floating in the air

This video was taken last year with a bunch of classmates. Glad that i found it from my own Youtube account. haha! You guys should watch to believe it. nothing to do with black magic or religion or politics ok.

try do it with a big-sized friends and tell me whether it's workable or not. follow the steps closely.

back to study. tata.

Raya with giftssS...

 

from Fazleen: macam-macam kuih Raya

 

 from Kim: my favourite sling bag from Sarawak and cookies

from Liyana: duit Raya, nasi himpit and cookies

from Kah Hoe: keychain all the way from South Korea

This is the Raya where i get the most stuffs back home. hahah! after eat can bungkus tapao take away. hahah!

it's a blessed Raya with fantastic people.

Meeting you guys is the best gift that money can't buy from this Raya.

Selamat Hari Raya and Thank You.

QUOTE of the day

"It is only by allowing dissent, by allowing debate, by allowing people to disagree that our society will grow."

~ Datuk Dr. Toh Kin Woon
~ http://www.sun2surf.com/article.cfm?id=18251

As a Malaysian..

 

 

This long write-up is to actually reply a reply from a friend in my post 'what malay rights??!' 

I was having a hard time with the title so i just simply come up with the title. This is a very long post. I talk a lot. Thanks if you agree or even if you don't. it's just my 2 cents. Don't be angry.

Thanks for ur view my friend, Danial. Actually I never want to or feel like questioning what the bumiputera deserved to get compared to the non-Bumiputera. Constitution says hak Bumiputera, its fine for me. In my opinion, if you work hard, then you should deserve a well treatment tak kira bangsa dan agama. Entahla dah more than 50 years kita merdeka, tak cukup lagikah Melayu dibantu? Saya tak kata mereka tak patut dibantu tapi bantuan itu sudah mencukupi. Orang Melayu dah maju, dah berdiri sama tinggi duduk sama rendah dengan kaum lain.

Cuba tengok kat merata ada doctor, engineer, lawyer, accountant orang Melayu. So?? It's time that affirmative action be implemented based on needs and merits and not merely based on ethnic. I rasa affirmative action tu perlu dikurangkan untuk mengurangkan kebergantungan orang Melayu kepada kerajaan. Semakin banyak kita memberi, semakin banyak orang akan meminta.  It’s a human nature to be lazy and not to work hard when they always get help and support by the others.

Adakah bantuan kerajaan yang berterusan ini satu strategi untuk membeli undi orang Melayu kepada BN? Is it a strategy to secure the Malay votes by keep on helping them? Yeala kalau orang bagi you bantuan, you akan rasa terhutang budi kan. Im just asking.

Jika kerajaan kata non-Malays lebih maju, tak betul kerana ada banyak non-Malays yang poor and not educated. Let say you nak kata CIna tu kaya, then fikirlah macam mana mereka boleh kaya sedangkan mereka susah mendapat bantuan kerajaan? Ini kerana orang yang tak dibantu lazimnya akan berusaha lebih kerasa untuk memajukan hidup mereka. Bukan kah begitu??

It’s the government who makes its people not competitive enough by keep saying its people especially the Malays are far more behind than the rest, therefore they need help. It’s about psychology and perception. When people keep calling you stupid, you’ll eventually become stupid although you are not. I feel the Malays should be given moral support and praise them if they are good instead of keep on calling them poor and not developed. This culture has to be changed. It’s hard to be ahead of others when we are fear of ourselves. I strongly believe that the Malays and the Bumiputras never want to be labeled and called as a weak race or bangsa yang lemah anymore.

Apa yang I geram di sini ialah apabila orang bukan Melayu dikatakan menumpang, merampas hak mereka, membolos kekayaan mereka dan dipanggil pulang ke kampong halaman. Mana orang CIna orang India nak pergi?? Ini tanah saya. Asal saya Malaysia. Kalau betul betul ikut sejarah, bukannya orang Melayu yang asalnya dari Malaysia. Saya tidak ingin mempersoalkan asal usul nenek moyang tetapi soalnya di sini ialah soal hormat kepada orang lain. Kalau dah jodoh, pelbagai kaum yang melengkapkan Negara Malaysia, terima ia seadanya, biar kita meneruskan legasi daripada nenek moyang kita, tinggal bersama dengan harmoni di bawah satu bumbung.

