YOU are quoted

"Trust is like a mirror. You can fix it if it's broken but you can still see its crack."

~ Yeo Hui Xin
~ 15/3/2010
~ via FB

ME

Floating On The Sea of T.A.P

T.A.P.???

What the tutt is that.

T = Test
A = Assignment
P = Presentation.

so yes, im floating on the sea of TAP. no, i can't swim in it. too much. too much. headache la. stress oo..

last week, this week and next week, these 3 weeks are killing me! TAPs are cramped in these 3 weeks. TAPs are pouring in stuck here.

how to swim in the sea of TAP? im floating now.. still sorting and figuring out what to do first. then how to do.

as for now, i feel like bangging my head to the wall and sleep till the next day because i am really sleepy but i've to finish my reading and slides for 2 presentations tomorrow.

* it's good to reduce procastinantion and FB-ing for the time being.

Introduction to International Relationship's presentation

Muhibbah team: A kind of messy presentation but it was a good one, at least the lecturer said it is good. A round of applause to all of us. All of us grabbed the attention on that day for wearing so formal. =p

From left to right: Saravani, Mr. Afi, Tiffany, Chin Eng, Amirah.

*photo taken by Sotong, my best 'assistant'.

YOU are quoted

"Don't restrict your options. Be open."

~ Felicita Fedelis
~ 13/3/2010 Kuala Lumpur

Chong Wei Wins All-England

LATEST NEWS!!

Hot news!!

Our beloved Datuk Lee Chong Wei just won the All-England Championship.

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/03/chong-wei-won-all-england-finally.html

KL Breakaway

Hehehe. I actually went to KL yesterday n I just reached home at 8pm just now. that’s why my blos was so quiet. =p

It was a fantastic trip. So much things happened and im feeling good. I know I have tonnes of things regarding studies that I have to do, but I feel much relaxed now. 2 days in KL just swept off all my stress and tension away. It’s a crazy, nice, sweet, memorable, enjoyable and adventurous weekend. This happened because of 3 persons: Felicita, Kwan Yee and Mei Shan. Tq guys.

Anyway as usual, everytime I come back to Kampar, I’ll clean up my level n room. Oh, I should say it’s a must. MUST! After I bathed, I did laundry. the whole washing machine is fulled. A lot of clothes to wash. Then I cleaned my level n my room.

Im kinda pissed off! Yes I am I think. Because a lot of plastic begs with rubbish on the sinky. And the floor is damn dirty! Damn messy la. so I swept the floor lo. Then I boiled water. The rest of the roomates, the noisy one are playing games, shouting here and there, curse this mother that mother, chao hai u chao hai me, vulgar words are in the air. aih..

N now I have to go out for discussion. It’s time to get to work and I haven’t ate the Nasi Goreng Kampung that I tapau just now. my room is still dark. My house owner promised to fix the lights but no one has come to fix it yet.  Im exhausted but I can still feel the joy and happiness in me. =p

Selamat Pengantin Baru

QUOTE of the day

Manusia selalu mencari apa yang mereka tidak ada sehingga kehilangan apa yang mereka sudah ada.

today is 12th

it's 12th again..

i forgot when was the last time 12th was so significant for me.

but anyhow, 12th of every month will always be remembered. that's only one reason behind it.

i'll just keep the reason by myself.

12th is a special day. it'll always be a special day.

today is 12th.

nothing is gona change the story if 120806.

it's the most beutiful story about love that ever happened in my life.

it didn't last long but the duration is enough to carve a smile in my heart that last forever.

i shall remember this day till my last breath.

YOU are quoted

"WIthout gender equality there will be no social equality."

~ Dr. Tan Sooi Beng
~ USM, Penang

600th post

600th post?!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaa... that's a lot.

i've crap so much!!

waa waa waa.

so 600th post, so what?

what to say huh?

er.. im sleepy.

im hungry. im going to makan now.

so yea 600th post. like that lo.

tata.

Lotus

7/11/2009 7.55am UTAR, Kampar, Perak

=)

hehehehe. i just came home from meeting a nice friend n we chit chat for 3 hours. It feels like as if i just found a long lost friend and i really like this feeling. I can sleep soundly tonite while smiling my one ear to another ear. =p

Thank you Adeline.

hungry sleepy and angry

arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

im so tired!! im so sleepy! but i am damn hungry!!

i haven't taken my dinner yet!! i didn't even have my lunch. i had nasi lemak and nasi lemak during tea time only.

again, aku lapar gila babi!! im too hungry until i feel like puking!

n im getting angry ni!! grrrhhh! cz im hungry n sleepy n benci.

me n my frens planned to sleep after class finished at 6.30pm just now and eat at 11pm. but now 1 by 1 doesnt feel like eating.

