Respect Their Choice

I think most of us already know the news about the Malaysian transsexual that got married in UK. So this is what I got to say. It’s just my opinion. If you don’t agree, don’t make a fuss about it. Respect freedom of expression. Tq.

Well, im emotionally disturbed by the public response towards the marriage of Fatine Min Baharin with Ian Young.

Our Malaysian Immigration Department alleged that Fatine has overstayed in UK. If found guilty, she’ll be barred from leaving this country for 2 years.

This couple don’t give harm to you personally nor the security of UK and Malaysia. They are not a threat to anyone. If you don’t want people to stop you from doing what you like and what is the best for you, then why you stop others from choosing what they like? It’s their individual right to choose their life partner.

Now we are harming them. now Malaysia seems to be threat to the couple. She is so afraid to come back to Malaysia because of the discrimination and hatred to people like her. Her act is unacceptable by the Malays, according to her. she might also be caught under the Syariah law for marrying a person with the same sex.

Aih.. stay in Malaysia, got problem. Now she left to UK also got problem.

Their marriage may seems to be against the norm of the Malaysians but culture and tradition is not a rule or obstacle for someone to live their lives. Sometimes our norms, beliefs, cultures, and traditions kill. Some of these are not even relevant to us in today’s world. The world is evolving, we are moving forward and things changed. Don’t anti people who are different then us. These people deserve the way of life they want to be. No one is born with the same personality. U may enjoy something that others don’t and vice versa. So respect others and don’t be selfish.

We can’t expect others to be like us.

By being together, they don’t harm our environment, they don’t commit any crime, they’s don’t terrorize any countries, they don’t make you loose your job, and they don’t kill, rob, steal or smuggle drugs.

Human are different. That is a fact. Therefore, we must accept the differences among us. We should celebrate the differences in us and stay united in diversity.

Some people choose to stay single, some choose to married with someone that chosen by their parents, some people prefer to have inter-marriage, some people choose to have partner from the same gender, and to Fatine and Young, they chose the marriage that they want. They have every rights in the world to stay together.

So what if they are straight or not straight? So what if they are bixesual? So what if they are gay or lesbian? So what if they are transsexual? So what if they are pengkid, pondan or tomboy? So what if they don’t have any feelings towards male or female? And so what if they date an animal??!

SO WHAT!!

You might against it, but it’s their life, let they do what they want with it. Afterall, the world should be happy because they are happy.

If it’s against their religions, let God jugde and punish them, not us. God never say we can discriminate and condemn people who are different from us, right?

No matter what she chose, it’s her decision. She has already made up her mind. it’s her choice. This is what she wants. This is what makes her comfortable with. She’s happy with it. so we just accept and respect it.

Accept the fact that she’s now a woman with the characteristics of a woman. We can’t change her back to a man.

No wonder Malaysians always associated with the term ‘close-minded’. We must dare to accept changes, whether in our government, our education system, our lifestyles, our way of thinking, and any aspects in life.

This is one of the problems in Malaysia besides then issue of birocracy, racism, career opportunities, retrenchment, gender bias, corruption, exam oriented education system, cronism, freedom of expression, violation of human rights, crime, political instability, gender bias etc etc.

These problems make our future generation to work in overseas and never want to come back.

If the government is nice to its people, I believe, the people will be willing to die with its government.

Treat others as you would like to be treated!

Thank you.

Transsexual Worries for Safety After Negative Reaction to 'Marriage'

Controversial ‘marriage’: Mohammed Fazdil or Fatine and Young posing for a photo after they were married in a civil partnership in the UK last May.

LONDON: Malaysian transsexual Mohammed Fazdil Min Bahari is afraid to return home due to the negative reactions over her marriage to a Briton.

She has received a lot of negative e-mails and comments from people, some even accusing her of insulting the Malaysian government.

Mohammed Fazdil or Fatine, said she felt frustrated that people did not understand she had come to the United Kingdom because she wanted to be with the man she loved.

She added that she could not do that in Malaysia and people in the country seemed to be taking a religious point of view over the matter.

“I am so frightened to go back. I am worried for my safety,” she said in response to what she claimed was the inaccurate portrayal of their love story by a Malay tabloid which caused the negative reactions.

Speaking up for the first time after The Sun newspaper in London broke the story, Fatine said she did not know what to do as her family had already disowned her.

“I’ve spent hours on the phone asking for forgiveness. I love them but I can’t change what has happened,” said the 36-year-old makeup artist.

Fatine said it was a shame that the article had twisted their story as it was never their intention to insult the Malay community.

“They also put my father’s name in it, which was unnecessary and my mother is now afraid to leave the house,” she added.

Fatine also said that she understood that the Malays were very traditional and that “people like me aren’t acceptable”, but she hoped things would cool down eventually.

Fatine, who married Ian Young in a civil partnership in May, faces deportation back to Malaysia after her Leave to Remain visa was rejected by the Home Office over an “incorrect” photograph.

A second application with a passport photograph with a white background as required, instead of blue, was submitted for reconsideration but it was also thrown out in October.

The pair has just submitted their third application for a Right to Family Life under the Human Rights Act in Britain.

On Monday, Immigration director-general Datuk Abdul Rahman Othman said the department might take action against Fatine when she returned home as it viewed problems like overstaying seriously.

Young, 30, however, maintained that Fatine’s application was still being processed by the UK Border Agency and she should not be classified as an overstayer.

“All we want is to be married, happy and living together.

“The only way we can do this is over here in the UK,” said Young, who runs a property maintenance company.

He said the article also made it sound like they were trying to make a mockery of Muslim laws, which was never their intention.

“As a result of the way we have been portrayed, I now feel that we would be in more danger than ever if we were to try and live in Malaysia,” he added.