I ada kawan India, Melayu, Orang Asli, orang Sabah dan Sarawak. Im ok with them they are fine with me. I understand, accept and learn from them. Is it that hard to be together as a family?? We should learn from the kids. Just look at the photo. They don’t even know what is race. It’s better if they are race blind. They just have to know that they are the same, Malaysian.

I totally against racism be it from the Chinese, Indians or Malays. There should not be double standard in punishing the racists. If the government wishes to use existing laws to silent its citizens, be fair for all. Jangan tutup mata bila penyangak itu sebulu dengan anda. Every single citizen should not be racist. Each and every one of us must not support racism.

Again I langsung tak faham apa itu sebenarnya Malay rights. Apa yang hebat sangat tentang Malay rights sehingga macam ada satu kuasa ghaib yang melarang sesiapa untuk berbincang tentangnya. Saya pun hairan siapa, kenapa dan bagaimana orang bukan Melayu ingin merampas Malay rights. MCMC gona arrest me for this statement. There should be a platform of debate and discussion.

Selalunya masalah ditimbulkan orang politikus. Jangan lah jadi macam tikus. Tikus tu simply makan. Politikus tu simply cakap. Tikus tu lari sana dan sembunyi. Politikus pula lepas cakap, blame orang lain, lepas buang batu disorok tanggannya. Tikus dan politikus share the same characteristic: licik and irresponsible.

Kalaulah suatu hari nanti, untuk sehari kita jangan berkata-kata dalam bahasa politik. How nice if everything is not being politicized and relate to religions or ethnicities. I wish one day we talk in one common language, be as one race, Malaysian. Afterall we breath the same air, our blood are red.

Cuba fikir apa akan jadi kalaulah kesemua bukan Melayu pupus di bumi Malaysia. 


For your information, I am a Chinese Malaysian. I born here. I grown up here. I've been here all this while for 22 years. I'm not an immigrant. I'm not from China. I'll end my life here, Malaysia. This is my home..

Anyway congrats Danial, ur hardwork paid off. =p

Year 2 Semester 2 Final Exam

14/9/2010 UAMJ 2013 Feature Writing




Ok it’s about time. The battle is now. All the best to my friends for your final exam. Break your legs. Dun forget to pray la har. Let’s fight hard till the end of the month. Kuan Im Ma, Ti Kong, Buddha popi peng aun.

USH!

just a friend

ok!

a very quick one.

I'M JUST A FRIEND!

OUCH OUCH OUCH!

lalalilatampong.

yea it's true la.

im just a friend.

hehe ok back to studies.

bye.

Kopi O, help me!

Feel so damn sleepy right now although I have been sleeping the whole day! 

Just came back from a rush shopping at Tesco. Bought Kopi O, Soya Bean, and bread.  

I need caffeine. Oh I need caffeine. Im so addicted to it. I need Kopi O Kao so badly. I was craving for Coffee desperately. Whole body was like so uncomfortable.  

Not much choice in Tesco la. So I just simply grab the Kopi la. And oh damn it. The Kopi is so thick which is a good thing but without sugar. Zzz.. 

Will stay awake until at least 3am with the help of my Kopi. Exam at 9am. Will wake up the latest at 7.30am la huh. So afraid that I can’t wake up for exam.  

Hohoho. I manage to escaped from FB for few hours. That’s good! 

INSPIRATION! MOTIVATION! mali mali homp! come to me. come to me. lai lai.. I need you..

If Tomorrow Never Comes

If Tomorrow Never Comes

by Norma Cornett Marek (1989)

 
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly, and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action, and play them back throughout my days
If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you know I do.

So just in case tomorrow never comes, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you, and I hope we never will forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much, and you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

*Thanks for the inspiration Feli. I found this poem from your blog. Love you.

hard but possible lah

i know i spent most of my time in the cyber world. i FB-ing, i Tweet, i blog, i read on9 news, i surf net where to travel etc. couldn't help it la..

but today at this moment, im inspired by Tiffany Oon. That crazy fella promised her friend that she's not gona away from blog and FB until the exam ends.

why la!! you make me feel so bad you know..

arrghhh this is hard this is hard! temptation. godaan. addiction.

okok i know i can't stay away totally but i'll reduce time for FB, news and net surfing except if it's necessary. 3 maximum posts in my blog per day if got paper on that day la ok.

before i say byebye,i wana announce something.