DAMN!!

this makes me even more HOT!

i didn't eat anything yet cz i tot we r going out to eat and hang out chit chat ma... and i haven't taken my shower la. and i supposed to buy my bus ticket but i didn't bcoz i scared if i sleep late, i can't wake up on time. another friend also waited to eat with us but also cannot d lo.

okla i know they are tired n sleepy too..

hmmm... i just don't feel ok when they say NO so last minute. i don't wana argue with my good friends ok. NEVER.

sometimes i just wonder, when i say no, i'll hurt my friends but why can't people think of how i feel. i always try my very best to make people happy and not to hurt them because they are my friends. It's not easy to found friends who love you, understand you and care for you. Certain things is better not talk to about it. I prefer to forgive and forget, let our laughters to cleanse away all the unhappiness and mess.

friends in uni always see me in my childish happy face or sad down moody face. it's so rare to see the other side of me when im hungry. oh yea that was once. haha. its gona be a disaster if i get mad. really.. tak tipu. i think before i scold people, they are already freak out with my expression. =p

i often tell myself to just do whatever i want, don't have to ask people to follow you or to help you or things like that because they might say no. It's hurtful when the answer is no because we always hope our friends will say yes. who wana ask for help if one can settle it by themself? but i just can't do it because i respect my friends, i wana share with them and i love them.

I'm happier if people around me is happy too.

i don't like people tolerate with me just because im angry. i feel it is kind of not sincere.

im fine to eat alone actually but im just a little bit disappointed because im really looking forward to eat with them and celebrate the success of our messy presentation today.

seriously im confused. i don't know what im feeling right now. i know small matter only right? i shouldn't be kecil hati n so sensitif right? yea yea yea..

ok i need to keep quite now. if not people will gona get offended. i know my emotion is unstable, so i need to SHUT UP!

UTAR Kampar

9/3/2010 10.25am

i am not OK

not ok not ok not ok.

why why why?

1. my presentation is 1 hour from now and it involves a lot of reading and explanation. im so sleepy now. im gona blurkan eh whole class.

2. i got rejected last night. no, i didn't proposed any girls la. i asked for a favor but she said no. it's not her fault la.

3. my mum is in the hospital due to motor accident. dad is outstation. im here in Kampar.

YOU are quoted

"Others may hate me but those who hate me will not win unless I hate them."

~ Joaquin Vishnu

Kampar Chinese Cemetery On Fire

hehe. read this news la if you are free. written by me. news covered by me and my senior. Vivien called me this afternoon and said that my junior told her there's a big fire. i was busy so i informed my senior, Kwan Yee.

Then i rushed to the scene to cover the news bergeda-geda with her for the first time. Im so happy ok. I learn a lot from her la. Not to lick her shoe but that's the truth. I take her advice seriously.

Give a clap to urself Kwan Yee.

The funny thing is i jote down the points using my handphone and she was looking for her note pad. wahahaha. That's why my camera, pen, and handphone are the only things that matter the most everytime i go out. =p

ini first time tau aku write a news n published it on my blog. hehehehe. i tau not so good yet. takpe nanti aku improve. =p

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/03/kampar-chinese-cemetery-on-fire.html

YOU are quoted

"Single is simple. Double is trouble."

~ Kow Kwan Yee

*blekk! i quote u again. boo!

i need a video camera

halo ola..

people, i need a favor.

does anyone of you has a video camera?

can lend me ah?

it's very urgent.

i need it for TARA 4.

please.. i only need it this week i'll return it back by this week.

please let me know if you have one and can lend me.

tq so much.

God bless u.

BUAT BAIK INSYA-ALLAH DIBALAS BAIK.

a video that inspires me

i almost broke down when i watched this video. it reminds me on how bad i am. this is a really really touching and inspiring video of how a handicap live his life. we should really be thankful of what we have and take care of what we have rather than to look for and complain of what we don't have.

6 sekawan reunion

It's a reunion after 1 year God brought us together to a place called Kampar.

