a night with lovesss

i just got home. hehe.. and im feeling much better. i just feel good.

everything seemed so happening. it wasn't that quiet anymore.

i brought my tripod n we took a  lot of WOW pictures. hehe. we talked-from uni stuffs to politics to entertainment then SEX. walaueh...

i've found my love. not the love between gf n bf. cuz i dun tink i need one now, i don't want.

i've found my love by God, family, friendsss and lastly my camera. My camera is my wife, my best fren, my best companion of all time. i know i can count on my 'wife' everytime im down or happy cuz thru her i can capture, document, express and share my feelings, my ideas, and my thoughts.

Thanks a lot my JR classmates who came out tonight to yumcha. thanks an yong, ai loon, ee theng, sotong, jia min, deng wen, xiang lin, zhi wei, teck joo, jie ee, jing wen. not to forget, sze han from av. =p

i feel like im poured with love tonight. ok u guys din do anything on me but being with you guys and share the moments together is the best love from u all. im so much relieved now after the laughters we had.

this is the first time we went to the lake in this semester. we'll do it again on the last day of final exam. =p

empty in the heart

tonight is hot.

and it's kind of quiet. how's penang? or maybe i'm the only one who feel quiet and lonely.

i spent my night with my classmates and i just reached home, going out again after i post this.

they talked a lot. but i still feel everything is so quiet..

i can't feel the merrines n happines n crazines and what-so-ever-ness lah.

mood swings so fast.

something is wrong somehere..

most probably it's because of teh song i heard and the conversation i had with Ai Loon about our ex. ok ex-es.

i miss the feeling of being in love i guess. i miss the one i used to love. i miss the feeling of love and being loved. there are times when i need someone, more then a friend, a particular person to talk to. well, i think it's normal for a guy, especially someone who's already considered an adult, 22yr old, an active an social guy, and someone who used to be very loving and in a long relationship before to feel that way.

hmmm.. i'm not the guy that simply get a girl just because i need someone. NO! if i were, i would be doing it 1 year ago.

it has been quite long since i feel empty and lonely for being alone. that's why i try to be busy, as busy, as kaypo as much as i can.

tonight, is a very quiet n lonely night...

got to go. bye.

i don't like the effect of flashback and reminiscence. it's sweet n yet painful.

gym CLOSED?!!

ish ish ish! i just came back from the gym!

yeah i went to the gym but i didn't work out. why?!! cuz it's closed!! i wanted to go for the 5.15pm-7.15pm session but the guy said Saturday open until 5pm only. zzzzz!

eeee... i dah semangat kobar-kobar membara nak pi gain muscles manatau tutup!

POTONG STIM betul!!

life is always like that. you don't always get what you want although you have 100% commitment.

fine. nevermind. it's ok.

i'll go do laundry. then fold my clothes. clean my room. THROW AWAY EVERYTHING THAT Is NOt BELONGs TO ME IN 3rd floor.

YOU are quoted

"What do you get when you fall in love? You get enough tears to fill an ocean."

~ Tiffany Oon Min-I

POKAI KOYAK KERING

SHIT!

im in deep shit!

im in BIG trouble!!

i went to withdraw money and then bank in my rental to my houseowner.

my eyes TERBELIAK TUATUALIAP when i see the balance in my account!

most of the students in UTAR Kampar will still have at least 5k but i have less then 4k!! difference of more than ONE THOUSAND!!

see la what should i do now?

i don't know how to survive till the end of next semester.

i used to do budget my then im too lazy n i overspent.

i know i have been spending too much, abnormal spending, 3 times higher than usual.

i have been travelling almost every weekends for the first 2 months.

i spent my money on travelling, books, food, petrol, backpack, bicycle repair, notes etc.

so sad lah...

from now on i cannot spend more than RM10 per day on food (i'll try lah =p). Less junk food. Must postpone my plan to repair my bike and buy household stuffs and utensils. Should cycle to school rather than use bike to save my petrol money. Cannot go jalan-jalan n ronda-ronda that often anymore (as if i can do it).

But i want to watch movie la especially Ice Kacang Puppy Love by Ah Niu. And i can't stop myself from buying books and makan.

