QUOTE of the day

Just because someone made mistake once, doesn't mean they are always wrong and they are bad. Everyone makes mistake.

meluat with hypocrite people

No more pictures la!

KANEH! EVERYTIME when you people dun need ur pics, u tok like lan! U tok like shit! When u people need ur pics, sweet talk here n there. bodek here n there. jilat here n there. PHORLAN up n down! u noe what! I had enough! This is the last time! No more next time!

Force this n that! U pay me is it?!! Huh?!! Everyday ask for pictures!! INGAT APA GUA HUTANG SAMA LU KA? Dun act like u r some big Ah Long! Show some respect n manners will u?!! DOn't simply scold scold, zz zzz or gime me whatsoever emotions, words, n face! MAU Jadi AH lOng kalau masuk lokap dulu la.

KURANG HASAM!

I meluat I bagitau u people! Makin u minta, makin aku tak nak bagi, makin aku benci kat hang! SUT TE NA YI! Pi blahhh la! dah ambik gambak, hang bukannya nak quote i or acknowledge i. lepas ambik buat harta sendiri. BODOH!

If you need me to help you take pictures, CAN! 3 conditions. First, the photos are for your assignment or any important events. Second, you must acknowledge me n no plagiarism. Third, DON’t FORCE n PUSH me!! one extra condition! If you don’t abide the first 3 conditions, u r not gona get your pictures unless u PAY me to satisfy me.

DAMN ah!! All this while I never charge u ppl. I NEVER! So dun make me like im ur slave. FUCuK u!

If u r my friend, i definitely will TAHAN not to scold u. I don't want.

If I dun give u also, I dun lose anything ok! tulan nia! Dun say im cocky or selfish. U guys ask urself. Have I ever say no when you ask me to help you in photography stuffs? Hang tepuk dada tak payah tanya selera. Tanya kepala hang tu! kepala manusia ke kepala batu! HYPOCRITE TAIK CIRIT!

Seriously dun make me CURSE u n SCREW u face to face. I don’t want. I have not been doing it for many years d. if im so angry till dat stage, I can assure you our friendship sure koyak! N I will definitely SCOLD till u cry or at least u say SORRY! Sara knows how I’ll look like when I explode.

NEVER EVER TAKE ME FOR GRANTED. THERE’S LIMIT FOR MY PATIENCE N KINDNESS.

I don't know why some of u have to behave like this. Be a human la. Even animals also better than you.

From today onwards, dun look for me to take ur pictures la if you are that kind of people that I can’t stand. Sorila. I wont change to be the one that u like so that u’ll take me as your photographer. It’s ok if u dun ask me to take pictures. Pi blahh jauh jauh find other photographers.

AKU TAK KISAH. AKU TAK HERAN!

When people need you, they give you sweet. When people don’t need you, they give you SHIT. This is real world, real people.

* this post is a general post. im not aiming at anyone. but kalo kau terasa, hang punya pasai. not my BIG problem. siapa makan cabai, dia rasa pedas. kalau sakit hati, p jumpa doktor. kalau u tak syok, wa very syiok! lallalala!

me

Photo taken on 25/7/2009 8.30pm during Unesco Celebration in Penang.

baby cousin

wahahah. so cute la. he's the lastest member of Lee Family. He's the son of my uncle, the only son in my mum's family. i forgot his name d la. hehe.

lalala

Oh my gosh! Can online d. ush! Something is wrong with the computer, the network or the website la.

Since this morning, I can’t log in to Yahoo, Twitter and Blogspot. I was so desperate to use it.

Now I still can’t log in to Yahoo. I have important mails to send. After my roomate 'used' my laptop, all my password gone crazy. i have to reset everything.

Hmmm..

Class at 8am today but I woke up 6.30am. I have been waking up at 6.30am for 8am classes. Good right? Haha. I scred I’ll be late ma. N I need time for breakfast n bathe. When I take my shower, I need time. I need to enjoy. Need to syok. I tell u har the things that I enjoy n syiok doing are sleeping, bathing, shitting n eating. That’s why I dun like it when people kacau me while im doing those activities.

During Feature Writing tutorial class, we were asked to write hard news. My friends were so creative. They used my name in their news. They said I burnt down my uni la, I killed someone la. luckily no sodomised or rape case.

I already came up with extra resolutions and to-do-list for this semester.  =p so when you are hav something in mind, you must do it lo no matter what.

