysia, being able to celebrate different festivals together. speak their language. eat their delicacies. wear their costumes.
wa suka!
but somehow i don't know why i feel Deepavali this year is not so umpph. i don't feel the merriness. i don't feel as excited as i used to be.
is it because of the lack of Deepavali advertisements on TV? is it because i've grown up n not a kid anymore? or is it because many of my friends are not in Penang?
i miss my Indian Hindu friends from secondary school. I miss Arnend Kumar, Murukesh, Kumahresh, Tatsyaini, Marleni, Nagha.
i miss my teachers. Puan Deva, Cikgu Thamiz, Cikgu Mahthavi, Mr Anthony, Mr Baskaran, Cikgu Chellaiah, Cikgu Hema Maleni, Mister Rajagopal.
i also want to take this opportunities to say sorry to my Hindu friends if i ever offended you. sorry.
to my friends and neighbours, watch out because im going to your house. wahaha.
have a pleasent festive holiday everyone.
Happy Deepavali.
Nandri Vanakem.
Happy Deepavali everyone especially to the Hindus.
Happy Deepavali my friends, teachers, lecturers, neighbours, enemies and those that know me. =p
let's all of us celebrate this festival of lights with understanding, respect and love towards each other.
im happy that im lucky to be in Penang this year to celebrate Deepavali. i love everything here in my home, the lovely island.
how lucky we are to be in Malaysia, being able to celebrate different festivals together. speak their language. eat their delicacies. wear their costumes.
wa suka!
but somehow i don't know why i feel Deepavali this year is not so umpph. i don't feel the merriness. i don't feel as excited as i used to be.
is it because of the lack of Deepavali advertisements on TV? is it because i've grown up n not a kid anymore? or is it because many of my friends are not in Penang?
i miss my Indian Hindu friends from secondary school. I miss Arnend Kumar, Murukesh, Kumahresh, Tatsyaini, Marleni, Nagha.
i miss my teachers. Puan Deva, Cikgu Thamiz, Cikgu Mahthavi, Mr Anthony, Mr Baskaran, Cikgu Chellaiah, Cikgu Hema Maleni, Mister Rajagopal.
i also want to take this opportunities to say sorry to my Hindu friends if i ever offended you. sorry.
to my friends and neighbours, watch out because im going to your house. wahaha.
have a pleasent festive holiday everyone.
Happy Deepavali.
Nandri Vanakem.
Friday, 16 October 2009
QUOTE of the day
"You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world. When you're in a relationship and it's good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete."
~ Keith Sweat
~ Keith Sweat
awek gives me her number!!
oh my gosh!! can you believe it??
i got awek's number middle of the nite!
i din even ask ok.
wakaka! this is so damn fun and syokk!!
woooohoooo! hapinya aku!!
no no Eng-ENg din flirt.
not yet la. wait la after this only he flirts.
he misses the feeling of flirt-flirt. hehe.
it has been so so so soooooo soooooooooooo sooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long, even years since he approached girls.
it's even longer since he tried to get a number from girls.
he's not gatai la. u noe.. frens la. u know someone then of course you want to get their contacts, you want to know thme better, to know each other.
anyway thx to the awek!! wakaka. you know who you are. =p
* okla2 i acknowledge u la, Puteri. yea her name is princess. nyeh nyeh nyeh.
i got awek's number middle of the nite!
i din even ask ok.
wakaka! this is so damn fun and syokk!!
woooohoooo! hapinya aku!!
no no Eng-ENg din flirt.
not yet la. wait la after this only he flirts.
he misses the feeling of flirt-flirt. hehe.
it has been so so so soooooo soooooooooooo sooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long, even years since he approached girls.
it's even longer since he tried to get a number from girls.
he's not gatai la. u noe.. frens la. u know someone then of course you want to get their contacts, you want to know thme better, to know each other.
anyway thx to the awek!! wakaka. you know who you are. =p
* okla2 i acknowledge u la, Puteri. yea her name is princess. nyeh nyeh nyeh.
Thursday, 15 October 2009
3 more days to Oct 19th
My 21st birthday is coming soon. 3 more days and I’ll turn 21. Wow! What a journey of life. I’ve grown up to be an adult.
Bad things happened recently. It really pull me down.
I never celebrate my birthday. I never organise birthday party. But thanks to my friends. They celebrate my birthday since I were in secondary school. Thank you my friends.
People mostly Chinese will celebrate their 21st birthday. 21st birthday is like something special. It’s like you are already free. U got the key to freedom. U have become man. Something like that.
As usual, im not gona celebrate my birthday this year. I don’t know how. I don’t feel like too. Hmmm..