~ news taken from Choi Tuck Wo, The Star, Malaysia

~ http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/12/3/nation/5227020&sec=nation

Pesta Heritage Heboh Street Festival

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double DOUBLE happiness

Syukur.. what a good day today. I really had a very day good and prosperous day indeed.

Double double happiness! Means 4 happy things that happened today. ‘xuan xuan xi’.

1. As u all know, I got into the final of public speaking.

So I don’t have to repeat it again. But I want to say that despite the success, I managed to bring joy and excitement to people through my speech. How wonderful is that.

I want to say thank you again to everyone who were there. you guys made my Semester 3 so happening.

Trust me or not, THIS IS THE MOST HAPPIEST MOMENT BEING A UTARIAN IN UTAR KAMPAR AFTER ALMOST A YEAR.

Not to count the happiness with friends la.

2. A friend in uni told me that she saw me on TV.

I was like what??!! Why! For what? What am I doing there in TV?? All those questions popped up. im was so eager n excited to know the details.

She said I appeared in RTM 2 aka TV2 after the evening news. I was learning how to make kuih. According to her, I said that I took 1 week to persuade the kuih seller to teach how to make the kuih.

Then I start to remember about the interview that RTM did on me end of last night if im not mistaken. I couldn’t really recall exactly what happened during the interview la. I think there was also a person with me when the RTM journalist interview. Hmmm.. my sayang I guess, cuz the person took pic of me when the interview is going on.

They actually want to introduce the local delicacy that is popular in Penang. Sheau Fung from PHT called me to bring them there. So I brought them to Market Street where this Indian Muslim uncle sells the best samosa in Penang. Really sedap.

She asked me la the history of the shop, the seller, the samosa, about how I got involved with AAK n PHT, my feelings towards heritage etc etc lo. It’s so funny because I was talking in my broken Chinese with limited vocabulary. The show is in Mandarin ma.

Then the lady journalist asked me to demonstrate how to make samosa. Zzz.. I don’t think I learn how to make samosa before. I only interviewed them, watched them n eat samosa. Hmmm.. so for the very first time, I got the privilege to make samosa with the bos’s guidance. What a interesting experience.

I thought they show the programme already. Haha. I was wrong!

Thanks to AAK, PHT, ARTS-ED, I got a lot of exposures on many aspects in life, work and relationship. Through this NGOs, I learn performing arts, music, acting, interview skills, how to do research data management, how to do a good questionnaire, how to do good mind map, how to do documentation, event production stuff, appreaciation and the values of cultural heritage and heritage tour guiding.

Thanks to them also I found my love and I got to know Heritage Mafia and Kaki Penang. I miss Janet Pillai’s scoldings. I miss Sheau Fung. I miss Yoke Pinn.

I learn more about my root, my state’s history, the cultural heritage, the people of Penang and what's in their mind.

Talking about me on TV, I thought of these funny incidents. Im very kaypo aka busybody in my hometown, Penang. Whenever n wherever there are accidents, disasters, events, etc etc, I’ll be there..with all press. So nice to be with them at the front row to take pictures. Hahha. So the funny thing is I appeared on the newspaper quite a number of time…accidentally. Haha. the story is not about me but my picture was in there. it’s not my intention to be in the shot but it just so coincident that I was there. haha. I accidentally become popular lo.

3. Someone, my coursemate la, she suddenly said that “u noe i think ur more important to me den my bf. i think like secara tak langsung i think u are more important as a fren la!! r maybe we shud get married”

Fuh! I totally gone blank. What a statement. It sounds so wrong la. gila la her. so random. Don’t worry. No, she is not falling in love on me. haha.

Don’t la. not me la. go find some better guys in UTAR la. I also don’t want la. hmmm.. I just think feel ok to date someone in the uni especially your coursemate. So hard la. what if you argue, then your friends will have a very hard time to think who should they support. And what if the couple break up, it’ll be super awkward then.

So better keep the friendship then to ruin it.

I said to her, "cz im ur fren ma, we r clasmate n coursemate wat. we r clos wat." 

At least I know la im a good fren to her although she’s a bit cracko. Kind of sampat. hehe. I never thought that someone will say that to me. Something that a friend won't say. Something that sounds like a person likes me. I feel delighted about it. Yeala, so long already no one says such thing to me. Although im close with other coursemates as well, we don’t say such things la. malu la. shy la. if love love pun, just keep it in our heart la. take this 3 years to know each other better lo.

4. My roommate, Siang Yong is home. What a surprise. I thought he’ll only be home tomorrow. Anyway im so happy to see him. Very happy.

we go gay in the house, yell, scream, sing and camwhoring. Haha. I’ll show u his sexy photos. Oh he took some sexy shots of me too. Waaa bergay manyak syiok.

I asked him to massage me. hmm.. there’s room for improvement.

CONCLUSION

I had a bad Semester 2. Now, I feel good things start to happen towards end of the year. Isn’t it a good thing? Let’s work harder and achieve more. Well.. if I don’t work hard now and try to achieve my dreams, when else to do that? Opportunities don’t always come.

into the FINAL

The public speaking competition has ended. And im just home, walking under the rain from uni.

Heheheheh. People im in FINAL!!

Wooohooo! Clap clap clap! Clap more. =p sorry im too happy. okok chill. Don’t show off. No no im not. Im just being expressive.

Im one of the 5 finalists in my category la. I got second placing, my senior, a lady got the first placing. Okla tu. im happy and thankful. The girl is good. Really good. No doubt. =p

Anyway im the only guy in the final lo. Final when I don’t know lo. Definitely it will be in next year la because this semester ends this week then exam d.

What a nice feeling to be on stage again and be the limelight of the competition. ahah.

In my previous post, I said no one will wears traditional clothe. IM WRONG! Oopps! Sorry. There are few girls who were wearing traditional clothes. 3 or 4 of them if im not mistaken. Only me the only guy with traditional clothe.

