gain weight mission

ok i already plan, from March onwards i want to gain some weight. I duno how but let's start from somewhere.

If i'm too tiny, those political samseng can easily whack me when i'm at work. hahaha!

So ok i know what to eat now. I'll work out abit. Then, mmmmm got muscles!!

SEXY!!

According to my friend, Edmund, if I want to gain weight, I must eat 10 eggs everyday. And I can only eat the egg white, no yolk. But then without yolk not nice la.. heheh I throw away one yolk n I eat one lo ok.

稀土厂的危害 —— 纪录片（影片資訊內找英、馬來文版Website）

Kata-kata hikmat

Penantian itu satu penyeksaan.

Penantian itu juga merupakan satu kepastian, satu rahmat. =p

jobless depression

It has been so long since i wrote about myself, about me and not other things that i'm interested in. WHy care what others think of you? Just be true of yourself. Express what you feel. You can cheat the whole world but you can't lie to yourself.

I don't know why today so dull..

It's like so quiet..

And i feel lonely..

I just feel uneasy, so directionless.

i guess it's because of my job.

It's either i'm being stupid, stubborn or persistent because i only apply for one job.

I gave myself time until end of February before i start working.

Unfortunately i am still jobless. And till now i am still waiting for their answer. I've gone through all the process. They shortlisted me. Then asked me go for medical check up at their panel clinic last week. The blood test takes so long one meh..

It's either there's something wrong with my health or i don't get the job. I will go crazy if in these few days before February ends, they tell me i don't get the job.

Then i will have to apply for new jobs all over again. Lepas tu nak tunggu dipanggil interview, nak tunggu results bla bla bla. Bila baru boleh start kerja ni??

Anyone free to talk to me? ahaha.. Close friends in Penang all busy. Everytime ask them out for teh tarik, it's either they are working or they are lazy. But in the weekends, they can go out in a geng. zzz.. When u are away for 3 years, things change. No one's fault. It happened naturally. People always look for friends with similar interest to stick together. I'm into politics. I don't play games. I love history. I'm into human rights n activism. In short, i am just weird, not into any group.

It's not a problem, i feel good doing things alone. But you still need friends. I am happy to have them around. They are there when i need help and they know me well. But what's the point i only see them when i need help. As if i only look for them when i am in trouble.

Aih.. mum keeps nagging. Some people pula simply accuse this n that... oh what a night!

For once, i feel so useless. I feel so helpless.

Any magazine house, publishing company, newspaper agencies or event company want to hire a photographer? =p

PENANTIAN ITU SATU PENYEKSAAN

quote of the day

No use purposely makes people jealous of you. No use to showing off. You are doing that because you can’t accept the fact that others are better off than you. At the end, you earn nothing but building more unfinished jealousy. Improve yourself than to downgrade others to make yourself look better.

Himpunan Hijau 2.0

Let's GO!

For more info, go to http://www.facebook.com/events/363721866979468/ and http://www.facebook.com/pages/Himpunan-Hijau-20-Langkah-Lestari/156138757834195?sk=wall

Putu Mayam Uncle

If you are wondering where to get Putu Mayam in Kampar, look for this man. He has been selling it for years without fail at the food court every morning. Within hours, all the Putu Mayam will be snapped up. He's the only man i found selling it in Kampar during day time. But at night time, sometimes you can see another Indian uncle selling the Indian delicacy on his bike in New Town. 

Date: 35/11/2011

Time: 8.36pm

Venue: Old Town food court, Kampar, Perak, Malaysia

掌聲響起 (Zhang Sheng Xiang Qi) - 鳳飛飛 (Fong Fei Fei)

It feels like heaven (although i've never been there) when you found what you always looking for all this while. Sing this song for me when i died cz i really like it! =p

The singer is Fong Fei Fei. After she passed away only I know that this song is actually from her and not Fish Leong. My tears automatically fall when I listen to it.

I don’t understand the lyrics fully but the melody captivates me.

Magazine Circus, George Town, Penang

Magazine Circus? Ever wonder what is that? Before that, have you ever heard of it? I only knew about it when I was in high school. That time I was helping out with Penang Heritage Trust and involved with Anak-Anak Kota.

I just posted a panorama shot of Magazine Circus at my second blog  http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2012/02/magazine-circus-george-town-penang.html

Click at the link to view the photo and to read on what is it all about. =p

Lim Guan Eng vs Chua Soi Lei

i am going to watch it with other Penangites at Prangin Mall. hahaa. 

I know many people, i mean many many people will watch this live debate.

爺爺 (Grandpa) - 曹格 (Gary Cao)

I love this song.

But everytime I listen to it, I’ll tear. I am moved by the voice of the innocent baby. I miss my ah kong. Both of them still around but I seldom see them.. They are getting g old.

Do you still remember at the end of last year so many people got married? And guess what, now at the beginning of the year, I received news of people passing away. Not one, but it’s one by one..

Cynthia’s grandma passed away last Saturday. My another friend from KL also lost her grandma at the same time. Then Whitney Houston also shocked the world by her passing on Sunday February 12. Today some Taiwan singer also died.

Aduih… y so many people died in one short??