When I was younger, I always hope for something from my friends. I feel it’s normal right u wish that people will give you present. Im a human too like you. I have wishes. I have hopes.
Before this seriously honestly I wish I’ll get something from people but now not anymore.
I’ve changed my mind. really. I don’t expect and I don’t wish for anything anymore.
There are only 2things I want.
First one is a letter. It’s not really a letter but a write up or comment or feelings about me. write me something. How you feel about me from day one you know me till today. Just be honest. Write what you think. I’ll accept it whether it’s positive or negative. Don’t write too short la. =p send it to my email. Or post it as a note on Facebook. Or post it on your blog.
I like to know how and what people see in me. I feel it’s a good way to evaluate and improve myself. I would love to read it when I get old one day.
And the second thing is..
~ L O V E ~
Yea I want love. And I need love. Not from a girlfriend. But friends and family. That’s all I need. I need people to understand me, support me.
I know im not some really good guy. I make mistakes.
Please forgive me.
I have too many wishes for my birthday.
I wish she’s safe, healthy, happy and success in her life. I’ll always pray for her.
I wish there’ll be no war please.
I wish there’s be less disaster.
I wish there’ll be no hardcore poverty in this world and everyone is economically equal.
I wish there’s be no diseases and influenzas spreading all over the world.
And I wish my family members are alwaz safe and healthy.
Bad things happened recently. It really pull me down.
I never celebrate my birthday. I never organise birthday party. But thanks to my friends. They celebrate my birthday since I were in secondary school. Thank you my friends.
People mostly Chinese will celebrate their 21st birthday. 21st birthday is like something special. It’s like you are already free. U got the key to freedom. U have become man. Something like that.
As usual, im not gona celebrate my birthday this year. I don’t know how. I don’t feel like too. Hmmm..
When I was younger, I always hope for something from my friends. I feel it’s normal right u wish that people will give you present. Im a human too like you. I have wishes. I have hopes.
Before this seriously honestly I wish I’ll get something from people but now not anymore.
I’ve changed my mind. really. I don’t expect and I don’t wish for anything anymore.
There are only 2things I want.
First one is a letter. It’s not really a letter but a write up or comment or feelings about me. write me something. How you feel about me from day one you know me till today. Just be honest. Write what you think. I’ll accept it whether it’s positive or negative. Don’t write too short la. =p send it to my email. Or post it as a note on Facebook. Or post it on your blog.
I like to know how and what people see in me. I feel it’s a good way to evaluate and improve myself. I would love to read it when I get old one day.
And the second thing is..
~ L O V E ~
Yea I want love. And I need love. Not from a girlfriend. But friends and family. That’s all I need. I need people to understand me, support me.
I know im not some really good guy. I make mistakes.
Please forgive me.
I have too many wishes for my birthday.
I wish she’s safe, healthy, happy and success in her life. I’ll always pray for her.
I wish there’ll be no war please.
I wish there’s be less disaster.
I wish there’ll be no hardcore poverty in this world and everyone is economically equal.
I wish there’s be no diseases and influenzas spreading all over the world.
And I wish my family members are alwaz safe and healthy.
ear pain
Arrghh! Sakit gila my right ear! Damn painful! Suddenly it is pain again after for so long. whole night sakit!
Grrhh! the whole ear till the gegendang/cochlea is painful. It’s just so painful deep inside my ear.
My ear is clean la. I clean it everyday. Hmm.. I can’t even move my jaw. It’ll be more painful. The pain is like a punch on ur stomach.
Please go away PAIN. Kacau la!
Grrhh! the whole ear till the gegendang/cochlea is painful. It’s just so painful deep inside my ear.
My ear is clean la. I clean it everyday. Hmm.. I can’t even move my jaw. It’ll be more painful. The pain is like a punch on ur stomach.
Please go away PAIN. Kacau la!
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
Puasa 6
good morning. i haven's sleep yet la. cannot sleep and don't feel like sleeping. i'm ok. i'm fine. i feel better after i watched TV especially Man of Honor on AXN. hehe.
anyway im so glad that i learn something new today. Woohoo! To be specific, midnight. Have anyone of you heard of Puasa 6? Yes? No? if you are a Muslim then you know la. I only that Muslims puasa or fast during Ramadan and in Syawal to replace back the days that the missed out during Ramadan. But now only I know what is Puasa 6.
I must thank Fariza. Tengah-tengah malam she taught me something about Islam. Tankiu so much. I didn’t know that she’s so religious. I mean.. im not saying that she’s a bad Muslim but she opens my heart to know more about Islam. She proves to me that a person’s physical and attire doesn’t reflect truly on their belief and faith towards their religion. Tankiu sis.