Purple shirt: Oh Chin Eng
Blue shirt: Jimmy
Pink shirt: Soo Siang
UTAR shirt: Janet
White shirt: Denise
Green shirt: Chia Kie

joy of kissing

Everyone should read this. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. 2 thumbs up!

This is super cool. Everything in this blog is awesome. I like especially this article. The article is making me wanting for a kiss...so badly!! Grrrhhh!

http://reclaimyoursexuality.blogspot.com/2010/02/kissing-as-event.html

Selamat Hari Wanita Antarabangsa

Happy International Women's Day

the peak is now

Wah damn hot la. it’s hot outside, it’s hot inside. Kampar is hot.

I just reached home. Had 2 replacement class. Then midterm for Comparative Politics. Then I went to Tesco. Hehe. I bought a lot of stuffs mainly food la and washing powder. I spend around RM50.

This semester im so POKAI seriously.

Feeling so sleepy but no im not gona sleep. I need super magic to split myself into many ChinEngsss la.. This week n next week will be super busy, the busiest week so far. It’s gona be the most hectic, packed, stressful and crazy weeks. It’s the PEAK!

I just got to know that I have presentation next week. This means I have 1 presentation this week, 2 presentations and 1 midterm next week. The subjects are not easy subjects ok.

So how can I sleep? No not gona have a nap. Oh God. no… but yes! Sleepless nights are gona begin. My sleep time will be reduce again. my nigth time will become day time and vice versa. New mission for these 2weeks. Less FB and MSN, ok to blog n Twitter. Yes I can do it! Hehe.

So What’s gona happen today?

Shit, bathe.

Do laundry.

Buy dinner.

Go to the bank to pay rental.

Sweep the floor.

Transfer pictures into my laptop.

Send photo to a friend.

Re-arrange my notes.

Presentation’s discussion at Tiffany's house.

I’ve been travelling every weekends non-stop since Chinese New Year break. This week im going down to KL. Next week going up to Penang. Fuh..

Okla got to go. I need to do my things-to-do now. hmmm.. it’s easy to say but hard to do I know. I’ll do what I said! tonight will be another night without lights. Haih…

Moon on Chap Goh Meh

This photo was taken on Chap Goh Meh which is the 15^th day or the last day of Chinese New Year 2010 at Poh Hock Seah, Twa Pek Kong Temple Penang. It was full moon on that night. Don’t mind about the angle la ye. I know it’s a bit out of shape.

rezeki

Jike diberi betis, jangan lagi diminta paha. Kalau ini je rezeki u, ini je la. Jangan nak minta lebih. Jangan nak angan lebih. Setiap perkara yang berlaku ada sebabnya dan ada hikmahnya. Ketepikan yang buruk. Celikkan mata lihatlah pada yang jernih. Apabila satu pintu ditutup, ada banyak lagi pintu yang luas terbuka. Janganlah asyik mara ke depan sehingga kau lupakan perkara-perkara kecil yang lain. Usah menyesal atas apa yang kamu tak dapat tapi bersyukur dan bergembiralah atas apa usaha kamu dan saat-saat proses itu berlaku. Manfaat dan hargai peluang yang ada. Tuhan akan tolong jika hati kita ikhlas.

2010 IS GONA BE A GREAT YEAR.

*i thought of this when im thinking about the opportunity i got to act in the tv drama only on last Friday n Saturday but not Sunday because i'll be late for my Monday 10am class if i take the earliest 9am bus on that day. it's ok. only i will understand what im saying. wahahah.

it's time to study

yea. the time is now. now la. tak dengar ke? tak faham bahasa? nak aku cakap bahasa tamil? macamla kau faham.

PODAKH!

i have midterm tomorrow. wheee. im so excited. but i haven't study yet!! wat the................!!!!!!!!!

i just came back from a reunion steamboat dinner. oowh! it was great. i'll post the pics next time.

my room is so dark right now cuz the 2 lights r not working!!

im so semangat to study tonight. a bit sleepy. nvm, i'll finish the four chapters for COmparative Politics before i sleep. i have class at 10pm till 2pm and the test is at 2pm.

THAT's MY MISSION TONIGHT!!

i must thank Miss Chiok for postponing the exam because i was sick and then i went back to Penang to act in the drama. so i must at least know how to answer some of the questions. eh, it's better then i duno anything kan.

okla BLAJA! betul ni. aku nk blaja! tak tipu! kalau aku tipu... aku taktau jawab la. aper lagi.

good night n bye bye.

muntah puke loya vomit

Location: Kampar.