Friends all balik kampung d. Roomate also balik. im alone tonight. You know im not a person who hold grudge lo i think. i forgive n forget easily. YEa i was angry with my roomate because he used my laptop without my permission. But im angry at him just for his action n not angry at him for who he is. Today, i rushed home from university to sent her to the bus-stop. Pity him ma. IF take taxi, have to spend rm6 u noe. He's is a nice guy. Seriously. Good manners. Soft-spoken. N i never heard any vulgar words from him.

I think im a good friend. i noe i shouldnt praise myself n syiok sendiri but i think this is a fact. Try ask around, whenever a friend ask for my help, i NEVER say no. I NEVER. i duno how to say it also. i even break the rules sometimes to help them. The common example, i fetch my friend from uni or to uniwithout helmet n i always kena from the guard. i feel bad everytime i reject them. at the end, i become so damn busy. when i can't deal with it, other friend will scold me why i never say no. haha. hmmm.. friends for me are like part of my life la. what more to expect form a friend from seeing them happy and smile?

QUOTE of the day

Coming together is a beginning, staying together is progress, and working together is success.

~ Henry Ford

masak-masak makan-makan

Finally after studying together for more than a year, me n my friends came together to cook our dinner. It was my idea la.. I kaypo ma. I and Tiffany went to Tesco yesterday n I bought a lot of food. So I told them I wana cook fried rice for them today. But Racheal, the demanding girl wants spaghetti wor. Kanasai.

Haha. so at the end all of them came n we cook our dinner together. The whole house was so bising with our voice. Everyone so kelam kabut. Everyone so busy. everyone jadi chef la I tell u.

We fought just bcoz our cooking style are different. Haha. at the end we had campurization on our food. Basically we prepared the food together la. But im the one who fried the rice n Rachael made the spaghetti sauce. SEDAP OK!

Best giler cooking with friends. Im the only guy there. haha. we helped each other, teased each other etc. I had lots of fun. It was really fun n funny la.

I won't forget this dinner because of one thing. We were eating in a condition as if we were so poor. We don't have enough plates and utensils. I used my plate to eat fried rice, spaghetti and soup. 3 in 1. and we shared fork! can u imagine that we pass around the fork for spaghetti.

At first only 5 of us, me, Tiffany, Rachael, Amirah n Sara. But after we finished our food, Vivien came. She brought us green apple. She wanted to peel the apples for us. Haha. nothing left. She ate the soup and float only lo.

Why homemade dinner tonight? Haha. I feel so semangat wana cook ma. I love cooking. N all of us only have one class today. So we can start cooking early-early lor. Besides I have been saying that I wana make fried rice for them like since last year. Hehehe. By cooking at home, we can save money and we can enjoy!

Thanks a lot for helping n cooking. We had fun right. I love u people. Always. We must always do this together. time flies very fast only ok.

Ok wana sleep now. too sleepy. It’s a very tiring day. Woke up early morning at 8am to cover news of Tun Dr. Siti Hasmah Ali in uni followed by lecture, gym, cooking then meeting at night.

ingredients

outcome

fried rice with sausages n eggs. i didn't steal telur this time.

the sauce of spaghetti with sausages inside n cheese on top. =p

the spaghetti

mushroom soup

drinks

float. amirah's coke n my ice-cream.

us: Amirah. Sara, me, Tiffany, Rachael, Vivien BBQ-ing marshmellow.

time is running out

oh no no no no no!

this is just the first week of semester. and today i feel the heat from everywhere already.

it's not only about studies, but also about my interest and passion, religion, activities in university, roomate etc.

more responsibilities im bearing now.

i can feel old old old time Chin Eng is coming out. slowly.. it's coming out. if it's not, i'll FORCE it out.

I need the old me now so badly.

i've been such a.. er... not so active student for the 1.5years n im tired of being one.

i feel all this responsibilties on me now is not a burden. it's a privilege. it's an advantage. and it's a learning process.

after this, i think i'll cut down on my postings especially on personal stuffs. it's useless la.

people, especially those that i owed pictures, important pictures especially. i'll post it up and send it to u by this week ok. i promise. take note Jessica, Sharmilla, Phui Leng, and Bae Shiuan.

after this weekend i'll be very BUSY. VERY! TERAMAT SANGAT!

i can assure you that for the next coming weeks, more pimples will pop up, more money will be spend on hp, i'll drink more coffee, i'll sleep very late, cannot go back hometown that often n i'l b more stressfull n panas baran.

Model Shot (2)

Date: 28/5/2010

Time: 3.21pm

Venue: Armenian Street

Model: Jessica

Photographer: OCE

don't use my things without my permission!