Tonight got pasar malam. LOK-LOK. But it’s still raining out there la.

Ok people good night.

Im too tired la. stay up the whole nite leh. exhausted. Starving. Feel like puking because of the air in my stomach. Pimples everywhere. Grrhhh.

But it’s all worth it la.

I’ll blog about the competition after im FREE la. this week is a real busy hectic stressful n kepala pecah week.

Thank you God.

Thank you ammi papa.

Thank you my lecturers.

Thank you to the person behind 120806

Thank you my JR January 2009 intake coursemates.

Thank you my JR seniors.

Thank you my friends from Penang.

Thank you my uni friends.

Thank you to the audience.

Thank you my coconut shell chain.

Thank you.

The Time Is Now

Pagi yang gelap, kini sudah terang.

The time is now..

Di sini masanya..

In just less then 2 hours, I’ll be up on stage. I think everyone of us will feel so proud to be up there…if we were to receive an award or a prize. But I think most of us will freak out and runaway if we were to ask to perform a show or to talk on the stage.

Do greatly or die badly.

I didn’t sleep the whole night. I spent it by memorising, practising n yelling when everyone else was having their sweet dream. Now I have a dark black eye ring under my eyes.  My throat feels so dry. N I am damn sleepy right now. very sleepy.

I feel like puking so badly due to lack of sleep. How interesting, im having diarrhea now. =p other then that, I keep pharting from my a** n my mouth because I ‘consumed’ too much air. I drink a lot of water n I pee every 15mins.

Thank you UTAR DSSC for calling me at 9.05am to remind me about the competition. I wont forget lah…

I went to temple early early in the morning. I asked for blessing n a peace of mind. well.. I need to calm myself down ma. Usually if im in Penang, I’ll pray at home before I go for a competition and a long journey.

Before this i was having dilemma on what traditional clothe to wear, Samfu or Baju Melayu. i never wear Samfu in uni but i don't have the pants. My Samfu look really awesome. =p At the end i chose Baju Melayu because the 3 judges are Malays. Maybe they'll feel impressed because a Chinese is wearing a Malay traditional clothe. After all, trust me, no one will wear traditional clothe except me. If got also, maybe ONE only.

I nk pergi dah. Ok im going out now. im wearing the lucky chain, that I always wear for the pass 3 years, made from coconut shell with the number ‘12/8’.

Let’s break their leg, break their hand and their head as well.

Are you ready?

YES I’M READY!

QUOTE of the day

I/you/we/human don't repeat history but I/you/we/human CREATE history.

DIE again???

i just got a shocking news from my friend. a very shocking to the max 1. fuh..

few months ago, she dreamt that i got bitten to death by some strangers at the backlane.

n NOW!!

she told me that last night she dreamt of something bad happen in my public speaking competition.

arrrgghhhh!!

what kind of dream is this?? why all so bad 1??

YOU ARE FREAKING ME OUT NG AI LOON!!

ahaha. i dun blame u la. i just find it so funny n shocking.

fuh. amitabha. thni kong. kuan im ma. ganesha. pls POPI tmr is a good day. =p

I WANT TO MAKE HISTORY

Sakit perut! arrghh! Sakit perut means stomachache la. so damn painful la. no no. not beause I ate wrong thing or because I didn’t eat anything.

It is because…

I AM SO EXCITED AND NERVOUS!!!

I keep thinking of my public speaking competition tomorrow. Im taking part in Bahasa Malaysia category. It’s like a dream come true to compete in such competition.

The adrenaline all gushed up.

Fuh! Hati I duk berdegup-degup, berdupdap-dupdap, berdebar-debar macam nak tercabut! Fuhhh! Dengan penuh keterujaan, aku menunggu hari esok. =p

It has been at least 3 years since I felt this way. The last time I took part in public speaking was in 2007 when I was in Upper 6 and I emerged as the 1^st Runner Up in the state level.

Im doing my speech alone. Of course I ask for ideas from friends n lecturers. Im not perfect you know. Hmmm.. when she was still here, I always ask for her opinion, we discus, we argue n we make the decision together. 2 brains are always better then 1 brain what.

Well.. of cos I nak menang. But if tak menang apa nak buat kan. means that other ppl is better then me. winning or losing is just a matter of a title. The important thing is whether you have do your best or not. And I can proudly say that I have support from my coursemates, from my ex-classmates from Penang,and  from the people I know. Your support give a me courage and confident to say what I wanted to say.

I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you. Let’s wait for tomoorow. Hope to see you people tmr my classmates. I’ll be very very VERY happy to c u guys thr.  =p

Let’s memorise and practise hard hard tonight.

I WANT TO MAKE HISTORY.. AGAIN!

QUOTE of the day

"Times are running so fast. I just want to look back to CORRECT all my mistakes NOT to be foolishly NOSTALGIC. There are times when we need to sit and look at what we did/faced. Being a human the tendency to repeat history is there. Make it a solutions December."

~ Regina Ibrahim.

TAHNIAH n CONGRATS mr. afi

what a happy day for my lecturer n his wife.

they just got a new baby girl. she's their 2nd children.

born on 1/12/2009 at 7.20am. weight 3.5kg.

her name is Ariana Zarra Kistina Afi Roshezry.

fulamak la sir. nama also canggih. orang sekarang memang suka nama Ariani, Kistina, etc etc.

MR. AFI CONGRATULATIONS!! TAHNIAH!! GONG XI!!

syukur anak n ibu pun selamat.

i wanted to go to the hosp to take pic of their newborn baby but it's so far n so early in the morning la. nvmla.. my sir's hp is canggih enough to take pics.

im so happy n excited with their new baby girl. haha. the best thing ever happen in a married couple is to see their new born baby come to this world, enter university, to see them got married and have children. im just too happy. i love kids. who doesn't like kids? ok maybe some. how nice to 'make' baby with someone you love. hehehe.

eee comelnya. =p rasa nak cubit the baby. guling-guling. golek-golek. rambut pun tebal n lebat. tak guna Sunsilk or Pantene kan? bring it to uni sir!!