I just bathed. But before that I finally puked. I shitted. Berak la..

I felt so dizzy in the bus, black out for few seconds. I almost puked but I hold on. I closed my eyes and I prayed hard. Oxygen was like so hard to reach my lung. I felt like I was having asthma.

This is the first time I felt this when im on the bus. Luckily I didn’t asked the driver to stop. luckily I didn’t asked for plastic beg from the girl sitting next to me although my heart asked me to do so.

Im feeling much better now. im going for steamboat tonight at my friend’s house. Haha.

Oh, last week my ceiling bocor. Today my roommate said the light is not working. This means my room is gona be dark, both lights are not working. Damn!

On the other hand, my roomate’s girlfriend is coming over to have dinner with him. Hahaa. Chomelnya. Im gona blog about this later. =p

Okok got to go. my friends are waiting. N im hungry.

Must eat fast. Chat fast. Take pictures fast. Then go pay my house rental and study for midterm tomorrow.

BOM!

chasing after the bus

As im writing this post at 2.07pm, I’m on the bus back to Kampar. Something bad almost happened a few minutes ago. Im here gasping for air, almost suffocated.

My bus is at 2pm but I reached the bus at 2.04pm. I was late.

Something funny and unexpected happened. Let’s try to imagine one of the scenes in the movies what people do when they are late for bus. Some will cry. Some will run and chase after the bus. Some will call for a cab and try to catch the bus. And some will wait for the next bus.

Let me tell you my version and what happened. I was supposed to get out from my house at 1pm but I didn’t. I was busy packing and I left my place at 1.20pm. I knew im gona be late. The ferry will departs around 1.35pm. my mum was rushing, riding fast. I reached the terminal at 1.31pm. at that time, I saw a lot of people walking out from the ferry.

I said goodbye to my mum and ran like horse to the ferry. Luck is not on my side. I was just few seconds away when the ferry’s gate closed. Haih.. I was so pissed at myself. this situation has happened for few times. It happened the week before when I came back to Penang. It also happened last year and I had to spent more money to get the ticket for another bus.

So I waited ‘patiently’ at the waiting area by walking here and there, looking far for the ferry to arrive. I looked at my handphone. The digital clock was showing 1.40pm. the ferry was still so far away.

Seriously only God can help me at that time. I was really hoping for a miracle. The journey from Penang to Butterworth takes at least, the fastest is 15minutes. Then another 2minutes for the gate to open and run to the bus.

My mind went wild and over-creative. I was thinking, what should I do if I missed the bus. I planned to get a taxi and chase after the bus. Seriously. if I really missed the bus, that’s the only way I can do. I’ll bargain and I’ll only pay Rm5 to the taxi driver. When I see the bus, I’ll wave at the bus driver, stop the taxi in front of the bus or honk the bus to stop it. I really dun waste my $ to get another bus ticket. The ticket bought by my mum.

After few minutes the ferry arrived and left Penang at 1.50pm. oh God. im seriously super late. How I wished I could just fly there with a wing. I kept on looking at my handphone. The time passed so fast and the ferry was so slow.

Finally the ferry reached at 2.03pm. again, I ran as if im running for a marathon but with 2begs and a camera hanging on my neck. Everyone was looking wondering am I running away from the policemen. While reaching the bus stop, I can see my bus from far.

I prayed hard in my heart asking the bus not to go. I reached the station at 2.04pm The bus reversed to start its journey when I was few metres away from it. I knocked on the door but the driver didn’t seemed to bother. So I stood in front of the bus waved and waved. Finally he opened the door for me.

Fuh.. im glad I managed to get onto the bus. The bus was kind of full. Everyone was looking at me. haha. I cincai sit on the single seat. Suddenly another aunty stopped the bus. She was late too. Haha.

Transasional is the most punctual most I’ve ever took. Sometimes if you are late even for few seconds, you are gone. It’s a good thing actually especially for people like me.

Oh shit! I got to go. suddenly feel like throwing out so badly. Im gona black out. Bye.

~ 2.35pm.

Chin Eng on The Go

Chin Eng on The Go

Future Journalist has proven himself to be a real 'anak jati'

By Sharmilla Mohan

There are a lot of perceptions on how we should portray our identity as true Malaysians. One young lad has proven himself to be the best example of a true ‘anak jati’. He is Oh Chin Eng, 22, who is currently pursuing his degree in journalism in Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR), Kampar.