=(

people, u better berjimat cermat before u POKAI KOYAK n KERING!

selamat pagi

bangun pagi
gosok mata
buka laptop
tengok facebook

ahaha. never though that i can wake up and not sleep again this early morning. wheee...

let's see whether i can finish up my report before i go to class at 9am later.

anyone wana go for dim sum with me?? want ah want ah? i need to eat if not i'll be landing on my bed again. =p

Annek burger satu

hungry leh.. u hungry ah people? i am so hungry!

i had a nice vegetarian dinner just now. the aunty gave me free dish. ate too much then bloated.

but now suddenly so hungry. beh tahan!

ANNEK, BURGER SPECIAL SATU SAYUR BANYAK MAU CHEESE TAK MAU BURGER!

dating with the stars

hahah people! let me show u the pictures i took with ADELINE WOK at Jalan Mati last night!

wooohooo. a lot of stars n fireflies! haha.

*this is the first time i attach so much photos in a post. ayoooo so leceh n troublesom la. so damn slow! ish.

lessons of the day

Ok How to start..

Hmm.. if you know me personally, you’ll know that I love to observe people then analyse their behaviour and personality. I just love doing it. It’s me.

While I was having my lunch just now, I saw a friend of mine. You can always see her smiling, never once she shows her angry or grumpy face. You’ll feel stress free whenever you look at her.

Then suddenly all sort of thoughts came attacking.

Then I realised something. I learnt something. Her personality has got me affected. And I got my lessons today, unintentionally, just by observation, and conversations we had all this while.

1.       Even if you don’t like someone, don’t talk bad about that person.

2.       Don’t prejudice or don’t like someone just because that person is a friend to someone that you don’t like.

3.       Always lend your hand whenever you can even sometimes you know people might be using you.

4.       Always think positive, stay positive and everything will be positive.

5.       Always be patience, stay calm and control your anger.

6.       Always watch your words, your actions and your thoughts.

7.       Always carve a smile and cheer people up even at that time you are down.

8.       Always stick to your promise especially when you said you want to buy someone dinner.

9.       Always remember and thank God and be with God no matter what.

Thanks my friend, A.W.

Sibu MP dies, another by-election?

For more, go to http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/04/sibu-mp-dies-another-by-election.html

rush rush rush

oh no oh no oh no!

i have clas at 12.30pm?!!

but i am still super SLEEPY!! stomach still super PAIN.

grrrhh. ish ish ish.

okok i wont ponteng. i terponteng one class already this morning from 8am-11am. i woke up at 9.45am just now. hhehe. i slept at 6am ma last nite.

n i had a lot of weird dreams. i dreamt of my friends sms me asking me why i didn't go to class, i dreamt of my friend sms me asking to participate in a program but when i check my hp, apa pun tarak.

aduih.. gtg. im rushing to send some pics to Navin tehn off to uni.

a night with the STARS

wooohooo! let's see what's the time now..

3.20am!!

what the heck people!!

ahahah it's morning!

and i just reached home.

wooohoooooo!

i had a great night!! a really great one!!

I went to Jalan Mati. yes if you translate it into English, it means Dead Road.

It's not because people died there or you'll die if you go there but it's because that's the end of the road.

So, there's this one crazy girl, not as crazy as me, went there with me.

=p hehehehe...

fuh... best giler!!

Have you ever covered your vision with stars?

i slept with the STARS n FIREFLIES.

you don't have to look up, the sky and the stars is just in front of u.

I tell you It's so teruja n mengghairahkan.

ok i smell totally busuk because i was crazyly taking photos but SYIOK!

wahahaha.

ok time to pom pom. =p

YOU are quoted

"Boss, many people said feel touched when read the article. Then many people think your pictures are from the newspaper. Then when i told them it's from you, they shocked. Means your level same with newspaper liao. So many people impress that J-On got such first hand pictures."

~ 7.07pm 8/4/2010
~ Kow Kwan Yee
~ Chief Editor of J-On, UTAR, Kampar
~ via MSN

* hahaha. she's referring to the photos in http://j-on-news.blogspot.com/2010/04/live-life-to-fullest-story-of-waterfall.html Tq bos for the compliment. u just made my day. Hidup OCE Hidup J-On. wahahaha.

waiting (2)

3/4/2010 10.46pm Sitting alone at the train's staircase when the train is moving from KL Sentral back to Kampar.

waiting

3/4/2010 1.31pm Waiting to reach Cyberjaya in KLIA Transit.

The Amazing Race Season 16 Episode 8 in Penang

Woah im so proud when i know that my home sweet home is being shown n watched by the worldwide audience through AXN.

And i was sad actually for not being at home in Penang to watch it. I don't have Astro here in Kampar ma. Then only i know i can actually watch online. ahaha. so ulunya aku. Thanks Kenny for telling.