Arrghhh! Im gona gone crazy! When I thought my roommate is a nice guy, ok he is stil a nice guy, but now my perception towards him has totally changed!

I came home at 2pm. I entered my room. Before I put down my beg, he said,

“Eh your laptop got virus. I cannot go to UTAR Portal. I help you scan already.”

I was like what!! You opened my laptop? U used my laptop? WTH?!! I put my laptop into sleep mode before I went out. I remained cool. I didn’t scold him. I'm so amazed at myself that i didn't yell or push him away. Then I checked my laptop. He downloaded an anti-virus software n it’s in the process of scanning.

Im super pissed. 1^st thing. Who gives u permission to use my laptop? WHO?!! Awat hang duk pandai-pandai bukak laptop orang! You can’t enter the website n u simply say my laptop got virus?!! Who said my laptop got virus? Why u simply download stuff?!! Grrhrhh!!

i betul betul naik gila, kepala panas gila but arrgghhh! WHY DIDN't I SCREW HIM?!! im so soft-hearted. DAMN ME! i still heheheh to him n i said "oh really ah? got virus ah? ooo..."

Now all my recent items gone. All my web histories gone. All my websites gone. Im GONE!! All my important websites gone. I need it for studies and research! And he also viewed my pictures.

What is this man! Im so hot now till I feel like curse u to death lo! Hang jangan duk buat kerja sieh!

I don’t care you tok nicely or not but your action is totally wrong!

If you really need to use my laptop, sms n ask from me. but why you didn’t?!! laptop is a very private and personal thing! I never care when you use my household stuffs or books or boiled water.

Im so so sad and angry. I just feel like crying. seriously! I hate it so much since I was small when people simply take my things and never tell me. privacy is so much important for me. I hate it when people invade my privacy even my parents. i had a very bad experience before regarding the issue of privacy. you should know simple manner. Ask if you need to use someone else's stuffs.

I don’t feel safe anymore in this house. Anything can happens to my other belongings. i dare not to leave my room now although he just went out. what if he comes back n touch this n that!

I need to set a password for my laptop already.

Im damn tulan at him!

damn u again for ruining my mood. ruining my plan to go to the gym.

DON'T EVER USE MY THINGS, ESPECIALLY VERY PRIVATE ONE, WITHOUT MY PERMISSION!

expressive

cannot sleep la. i need to talk. i just need to talk.

suddenly im down because of 3 reasons.

1. some of my friends failed and they are under probation.
2. a friend got terminated and she's having some problem to continue her studies.
3. a friend i know has a relationship problem

so im not having any problem with anyone ok. i didn't argue with anyone. it's about my friends la. im sad cuz i care, cuz i love them.

I know life must goes on, we must look forward blablabla..

but it's hard you know, knowing that your friends are leaving soon.

sorry la, i duno how to hide my feelings.

im expressive.

not good? good? it can be both ways.

good night

yes im going to bed now.

it was a good day.

really.

but now im tired.

and mentally and physchologically not ok.

ei not emo ok. no no No.

aih.. sebulan mai sekali.. once in a month. sometimes twice n thrice. memang susah.. leceh.

good night la.

tata.

YOU are quoted

"If you want to talk about reporting responsibly, you got to have both sides of the stories. You gotta butter up the top to make sure they will talk to you while you have to make sure the ones below are not using you for free publicity to whatever their intentions are."

~ Chan Li Lian
~ Citizen Journalist Malaysiakini
~ 31/1/2010 4.03pm
~ via FB

*wa manyak suka ini statement. =p

kacuak tak malu

when you see kacuak, what do you do??

you must SHOUT!

ARRRGHHH!

that's what i did!

i saw a big fat ass kurang asam not sexy tak malu punya cockroach aka kacuak in my house.

and i had a big fight with it.

waaaa i was attacked. it fiu here n there. fly here n there. how dare the devil went into my beg, my food container, my toiley etc.

luckily im strong. i use my super but normal power to catch it.

im not scared of cockroach i tell you.

but i screamed, jumped and ran.