Born with two other siblings, this Penang born guy is the eldest son for Oh Kean Beng, 47, and Lee Seok Luan, 46.

Being an active student in both primary and secondary school, he was participative in most co-curricular activities such as forums, public speaking, photography competitions, debates, marching band competitions and many more. Besides that he held many posts in school such as the deputy head prefect, head section leader of PBSM, Commander of Board of Prefect and many more. His achievements in all those activities were uncountable. After completing his Form 6 education, Chin Eng worked for Universiti Sains Malaysia as a research assistant in heritage and cultural aspect in collaboration with the Penang Heritage Trust.

This down-to-earth bachelor describes himself as an appreciative person. He appreciates the food that he gets to eat every day, his circle of friends and everything that revolves around him. He also regards  himself as sensitive, sentimental, adventurous, sweet and cute, with two of the latter told with a grin in his face.

When asked about what three things that he never leaves behind when he steps out of the house, he answered that it would be his pen, hand phone and his digital camera. Those were the most essential things for him more than his wallet.

Most of us do write diary when we are free after a hectic day, but Chin Eng does it his way. He jots down whenever he feels like doing so in the notebook that he carries along with him. He even has his desktop filled with many documents till the extent that he sometimes has to spend time searching for the important ones.

Having photography as his passion, Chin Eng definitely has a bright future in the photojournalism field. According to him, his accomplishment in making it through until the national level in the photography competition in 2003 is what that inspired and motivated him to be more involved in photography.

When he was asked about which picture of his that he feels is the best among all and cherishes the most, he said “It is hard to point out which is the best. Every picture tells a different story. Every picture captures what we see and feel in life every single day.” Chin Eng also regards Steve McCurry of National Geographic as one of the best photojournalist that he looks up on.

When asked on how supportive his family has been with his choice of career in future, he said that they accept what he does. He added that they do worry and care for what he does, but they just don’t express it all the time.

Chin Eng cynically regarded himself as a ‘carepochi’ or also known as the act of being nosy. This is because he likes to go out and venture any new happenings, accidents or so on. One of the important events that he has attended is the 2008 election campaign at the Han Chiang College, Penang. This event was a turning point for the Malaysian political system as Pakatan Rakyat won more parliamentary seats than usual.

Besides that, he was also the first student journalist to reach the tragedy scene whereby three of the UTAR Kampar students drowned at the Batu Berangkai waterfalls. Chin Eng took the pride of being the one who torched Menteri Besar of Perak, Dato' Seri Dr. Zambry, into the jungle until they reached the place where the bodies were found.

Other than that, Chin Eng was also present to give moral support during the protest against the arrest of SIn Chew Press reporter, Tan Hoon Cheng.

In addition to that, Chin Eng also went for the ISA rally on the 1^st of August 2009 which was held near the Sogo Shopping Complex in Kuala Lumpur. According to Chin Eng, tear gas and water cannon were released during the rally. Despite all this, he was pumped up to be present and show his support.

So far, Chin Eng has met numerous famous personalities throughout his experience of attending uncountable events. He has met Sharifah Armani, Tan Sri Dr. Koh Soo Koon, Karpal Singh, Lim Kit Siang, Dr. Chandra Muzaffar, Lim Swee Tin, Afdlin Shauki, Beh Lee Yi, Nicole Ann David and even former prime minister, Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi.


As Chin Eng is aware of most political matters in Malaysia, his opinion mattered on who he thinks is the most respectful leader in Malaysia. Chin Eng firmly told that it can only be Malaysia’s 4^th Prime Minister, Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad. Chin Eng personally loves Mahathir’s vision, contributions, ideas and analytical thinking.

Being a very patriotic person, Chin Eng agrees that Malaysian younger generations are not patriotic enough. If they were, they will all be very united, not going to the extent of discriminating people of other races and religions. He was quoted saying “Deep inside their hearts, they still have that stigma, the same mind set. If they are told to write an essay on patriotism, the outcome would be outstanding but in reality, I doubt it that they have the same passion and patriotism feel towards their country.”

What is actually his all time goal? Chin Eng stated that we live only once, thus we must try everything out. He added that we may not be excellent in a scale of 360°, but that should not be used as a rationale on why we should be so timid, shutting ourselves out from the real world.

According to him again, we achieve something out of every single effort that we make.