My hardwork has paid off. After years, months, days of looking for the missing loved ones, i found them through Facebook. i found all of them in one day! im so glad that i found my ex-teacher who taught me in Form 1-Form 3 i guess Miss Mahthavi and Mr Logarajah. Then friends from a national camp back in 2003 or 2004 Wawa and Razimah. As well as a teacher from a English workshop in 2002 who used to and still calling me Mr Macho, Miss Kamala.

hahah! this is so nostalgic! it's possible because of FB.

okla that's all. bye!

光良 + 品 冠 - 掌心

SONG of the day

光良(Guang Liang) + 品 冠(Ping Guan) - 掌心(Chang Xing)



my all-time favourite song from the duo. i listen to their songs ever since i was young.

it's like a trend, when a group is popular, they will split and go their own way. not all but quite a number of them. why can't they stick together till they are old??

anyway i like both of the singers. go Guang Liang go Ping Guan.

i've moved on

i've moved on.

it has been quite some time.

i admit i can't let go totally yet but at least it's not fully occupying my life and my soul.

im still moving on.

and i'll move on.

i'm happy and enjoying my life right now.

don't stop too long.

there are more things to explore in life.

take your time and enjoy your life.

woohooooo!!

YOU are quoted

"Some people watch things happen, some people wonder what happened, but some people.. Make it happen!"

~ Nixon Lai Chia Huey
~ http://lapace.wordpress.com/

*bagusla tu i quote u again. bila nak bayar i duit? but i really really wonder is this originally from u or u ciplak dari mana. hmmm.. =p

PERIBAHASA of the day

Dulu:
Biar lambat, asalkan selamat.

Sekarang:
Biar cepat, asalkan tak lambat.

i am sick of Malaysian politics

i am so sick of politics in Malaysia. meluat. menyampah. now i wana ask, im too vocal is it??

you tell me lah.

ini tak boleh cakap, itu tak boleh cakap.

i feel if i critisize the government or any individual for the sake of betterment, should be no problem la.

we should have the freedom of speech to improve things. i critisize because i love the government.

dun restrict what can or cannot be said! Tuhan bagi mulut tu untuk cakap. Dan kita kena guna sebaik-baiknya untuk cakap perkara yang betul dan benar meskipun perkara itu melukakan hati.

now i wonder again. can we afford freedom of speech? freedom when you are giving speech or freedom after your speech? usually when we speak, we'll say whatever we want. but hahah the consequences?? 

i know what i said might make me ended up in jail. sometimes im too straight-forward. sometimes i hurt people. and sometimes i merepek, melatah, talk crap and i scold people including BIG people aka orang besar.

is it relevant and masuk akal i end up in jail just because i scold someone?? hmmm.. i didn't ask you go die also. i didn't say you eat shit. but if i say you eat shit, you can deny it what. let's debate over it la. why wana catch me wor..
now it makes me wonder again.

it's the same thing what. if you call me an immigrant and ask me to go back to China. im gona argue with you. first of all, im not an immigrant. im a legal Malaysian with birth certificate and IC. secondly, im not from China. i have many more reasons to give you. so you people say la whatever you want. if you are stupid enough, you say stupid things. but as a not stupid person, i won't give you stupid answer la. that's all. no need la so dramatic make police report over it. you can catch the body but can't stop the mouth from speaking.

but if you are a politician or someone influential to the society and you cause racial tension, i won't hesitate to take action based on our law lo.

maybe the best way to deal with racist remarks is to debate it constructively and maturedly. what do you think?

just now, for the second time, the Vice-President of my university asked me to becareful with what i say in Facebook. er.. ok.. sorry. scary la. someone is paying attention on me.

i'll be very careful with what i say la. and i'll try not to discuss some 'sensitive' issues as perceived by the public in Facebook.i'll try to stay calm and chill. think thrice before i speak.

afterall, im just OCE. budak kecik kan.. memangpun saiz kecik.

aih.. takpela lain kali i nak cakap dengan mak i ke, bapak i ke, or makwe i, i minta permit dulu ye.. sure no problem nanti.

*anyway Coffee no more. Kopi dah habis. anyone with 3-in-1 coffee? can you pls donate some to me?? urgent! serious la..

studying style changed

i just wana say time has changed.

people have changed.

i have changed.

studying style also changed.

kalau dulu masa secondary school, i prefer study sorang-sorang dalam bilik bertemankan radio.

tapi kini..

i can't study alone at home la..

i think la..

entah.

sometimes i need to be alone. to be with my own thoughts.

sometimes i need to be with people, if not, i'll be lazy to study.

so freak out of exam now. 2days from now..

takpela takpela. bye.

what Malay rights??!

i read this article and i feel so geram at the father and the son. grrrhhh!