Ok so according to her, Puasa 6 ni ialah puasa sunat. Muslims do this fast in the month of Syawal after Ramadan. it is called Puasa 6 because they fast 6 days in Syawal and only 6 days. No more no less. I asked her one funny question. If they fast 7 days, it is called as Puasa 7 is it. Hahah! No such thing CHIN ENG!! Ada Puasa 6 je la..
Anyway, although they must fast 6 days for Puasa 6, doesn’t mean they must fast 6 days continuosly. They can fast then stop then fast again. as long as it is within the Syawal month.
According to her Muslims miss Puasa 6. Why? Haha! this is because pahalanya besar. Pahala means.. the deed? Er.. the repay la. ok im bad in translation. If you fo Puasa 6, u’ll get pahala as if u puasa for a year. But hey! This doesn’t mean Muslim don’t have to fast during Ramadan la..
Besides, Puasa 6 also has many reasons behind it la. I don’t know what is it yet. I tel you all la when I know k? =p
You know what? The last day of Syawal is on my birthday, 19th October 2009. Wahahah. Bagus bagus!
I guess quite a number of Muslims will do this Puasa 6. It’s so good what. Furthermore, some may missed few days of fasting during Ramadan due to many reasons.
Thank you akak Fariza. Thx. Selamat berpuasa to those who do Puasa 6. =p
anyway im so glad that i learn something new today. Woohoo! To be specific, midnight. Have anyone of you heard of Puasa 6? Yes? No? if you are a Muslim then you know la. I only that Muslims puasa or fast during Ramadan and in Syawal to replace back the days that the missed out during Ramadan. But now only I know what is Puasa 6.
I must thank Fariza. Tengah-tengah malam she taught me something about Islam. Tankiu so much. I didn’t know that she’s so religious. I mean.. im not saying that she’s a bad Muslim but she opens my heart to know more about Islam. She proves to me that a person’s physical and attire doesn’t reflect truly on their belief and faith towards their religion. Tankiu sis.
Ok so according to her, Puasa 6 ni ialah puasa sunat. Muslims do this fast in the month of Syawal after Ramadan. it is called Puasa 6 because they fast 6 days in Syawal and only 6 days. No more no less. I asked her one funny question. If they fast 7 days, it is called as Puasa 7 is it. Hahah! No such thing CHIN ENG!! Ada Puasa 6 je la..
Anyway, although they must fast 6 days for Puasa 6, doesn’t mean they must fast 6 days continuosly. They can fast then stop then fast again. as long as it is within the Syawal month.
According to her Muslims miss Puasa 6. Why? Haha! this is because pahalanya besar. Pahala means.. the deed? Er.. the repay la. ok im bad in translation. If you fo Puasa 6, u’ll get pahala as if u puasa for a year. But hey! This doesn’t mean Muslim don’t have to fast during Ramadan la..
Besides, Puasa 6 also has many reasons behind it la. I don’t know what is it yet. I tel you all la when I know k? =p
You know what? The last day of Syawal is on my birthday, 19th October 2009. Wahahah. Bagus bagus!
I guess quite a number of Muslims will do this Puasa 6. It’s so good what. Furthermore, some may missed few days of fasting during Ramadan due to many reasons.
Thank you akak Fariza. Thx. Selamat berpuasa to those who do Puasa 6. =p
1.32am I Dissappeared
first time after using Facebook for so long, i noticed someone deletes me from their friend's list. and this person is someone that is always close to me. wow! how cool is that huh?? haha.
1.35am 13/10/09 she told me she just on with a guy
1.32am 14/10/09 she posted a pic of her n her bf wif the title 'love you sayang'
1.48am 14/10/09 she deleted me from her FB
cool man. COOL!
i have predicted and expected this to happen. memang betul jangkaan gua.
u noe wat? trust me, after this her new 'sayang' will delete me from his bf. i know her bf before we broke up that's why i have his Facebook. if he doesnt delete me, it'll be so damn weird.
what? can still be friends? ohhh! BULLSHIT!! she said berkali-kali over and over again that i have nothing to do with her anymore and she wants me to get away from her life FOREVER!! understand English rite??
i need to talk to someone. so badly... my heart is aching so badly. im hurt so deeply. i wana cry. i wana scream.
why must u delete me??!! why? Perlukah u delete i?? perlukah? I ni takde nilai at all dah ke in ur heart? Bila cinta datang, dunia bagaikan fantasi. Segala-galanya indah dan manis. Tapi bila cinta dah pergi, dunia bertukar neraka. Yang ditelan hanyalah api keperitan. Segala memori jadi mimpi ngeri.
dun wori, i wont backstand any of you, Nur Faizah and Nabil. although im hurt, but i still have dignity and i respect both of you.
thank you. thank you so much. i'll remember my 21st birthday. this is the present from you. wow!