MAKE ME YOUR OFFICIAL PHOTOGRAPHER FOR YOU BABY, FOR THE KENDURIS, FOR THE PORTRAITS SHOTS. FREE!! CEPAT SELAGI STOK MASIH ADA!

semoga cahaya mata baru sir akan dimurahkan rezeki dan diberkati selalu. berbakti kepada nusa dan bangsa. =p

I Dreamed A Dream - Susan Boyle (Britains Got Talent 2009)

I've been trying to sleep for the past 2 hours! BUT you see. im still awake! arrghh. my eyes are tired. my body is tired! but NOT my mind. CRAZEE!!

i closed my eyes and thoughts and ideas keep popping. so i have to wake up n wake up n wake up to jote it down.

At the end, im stucked to this video.

Do you know Susan Boyle from Britains Got Talent 2009?

fulamak. how on Earth this lady got her voice? it is so amazing! I never heard of such a strong voice by a lady.
Im stunned and waken up by her great voice. My heart melts. Tears just feel like coming out. Im moved by her courage. The world is so proud of u, Susan Boyle.

PHYSICAL IS NOT A BARRIER.

DON'T JUDGE SOMEONE BASED ON HOW THEY LOOK. THERE IS SOMETHING IN THEM THAT YOU DON'T SEE.

I dreamed a dream. It's not just a dream. Im gona make it a reality.

let her voice do all the talking and i'll try to sleep again.

POWERFUL Sentence AYAT

Ok a very fast n ‘short’ post blog about what has just happened.

Woah! I feel so powerful tonight. Zzzz.. not Power Rangers la. I mean… I feel so got umpphh tonite. High in spirit. Bersemangat. N im so happy.

These people made up my night. who??

Cheah Chin Liang.

Cheong Jing Wen

Saravani Selvam

Cheah Chin Liang is a reporter in a Chinese newspaper back in Penang. He’s my so-called Sifu. Always give me a lot of advise, call me in the midnight when there are events. =p

So I asked for his help to give me some powerful sentences in Chinese since im a BANANAMAN. He asked me to think myself. What the. But then he said some else that really motivate me to the max although it is FARNEE!

“I highly hope on you. Haha. Those stupid p*liticians  will headache because of you next time. Really, because you KUAILAN enough. We need reporter who is KUAILAN.”

~ 30/11/2009 8.46PM via MSN Messenger

Hahaha! That’s so sweet of you. Thanks for the motivation for the future, for the laughter to accompany me tonight and the courage for my public speaking competition this Wednesday.

Cheong Jing Wen and Saravani Selvam are my coursemates. We are not in the same class this semester but they have been so helpful all this while.

I want my speech to be colourful and unique. I want to use some Chinese and Tamil words. So Jing Wen help me in Chinese and Sara in Tamil.

These are the 2 sentences in Chinese from Jing Wen.

“wo men shuo bu tong de yu yan,wo men you bu tong de wen hua,dan wo men zhu zai tong yi pian tu di.”

“bu lun wo men zuo ren he shi qing, bu lun wo men shen zai he fang, jin guan wo men shuo bu tong de yu yan, jin guan wo men you bu tong de wen hua,wo men shi zhong ji de ma lai si ya shi wo men de jia.”

And these are the 2 sentences in Tamil by Sara.

“ORE NAADU,NAMATHU NAADU, MALESIA, ANAIVARUM ENAINTHU SEYALPADUVOM.”

“PALAINAM, PALAMOLZHIGAL, PALAKALACHARAM, KONDA ORE NAADU NAAM MALAYSIA.”

Im not gona translate the sentences. U go and ASK your friends to translate la! haha. I love the sentences my friends. Ada power man! Fuiyo! BANGGA gila!

I’ll use that in my speech. I duno how am I going to read those sentences. Practice makes PERFECT I noe.. My speech is almost complete. Just a bit more. =p

I’ll work hard this Wednesday. Yes I WILL!

Thank you. Kamsiah. Xie xie. Terima kasih. Nandri vanakem.

*DAMN THE PIMPLE THAT JUST POPPED UP ON MY LIPS! GRRHHH!

UTAR Kampar Public Speaking Competition

This is the FIRST public speaking competition organised by UTAR Kampar for its students.

Organiser:
UTAR's Department of Soft Skills Competency.

3 language categories:
English, Bahasa Kebangsaan, and Chinese.

Theme:
1 Malaysia

Title:
English: Steps Towards Achiveing 1 Malaysia
Bahasa Kebangsaan: Ke Arah Pencapaian 1 Malaysia
Chinese: *don't know how to read

Date:
1/12/2009 English
2/12/2009 Bahasa Kebangsaan
3/12/2009 Chinese

Time:
2pm

Venue:
UTAR Kampar's Cafeteria

Prizes:
1st RM600
2nd RM300
3rd RM100

This is just the Preliminary Round. 5 minutes prepared speech. 5 winners per category to the Final.

* YOU KNOW WHY THIS IS IN RED?? YOU KNOW?? BECAUSE THESE ARE THE IMPORTANT POINTS! YES VERY IMPORTANT! JAGA!

Teaser - Indian Puberty Ceremony

I was invited, I was hired and I attented this special celebration of the Indians last Saturday.

This is the Indian Puberty Ceremony or you can call it Coming of Age Ceremony.

This girl is 12 n she just finished her Standard 6 UPSR exam with an excellent results.

This is the first celebration of its kind that I attended. The Chinese don’t have such celebration la.

Nice or not the photo?? I think it’s nice la. one of the best photos of that night. Wahahah!

okok be humble people. be humble. i still have a lot to learn n improve.