After struggling for 5minutes! Yes 5minutes, i won the battle.

there you go kacuak yang tak malu.

perasan mia kacuak. i noe my house is clean. but you have to ask your permission before you come ma. you never learn Moral meh. don't simply migrate la. must go apply for citizenship you know. if not Rela and Police will catch you i tell you. don't play-play!

before the authorities come, let me sumbat u!

by the way, i 'borrowed' someone's egg from the fridge. hehe. tomorrow i put back lo.

okok got to go. need to sleep. suddenly so dizzy. class at 8am tomorrow. waaaa so excited. i wana wake up at 6am. yes i want but don't know can or not. =p

ini tarak itu tarak

aih..

rimas tau bila ini tarak itu tarak.

apa pun tarak.

this afternoon i wanted to go to Tesco but the cleaner came, i have to keep an eye on her. then 5pm wana go to Gym but it hujan lebat.

so No Tesco No Gym.

then just now dinner time ajak friends but Maxis line kaput. went out but Hujan again. on the way to TEsco, hujan!

so No Dinner, No Tesco.

No banana also cuz forgot to buy.

No repair bicycle cuz lazy to push bicycle alone.

now wana cook magee but I dun have Telur. NO TELUR pulak!

terukla dey all. i wana buy 2 telur also the makcik dun wana sell. susah la tarak telur.

but okla im happy today. hehe.

i feel so gay, so sexy, so high!

thanks to Your Excellency Kow and Tun Nigel. =p

banana & maid

RANDOM thoughts

1. i desperately need a banana right now. i need to munch a long and huge banana so badly lah! beh tahan liao la. anyone got banana ah? can pinjam ah? i can pay you. SERIOUSLY!

2. im so disappointed with some people who use the service of foreign maid/cleaner and then feel suspicious on them. come on la. u ask them to clean your house then you feel they wana steal your damn things? DAMN u la. if u so clever, u clean it urself la. what the tut man. don't ask me to keep an eye on them. i wont. you thought every maid/cleaner are thieves meh! don't always look down on people la. i tell u if ur Karma is good, ghost also won't come near you la boloh!

Model Shot (1)

Date: 28/5/2010

Time: 4.13pm

Venue: Protestant Cemetary, Penang

Model: Jessica

Photographer: OCE

come ber-rhyme-rhyme

You suka, You baca.
You tak suka, You blahhh!

My photos you suka, you puji-puji.
My photos you tak suka, you diam-diam.

You mau i shoot pics, you book me.
Sudah shoot, you don't push me.

hhehe. rhyme tak??

don't force me

aih.. i forgot the count already. i don't know how many times i have been telling and asking the same thing.

DON'T FORCE ME.

sabar la..

im not scolding anyone k. im not.

im just telling and asking for a small favor.

sabar.. slowly. ban ban lao.

friends always rush me for their photos.

okla u can be angry and pissed at me. it's ok. that's me. that's my style. u can scold me but don't push me.

this is my rules.

and hor, if u r my friends, sabar la. dun pushy pushy. later i fall into the drain how?!!

stress u noe...

But if u r my customer, different story la. hehehe. cuz u'll pay me ma. of cos u got more priority la.

or if the photos are so important, let say it's for your assignment or anything official, ok no problem. i rush it for you.

but if it's not, sorry naik lori la ye.

and one thing i fucking pissed is i give u people your photos d but you simply post as if you took that pictures yourself. APA ni! what the fuck la ok. now im angry! no manners ka. take my photos already give some credit la. so hard ka mau say 'photos taken by Oh Chin Eng?!' If so hard, don't ask from me la. FUCK OFF la. grrrhhh! tulan nia.

okok chill. fuh... jgn marah. nanti pimples pop pop pop.

back to the story. i love photography. but my life is not only about photography la. Don't expect me to sit in front of my laptop 24 hours to edit pictures, post pictures and send pictures. come on man. I have my own life also la.

My name is Chin Eng but im sipek boheng ok. i got other stuffs to do also what.

so hor people.. hehe. Let me kautim your photos d den i'll send it to you ok.

NEVER ask me to post it in FB.
NEVER ask me to email you.

kalau lu mau. kasi pendrive. easy n fast. u know la the photos so banyak and besar.

u won't die if you wait for a while right??

if u can't wait, don't ask me to take pictures la next time. i don't mind. im not a professional what.

that's all i wana say lo. if u can accept, accept lo. kenot den ur PROBLEM la! if u terasa oso ur PROBLEM la. but u dun angry la ye.. im not scolding anyone what. =p

anyway, i feel so sorry for a friend cuz i totally forgot to send her, her family photos since January. my fault. my salah.

kelas hari ini: Bubu

Adik-adik.

hari ni akak akan ajar bahasa shortform.

sudah ready?

mula-mula kita kena guna bahasa Melayu baku yang betul ye.

jangan malu kuku ku malu.

so lesson pertama of the day is...

jeng jeng jeng!

B-U-B-U

adik-adik tau tak apa itu bubu.

cuba teka.