1.35am 13/10/09 she told me she just on with a guy
1.32am 14/10/09 she posted a pic of her n her bf wif the title 'love you sayang'
1.48am 14/10/09 she deleted me from her FB
cool man. COOL!
i have predicted and expected this to happen. memang betul jangkaan gua.
u noe wat? trust me, after this her new 'sayang' will delete me from his bf. i know her bf before we broke up that's why i have his Facebook. if he doesnt delete me, it'll be so damn weird.
what? can still be friends? ohhh! BULLSHIT!! she said berkali-kali over and over again that i have nothing to do with her anymore and she wants me to get away from her life FOREVER!! understand English rite??
i need to talk to someone. so badly... my heart is aching so badly. im hurt so deeply. i wana cry. i wana scream.
why must u delete me??!! why? Perlukah u delete i?? perlukah? I ni takde nilai at all dah ke in ur heart? Bila cinta datang, dunia bagaikan fantasi. Segala-galanya indah dan manis. Tapi bila cinta dah pergi, dunia bertukar neraka. Yang ditelan hanyalah api keperitan. Segala memori jadi mimpi ngeri.
dun wori, i wont backstand any of you, Nur Faizah and Nabil. although im hurt, but i still have dignity and i respect both of you.
thank you. thank you so much. i'll remember my 21st birthday. this is the present from you. wow!
Tuesday, 13 October 2009
QUOTE of the day
"You dont stop doing things because you get old, you get old because you stop doing things."
~ Rosamunde Pilcher
~ Rosamunde Pilcher
Monday, 12 October 2009
Saturday, 10 October 2009
QUOTE of the day
"I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out."
~ Roy Croft
~ Roy Croft
Thursday, 8 October 2009
Wednesday, 7 October 2009
QUOTE of the day
"Bila you give everything, when you give more, it means nothing to them, because they are used to it. Tapi susah kan. Kita give them lot of love because we want them to feel loved. But lain yang jadi. We make them not to hargai us."
~ Puteri Nor Natasha
~ Puteri Nor Natasha
Tuesday, 6 October 2009
THOUGHT of the day
We often ask ourselves ‘why am I different from others?’ why? Why others are better then us? Why are they so lucky? Why they get what they want and I can’t?
Now I have a new answer for this question.
‘Why do I have to be like others?’
We are special. I am special. You are special. Everyone is special. Humans are never the same. We live the way we want to be. We choose the path we want to go. We fight for what be believe.
Remember, you are who you are. Be proud of yourself!
Now I have a new answer for this question.
‘Why do I have to be like others?’
We are special. I am special. You are special. Everyone is special. Humans are never the same. We live the way we want to be. We choose the path we want to go. We fight for what be believe.
Remember, you are who you are. Be proud of yourself!
Perpisahan - Anuar Zain
SONG of the day
it has been so long since i posted a song that i like. tonight let's listen to this song. a song from Cinta, one of the best local films ever made. the singer is Anuar Zain. the producer of Cinta is Khabir Bhatia.
close your eyes, listen carefully to the lyrics and feel what i feel tonight. it's a sad song. a nice sad song. a good song when you are sad.
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Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah kuberi
Tiada lagi bersama
Seringkala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah
Bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
(Korus)
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu
Kasih tercari-cari
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu
it has been so long since i posted a song that i like. tonight let's listen to this song. a song from Cinta, one of the best local films ever made. the singer is Anuar Zain. the producer of Cinta is Khabir Bhatia.
close your eyes, listen carefully to the lyrics and feel what i feel tonight. it's a sad song. a nice sad song. a good song when you are sad.
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Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah kuberi
Tiada lagi bersama
Seringkala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah
Bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
(Korus)
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu
Kasih tercari-cari
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu
It's CONFIRMED!!
My prediction comes true. again.. Out of ten, eight of my predictions came true. I don't like it sometimes because it hurts.
i just talked to her. Now it's not about how i feel or what i sense. she admitted it herself. she's liking someone. SHE LIKES HIM. i know that guy.
well.. what could i say or feel? jealous? angry? sad? disappointed? upset?
im nobody to feel all this. im nobody now. who am i to her to feel all this. i dun have any rights to stop her.
no wonder she alwaz din't reply my sms. she's there. she knows. she's aware. i called her n she didn't even pick up. she saw me on9, she won't talk to me. everything has changed so drastically. i feel so dumb somtimes.
i din tell anyone abt this. im a person who'll keep my probs myself. what i do when im down? i write. i document it. i expressed it in words.
IM NOT OK. i cried. n i wana cry again. i can't bear the pain. yes im a guy but im not strong.
