i've been so much quiet today. yes i am.
i didn't talk much like how i always do.
and that is a good thing.
i know i have been so annoying, naughty, cilaka babi and what-so-ever-bad-adjectives-that-you-have-in-your-mind.
im so out of contact with the world today.
and i feel good.
hundred of calls from different people coming in but i didn't even answer any of them.
and i didn't reply any messages that i received
i don't want to talk to anyone especially HER!!
i didn't chat in MSN. i didn't play with FB.
im happy that i have you Blogspot. At least you are here to always listen.
sometimes i feel non-human is better in listening than someone with life.
around 3pm someone came and knocked on my door.
i stayed quiet. i fold my clothes. i didn't even bother. i don't care.
i didn't open my door. after about 10minutes, he/she/they left.
what you people want??
i've done my part.
just leave me alone la!
im not gona let a single tear drops from my eyes...
because of what you said to me.
it's so not worth it!
im hurt by you but im not gona hurt myself.
i just feel like being alone.
and i am still alive...in my room.
im such a good boy today for not being angry, for not scolding anyone.
i stay in my room kuai-kuai read online news and listen to the radio.
let me stay quiet for at least a day.
trust me, you'll never like it when i explode.
You people don't go out la today, the sky is so dark. it was drizzling just now. Later sure hujan lebat-lebat. The sky must be sad as well.
*FYI, i woke up at 6.30am this morning. asked for the right document from my friend. delayed. rushed here and there. took a 30minutes nap. awake until now because of the damn caffeine. and i am hungry... yeala.. i didn't take anything for lunch or even breakfast yet. oh ya!! ICE-CREAM AIS-KRIM KEK LENG!!
Tomorrow is the day – GE13 - Tomorrow is the day – GE13 I can choose to be quiet but there are things that I fear if I don’t say it, I will live in regret for the rest of my life. ...
3 years ago