Anyway, when is my turn to be in TARA?? =p

QUOTE of the day

Don't quit untill you got nothing left.

~ from the movie Facing The Giants

Wednesday is a Raining Day

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/04/wednesday-is-raining-day.html

TSUNAMI ALERT IN MALAYSIA

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/04/tsunami-alert-after-78-magnitude.html

PEOPLE PLEASE BECAREFUL!

Barcelona-Arsenal, 4-1

CRAZY!

4-1 ??!!

that's the score of the match between Arsenal and Barcelona tonight.

Arsenal 1 and Barcelona 4.

Man of the match? MESSI!!

Because of Messi, Arsenal is now messy.

that's all for our news tonight.

good night.

PHOTO of the day

6/4/2010 1.56pm Block G Garden, UTAR Kampar 7.21MB

A bunch of monkeys from JR January 2009 intake transformed themselves into human beings and posed as if they are the UTAR Models. blurrghhh! hahaha! anyway it's a damn nice picture la! woohooo!

The Woman Who Made HIV Real to A VIP

READ THIS PEOPLE!!

http://rantingsbymm.blogspot.com/2010/04/woman-who-made-hiv-real-to-vip.html

I just read a post in Datuk Marina Mahathir's blog and im so touched by it. thanks a lot Datuk Marina Mahathir. I've always fall in love with your words. and tonight, my tears drop again after read this post. i'm a student and i've been promoting health reproductive issue in my own capacity. i always try my best to stop people from discrimate the PLWHIVA. i wish there's more that i could do. n i'll repost this post in my FB. thanks a lot. God bless u.

*I've been involving in HIV/AIDS programmes in Penang and till today, i feel people are still the same. STIGMA! DISCRIMINATION! HATRED! FEAR!

spooky photos

JOB done. I have just selected 5 photos and send it to my chief editor. Well, it’s not a normal photos. They are photos of accident, disaster.

Ok actually they are photos of dead people. And as you all know, now is the Ching Ming period where the Chinese visit their dead relatives and clean up the tombs. And here I am, alone in my room, view and view and view again to choose the best photos for publication.

Fuh… I feel spooky actually because I didn’t switch on my lights just now.

Sacry! Ching Ming period, alone, dark, death. And you know what, they used to be the students of UTAR Kampar.

Ok im not gona show the photos here..for now. some other time la. some other right time. it’s sensitive lah.

im damn hungry now. I wana get out from here! Tata.

*anyone wana come sleep with me tonight? It's free. =p

new resolution: new hair cut

NEW HAIR CUT!! i want her hair!! im gona keep my hair long this year no matter what! wooohooo! it's SEXY la/ i've been wanting an afro hair style since last year.

Thanks Cherry for the inspiration. Thanks to Azhan and Mirawani too for having such a sexy hair. haha.

anyway i just took the picture lieke30minutes ago. It was a total random one. I saw Cherry from far and i fell in love on her....hair! CRAZY! So... tarang! i got her hair. =p

*by the way, the hair smells nice. =p

QUOTE of the day

People should not be afraid of its government. Government should be afraid of its people.

五月天 (Wu Yeh Tien) - 突然好想你 (Thu Rang Hao Shang Ni)

SONG of The Day



It has been such a long time since i post a song in my blog. i don't even remember when was the last time. Songs and melodies are part of my life. It's my friend, my companion. N i like to sing. but i know, know how to sing and able to sing is 2 different things. i think i belong to the first category. =p

Tonight let's listen to Mayday aka Wu Yeh Tien, a band from Taiwan. i like their songs for quite some time already but i don't have their songs cuz i can't read Chinese. yea im a Chinese who doesn't know how to read Chinese n im ashame of it.

The tile means suddenly i miss you so badly. hmm.. The song is making me missing someone that has gone long time ago.

go sleep la.. class at 9.30am tomorrow.

YOU are quoted

"To love is not to find the perfect person but to see someone imperfect as a perfect person."

~ Dexter Khaw Kuo Wen
~ 5/4/2010

* hmmm i doubt its from her cz i heard this somewhere before. wahahahha.

sleeping annoying

annoying!!

taht's the work that best bestcribe how i feel now.

as im typing this, my both eyes are sticking to each other as if im some blinf guy.

i am SLEEPY ok.

i slept at 8.30pm but i duno y i woke up at 9.30pm. fine. i slept again! but now suddenly i woke up again.