FINE IM SENSITIVE, POYO, SENTIMENTAL, CHABO. so??!!
sorilah dis is me. when i feel some feeling, it is just too strong.
life is not about love. yes i agree. i din focus my love on her only. i do my other stuffs. in our life, we have a part called relationship n i fill her in that part. she's in that part. i found someone that is most qualified n suitable to occupy that place in my heart.
too bad when you love someone, doesnt mean someone like you!
when you care so much for someone, when you sacrifice so much for her, when you put her above everything, doesnt mean she'll do the same to you!
arghh! fuck! arrghh!
ahhh... what a start for my blog after so long missing from blogging.
='( i still love her..
i just talked to her. Now it's not about how i feel or what i sense. she admitted it herself. she's liking someone. SHE LIKES HIM. i know that guy.
well.. what could i say or feel? jealous? angry? sad? disappointed? upset?
im nobody to feel all this. im nobody now. who am i to her to feel all this. i dun have any rights to stop her.
no wonder she alwaz din't reply my sms. she's there. she knows. she's aware. i called her n she didn't even pick up. she saw me on9, she won't talk to me. everything has changed so drastically. i feel so dumb somtimes.
i din tell anyone abt this. im a person who'll keep my probs myself. what i do when im down? i write. i document it. i expressed it in words.
IM NOT OK. i cried. n i wana cry again. i can't bear the pain. yes im a guy but im not strong.
FINE IM SENSITIVE, POYO, SENTIMENTAL, CHABO. so??!!
sorilah dis is me. when i feel some feeling, it is just too strong.
life is not about love. yes i agree. i din focus my love on her only. i do my other stuffs. in our life, we have a part called relationship n i fill her in that part. she's in that part. i found someone that is most qualified n suitable to occupy that place in my heart.
too bad when you love someone, doesnt mean someone like you!
when you care so much for someone, when you sacrifice so much for her, when you put her above everything, doesnt mean she'll do the same to you!
arghh! fuck! arrghh!
ahhh... what a start for my blog after so long missing from blogging.
='( i still love her..
Saturday, 3 October 2009
QUOTE of the day
Humility is not denying the talents we have, but rather admitting the weaknesses we have.
~ Felicita Fedelis
~ Felicita Fedelis
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
alone at home
Every students of UTAR Kampar has gone back to hometown after exam. semester break has started last Monday 28/9/09 to Sunday 18/10/09. And im still here..alone.. hehe.. I’m going to KL tmr then come back here again then Sunday only go back to Penang. Why? Hehe.. tell you later. =p
Cilaka betul! Ish! Haha. im sleeping alone in my house tonight. All my friends have gone back. My hostel area, Westlake now is as dead as a abandones town. So quite.. kinda creepy.
The houses here are so huge. Really! My house is one the new houses here. 3 storeys! 13 rooms! Im staying at 3rd floor. So imagine yourself being at home alone.. so far away from your hometown. Alone in your room all day. In middle of a serene environment, but sorrounded by lakes, jungles, hills, and quietness..
Yea yea I noe im rich stayin in such a big house alone. Haha! seriously I tell you, if you are a Penangite like me, you be amazed to see my house. It’s like a half Bungalow. Almost like a Bungalow la. really ada class! Houses here if built in Penang, sure damn expensive!
Im quite used to staying alone at home. Just that this time it’s a bit different coz everyone in Westlake dah blahh!
I love to explore places myself. I went into the jungles here to take pics and came out only after the moon arise. Sacry la.. but u noe.. wen u dun tink of the geli thing, u wont feel geli la. I can make myself dun tink of it. I have my tactics lar..
someone must always calm n strong in faith la. wherever I go and whatever I do, I always start with a prayer. I’ll pray for safety then I’ll ask for forgiveness if I did anything wrong. As long as my heart is pure, I believe, God will always protect me.
Nvm. Insya-allah Chin Eng can handle this situation. Hehe… I've already switched on all the lights in my house. see?? how brilliant i am? if thieves wana come in also they will think twice.
I’ll make myself busy lah. I’ll listen to songs. I got so many things to do. I have to edit weeding pics for a client. I have to house keeping. I have to pack my stuffs back to penang. I have to do laundry. I have to fold my clothes. I have to post up me n my friends supernatural act videos onto Youtube. I wana write a letter to the editor. I wana blog.. etc etc etc.
SEE I AM SO BOH ENG (not free).
Okla.. chao.. sakit perut la! grrrhhh! go pangsai 1st. c u. gnite. Tata.
Cilaka betul! Ish! Haha. im sleeping alone in my house tonight. All my friends have gone back. My hostel area, Westlake now is as dead as a abandones town. So quite.. kinda creepy.