This young man with so much of achievement to be proud of, feels that recognitions of his works by others are his best achievement so far.

When a question on how he build his confidence was thrown to him, he deliberately answered, “I’m unsure if I’m confident or not. I just grab every opportunity that I obtain and work hard on it. I believe that no matter what I do, I just want to deliver my level best.”

This talented all-rounder expressed how fresh he feels this year. He is keeping his fingers crossed with the dream to organize his very own, solo photography exhibition by the end of this year.

rm100 from dad

holy shit!!

i just got rm100 from my dad. my sister passed it to me. she said it's from my dad. i was like huh?? he also gives rm100 to my brother.

haha. we feel kinda weird ok. suddenly give us money. and it's rm100 not rm10!!

so long never get $ from him d. yeala cuz im now in uni, i got loan, so i never ask for $ anymore lo..

anyway, im happy but shocked. =p

YOU are quoted

"You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel."

~ Sharmilla Mohan
~ the girl who interviewed me.

QUOTE of the day

A tiny small litttle action can always make a big difference.

acting can become charcoal

this will be a short post. i'll try. ahhaha.

anyway, yes acting can actually become charcoal. if you are the crew, you'll be even darker.

im becoming darker now. im actually back in Penang last night to act in a local Chinese tv drama today and tomorrow.

fuh! it was really tiring. the whether was so terrible. we were acting under the hot sun from 10am until 8pm ok. tak larat betul.

but it's a great experience n exposure la. my most prominent character is a triad member. heheeh. i destroyed a food stall because the hawker didn't pay protection money. kakakaka.

im happy with my acting although i know im not that good yet la..

i got rm50. wheee... rm5 per hour.

my mum n sis came to kaypo n see what im doing. hahha.

okla wana oink oink d. im worn out. i have to wake up early tomorrow to attend an event at Hutton Lane then act again in the afternoon and go for Hot.fm concert at night.

im not acting on Sunday. i'll go back to Kampar on Sunday cz i have replacement class n midterm on Monday. i need time to study and to rest ma..

i'll blog more bout the acting some other time la ya if im not lazy. =p

good night. tata

lost in a photo contest

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QUOTE of the day

"Governments are bad masters if not made good servants."

~ Wong Chin Huat's blog
~ http://chinhuatw.wordpress.com/


* i like him more after he got arrested. now i like him even more because of this quote, because he;s still wearing black, because he's fighting for democracy and because he's coming to my university to give a talk.

1 photo $10 USD

i never imagine that to enter a photo contest, i have to pay $10 USD for just a photo. means that it's at least RM35 for a phot entry.

that is super expensive!

but tonight, i got the biggest love from God, someone, a gift from God, with a nice heart and nice soul, made a payment of $10 USD to the photo contest organiser. she's sponsoring me to enter the international level photo contest!

can u imagine that?!! this person is so nice. i was so shocked to received an e-mail from her showing me the receipt. my eyes almost poped out.

i'm really really touched. im thankful. im happy. im so grateful.

this is one of the best gifts i ever had.

she really look high up on me. she always give me advice when im lost. although she's like so far away from London, she's stil made the effort to meet up with me when she's back in Penang.

it's kinda funny how i met her. it was in Penang. it was at least 4 years ago i guess. someone was burning dried leaves. You guys know i hate people who do open burning right. so what i always do? i called police and bomba at that time. my hp ran out of credit. so i went around looking for people with handphone. that was the first time i met her. i feel so embarras right now. i was begging for hp ok. she n the rest were like kinda blur bcoz a small guy came with in a huge scooter asking for handphone to call bomba because someone is burning the leaves. I also asked for a bucket of water to 'padam' the api la.

so yea that's how i met her. after the incicent we bumped into each other again at different occasions. then i got her phone number. hey i didn't flirt ok. haha. she's older than me la. she's like my big sister ok. =p

she's nice la.. really nice. i'll remember her for the rest of my life for being the first person in my life to sponsor me for a photo contest. she has faith in me you know. she thinks i take nice pictures. hahaha.

Anyway, this is what friendship is all about. Friends are there for you without you asking. A relationship cannot be measure by how many times u say 'i love you' or 'i miss you but it's measure by your actions, sacrifices and non-verbal communications. Trust me, you'll know who's actually your friends when you are in trouble or when you need help, care, love, assistance, comfort etc. 

Thank you so much Marie. God will always bless you.