QUOTE of the day

There’s no empty failure. Every failure comes with a lesson.

O.T. ends

Arghh! Omg! Suddenly headache la. so painful. Head feels so tight.

Can’t think of anything. I find it so hard to make a constructive n convincing sentence. Memory loss again. when I need to recall something important, I keep forget.

I have been working on my speech the whole night. The competition is on Wednesday n haven’t come up with a good speech YET!

O.T. (overtime) ends now.

Ok, sleep NOW. continue and FINISH it before 1pm tomorrow.

last night's thoughts tonight

Had some thoughts last night before I slept. So this was what in my mind last night.

1.       Waaaa.. the moon is so bright tonight. So romantic. Waaaa look at the stars. Twinkle twinkle little stars. How nice if I have a mat now. I’ll definitely sleep under the sky accompanied by the moon n the stars.

2.       Hmmm.. the whole house is so empty tonite. EMPTY! QUIET! SUNYI! SEPI! DIAM! Eeew.. everyone has gone back to their hometown because of Hari Raya Haji public holiday. Again, im all alone in this 3-storey mansion. Roommate also went back.

3.       The whole Westlake is like a dead town. Everyone went home. Many of them will have their unofficial holidays for next week, continue by study week. Then only they’ll come back here for exam. they don’t care avout the attendance already la. barred list is out. Most of the subjects are Pass/Fail subjects. No one really study hard for it.

4.       What should I wear for my public speaking competition huh? Samfu? Bcoz I nvr wear that in UTAR yet. Baju Melayu? Bcoz the 3 judges r Malay, can impress them la. 1Malaysia ma.

5.       I wana go home. So sudden I know. Just feel like going home la. hmmm.. should I should i? =p if I go back, I’ll go lepak or I’ll just sleep at home la. hmmm.. I won’t do my speech.

6.       When I go home next Saturday, I wana go watch 2012 or New Moon. I wana ask her out. I know it’s not gona work, but ask only ma..

7.       Now I realised what she used to tell me is true. Im not saying that I didn’t trust her just that it’s not my culture to put some water on the plate after we finish eating. Malay n Indians share this belief. Im smiling alone in my room, recalling the moment she poured water on my plate and said ‘mama I kata lepas makan mesti letak air. Tak baik biar pinggan kering.’ =p

PERIBAHASA of the day

Biar putih tulang, jangan kuning gigi.

me

This is me, Oh Chin Eng. Picture taken by me, Oh Chin Eng.

I took this pic in the fitting room of Giordano, Jaya Jusco, Ipoh,Perak, Malaysia on 22/11/2009 at 12.07pm. hehe went there with my coursemates.

I like that shirt so much la. but damn it! So cilaka expensive. I didn’t buy lo, but I got the pic of the shirt. Hehe. Nice right??

I seldom have pics of myself taken by others. So I take pics of myself by myself. Hehhe.

I’ll definitely look better if I have more flesh. Hmmm.. what to do. I eat so much, grow so less. Aih.. work out also I’ll look the same. I need to gain weigh. I must!!

Then only I’ll look HANDSOME!! =p

QUOTE of the day

A good picture comes from the person behind the camera, not the gadget that is being used.

a NOTHING-LESS saturday

Hmm… how to start?? What to say first??

I planned to go see cows being slaughtered this morning at 8am but I woke up at 4am ++. Damn early. So I slept again until 9am ++. I woke up then I slept again til 10am ++. I washed my face, changed my clothes then I surf Google Map to look for Kampung Sikh at Tanjung Tualang. There’s a Sikh wedding there today at 11am.

What the hell, I slept again in my nice clothes. Arrgghhh. I woke up and I slept again. I woke up and I slept again for many times at 12pm ++, 3pm ++ until just now 4pm ++. At the end, I didn’t go to see cow, nor the wedding and I skipped my French classes for the first time although im not sick.

I duno why. I duno what happen. I duno. I duno. I really duno la. i duno. don't know.. you know.. you want to wake up, but ur body is sticking tightly onto ur bed. you are not sleepy but u just wana lie down.

I still feel so sleepy right now. I can hardly open my eyes.

I feel so lifeless, tak larat, not spirited, lazy etc today.. I don’t feel like doing anything. No, I have many things to do. But something is like stopping me. I didn’t even step out from my room today.

I feel my memory is getting bad. I forget things easily. I take a very long time to recall on something.

I feel lonely suddenly.. I feel so empty.. Evrerything is upside down. life has been so good and colourful lately. I have laughters every single day. But not today. Something is wrong somewhere but I don’t know what is it.

I’ll sleep alone tonight because my roommate has housemate and levelmates have gone back to their hometown. The whole Westlake is so quiet.

I can see rain starting to pour out there.

Please don’t rain because I have promised some Indian here in Kampar to take photo of her daughter’s puberty celebration.

NO moo mooO

Im home! Just reached home at 5.40pm. arrghh! Im super tired, exhausted, pancit! It’s raining heavily out there and im all wet and freezing cold. My battery is out of battery.

Ok so last night I said I wana go look for cow right? Nak p tengok lembu korban rite? I did. My coursemate, Jing Wen followed me. I didn’t go to the Old Town PAS mosque because a Malay guy on Wednesday told me that, that mosque is not having any lembu korban. He asked me to go to Mambang Di Awan, after Kampar town. The place is quite far.

So we didn’t go to that mosque. We went to UMNO mosque at Kampar. No cows!! I didn’t see any cows there.  FINE! So we went to Mambang Di Awan. After I stopped for 3 times to asked for mosque, then only the Muslims told me that they won’t sacrifice the cows today.

WHAT!!! Why?? The men said it’s because today is Friday, so they’ll have Friday Prayer / Sembahayang Jumaat. I see.. yeala. All the Muslims will perform this prayer in the afternoon. To slaughter a cow, they need a lot of time. I think they are worried that they are late for the prayer. They’ll also be very tired then.