The houses here are so huge. Really! My house is one the new houses here. 3 storeys! 13 rooms! Im staying at 3rd floor. So imagine yourself being at home alone.. so far away from your hometown. Alone in your room all day. In middle of a serene environment, but sorrounded by lakes, jungles, hills, and quietness..
Yea yea I noe im rich stayin in such a big house alone. Haha! seriously I tell you, if you are a Penangite like me, you be amazed to see my house. It’s like a half Bungalow. Almost like a Bungalow la. really ada class! Houses here if built in Penang, sure damn expensive!
Im quite used to staying alone at home. Just that this time it’s a bit different coz everyone in Westlake dah blahh!
I love to explore places myself. I went into the jungles here to take pics and came out only after the moon arise. Sacry la.. but u noe.. wen u dun tink of the geli thing, u wont feel geli la. I can make myself dun tink of it. I have my tactics lar..
someone must always calm n strong in faith la. wherever I go and whatever I do, I always start with a prayer. I’ll pray for safety then I’ll ask for forgiveness if I did anything wrong. As long as my heart is pure, I believe, God will always protect me.
Nvm. Insya-allah Chin Eng can handle this situation. Hehe… I've already switched on all the lights in my house. see?? how brilliant i am? if thieves wana come in also they will think twice.
I’ll make myself busy lah. I’ll listen to songs. I got so many things to do. I have to edit weeding pics for a client. I have to house keeping. I have to pack my stuffs back to penang. I have to do laundry. I have to fold my clothes. I have to post up me n my friends supernatural act videos onto Youtube. I wana write a letter to the editor. I wana blog.. etc etc etc.
SEE I AM SO BOH ENG (not free).
Okla.. chao.. sakit perut la! grrrhhh! go pangsai 1st. c u. gnite. Tata.
Love of A Father
this is so touching. this video is not only for Christians but for every children in this world. our dad loves us. the man in the video made my heart melt and broken.
sometimes we just have to let one thing go to make sure another thing is safe. we can't have both at a time.
sometimes we just have to let one thing go to make sure another thing is safe. we can't have both at a time.
Monday, 28 September 2009
The Happiest Moment with Coursemates in Semester 2
Woah woah! I had a wonderful day today. So many happy things happy. thanks to God, her, and my friends.
I finished my exam finally. Had our last paper today from 9-11am. Subject: Mass Media and Society. I did quite well I guess. I know how to answer. Hehe. I studied ma! I was smiling, laughing n singing throughout the whole exam. hehe. Sempat pi kencing lagi oo. But I didn’t manage my time properly la. I din have enough time for the last question which is the essay question. I rushed n simply taruh all my points. Nvmla. I did my best d. no regrets this time.
MERDEKA man. after this I can blog here n there this n that. =p
I went to uni early today. Yeala bcoz I rode my bike.. the reson to be early is bcoz the gurad always stop me, I dun have sticker. Illegal la. si if they stop me I hav to make damn big round and curi masuk from another lobang. Fortunately im so lucky today. The guards curi ayam. I happily rode in. wahaha.
Just after i got down from my bike, I received a sms from her. She wished me goodluck n asked me to buat baik2.. Im so happy and glad that she did that. I got like some power to do well in my exam la. MOTIVATION man!
And im so handsome today.hehe. betul. Tak tipu. Memang handsome. Yeala. Tak percaya? Biar pi kat hang! Aku feel handsome kalau handsome la. like Ee Theng always said “got feel got feel.” =p I smell nice too. I used the perfume that we bought together from Body Shop.
Y I dressed up nicely today? Bcoz we had photoshoot after the exam. it was the first time since our studies that we had a group photograph. Everyone attended. Complete cun-cun 31 ppl. So happy. im so touched. I was so scared dat some of them will cabut n tak jadi to take pic again. this might be the first and the last one because its so hard to asked these m*nkeys m*nkeys to meet up altogether.
Vivien dating bulan today. Opps! Hehe. I tel u she was so ganas. I told her if she gatai, im gona cucuk her with the tripod. She got freak out n as usual.. she SCREAMED!
I geram oo at them. I asked them to go down n gather but they duk tok abt the exam. ish! i was so hot. Hot la. The weather is hot! I was wearing jacket. Tok after the photo shot la. Pei Suang tok non stop. Corene also. Ai Loon oso. aiyah all da gals la. so chicken backside la. hehe.
Thank God I have Tiffany, the whistle keeper. Hehe. I used her pinkish whistle. Fuiyo. Blow je all of them got shocked then start to gather. The weather was so superb. So clear, so blueish. no haze! we had bamboo trees as our background. Sorila have to ask u all to have the sunlight because if we dun, later reflectin n dark2. U all will say Chin Eng no pe-ro-fe-shi-nal.