TEKALA!

eee tergedik-gedik pulak.

aku sepak nanti!

bubu la!

bukan bucuk!

bukan bf la!

LEMBU kepala hotak hang!

apa ni pun taktau ka?

takpe Adeline WOk has the answer.

Menurut Professor Emeritus Adeline Wok The Aedes aka Pangsaicua, beliau merumuskan bahawa bubu itu adalah satu subjek di mana Bumi diliputi oleh 70% air dan manusia tidak boleh terbang kalau tiada sayap.

Tapi rumusan itu adalah andalah rumusan dan teori paling tak menarik pernah diilhamkan nya.

Teorinya yang paling popular adalah Teori Bubu.

Bubu stands for..

IBU! or LAOBU!

ingat ye Bukan lemBu, Bulan, mat saBu, Busuk, Buta, kelaBu, atau laBu.

itu sjaa kelas kita pada malam ini adik-adik.

semoga adik-adik tidak terkencing dalam seluar dan pangsai lah anda sebelum anda dipangsaikan.

sehingga itu, kita jumpa lagi pada masa dan tarikh yang akan ditetapkan.

kalau adik-adik tak faham, silalah bayar tuition fee.

untuk keterangan lanjut dan extra services, sila hubungan talian panas di 1194.

sekian, terima kasih.

tata.

tomorrow do what ah??

Tomorrow do what ah?

Crazeee!! Today is just the first day of new semester and im asking the question.

Damn boring weih! Boring gila2. sien ka boi si. Clueless. Don’t know what to do.

Me, Tiffany n Rachael are asking  the same question.

Tomorrow do what ah??

We just came back from playing computer games actually. This is my first time officially playing computer games in Kampar. im not a game by the way.

And by 12am only the whole Westlake is as quiet as dead town.

Apa ni!! UTAR students insaf already ka??

I myself never faced this situation before.

Last semester was busy for me.

What happened ah?

We should feel excited.

We should be happy.

We should be hyper.

But amma..

Sien leh.

Sumor me and my classmates had a bad start because of Communication Theories results. Sucks man! Unexpected! Unbelievable. And we can’t do anything to change it. It’s a big blow for us la.

First class was fun la. crazy lecturer. But now..

We need entertainment!

Now we need to plan what to do for tomorrow!!

I start to understand why people complain that Kampar is a damn boring town.

wahahah.

i think im sien bcoz i didn't on9 today.

n im sick. so sick.

dats y im boring and grumpy.

I feel like KAPUT already. KARAT on the first day.

So tomorrow do what ah??

first day of uni

wake up wake up!

bangun!

it's the first day of school.

not primary or secondary school la.

it's the undergraduate school.

university la.

doink!

today will be the first day of my Year 2 Semester 2 in UTAR Kampar.

my class at 2pm but im awake now.

zzz..

woah! semangat gila babi nak p lecture.

it's so damn hot here that's why i terbangun myself.

my flu is betting better.

but my stomach is still not ok. i still smelled petai in my mouth. stomach is still fulled of 2plates of rice and a plate of petai! smelly but sexy. ahhh... i love petai.

wa ka lu kong hor im so excited right now.

walalalalala.

ok i wana go get newspaper then sleep again.

have a nice day people!

don't forget to shit!

Kata-kata Hikmat

Ada kalanya kita kena berhenti seketika dan menoleh ke belakang sebelum meneruskan perjalanan hidup..

back to my dirty house

After 4hours drive, plus the jam all the way until Kampar, with the craziness of Edward…

Im back in Kampar.

But eeeeeeeeeew!! Arghhhhhhhhh!!

Damn it la cilaka babi! My house is so dirty especially my room! And I got a new roommate!! Khachui ah!

Ok let me tell you what is clean. The porch is clean. No more rubbish. My toilet is really clean but bulu everywhere.

My room is really dirty. I asked him, he swept the floor or not. He said yea. But you tell me why DIRTY?!! The staircase also hairy. Seriousla! If u tak caya, u mai tengok la. lai la!

Aih.. I thought I’ll have a nice roommate but manatau. He’ll gona get from me. nyeh nyeh nyeh! I warned him to clean the house before he moved in ok. grrrhhhhh! Dun make me tulan ooo. Im memang cerewet.

And you know ah?!! He slept on my bed!! Wat the shit!! Sleep on your own bed la. I know la my bed is nicer and smells nice.

Hahaha. He is gona kill me is he knows I shoot him. Bleeekkk! Wa suka! I just feel like cursing. =p

So what now.? As usual la! clean the room. Curse here and there. do laundry. blog. unload stuffs. Then sleep!