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/9/12/nation/20100912192411&sec=nation


KANASAI!!

i seriously don't see how and why the non-Malays wana take away the Malays rights. this is so ridiculous. can any of my Malay friends tell us what rights that has been raped away from you?? what is the Malay rights? do you realised that as the Bumiputera you got so many privileges under affirmative actions. then?? can all of us stop politicking and attacking each other ah??

EAT SHIT LA U (to those racists)!!

terima kasih!

QUOTE of the day

When you work hard, you get something. When you don't work at all, you get nothing.

weird weird dream

ish ish ish..

how in the world in can be a boxer. you know those like Mohamed Ali and Mike Tyson. yea i used to dream to be in the ring and smack someone's ass. haha.

anyway i woke up at 8am++ but i slept again. lazy to wake up. then jeng jeng jeng. the story begins. it's a long one with so many unrelated parts but i'll just cut it shirt to the most interesting parts la ye.

in my dream, im a boxer. so i joined a boxing competition. ahem.. fine.. while waiting for my turn, i walked to somewhere else la. got a group of Malays woth kompang playing Chinese lion dance beats. wow. fine fine. then suddenly im having a meeting with a first aid organisation i used to join. huh?? in the middle of my tournament??

i walked away from the meeting. i went to the ring. i checked my name. eh y my name is not there!! then the organiser said he has to cancel my name. he's afraid that i might break my bones. zzzzz...

Lesson from the story: dont sleep in the afternoon. if u wake up in the morning, don't sleep again.

kalau tak, mimpi gila-gila jadi nya. merepek.

PERIBAHASA of the day

Tradisional:
Sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian tiada gunanya.

Moden:
Sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian habuk pun tak dapat.

STOP FB! FACE THE BOOKS!

yes people u heard me.

loud and clear!

what you can't hear me?? too soft??!!

cis!! nvm! i repeat again!

STOP FB! FACE THE BOOKS!!

OK?? boleh??

i noticed that so many ppl on9, FB-ing but exam is just next week. mana boleh ini maciam?? huh??!! hahah! i also always on9. ish ish ish!!

STERN REMINDER!

stay away from all your devices and gadjets.no BB no Iphone. silent ur phone. online but don't FB Twitter or blog too much la. STAY AWAY from your bed or sofa as far as you can. if possible go to the library. not much disturbance, got aircon and no FB. im telling this to myself too. =p

ingatlah orang yang tersayang. sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian apa pun tak dapat. biar lambat asalkan selamat, biar cepat asalkan tak lambat.

ok mari kita membakar minyak malam ini aka burn midnight oil. i duno where to get the oil but i'll find one.

time is seriously running out la people. act now la. if not u have nothing less.

yes OCE is just back from Penang and he had an awesome Raya this year. thanks to the friends. Selamat Hari Raya again.

study study. wheee!

=p

Takbir Raya

GOOSEBUMPS!!

but hahahaha it's not scary la. goosebumps because the music, the chanting and the sound really got into me.

nvm u wont understand.

this is my favourite so-called song everytime Raya. i love listen to it. hehe.

i feel calm and sometimes i tear listening to it.
i like the melody you know... =p

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AILDILFITRI

halo hako halo..

i know im kind of late but it's ok.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!

woohooo!!

maaf zahir dan batin dari kepala hotak sampai hujung kuku jari kaki.

Semoga raya ini penuh dengan keberkatan dah rahmat.

my utmost humility and sincere wish to my friends, lecturers, ex-teachers, neighbours, and all the Muslims people that i know.

Raya is the time to eat Raya food, to get duit raya, to meet up with friends, to bermaaf-maafan, to remember your loved ones etc etc la.

i am so tired right now. went out whole day to friends house. i haven't study leh.

ok good night. =p

i love you all. love peace no war no racism.

settled and study!

wahahahahahah!

YES PENANG IM COMING HOME!!

i know im crazy. i went to back to Penang last week without my notes. that's why i came back to Kampar to study. But i miss Penang and Hari Raya so much. i was in dilemma whether to go back or not.

so just a while ago i went to the bus station to check the availability of tickets. and to my surprise they still have tickets. without much hesitation, i don;t care, i don't give a second thought, i bought my tickets to Penang and to back to Kampar.happy! hope that i won't be that jam la ye..