Wah! The picstures turned out so nice. Seriously farking nice weih! The colors so cun! We had 2different pose. 1st one is the serious, chubby, innocent, bodoh-bodoh shot where the gals sit in one row n the guys stand at the back. The gals clos their legs tight2 with their hands on their lap and the guys stand straight with their hand cover2 their ciau-ciau. All of them luk so cute n funny la. some really hav the kindergarten boloh-boloh face. Haha!
2nd shot was the crazy funny shot. We are so pro in this la. u can see la all the crazy funny animals face in the picture. In this shot we all cramped, stand closely.
I want to develop the 1st pic in 8R size. U go check la how big is the 8R size. Then I wana stick it in my room. Hehe. Realy nice la. I used high resolution si the pic wont pecah2. 1 pic 7MB ok! Gila babi betul! Then for the 2nd shot I wana make into button. U noe button? The round shape thingy with the safety pin at the back n u pin on ur beg. I wana give them free la. FREE! So next time don’t say Chin Eng is kedekut especially Saravani. Haha.
I had Wei Hong aka Sotong as my assistant today. He got talent la. can improve some more. Hehe. He took 90% of the pics. yeala because I took pics with my frens ma. So he helped me lo. Thx Sotong. The pics really sui. Rmbr what Mister Oh thought u ya. =p
U noe ah Ai Peng said im hensem la. hehe. So heppy la. tq tq. =p
Meanwhile Ee Theng wana take off my pants. itu crazy Big Sister. I said i feel hot la inside. I was wearing boxer. Sweating la. The sun was so bright n burning u noe. I really felt like taking off my jeans. Heehe.
Amirah was so preety today. So cute. Comel. I suka. =p I took pics with her. I took pics with Ee Theng, Ai Loon, Haw Yeen, Pang Chong, Li Theng, Vivien, Deng Wen, Siang Tong, Teck Joo and Siew King. I never took pic with them b4. I missed out some la cz they cabut d. I wanted to take pic with Ai Peng. Yala she praised me wat. Hehe! She said nvm we can take pic tonite n ask me to stay hensem. Aduih I tak larat la.
Now I realised it’s so hard to have good appearance. No wonder la the chabos take hours just to make up. Dear Mister Oh you must now start to dress up yourself, wear smart-smart so that the girls will fall for you, so that people will talk to you like adult n not like budak kechik, so that people will take you seriously. FAHAM?!!
Tiffany house key was with me. but she went back n kenot enter her room. she kenot tahan mau
kencing. Haha! sory la. =p
N u noe wat suddenly my laptop black off again. arrrghhh! I typed long long d just now but n now all gone. Ish.
Im so super tired n hungry now. okla nk tido dah. Wake up later n go BBQ. Thanks all my JR frens for the meaningful short photoshoot. I'll post the pics on FB. dun wori. just WAIT. Hehe. So c u la. gnite. Tata.
I finished my exam finally. Had our last paper today from 9-11am. Subject: Mass Media and Society. I did quite well I guess. I know how to answer. Hehe. I studied ma! I was smiling, laughing n singing throughout the whole exam. hehe. Sempat pi kencing lagi oo. But I didn’t manage my time properly la. I din have enough time for the last question which is the essay question. I rushed n simply taruh all my points. Nvmla. I did my best d. no regrets this time.
MERDEKA man. after this I can blog here n there this n that. =p
I went to uni early today. Yeala bcoz I rode my bike.. the reson to be early is bcoz the gurad always stop me, I dun have sticker. Illegal la. si if they stop me I hav to make damn big round and curi masuk from another lobang. Fortunately im so lucky today. The guards curi ayam. I happily rode in. wahaha.
Just after i got down from my bike, I received a sms from her. She wished me goodluck n asked me to buat baik2.. Im so happy and glad that she did that. I got like some power to do well in my exam la. MOTIVATION man!
And im so handsome today.hehe. betul. Tak tipu. Memang handsome. Yeala. Tak percaya? Biar pi kat hang! Aku feel handsome kalau handsome la. like Ee Theng always said “got feel got feel.” =p I smell nice too. I used the perfume that we bought together from Body Shop.
Y I dressed up nicely today? Bcoz we had photoshoot after the exam. it was the first time since our studies that we had a group photograph. Everyone attended. Complete cun-cun 31 ppl. So happy. im so touched. I was so scared dat some of them will cabut n tak jadi to take pic again. this might be the first and the last one because its so hard to asked these m*nkeys m*nkeys to meet up altogether.
Vivien dating bulan today. Opps! Hehe. I tel u she was so ganas. I told her if she gatai, im gona cucuk her with the tripod. She got freak out n as usual.. she SCREAMED!