So they postponed it to tomorrow, Saturday. Haih.. no COW!! Talak LEMBU!!

What a dissappointment. BUT!! Haha! something else happened. I didn’t want to go back yet bcoz we already travelled that far. I sacrificed my morning sleep to see lembu korban you know..

As usual, Chin Eng did what he’s good at. EXPLORE! Hehehe. Yea we explored Perak. We went to MANY places. Damn syiok la. I spent 8 hours exploring. My neck was so tired. My hands were numb. But every second I spent is worth while. The experience that I get is too valuable and you can even get it if you are RICH!

On the way to sent Jing Wen home, we passed by the Old Town PAS Mosque. WTH we saw cows. We went in and asked the man there. he said they will slaughter them tomorrow, Saturday. Arrgghhh! I can see the celebration here. Why the ****** in the world I travel so far?? Im out of my mind! craze!!

Zzz.. but hmmm.. ok look from the bright side. If I don’t look for cows from other places, I wouldn’t have been to so many places, tasted so many nice food, met with nice people, went into temples and pray, and get free fruit. There is always two sides of a coin.

Haih.. what a day!! Im so sleepy now. my skin is darker again.

I’ll blog about the 8 hours journey and the photos i took when im free la. =p

Ok I wana go bath now. then go have my dinner. Then go prepare for my speaking test for French tomorrow. Then send an email b4 12am.

Till then, see you tomorrow. Tata.

comment that put you to nice sleep

Someone commented on my blog post ‘LembooO korban’ at 3.01am. It’s from an anonymous lah.

It says: orang "FAKIR" miskin bukan "KAFIR".

I was like oh shit! I typed wrongly. It supposed to be Fakir, which means the poor people. It also means the disabled, yang sebab kekurangan, yang tidak mampu, dan orang yang mengemis.

Kafir means the people who are bad, stingy, not considerate, jahil, jahat, teruk, buruk, kedekut and and mengingkari Tuhan. Betul kot..

hehehehe. so funny la from Fakir to Kafir. The K n the F terbalik. So people, it’s FAKIR, not KAFIR.

Ok im shocked! WOW!! Im curious who’s that person who dropped me that comment. I thought of one person only. I only have on eperson in my mind. I didn’t take even a minute to figure out who’s that person. I don’t need the anonymous to tell me who is he/she.

I think I know who’s that person. I KNOW IT! It’s a she. It’s her. I know it’s her. I believe my instinct. Yes. Im confident that it’s her. I can feel it. Wahahah! Confirmed! Confirmed. Aku confirmed!! I’ve checked! 100% SURE!! Woohooo!!

Thank God I made a mistake. Syukur..

If you are reading this now, thank you. Thank you.

Thank you not because of your comment. Thank you because you drop by my blog. It makes a lot of difference.

Anyway thank you also for correcting me. terima kasih.

Hohoho. Im gona sleep now with a smile on my face.

Gnite ppl. Love you. Muax. Tata! =p

LembooO korban

Helooo people! It’s me again. today I I wana talk about lembooo. To be specific sikit, lembu korban untuk Hari Raya Haji esok. So what is lembu korban? Lembu korban is a lembu la. in English you call them cow. C.O.W. cow.

So apa beza lembu korban dengan lembu biasa? Same-same but different lah. Lemboo-lemboo ini meragut, bukan beg pompuan tapi rumput yang warnanya hijau. Kalau rumput warna koko, dia olang tak makan. Sebab itu bukan rumput, itu lalang. Lemboo-lemboo ini juga mempunya tetek, entahla berapa tapi adalah tetek-teteknya. If nak tau berapa, you cangkung la kat bawah lembu tu n u tengokla sendiri. If u lucky, kau tak kena penangan dari lemboo tu la. n if u lucky, taik cirit taik baja lembu tak kena muka u la.

Lemboo-lemboo ini juga menghasilkan susu. Susu lembu sangat berkhasiat. Tak payah pi supermarket beli susu lembu yang tepung. Just go to any sexy female cow u like, then picit je. just squezze. Susu terus pancut kat hang! Hah! Kan bagus! Sedap! Berkhasiat! Cepat! Dan PANAS!

But one thing I don’t understand. Why human love to drink cow and goat’s milk huh? Manusia talak susu ka? Human no milk is it?? Hmmm… we always drink their milk. Then the children of cows n goats gona drink whose milk? Our milk? Your milk? I CANNOT produce milk. Hmmm…

LEMBOO PUNYA SUSU, MANUSIA DAPAT NAMA!

So what is the difference between these lemboos?? Try guess. Try la. can?? Cannot ah? Try again la.. just try.. pi la! mana ada difference??! No difference la! lembu is lembu la! cow is cow la. if like that also you don’t know, u r the real LEMBU! BOO sama you! LEMBOO!

Wahahaha!

Lembu korban is a lembu that akan dikorbankan. Means that these cow will be sacrificed for Hari Raya Haji tomorrow. Kalau tak silap I, lembu ini akan dapat pahala la sebab dikorbankan. Ini kerana mereka bukan disembelih saja-saja tapi daging mereka akan dibahagi-bahagikan dan diberikan kepada kafir miskin dan orang-orang yang sama waktu dengannya.

So mari semua orang kampung orang Bandar dan orang hutan, mari kita bersama-sama pergi masjid, memeriahkan lagi proses penyembelihan lemboos ini, mari kita memberikan sokongan yang padu kepada lembu-lembu dan si penyembelihnyer.

I’ll definitely go la. I never seen people slaughter cow for Hari Raya Haji. As a Malaysian, we should and I feel we must see, experience, explore and learn the cultures and the way of living of our friends form other ethnic groups. This is Malaysia ma, u have everything here. So why always stay at home, watch TV, online to get the news.