Bus Kampar to Butterworth: 7.15pm (RM23.80)
Bus Butterworth to Kampar: 6.35pm (RM23.80)

im feeling so much relieved now. yea have to spend rm50 but i think it's worth it because how many more Hari Raya you can celebrate.i know i have exam that's why i'll bring soem notes home and i will STUDY!

so win-win situation lo. i'll be back on Saturday night. 2days are really short but at least i can feel Raya and i also can study. =p

ok got to go now. going to library to study. now masuk Gear 2 dah. hahaha. i can feel the heat now. we try la huh not to on9, no FB, no Twitter, no Blogspot. We'll see how la huh.

OK STUDY PEOPLE! STUDY!! im serious ni.. im really gona study n study gila-gila. i dun wana feel bad later.

BYE!

dilemma: to stay or to go back for Hari Raya?

Fikiran sangat bercelaru berserabut berkecamuk bercelaka kusut masai lintang pukang bengkang bengkok. 

Im very luan now. Feeling so stress and messy. Bercelaru fikiran. Im in dilemma la..

How?? What should I do?? To go back to Penang tomorrow, Thurday 9/9/2010 for Raya or not huh??

Pros and cons..

If I go back:

PROS: I can celebrate raya, I can meet up with my Muslim friends, I can have good food lemamng rending nasi briani ketupat, I miss my family, I can fix my laptop, I can go and get a present for my friend.

CONS: I have to spend money to travel again, I can’t study at home

If I don’t go back:

PROS: I can save money on travelling, I can at least study here in Kampar, I have all my resources here notes textbooks library lecturers and friends, I can have group discussion.

CONS: I can’t celebrate Raya, I can’t meet my friends la..

I wana go back so badly you know but so many things are holding me back here. I haven’t really study yet. And I wana consult my lecturers la..

But I never missed Hari Raya in my life.

I know whatever I say now is useless cuz I need to decide for myself and by myself.. hmm… which is more important.

I know im gona regret of my decision. For sure! If I go back, I’ll feel regret. If I don’t go back also I’ll feel regret.

Some of my friends will sure say follow my heart. Some will say think of priority. Some will say just do it if it’s a right thing. Some will say no right or wrong decision.

Why la the exam is just after Hari Raya. Aih.. so damn troublesome la.. or im the only one who make it into a trouble for myself??

Okla its enough for now. Playing time is up! Let’s get back to work. Happy burning midnight oil.

1Malaysia ah??

halo. so if you don't know, let me let you know. i have another blog la.

ok now you know.

that's all. hehe.

that second blog is more on serious tone. er.. where i try to write in a formal way, where i repost news articles or good write-ups, and i post some non-personal photos there.

so 1Malaysia ah?

click on the link below and read what i wrote la. =p

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/09/1malaysia-ah.html

kata-kata hikmat

"Dalam dunia ni tak ada orang yang pandai dan orang yang bodoh, cuma ada yang rajin dan malas."

~ Nur Atiqah
~ http://sayabiasa.blogspot.com/2010/02/usahatawakkal-kejayaan.html

8-9-10

wow wow!

today is Wednesday.

nothing special la.

but the date is 8-9-10!!

THIS IS SPECIAL!

haha.

such a unique day we must do something la.

ok what??

STUDY la!

yes i'll study today..

i wana be good boy for today.

then later wana go pray. today is the first day of Chinese lunar month ma..

then maybe go buy ticket back to Penang la. if still ada la..

i think i wana go home la..

i miss Penang, i miss my friends, i miss Raya..

by the way, i slept so early last night.

huh?? what time ah..

just now lo..

6.30am lo..

early morning ma..

early la. not meh???

riwayat Muslim

"Sesiapa yang berpuasa Ramadan kemudian dia mengiringi puasanya dengan enam hari dari bulan Syawal, maka (pahalanya) seolah-olah berpuasa selama setahun."

looking for Miss Anonymous

I’m looking for a person la. A human being. A friend la!

MISS ANONYMOUS!

Where are you har??

I didn’t hear from you for such a long time already.

Do you know that you have been missing from action for 3 months already??

You sleep so early meh??

You ok ah??

If not ok I wana report polis liao.

