hai FYP

Langsir ditutup rapi
Cahaya terik dilitupi
Bilik jadi gelap gelita
Kipas berpusing laju
Bagai diserang histeria
Sedap untuk tidur mati

Jam berdetik
Tiada tanda akan berhenti

Masa menyusur
Hati resah
Nafas sesak
Kerja berlambak

Tapi malas menguasai diri
Ku jadi pemarah dan moody
Bukan kehendak menjadi begini
Tapi ku lemah di sanubari

Penat mencari motivasi
Di mana kau inspirasi
Hilang kau diterminasi
Mana pergi..

Aku perlu berhenti berkasih
Berhenti berpacaran dengan teknologi
Diramas idea materialistik
Dan sepastik
Kembali ke dunia hakiki
Balik ke jalan
Menuju ke FYP

Biar yang pergi berlalu pergi
Usah diungkit kembali
Sedangkan pokok boleh bercambah lagi

Fotografi kau blah dari sini
Akan ku ceraikan mu
Kau menghancur konsentrasi ku
Takpe, kita masih boleh bermadu
Perkara lain-lain, letak ke tepi
FYP jadi prioriti

Bangunlah kau
Bangun

Akan ku bangun dari kerusi
FB kau berambus dari sini
Biar cahaya masuk ke mari
Biar kejahatan berlalu pergi
Biar otak bersih berseri
Biar ku setia pada mu FYP

Mai aku siapkan kau FYP
Officially starts malam ini
Susah akan ku harungi
Kalau tidak
Tiadalah graduasi

mati katak

Mati katak bermaksud mati dengan sia-sia, tanpa sebab ataupun buta-buta mati. =p

OCE with A. Samad Said

Finally… finally after so many years, I managed to get a photo with him. I sat next to him. He has been on my mind ever since in primary school. I met him few times but I never dare to approach him for a photo.

Finally I did. Thanks to NTV7, I got the chance to go for assignment and I got the chance to see him in person again.

I am so happy to have a picture with him Datuk A. Samad Said, the Sasterawan Negara that inspired me a lot from my school days even until today. I got so fascinated and so good in Bahasa Malaysia debate, public speaking and poetry partly because of him. I wanted to be a Sasterawan Negara so badly at one time when i was in Form 2. N I vowed to have a longer beard than him. =p

Today he was intidimated by the police for the Bersih 2.0 demonstration. He has nothing to do with the organizing team but he got ill-treated for reading a poem in the Bersih 2.0 launching.

God will protect good people like Pak Samad. He’s getting older. A lot of wrinkles and white hair. But hey his spirit is still as hard as a rock ok.

If anything bad were to happened to him, I will make sure I fight for him who inspired me all this way, in everyway I can.

PERIBAHASA of the day

Kerana setitik nila rosak susu sebelanga.

Kerana satu orang, rosak satu pasukan.

Pantun Kampar Sudah Hujan

Hujan lebat akhirnya sudah mali

Gua rempit balik almost mau mati

Semua olang lari masuk lumah sindiri

Go main hujan la if lu bokiasi

Badan basah cepat-cepat pi mandi

Air sejuk buat gua lompat sana-sini

But after pangsai ahhh syiok sekali

Kampar panas gila sejak dari pagi

Tolonglah hujan jangan henti

But dunla sampai esok pagi

If dinner hujan tak henti-henti

UTAR students have to cal delivery

But handphone no money
You don't come and find me

Some people have to eat cokodok basi

Wah hujan make me so hapi

If can, esok hujanlah lagi

JOM UBAH!

JOM UBAH!!

KALAU TAK UBAH SEKARANG BILA NAK UBAH!

KALAU TAK UBAH SEKARANG, KITA YANG AKAN TERUBAH!

KALAU TAK UBAH SEKARANG, MEREKA TAK AKAN UBAH-UBAH!

KALAU TAK UBAH SEKARANG, TIADA PELUANG LAGI MEREKA AKAN DIUBAH!

KALAU TAK UBAH SEKARANG, SAMPAI BILA-BILA PUN TIDAK AKAN ADA PERUBAHAN!

perpisahan

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini, bukan kerana kau membenci. Tapi kasih yang pernah kuberi, tiada lagi bersama.

~ bait lagu Perpisahan
~ Anuar Zain

Teaser - Newly-Wedd Hizwan and Munirah

9/10/2010

Hizwan and Munirah

Dinikahkan pada 9/10/2010 di Masjid Negere Pulau Pinang.

Selamat Pengantin Baru.

Semoga bergatalan, berloving-an, berkekalan samapai anak cuti sampai masuk syurga.

deleting a piece of history

I was cleaning the stuffs in my laptop. A lot of old stuffs. Very old stuffs. Some are so memorable and meaningful, full of nostalgia. But it’s the past.

I found few sound clips that I made when I was with her. Wanted to send to her at that time but I didn’t. it’s just a history nia..

I don’t think this history worth to be preserved. No meaning. No meaning for her. no meaning for me.

So yea I create a history tonight. I delete something which used to meant a lot to me. if you know me, you know im the type of person who collect stuff, I wont throw away my things moreover this is so special for me. this is about me and her..

Hidup kena ke depan kan??

Benda-benda yang menyebabkan air mata bergelinangan biarkan sajalah mengalir pergi seperti air di sungai.

Sedang aku mengemaskini, terjumpa pula lagu ini. Mata pula bekaca. Air mata mula menitis. Tak sempat ku sambut, ia terjatuh ke Bumi.

old people #20

16/1/2010 11.50am Northam Road, Penang

A very helpful and friendly Malay guard that i met at Wawasan Open University. I love his 'fur'. hehe. Doesn't he looks like one of the Sikh guards during the old times that guard the Chinese temples?

old people #15

28/5/2007 10am Balik Pulau, Penang

He’s a barber at Balik Pulau. Small in size, friendly and the only Malay shop there in the same row with other Chinese. Now, the shop is not there anymore. I wonder where is he. I'm happy and glad that i had a haircut from him before. I had an hour ride all the way to his shop just to had my haircut. Although the style is old, but it's worth it.