GO OUT THERE and SEE IT YOURSELF la.

Enjoy life man! Life is SO interesting. Do something different then what you usually do. As we grow up, we see different things every second. Don’t wait things to happen in front of you. Go see it yourself. Go get yourself dirty. Go feel the atmosphere, smell the aroma, feel the happiness, hear to the music, let your senses go wild, meet new people and learn new things.

Go and explore your life and the world. Go n experience the rich cultures of your own ethnic and other ethnics or religions. Believe me, it’ll broaden n open up your mind.

Well, it’s just a day in a year. U don’t always have the chance you know. how long do you think can survive in this world? U might bye-bye tomorrow. =p

To see is to learn. Many people are phobia, scared and have this midset that you’ll be converted if you visit religious buildings or if you participate in other religions’ festivals. COME ON la! don’t be so katak di bawah tempurung! OPEN up ur mind la! don’t listen to others. Lisen to yourself. Have faith in yourself. If u r a true devotee to ur religion, no one can convert u lah! You won’t be converted if you go experience or learn about other religion festivals.

FAHAM?!! UNDERSTOOD??!!

The only thing that you musn’t do is to chop off a cow’s head and go make party or do demonstration with it. DON’T!! JANGAN! AWAS! We must respect other religions as well. The Muslims eat beef but not the Hindus. Cow is a sacred animal in Hinduism. So don’t ask for beef if you go to Indian house and don’t eat beef in front of them. same goes to the pork eater. Muslims don’t eat pork. So pork-eater don’t eat pork in front of the Muslims. We respect each other la. understand each other’s belief and sensitivity. then NO PROBLEM loh!

REMINDER! PERINGATAN! KALAU NAK PIJAK KEPALA LEMBU, LEBIH BAIK PIJAK KEPALA HOTAK HANG!! BUAT MALU JE!

So now u choose la any lemboo u wana sembelih. Got black color, brown color and white color. U choose la any size u want: XXS, XS, S, M, L, XL, XXL. Can tapau la if you want. If got stock, sell to you la. if talak, book now and take next year la.

Ok now everyone LAUGH! Wahahahah!

SELAMAT HAPPY HARI RAYA AILDILADHA / HARI RAYA HAJI again. =p

Selamat Hari Raya Aldiladha / Hari Raya Haji 2009

I love raya. I love more is it’s kongsi raya or deepa raya. Syiok man!

I love being a Malaysian. U can get food from other ethnic groups for FREE. Free is not the thing, but the merryness and the happiness that shown in every festivals that matter. If you are in other countries, do you think you can just go into your friends or neighbours house and taste their food which are different from house. NO!! Malaysia is a lovely country lah. We don’t have to go to restaurant just to eat Chinese, Malay, Indian, Sikh, Mamak, Nyonya or some other ethnic groups food. We have open house. No open house also, people will still flock your house.

Kita Olang Malaisia ma.

They are willing to accept you to their celebrations, their festivals and their events.

Anyway..

What is Hari Raya Aidiladha or Hari Raya Haji.

Okla a brief description or explanation about this festival.

(("Festival of Sacrifice" or "Greater Eid" is a holiday celebrated by Muslims (including the Druze) worldwide to commemorate the willingness of Ibrahim to sacrifice his son as an act of obedience to God. Eid al-Adha is the latter of two Eid festivals celebrated by Muslims, whose basis comes from the Quran.[1] Like Eid al-Fitr, Eid al-Adha begins with a short prayer followed by a sermon (khuṭba). Eid al-Adha annually falls on the 10th day of the month of Dhul Hijja (ذو الحجة) of the lunar Islamic calendar. The festivities last for three days or more depending on the country. Eid al-Adha occurs the day after the pilgrims conducting Hajj, the annual pilgrimage to Mecca in Saudi Arabia by Muslims worldwide, descend from Mount Arafat. It happens to be approximately 70 days after the end of the month of Ramadan.))

*ni dapat dari Google.

Kalau nak tau more, go Google or ask ur Muslim friends la. ada Muslim friends kan?

This Raya is one of the biggest celebrations celebrated by the Muslims in the world. Kalau kat Malaysia, Hari Raya Aldilfitri yang meletup, Raya Haji taklah sangat. But in other Muslim countries, Hari Raya Haji yang paling meletup. Different countries different style lah.

This year Hari Raya Aildiladha falls on tomorrow, which is Friday. Woohooo. It’s public holiday. No school. Many people will balik kampung. The Southern Thailand people who work here also go back. so no Tom Yam or Nasi Goreng Kampung.

Kepada orang-orang yang suka tengok atau teringin nak tengok atau tak pernah tengok atau takde kerja lain nak buat atau nak kaypo atau nak rasa budaya orang Melayu, bolehla pi masjid-masjid utama yang berdekatan untuk ‘menyaksikan’ lemboo-lemboo, kambinggg-kambinggg dan kerbow-kerbow disembalih. Jangan lupa bawa camera n video camera. If tak ada, handphone pun jadila.

In this celebration, these animals will be sacrificed la. U can see la all those politikus politikus donate these animals untuk disembelih. Then these animals akandibahagi-bahagi dan disedekahkan.

So yang balik kampung tu, hati-hati ok. Bawa kereta hati-hati dan cermat. Naik bas kalau duduk baik-baik. If nk kencing, bagitau driver. Yang bawak motor, ingat baju hujan. Yang bawa basikal, jangan bawa tengah jalan kereta jalan tu bukan jalan moyang hang. Mulakan perjalanan anda dengan Bismillah, sudahkan dengan Alhamdullilah.

Bermaafan-maafan la. Let’s celebrate this joyous festival with sharing, forgiving and remembering the God. So a happy Hari Raya Aidiladha and Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all especially my Muslim friends whether you are from Malaysia, Thailand, or UK.