Everytime I pray, I pray that my grandparents are well and healthy and can live till very old. Oh I must visit them this week!

Happy Valentine’s Day to my grandpa and grandma. =p

Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You

so the great singer of this song, Whitney Houston has passed away today. haih..

we'll miss you deeply Whitney..

Yellow - Coldplay

Debate between Wee Ka Siong & Tony Pua

The two politicians from MCA and DAP respectively will face each other tonight at 11pm at ASTRO AEC.

WATCH!

TENGOK JANGAN TAK TENGOK!

breakfast

Breakfast at Bangkok Lane this morning. =p

life brief candle

u see.. this is life. it's full of surprises and it's unpredictable. but that's what makes life. different tastes make life more colourful. what drives us from living? it's our hope, our dream, the things we enjoy and the people we love.

how sad to receive a news that my good friend's amma has just passed away. She was so healthy. I often see her in her smile and confident walk despite her old age. It has been years since I see here. But because of the heart operation, she lost her life. When I see her again, it will be at her funeral. The doctor should be more careful, alert and responsible instead of giving excuses.

I'll repeat what i said again laz nite in my blog, enjoy n appreciate the present.

Be strong Cynthia.

parents

We love our parents but we just don’t know how to express it most of the time. 

Then they will feel that we don't care about them, we don't love them and we are not obedient. 

It’s even harder to show our love when the dark histories during our childhood still hunt us down. 

It’s hard to forgive and forget isn’t it? 

We willing to spend so much on friends' birthday, Valentine's, convocation, wedding etc etc but we never buy a present for the one who brought us up. 


Some never even give a hug or kiss to their parents before. 

Enjoy and appreciate the present..

We are only given one father and one mother in our lifetime.

I.. am still struggling to let go my past..

But i love my parents, sibling and grandparents. 

Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah

let's listen to this song again! =p

my first watermarked photo!

Finally.. finally! Oh yes finally after being nagged so long by caring friends to have my own watermark to protect my photos from being used without permission and without proper credits, today I made my own watermark. wohooo sexy!

Ayooo creating n putting a watermark is really hard when you are not good in technology. So mahuan.  But what is not hard when you start learning them, right?

Now I know how to put a watermark. And jeng jeng jeng let me show off a bit my first photo with my simple watermark and it’s a panorama shot! How? Comment a bit, not on the photo, but the watermark. Er.. like that lo. Nothing special also..

It took me at least 30 minutes just to learn and put that GREAT watermark ok!

Aiyah this blog’s design is too small for my panorama shot la. Click at this link to view it bigger lah. http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2012/02/panorama-first-watermark.html

Yes OCE is proud of himself cuz he made it by his own effort. Aih.. you know, if you really want something, it’s really possible to get it if you put your heart into what you are doing.

Haih.. so now I have to watermark all the good photos before I post it online ah? Aiyah.. Someone help me do la…

*NOW YOU ARE YOU GOING TO STEAL THIS PHOTO? eh u can take away the watermark ka??*

quote of the day

Everything in life can be repaired. But if we never try to use heart to fix it, then it will forever spoiled.

蘇打綠sodagreen -【幸福額度】MV 官方完整版

sorry no translation. no description. go think yourselves.

quote of the day

I fail today I work harder tomorrow la, and next, I will succeed. It’s ok what.

Annek Kacang Putih

Date: 8/2/2012

Time: 10.49pm

Venue: Macalister Road, Penang

quote of the day

God never let you down. Only people let you down especially those who are close to you.

Silver Chariot makes its way

The silver chariot carrying the image of Lord Murugan makes it way to Nattukottai Chettiar Temple, Waterfall Road from Kovil Veddu, Queen Street at 6.30am this morning where thousands of devotees have gathered there from as early as 5am to celebrate Thaipusam in Penang.

multicultural beautiful Penang

Penang is a very good example of unity, high social awareness, development, green initiative and most importantly a melting pot of multi-culturalism and a diverse society where people regardless of their differences in religion, custom, belief, race, age, gender and political divide come together in whatever occasions. And in these few days, the spirit of Penangites is shown again where we celebrate non-stop festivals from Maulidul Rasul to Chap Goh Meh to Thaipusam and many more.

This is why I am proud being a Penangite. 


We against extremism and racism.

I am made to be muhibbah and i have friends from all kind of backgrounds.

Penang is such a beautiful island. =p

Lim Guan Eng attended Pai Thi Kong Celebration like an angel

Chief Minister of Penang, YB Lim Guan Eng attended the Pai Thi Kong Celebration at Chew Jetty, Penang on Monday night, the 8^th day of Chinese New Year accompanied by the war-zone like fireworks in the air.

It was a night to pray to the God of Heaven or Thi Kong but when Lim Guan Eng arrived, the scene turned into as if an angel has just sent from Heaven down to the people. RELA members have to jaga him from the eager public to shake his hand and take his photos. It was really havoc. Good havoc. The young and old, laki pompuan, cina india melayu dan sebagainya suka sama dia. =p

*few more photos to come*

YOU are quoted

Attitude identify the latitude of life..

~ Lee Poicia

~ 1/2/2012

~ via FB