I geram oo at them. I asked them to go down n gather but they duk tok abt the exam. ish! i was so hot. Hot la. The weather is hot! I was wearing jacket. Tok after the photo shot la. Pei Suang tok non stop. Corene also. Ai Loon oso. aiyah all da gals la. so chicken backside la. hehe.
Thank God I have Tiffany, the whistle keeper. Hehe. I used her pinkish whistle. Fuiyo. Blow je all of them got shocked then start to gather. The weather was so superb. So clear, so blueish. no haze! we had bamboo trees as our background. Sorila have to ask u all to have the sunlight because if we dun, later reflectin n dark2. U all will say Chin Eng no pe-ro-fe-shi-nal.
Wah! The picstures turned out so nice. Seriously farking nice weih! The colors so cun! We had 2different pose. 1st one is the serious, chubby, innocent, bodoh-bodoh shot where the gals sit in one row n the guys stand at the back. The gals clos their legs tight2 with their hands on their lap and the guys stand straight with their hand cover2 their ciau-ciau. All of them luk so cute n funny la. some really hav the kindergarten boloh-boloh face. Haha!
2nd shot was the crazy funny shot. We are so pro in this la. u can see la all the crazy funny animals face in the picture. In this shot we all cramped, stand closely.
I want to develop the 1st pic in 8R size. U go check la how big is the 8R size. Then I wana stick it in my room. Hehe. Realy nice la. I used high resolution si the pic wont pecah2. 1 pic 7MB ok! Gila babi betul! Then for the 2nd shot I wana make into button. U noe button? The round shape thingy with the safety pin at the back n u pin on ur beg. I wana give them free la. FREE! So next time don’t say Chin Eng is kedekut especially Saravani. Haha.
I had Wei Hong aka Sotong as my assistant today. He got talent la. can improve some more. Hehe. He took 90% of the pics. yeala because I took pics with my frens ma. So he helped me lo. Thx Sotong. The pics really sui. Rmbr what Mister Oh thought u ya. =p
U noe ah Ai Peng said im hensem la. hehe. So heppy la. tq tq. =p
Meanwhile Ee Theng wana take off my pants. itu crazy Big Sister. I said i feel hot la inside. I was wearing boxer. Sweating la. The sun was so bright n burning u noe. I really felt like taking off my jeans. Heehe.
Amirah was so preety today. So cute. Comel. I suka. =p I took pics with her. I took pics with Ee Theng, Ai Loon, Haw Yeen, Pang Chong, Li Theng, Vivien, Deng Wen, Siang Tong, Teck Joo and Siew King. I never took pic with them b4. I missed out some la cz they cabut d. I wanted to take pic with Ai Peng. Yala she praised me wat. Hehe! She said nvm we can take pic tonite n ask me to stay hensem. Aduih I tak larat la.
Now I realised it’s so hard to have good appearance. No wonder la the chabos take hours just to make up. Dear Mister Oh you must now start to dress up yourself, wear smart-smart so that the girls will fall for you, so that people will talk to you like adult n not like budak kechik, so that people will take you seriously. FAHAM?!!
Tiffany house key was with me. but she went back n kenot enter her room. she kenot tahan mau
kencing. Haha! sory la. =p
N u noe wat suddenly my laptop black off again. arrrghhh! I typed long long d just now but n now all gone. Ish.
Im so super tired n hungry now. okla nk tido dah. Wake up later n go BBQ. Thanks all my JR frens for the meaningful short photoshoot. I'll post the pics on FB. dun wori. just WAIT. Hehe. So c u la. gnite. Tata.
Friday, 25 September 2009
QUOTE of the day
"Kadang-kadang, orang yang paling kita sayanglah yang paling susah untuk disayangi."
~ film Cinta by Khabir Bhatia
~ film Cinta by Khabir Bhatia
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
temporary HP number
alo my prens. i think some of you know my hp got stolen. if u don't now i tel u.
MY HP GOT STOLEN!
so im sorry if some of you tried to reached me but tak dapat.
I hope u can send me your fon numbers lar.. =p
At the moment, if la nk cal or sms, can reach me at 0194171601.
i'll try to get back my Digi number ASAP!
kamsiah nandri happy merry bday.
MY HP GOT STOLEN!
so im sorry if some of you tried to reached me but tak dapat.
I hope u can send me your fon numbers lar.. =p
At the moment, if la nk cal or sms, can reach me at 0194171601.
i'll try to get back my Digi number ASAP!
kamsiah nandri happy merry bday.
Tuesday, 22 September 2009
QUOTE of the day
Hanging on and holding on on something doesn't mean you are immatured, obsessive or stubborn but when you found the thing that you are looking for all this while and it meant so much for you, you just can't let it go.
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