7.30pm. my hp alarm just rang. Im awake. But I woke up 10minutes before that.
I went to ‘sleep’ at 6pm. eventually I’ve been just lying on my bed, realising what’s going on at my surrounding while my mind is still actively thinking and recalling.
What a sleep because I didn’t sleep at all!
How to sleep well when your heart is not calm like the rough sea?
Im sleepy and my eyes are tired and it feels so heavy, as if it’s gona drop out from the skull.
I need to talk to someone. I need to pray. Yea im gona do that later. I’ll go to see Kuan Yin then Murugan. I need to talk to them…so badly.