Damn! Im so sick right now. headache and running nose on the last day in Penang and first day in Kampar. I will follow u Panadol.

By the way, thanks Edward for the car pool.

im ready to say bye to Penang

I have less than 12 hours from now. im going back to Kampar at 3pm tomorrow. I dun wana go back if it’s possible but I know I can’t. it’s ok im so mentally prepared and ready. Physically? No? I miss my sofa n tv. N I sprained my waist again. it’s so damn painful at the join between my hip and my right leg.

But it’s ok.

I had fun. This is one of the semester breaks I ever had. I’ve done what I wanted to do.

U noe.. im happy. im too happy. im still smiling right now. I met her. and I got her a birthday gift. Seeing her smile just swept away my stress and problems. Besides, I developed my grandpa’s birthday photos for him. I went to my grandma’s house although it’s raining. It never felt so good seeing my grandma’s smile. I had my second dinner there. and I got my money. After almost a year, I got my paid for a photoshoot. I took pictures for a group of students before.

Earlier in the day, i helped mum do cleaning. We laughed out loud. we helped each other. we sweat together. i enjoyed those moments.

Im satisfied. I thank God. I can go back to Kampar with no regrets.

But now before I sleep, i need to pack my stuffs. A LOT! And I need to clean up my messy room as well. Last breakfast tomorroe at Chowrasta Market. But some stuffs. Then, bye Penang

no more photos for today!

Time is seriously running out.

I have been sitting in front of my laptop the whole day, doing everything about photography.

Ok i cannot take it anymore.

No mor taking photos

No mor transfering of photos from camera

No more saving photos into external hardisk

No more editing

No more posting up photos

No more giving out photos to friends

Today will be a no photos day.

Im so tired of facing all the photos the whole day. I’ll only continue with all the 6 “No’s” after i go back to Kampar.

people, don't ask me anything about photography. don't ask me for photos. just don't mention the word. tq so much.

Now have to go out and develop birthday photos for grandpa. Then have to go so far to grandma’s hse to give them photos. I still need to buy stuffs back to Kampar. N i havent pack my beg yet. Room is so messy. Mum is nagging. Im going back to Kampar tomorrow. Arrrghhhh! Headache n sleepy. STress! I dun wanan go back yet.

Wana off9 d. Bye.

sing with me

good morning people.

let's go have breakfast.

but before that..

Come sing this together.

“Marilah, mari. Mari ke jamban. Tunaikanlah kewajipan, pada Indah Water.”

chicken getting results

finally i checkped my exam's results just now.

i went to the students' portal around 12.20am. i got into the results page d. but i stucked there. cuz i dare not to scroll down the page to look at the grade.

yea chicken. im a chicken.

I was shivering. Heart pounding as if im running for marathon. Adenaline gushed up.

seriously i freak out. i takut. goosebumps!vthis is the semester where the subjects are so hard that you know you can fail!

im so nervous until i got stomachache again.

Then my good buddy, Nixon so kaypo, he helped me to get the results. i gave him my username and password. he log in n he saw my results.

luckily no D. he said he saw 'CANDIDACY TO CONTINUE'.

i was like woah!! that means i pass! i can continue with my next semester.

out of a sudden, he copy n paste my results on MSN.

CRAZEE FELLA! i wana look at the grades myself la. ayooo,. but anyway thx to him la.

Im happy im happy. results are not bad. im satisfy with what i get. not to say unhappy but okokla.

Thank God i didn't fail.

u noe.. u people. i mean we people always say we'll do better we'll do hard work harder next semester. but all lazy and kantoi. all cakap je but kenot do. PHUIIII!! cannot lidat la. mana boleh. if we want good grade, must show good attitude and work hard.

one thing surprised me. I got a D for Communication Theories. impossible lo. i can get a B. i know how to answer the questions leh. i got confident in that paper leh! my course works' mark is among the highest n it is very high. apa sudah jadi! farnee la. the one that we all expect will fail we get C. i got C. the one that i expect will get at least C become D.

anyway, im glad i can still continue with next semester. i am so thankful. i am truly grateful. My prayer has been answered. i know i did many bad things but He's still there. i thank God. im lucky this time. but luck wont always by my side if i don't work hard.

im sad as well. my friends results are quite bad. i feel like crying! arrrgh! few of my coursemates already thinking of quitting. i mean to withdraw from UTAR. please don't do it. my batch already lose 2 students last year. i don't wish to see friends leaving again.