WHY!! i supposed to be very tired what! tulan nia! i wana sleep till tmr la.

i am damn tired. grrhhh.

so now what? go back to sleep? or online n eat? ish sleep la!

i don't wana simply wake up again for nothing!! let me sleep peacefully...

i am in the mag

hahaha. finally i saw my picture in the magazine. i have been waiting for that since my senior, who's doing her internship in the publishing house asked for the picture 2 months ago. wah.. what a long wait man. I went to look for it in a book store and i curi-curi take photos of it. hehe. paiseh nia see my own funny picture in the magazine. =p

This is the cover of the magazine. It's basically in Mandarin. The Malay name for it is Bulanan Pelajar.

Tarang! Can see me right? haha. big right? If im not mistaken, this write up is about the ways of camwhore.

Ok i know how to read 'chin eng'. The rest? i duno. can someone tell me??

hmmm... It’s so dark outside. The darkness suddenly bring the feeling of loneliness and sorrow to this room. Hungry leh.. but cannot tahan d la. nvm I’ll sleep la...maybe until tomorrow morning. I'l listen to my sleeping soothing music. tonight is the night to really rest and recharghe my body and soul. good night. tata.

QUOTE of the day

Laughter is the best medicine of all.

i passed my Monday

wohoooo!!

what a good Monday.

i passed my Monday with flying colours!

yesh! ush! arrrshh! yeh hahh! hu lalalal. hihi hahaha...

everyone taking Introduction to Comparative Politics just reached home from university after a whole day persentation eventhough we don't have class today. ok im not gona talk more on the presentation in this post.

anyway the presentation was good. =p yes it is. everyone did well. haha.

the sky is so bright. as if some miracles gona happen.

Bye bye hectic n stressfull Monday.

i finished 2 reports and 1 presentation.

PUAS! Maximum SATISFACTION when ur efforts paid off and when the results are positive.

JR-ians its time to tido!

i need to go pangsai so badly. kenot tahan la. I tahan da whoel day d. Then tidur mati. woohooo. its raining again!

mali mali power

power power i need power.

im taking a 1 minute break from the race against time to finish up my 2 reports and 1 presentation later.

grrhhh.. when can i finish it?

i have been doing it the whole night d.

a bit of here and there. need to compile this and that. points everywhere.

brain jam.

luckily 988.fm keep me company. but a lot of sad songs leh.

WHAT THE HECK!

im geeting sleepy..

no no no. i MUST not sleep.

im NOT gona sleep tonight.

after tomorrow, we'll be free!

by the way, the nescafe is not working at all!!

DAMN!

it's time for drugs!

i mean CAFFEINE.

AH EE, KOPI O' KAO-KAO CIT AU.

hujan, kerja, stres

hujan turun tak henti-henti,
kerja buat tak habis-habis,
stres buat aku gila-gila.

bye.

YOU are quoted

"Chin Eng.. You kan memang takde kemaluan la.."

~ Saravani Selvam
~ 1/4/2010 11.24pm

*Hahah. Ok i know this sounds so wrong. What she meant by takde kemaluan is not ashame. Takde kemaluan is just another naughty way to say someone doesn't feel embarress or shy for what she/he is doing. She say that because I posted a sexy picha of me in FB.

3+2+1

Good morning world!!

What a nice sleep. Tidur mati!! I set my alarm at 12pm actually. Haha. anyway My whole body is so sticky la. stomach pula so empty. Didn’t eat anything since yesterday.

Hmmm..

Most of the JR-ians will burn midnight oil again. I’ll definitely burn more oil. Minyak ghee. Minyak zaitun. Minyak cap kapal layer. Minyak lenga. Minyak angin. Minyak cap kapak. Haha. and plus a few cups of coffee.

I already wasted my Saturday. and now I already wasted half of Sunday. Need to buck up leh. Tiff comin later to do asgmnt.

3+2+1 = 3 reports, 2 assignments and 1 presentation. These are the things that have to be done and pass up  this week.

Monday 5/4/2010

Report : Communication Theories

Report: Introduction to Comparative Politics

Presentation: Introduction to Comparative Politics

Thursday 8/4/2010

Report : Communication Research Methods

Friday 9/4/2010

Assignment : Introduction to International Relations

hmmm.. got to go. wake up people. Y2S1 JR-ians BANGUN. =p

by the way, my senior aka the Chief Editor aka KKYjust praised me. she said the photos i took for the news in our portal are good. hahahaha. what a compliment in the early morning.

some silly but serious questions

1. Is 2010 really that great afterall?

2. Why the process of getting something is so wonderful but the results always sucks?

3. I am skinny. But does it really matters for people to judge me for who i am?

4.Why most of the time when i already set my target, plan my goals, suddenly something will appeared and block it?