*Miss Anonymous is a friend, someone who always drops by my blog and shares her life stories.

terasa rindu

tidak pernah aku meminta

tetapi perasaan datang menergah 

hiba di jiwa tiada siapa yang tahu

rasa rindu yang teramat sangat

pahit menusuk kalbu

benci malam yang diam membisu

sepi pilu di hati tidak terubat

perit di kala Raya menjelang

tatkala terkenang si dia yang dah pergi

hanya air mata menjadi teman

biar berpijak di realiti dan bukan fantasi

aku 

masih aku

aku

merindui mu..

 

*aih.. entah apa benda aku duk merepek!

YOU are quoted

"The only reason people talk behind your back is because you're already way ahead of them"

~ Tiffany Oon Min-I 


"People who is right not always popular; people who is popular not always right"

~ Hui Kia

you know..

you know.. u duno ah?? duno meh?? mai i let u know..

i never missed Chinese New Year, Hari Raya, Deepavali or Christmas celebration in my life lo.

i celebrate all those festivals lo.

i have friends from different ethnics, religions and countries lo.

even if i was away from Penang last year for studies, i still went back for it lo..

i feel so weird and awkward and stupid and nonsense if i don't go back for Hari Raya this year lo.

i miss my friends..

Hari Raya is this Friday 10/9/2010 you know..

so now wana stay or go back.

now you know??

oh ya if you don't know, im from Penang and im now studying at Kampar, Perak.

now you know..

buka puasa and celoteh

SELAMAT BERBUKA PUASA!! WOOHOOO! jom makan. it's makan time. i know la i tak puasa today but xpe.. kita makan sama-sama ye.. Bazar Ramadan kat Kampar Old Town memang best! punya banyak i sapu. tengokla apa i sapu hari ni. =p

ada Laksa Sanggul, taufufah, otak-otak, nasi lemak, cucur udang, jus pegaga, dan entah kuih apa benda la. best! sedap! i kan suka makan, kuat makan, hidup untuk makan. satu hari tak makan ok.. bukan apa, malas nak keluar. hehe.

hmm.. i makan sorang2. siapala kawan i yang puasa kat sini. yang puasa pun sikit tu je. semua pun balik kampung. sini area Cina.. Bazar Ramadan pulak jauh. so susahla students sini nak p sana.

i saw RM1 just now. no one dares to take it. so i took it. i was like thinking what should i do with it. kalau jumpa duit, rezeki la kan. but then i decided not to take it la cuz it's not mine. i remember i promised my ex before that i won't steal or talk anything that doesn't belong to me anymore. if not because of her also, i still pegang pada prinsip and maruah. kalau orang tak nampak pun, Tuhan nampak.

eh i took it but i donated it to to some guy at the Bazar Ramadan.best juga buat charity. hati rasa lapang. =p

u noe.. i puasa for a day only this time. yea you'll ask why must i puasa cuz im not even a Muslim. aih.. u won't understand la. it has to do with my previous relationship. anyway takde mood la nak puasa. u noe bila u sorang-sorang, buat apa pun xde makna kan. eh i tak emo. i cuma berkata benar. dulu i puasa cuz of her. now rasa janggal puasa alone. arrghh! memory masa lalu... she still lives in me la..

puasa this year is so dull. i don't feel Raya at all. no kick. no umpph! it's not like the previous Raya anymore. last time, i'll puasa, i'll go visit friends' house, i'll bermaaf-maafan with her but this year.. hmm.. i didn't even know that she's back. and now im in Kampar, not sure whether im going back to celebrate Raya or not.

it's funny you know when i see my friends' reactions everytime i told them that im going back to celebrate Raya. haha. they'll like huh?? why you wana go back? you Muslim meh? ayooo.. i ni Malaysian la. im not sure about you but i grown up in an environment where i accept, respect and understand other races and their cultures lo.. i celebrate all the major festivals in Malaysia.

waaaa walaueh u noe ah??? my roomate holiao oso lo.. girls always come to our house and see him one. yeala do discussion ma. but then hor most of his friends are girls. fuyoooo.. cayala! and all of them also PRETTY!! hahaha.he's quite good looking la.. =p

i went to the bank to get some money just now and i wana pengsan now! I am so broke now! serioous la. no lying. not joking. i terkejut sampai mata terbeliak bola jatuh pecah hancur looking at my account. aih.. how to travel? how to fix my laptop?

laptop is still sick. im now using my roomate's PC. tq Ah Liang. and thx to Tiffamy for fetching me from bus-stop when i reached Kampar. Thx to Rachael also for lending me ur laptop. muax muax.

im so kuai today. my bed is so neat now. i washed my bedsheet and mattress. i fold my clothes. i boiled water. i returned library books. i went to uni to snap pics. i arranged my notes. see how 'good' i am. hahaha.

oh ya! i miss her la.. how ah??