a good wesak day

just reached home. stomachache. don't care. i wana blog first.

ok let's recap what happened today.

overall, it was a superb day.

first, my results are out! but.. i haven't check yet. heheh. im scared. i am so freaking nervous. a lot of my friends don't get good results. what if i fail? habis koyak my mood later. hopfully i don't fail la. u see im so gila-gila now. later sure cry. sure KANTOI!

i went for a photoshoot today. im not the model la of course. for the first time ever, i officially take modelling photos. Jessica Neoh is the model. =p i tell u the whole process was damn fun n exciting. Nixon n Dexter were there as well. heheh JEss has to wait for few months for the pics. cuz im lazy to edit. n i'll be very busy for an event in uni this whole month. pics must slowslow edit n post. it's just like when u wana shit. mau berak kena slow n steady. baru best. baru syiok. baru sonng. i'll tell more about the photoshoot in another post.

my brother made spaghetty. fulamak. i tell u har. sedap!! delicious!! seriously it's so nice. better than my version. he's learning culinary art now n having training at Eastin Hotel. he wants to go oversea. good! GO! go wherever u want. get as much money as you want. after u become successful then only you come back!

then at night me n sister went for Wesak Day's procession. everywhere was so jamn. thousand of people from all over Malaysia and the world came. Penang is one of the main hub for all religious festivals in Malaysia i would say. people here just live in harmony. we are brothers and sisters. i was asked to be on duty as a Red Crescent first aider but kenot la. i need to take pic, pray and be with my sister. being there at the procession, i just felt so calm. so relieved. so close to God. i feel safe. i missed the procession last year because i was in Kampar. im glad i didn't go for a camp in KL n i stay in Penang. I love Penang so much. so so much!

after the procession, MAKAN! i had ais kacang with ice-cream, hokkien mee, char keow teow and kopi peng. awesome. wonderful meal before i go back to Kampar.

arrrghhh! skait perut again!! ok bye gtg. tak boleh tahan d. arrghh! i wana go shit shit d. Shit gona bom out soon! den mandi. den check my results. then bang my head to the wall n sumbat my head into the jamban.

lecture from my sister

Back in Penang, it’s still that hot but cooler than Penang. I have air-conds at home but I used it once only. Im lazy. Im not the air-cond type of people.

But few seconds ago I asked me sister to on the air-cond because It’s so hot n im tired. I just came back from a photo shoot.

Me: Poh Sim, on the air-cond la. so hot la.

Sister: air-cond, air-cond! The Earth is dying already. You still want air-cond, air cond.

Me: huh?!!

Wat the!! My sister give lecture! God tolong! She’s just Standard 4 but matured d. she’s knowledgable and socially conscious. I know I should be happy and proud. But.. this is too fast n shocking.

happy wesak day

This year will be the 2554th Wesak.

Im glad im still in Penang.

Me n Wesak always associate with Penang.

I never missed Wesak celebration in my life in Penang except for last year.

God's willing, i hope this year's Wesak will be a good Wesak for me.

i hope it'll be a turning point in my life.

i take this Wesak as a cleansing day for me.

to flush away all my sins and bad things.

and to be a better man.

'Throw away bad things, do good things, get blessings.'

i wish everyone will be well, happy and blessed.

happy wesak day to all.

dad is home

I just reached home from a productive meeting with friends for a big event in my uni.

Anyway, Dad is home this afternoon.

I think Im the happiest son in the world today. My dad is home! I managed to see him before I go back to my university. =p

Yesh!

I’ve not been seeing him for a week.

He’s not at home. He works at Bukit Merah. He’s building a big aquarium there in a former paddy field for my uncle. A lot of people are now turning lands there into an aquarium for expensive fishes.

I helped him before early January before semester 1 started. I tell you, it’s not a job that you wana do. You have to work under t he hot sun for a long hour.

When I reached Penang on Sunday 16/5/2010 dad was at home. I wanted to follow him to the construction site the next day but I forgot to tell him and he left house early morning. =p

Then he came back on Friday 21/5/2010. I was so joyful because I know on Monday I can follow him to work. I wana work for him. I just wana help him la. but manatau the next day he went back to Bukit Merah till today. Aduih..

My dad works everyday. Yes. Sunday as well. As a contractor he needs to finish his job in a short time. This is to safe cost and to satisfy the customers.

I think he’s taking a day off tomorrow because tomorrow is Wesak Day.