May God bless our multi-racial, multi-religious, multi-language and multi-cultural society.

muax muax muax.

QUOTE of the day

Fikir -> Cakap - > Buat -> Dapat -> Puas!!

Think -> Say -> Do -> Get -> Satisfy!!

PANAS!!

Vivien Chang Wei Lin is caught camwhoring in my room with my wife. She sedang bergatai dengan ganasnya n ghairahnya with my camera.

Dia cakap:

"See la u do too much until longgar already. I think he fuck his camera too much than anything else."

zzzzzzzzz.... somone help me PLEASE!

my camera longgar, NOT Vivien! I didn't do ANYTHING

5 things

nyeh nyeh nyeh.

nyeh what nyeh??

nyeh you lah!!

hohoho. 3 things to be accomplished tonight. ONLY for tonight!

are you ready ladies n gentlemen??

jeng jeng jeng!!

1. wash the plates then EAT! MAKAN! CHIAK!

2. study 4 chapters for Moral test tomorrow morning at 8am.

3. try to finish and compile the Moral assignment by TONIGHT!

4. 2 more blog posts including PHOTOS. =p

5. sleep BEFORE 3am!

quotable quote

When hearts are harden, even the hottest fire can't melt it. When true passions of love arises, even the coldest ice will melt.

~ author unknown.

good Tuesday (UPDATED)

Tuesday is gona ends soon. a quick round-up before Wednesday comes.

as you can see at the title of this post, Today, Tuesday is a good day. hehe. a very good day indeed. i love today. muax muax muax. so what happened today?

1. i woke up early in the morning n i went for breakfast. i ordered Kopi O', Roti Bakar n 2 half boiled eggs. i wait for 20mins for my toast n eggs. fine. i pecahkan the first egg. OMG! holy SHIT! it's raw!! i asked for half-boiled egg la! grrrhhh. i feel like puking seriously. the smell is aweful! so i asked the anne to go n boil again my second egg. then i pecahkan the egg again. damn! it's not so boiled. i kept asking them to boil it long long, i want it to be half-cooked. i geli tengok kuning-kuning and water-water. eee... at the end, i put

Lesson: Never order half boiled egg from Ghany. Home made food is always better.

2. i S*REW the guard of my uni. cilaka babi la the guard! grrrhhh! i hate the guards of UTAR-most of them. caukia betul. i went to uni this morning at 10am with my at bike. i dun have Motor Sticker. yeala, cz i only have 2 days of class. And sometimes i cycle to school. So i don't see there's a need for me to pay for the motor sticker. Plus, the guards always curi tulang and never really jaga.

so there were 4 guards at the entrance. they didn't stop me, but i stopped. as usual, the most F*cking young kurang ajar kurang asam small Indian guard was there. n u guess what he said. 'GET OUT! GET OUT!' WTF man! cannot talk properly ah. for the first time in UTAR, i argued with a guard. usually i'll just walk away then scold them in my heart, but this time i let it out. i gave him a deep stare. a cunning one. a killing stare. i just stared at him and i said 'TAK BOLEH CAKAP BAIK-BAIK KA?!' He was stunned and speechless. then i repeat what again. the other 3 guards just kept quiet.

the guard said i dun have sticker so cannot go in. i said 'SEKARANG DAH BULAN 12 KAN NAK APPLY MACAM MANA?? U PUN MAU KERJA, I PUN MAU P STUDY.' He said cannot again. he's so damn kurang ajar! talk to me nicely la. I feel like give him a punch. im gona make a complain. anyway everyone was quiet. suddenly so tensed. so i made a U turn. before i left, i stared at the Indian guard again n i said 'U INGAT U BAGUI SANGAT AH?!' which means u tot u r so great ah. wahahah! puas!

3. I went for a sharing by an outstanding student from UTAR Setapak campus organised by Counselling Department. The session is about how to be success la etc. The happy part is i SPEAK. i said la i got inspired by the speaker and im moving towards achieving my dreams in photography.

First, i wana have my own photography exhibition by the age of 21.

Second, i wana be a National Geography's photographer.

PEOPLE IT'S OK TO DREAM, WE MUST DARE TO DREAM, BUT WE MUST SO SOMETHING TO ACHIVE OUR DREAM RATHER THEN JUST DREAMING.

4. Before i left, the counsellor called me. She said the photo i took of her is SO nice. i was like... !!!!!!! wohohohoh! REALLY?!!! yeah!! her family members love it so much. i took her picture last semester because some reporter needs her picture for an article about her. so the reporter used the photo and published it in the newspaper lo. She was so happy n i was so paiseh. haha.

5. my faculty, Faculty of Arts and Social Science was having a luncheon for all the lecturers n staffs from FAS. so after they left, me n Poovan went inside la to look for my lecturer. so MUCH food left. wasted. so you know la im a good citizen, i ate some lo. some only la. a liitle but only since i had my lunch already. i took some watermelons, a nugget n an egg tart only. i LOVE free food.

6. there was a booth in my cafeteria promoting UTAR MODEL SEARCH 2010. so i asked the girls there la when is it. they thought i wana take part. CRAZY! if i take part, everyone sure PENGSAN. i wana take photos only la. they were so happy.. they asked for my contact numbers and put me in their helper list. hohoho. im somehow part of the committee now and i'll be their OFFICIAL PHOTOGRAPHER. =p i'll cover the events for them free la.

7. I've decided to give 3 months of FREE photography service to ANYONE for any events from January - March 2010. =p

8. right now, im doing Moral assignment with Tiffany, Pang Chong and Poovan in my room. oh.. i like this moment when all of us can sit together, discus, chit chat like how we used to be in Semester 1. 5 in a group actually but another groupmate, Hong from AV left early because he has something else to do. We r not planning to sleep tonight. =p Tiff even brought her skinny bolster here.