5. Why i'm the one who give out so much but get so less in a relationship?

6. I'm being myself all the time. Do i have to be serious so that you know i mean what i mean?

7. I'm tired of what-so-ever stuffs that i like and i'm doing now. Take less photos, should i?

8. Can you God please bless and protect those i love and those that love me?

Good Night.

back to Kampar life

Im back to Kampar. Just reached. Now. look at the time of this post people.

Damn. Im so sleepy n tired. The train got delayed. N it was so cold in the bus. I was freezing n I am still freezing. I almost missed Kampar Station because I was sleeping. when I awake, the train was already stopping at Kampar Station. Luckily I managed to get down.

My eyes are sticking like glue. Too sleepy lar.. but there’s one very important thing I have to settled. It’s about photography again, sigh.. okok this might be the last…perhaps for this month? =p

Back to Kampar, means back to work. Tomorrow will be another crazy day. I have 2reports to pass up on Monday and one presentation on Monday as well. Sigh..

The whole journey to MMU cyberjaya is so exhausting n tiring la. anyway I didn’t get anything. Im not one of the winners. It’s ok la. im not that sad anymore.

Everything happen for a reason. Although I didn’t win anything, I get back a friendship. I saw Mira in KL Sentral, then we talk. =p n we are ok now.. I guess..

And because of the award ceremony, I managed to meet up with my old friend from Penang, Melissa who’s studying there. thanks for keeping me company.

And thanks also to Adeline and Sara for calling. Thx a lot.

Lastly thanks to everyone that wish and pray for me. I was so shocked when I look at my FB. Around 15comments on my wall post wishing me luck. U guys r just so sweet la. but sorry la, I’ll work harder next time. Im reali touched and thankful. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. God bless u people.

Ok gtg. Hope to sleep by 2.30am if that is possible. I’ll bath tomorrow la. =p

Gnite ppl. Thank you God.

the moment is now

Ok I have only like 1 minute to blog now. im going to MMU Cyberjaya.

My bus is at 8.45am. thanks Edmund for coming all the way from Eastlake to my place, Westlake to fetch me.

I’m attending the award giving ceremony for the Memoirs Photography Compeition. And the funny thing is I might not be one of the winners but to know the results, I have to be there for the ceremony at 2.30pm.

Well.. I hope I’ll come back with something since I made my decision not to go to India because of this. And Im gona waste my one whole day of Saturday in KL n can’t do anything on my assignments.

I’m kinda sad la cuz my mum couldn’t make it. None of my friends are following me too. Im not blaming them. everyone is so busy. me too.

Ok got to go.

God bless me.

If I win I thank God, and If I lose, I thank God too.

the shortlisted photo (2)

Beauty of Water

This is the second and last photo that got shorlisted in the Memoirs-A Walk Through The Time Photography Competition organised by MMU Cyberjaya http://weshootstuff.com/memoirs/

Emails from Memoirs Photography Competition (2)

Dear, chineng

First of all, thank you very much for participating in the MEMOIRS Photography Competition.

We have a good news to you all, your photo as titled below has been shortlisted and you may have the chances to become one of the winners of our MEMOIRS Photography Competition! Winners will be announce in MEMOIRS Photography Exhibition (1st - 3rd April, 2010).

Photo title: "Beauty of Water"

Hence, we need your co-operation to reply this email by attach the best resolution and quality image for the photo as stated above before 24 March, 2010 (Wednesday).

Please take note:

·   Entrants should only enhance their entries with minor raw editing techniques such as touching up with brightness, monochrome from color conversion, exposures, contrasts, raw color balance, color saturation, noise control and sharpen to optimize an entry into the competition.

·   Adding/removing elements of composition or any infringed post-processed from any of the rules will lead to the entries disqualify without any notice to the entrants.

·   EXIF data of the digital camera entries MUST be intact with the image.

·   The photo is not allow to attach any watermark

If you failed to follow the rules stated or send us the image before the dateline, you will be disqualify without any notice!

Thank you!

--
http://www.weshootstuff.com/memoirs/
MEMOIRS Photography Competition and Exhibition,
Film and Photography Society, MMU Cyberjaya