Im so Sleepy but I must not sleep. There’s a very important thing to do.

don't lock and shit

u noe..

when you shit, of course you must lock the toilet's door but not the master bedroom's door.

my sister was having his lunch.

suddenly she had stomachache.

so she went to shit before she finish her meal.

she used the master bedroom's toilet and she locked the room.

suddenly my mum's phone rang n the phone is in the room.

haha.

mum mum was banging the door.

forced my sister to open up the door.

but my sister was shitting half way.

hahaha. this is hilarious.

i don't know how my sister going to open the door while shitting.

at the end my mum got her handphone.

i think my sister opened teh room's door quickly and rushed back to the jamban before my mum went into the room to get her handphone.

hahaha. so people.

don't lock the master bedroom because you migth have to pause your shiting and that is not satisfactory moment of shitting,

Kata-kata Hikmat

Bukan senang untuk senang. Bukan susah untuk susah.

screaming for ice cream

"You scream i scream we scream for ice-cream."

Suddenly i thought of this. SOmeone taught me this before and until today I still can't say it smoothly. haha. She used to bully me cuz she's terror in this tongue twister. i wonder whether she still remember this.

='(

Out of sudden, i just feel like crying.

what the heck right?!

no exact reasons for that ok.

Everything seems so wrong tonight.

Mood swings drastically.

Im so moody the whole night.

my heart just don't feel good.

and i don't know why.

tears just feel like pouring.

I don't feel like talking to anyone now..

I need nobody.

I don't need a listener!

I just wana stay alone until i go back Kampar.

Marvellous 7 Reunion

From left to right: Nixon Lai Chia Huey, Teoh Chee Leng, Liam Kah Hoe, Shaun Loh Mun hon, Neoh Eng Huat, Oh Chin Eng, Lee Chun Soon.

It’s a big reunion. Finally after being separated for 5 years, we are here again, sitting altogether 7 of us. The last time we used to study together was in SMK Hutchings when we were in Form 5. After Form 5, some went to Form 6 and some went to college. We called ourselves Marvellous 7 because there are 7 of us and we were the most active students back in our batch. And 7 of us were school prefects.

*Photo taken by Chun Soon's gf.

QUOTE of the day

Don't love someone if you can't commit yourself. Love fades and break up? Then do you divorce if love fades? To love someone is to commit yourself and put your partner above everything else.

Bukit Laksamana here we come

Good morning! Woah! I wokeup before my alarm rings at 6am. =p

Finally my dream comes true. Im going for hiking later. 3 buddies joining me: Dexter, Nixon and Kah Hoe. We are going to Bukit Laksamana, the longest trail in Penang. =p

Lalalalaa..

The journey is gona be tough. Very tough. I think it will be the longest jungle trekking trail I ever done.

We’ll start our hike from Taman Rimba Teluk Bahang and ends at Botanical Garden. We’ll pass Penang Hill on our way.

The distance between these two locations are very far. No bus will go to this places.

So our initial plan was we go by bike. 4 bikes. We’ll meet at Botanical Garden. Park 2 bikes there. then 4 of us on 2 bikes to Teluk Bahang. After we finish our hike at Botanical Garden, we can go to Teluk Bahang to get our bikes with the 2 bikes there.

But PROBLEM!!

Helmet! We don’t have helmet at Botanical Garden. Thanks to cilaka Nixon n Dexter for calling me bodoh. They are the smart ass! They brough this up.

So my solution. Nixon will drive. 3 of use will use bike. we’ll meet up at 7.30am later at Botanical Garden. Nixon will park her car there and we’ll use bike to Teluk Bahang. So when we finish our hiking, we’ll have car waiting at Botanical Garden and we can go and get our bikes.

Good planning. =p

I must thank them for joining me in this hiking trip. Susah mau pujuk la. You know la hiking is tiring. Have to wake up so early. Etc.

Right now my stomach still not ok. I lausai last night. now still feel like shitting. Arrghh! I don’t wana shit in the jungle later.

Hopefully we won’t get sesat later la.. if sesat taktau la. our handphones ran out of credit.

All I Have To Do Is Dream - The Everly Brothers

Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
When I want you in my arms
When I want you and all your charms
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

When I feel blue in the night
And I need you to hold me tight
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine
Anytime night or day
Only trouble is, gee whiz
I'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that I could die
I love you so and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine
Anytime night or day
Only trouble is, gee whiz
I'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that I could die
I love you so and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

FADE
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

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dream dream dream.. i wish everyone a sweet dream tonight. tomorrow will be a another beautiful day. =p

Please no Freddy from ‘The Nightmare at Elm Street’. Tq.

Gona sleep now. Good night. Tata.