BUAT BODOH LA..

ＱＵＯＴＥ ｏｆ ｔｈｅ ｄａｙ

‎"Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gona get."

 

~ from the movie Forrest Gump

YOU are quoted

"If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy."

~ Nixon Lai Chia Huey
~ 1/9/2010
~ via FB

bising ooo...

arrrghhhh!

bising ooo!

BISING!

BISING!

BISING!

noisy!

luan oo..

how nice if there's a 'silent mode' to mute this world.

just be quiet can or not.

yes..

just shhhhhh...

just for a while la..

i dun wana talk or listen to anyone lah,

i just wana listen to the wind, to the breeze. to the wave and to the insects now..

suddenly i remember that few years back, when i was still in secondary school, i'll run to the beach, stay there, be alone and listen to the breeze.. ahhh..

entahla rasa rimas betul.

grrrrrhhh nak je jerit, lari sekuat hati or pi kat atas bukit or merempit kat Teluk Bahang.

wahahah..

hmmm.. maybe i can try to round island in the middle of the night. never try before. it must be fun!

QUOTE of the day

The more you care, the more you hurt yourself.

do you know...

1. I want to work hard and earn a lot a lot n a LOT of money to travel around the world. yesss... I want money. I need money!

2. I want to live to travel. I want to live to eat.

3. Now only I know travelling in Cambodia is so much more expensive than in Thailand. Cambodians use US Dollars. Oh God how to survive if I want to go backpack??

4. I am so glad to catch up with old friends, colleagues, big sisters, old people and Penangites. =p

5. I really pity those nice and innocent policemen. They got bad names because of some bad guys within them. Shame on this bad guys.

6. Love is so complicated, troublesome but sweet. =p

7. Death is easy, life is hard.

8. Time is passing so damn fast!

9. Act fast.

10. When you are with your friends, you forget about your bf/gf. When you are with your bf/gf, you forget about your friends.

rants and thoughts

woah! im blogging. =p i didn't blog for almost a week. what to do, laptop is spoiled. I need to pay RM950 if i want to extend my warranty. walaueh.. damn expensive. Feel so awakward without laptop. cannot transfer or alter photos, cannot online, cannot write journal etc etc.

hmmmm... =(

anyway i have few things to say in this post lah.. hehe.

you think about the phrase below first.

something funny n weird abt human: we tend to scold, critisize, provoke, insult, condemn n offend ppl more than we praise, appreciate, compliment, thank or say something nice abt them. am i right?? kan kan?? memang betul!

By the way, i miss her.. I'm missing her so much. I tried not to because it's no appropriate aka tak manis but sorry i couldn't help it..

what do you do when you miss someone? is there a cure? YES! you go meet that person la. but what if you can't? then you can only think of that person and the memories you had together.. syiok sendiri lo..

It's so annoying and hard to move on or move forward when your past is bugging and hunting you down whether in a good or bad ways.

oh ya! lastly hor i have this sudden and strong urge to cycle from Kampar to Penang. seriousla.. eh ini bukan cakap kosong ok. I CAN!! eh eleh.. ingat i tak boleh ke?? blahh la! bukanny i tak pernah cycle jarak jauh. bukannya i tak pernah join marathon. podakh!

"MAI KHUA WA SAN SAN CIT KI KUT, WA HOLIAO LU KHUA BEH CHUT!"

okla tata.

"Yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran."

Pengajarannya adalah kalau dah plan something tu, stick to your plan Jangan tiba-tiba ada benda lain datang, you ketepikan plan asal dan akhir sekali apa pun tak dapat.

Kalau dah plan something, must do it. Don't forget about your original plan just because you get something else in the process.

Kalau dah ada habuan atau rezeki depan mata, jangan difikirkan lagi rezeki yang belum tentu ada. bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.

Contoh: dulu i dah beli tiket pi India, tapi tiba-tiba i disenaraipndekkan untuk dapat award photography. So i wasted more than rm300 tak p India and pi the award ceremony. But tak dapat entah apa habuk award pun. ini tak dapat, itu pun tak dapat...

You faham apa i cakap ke?? Tak faham kalau check dictionary la.