Bersih 2.0 Rally Photo #1

Photo can be viewed here:

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2011/07/bersih-20-rally-photo-1.html

Facebook: Good or Bad?

Social media like FaceBook is good dat it brings ppl 2geda frm all over da world. It closes the gap of human comm. But its scary and uncomfortable la wen a total stranger add u. I feel its nt a gud ting bcoz u nvr noe who dey r n their intention. Dey might misuse ur comments,photos n personal details. Dats y i nvr approve ppl dat i duno. So dun simply approve o add jz to show u r popular. My fren requests: 150 ppl.

I NEVER ADD AND APPROVE PEOPLE THAT I DON'T KNOW!

QUOTE of the day

BE PART OF THE MOVEMENT!

Pancutan Sperma Asid (Bersih 2.0)

I was there at the Bersih 2.0 rally. I witnessed many things that you don’t get to read in newspapers, see in television or hear in radio. If this is real democratic country, let us have freedom of writing. This sajak is my expression. Don’t tell me what to say and what not so say. 


Pancutan Sperma Asid

Aku di sana

Berdiri megah dengan isteri

Digantung di leher kecil

Dibalutnya dengan kondom ungu dan putih

Khuatir dicemari sperma berasid

Hati berdebar menanti cekupan

Kaki meggeletar

Bersedia cabut melintang-pukang

Kemudian kau mara

Datang bagaikan ombak

Mara umpama orang hilang akalnya

Gila meraung-raung diserang hysteria

Langkah mu gagah

Menongkah arus kebangkitan rakyat

Di lautan demokrasi

Benteng perpaduan ummah dicerobohi

Kau maki-maki puki

Meneranjang laki-laki

Orang tua, kanak-kanak dan wanita

Pun tidak kau lepasi

Jentera tsunami mu menyerang liar

Trak merah mengganas menghala mereka

Masuk menyelam dalam semangat kuning

Yang berjalan menghayun chota dan baton

Yang gila memukul membabi buta

Lalu tanah merdeka digempar

Siren berkumandang

Gas pemedih mata ditembak-tembak

Meriam air masuk gelanggang

Kau memancut tanpa segan silu

Sperma-sperma asid mu melekat di sini situ

Puas kau memancut

Hilang segala rasa gian

Sperma-sperma asid mu cukup beracun

Yang celik menjadi buta

Rasa cili membakar mata
Cili paling pedas ku pernah rasa

Orang-orang menjadi ayam

Lari berkeliaran

Keluar dari reban

Kau melangkah gagah

Menongkah arus kebangkitan rakyat

Di lautan demokrasi

Benteng perpaduan ummah dicerobohi

Kau maki-maki puki

Meneranjang laki-laki

Orang tua, kanak-kanak dan wanita

Pun tidak kau lepasi

Yang aman kau binasakan

Yang haram kau halalkan

Yang betul kau salahkan

Yang baik kau jahatkan

Yang putih kau hitamkan

Jahanam kau si iblis bermuka manusia

Makan minum atas duit orang Malaysia

Tapi kau berkawat di jalanan

Buat macam tanah ini kau punya

Kelakuan mu bagai orang gasar

Mengagungkan yang jahil dan korup

Memalukan bangsa dan negara

Kau memperkosa keamanan negara

Dicabuli kau kehormatan mereka

Yang berjalan muhibah di tiang hak manusia

Keselamatan mereka kau nodai

Badan mereka kau pijak

Dipenyek-penyek
Direnyuk-renyuk

Kau memancut kau menembak

Sperma-sperma asid mu

Mencari-cari yang tidak berdosa

Kerana kau kotor

Kebersihan Bersih 2.0 menyilau mata mu

Kau

Si pancut yang batangnya tegar

Tegak memancut membabi buta

Air mani asid liar di udara

Merobek suara keramat gegak gempita

Puas kah anda

Melepas nafsu kebinatangan

Menikmati saat-saat pancutan

Melihat ku dan komrad-komrad lain
menanggung sakit derita
Gara-gara kerakusan kuasa mu
Sakit pedih gila lu tau kah


Nasib baik kami tidak mengandung
Dipancut dipercik disimbah sperma-sperma asid mu
Kalau pun benar
Pasti anaknya gugur

Terima kasih si pahlawan bangsat

Kau membuka mata Rakyat yang melihat
Warna sebenar kerajaan demokrat


Oh Chin Eng
Youth Ambassador of Amnesty International Malaysia
Saturday 10/7/2011

 *So, will i get arrested for this poem?

709: no yellow, no red, but white.

Dup dap dup dap dup dap dup dap..

This is what I feel at the moment. I am so nervous over the event tomorrow. I’m looking forward for it though. But I know the feeling is more than nervous. I am scared. I am scared until I am speechless and stomach pain.

What colour will people be wearing tomorrow? How will Kuala Lumpur looks like? A sea of yellow? Or a sea of red? We’ll see. But for me, I’ll just be wearing a white shirt. White represents cleanliness, purity and sincerity.

Earlier in the day, she asked me not to go. She asked why must I go. She said I can support from the heart.

Just now, my aunty called. She asked me to becareful. She reminded me so many times not to wear yelloh shirt. She said she knows that I will be going.

Then my grandmother called me. She said there are roadblocks everywhere. She wondered how in the world I got bus ticket back to KL.

Lastly, my mum. She also asked me not to wear anything yellow tomorrow.

Don’t worry I won’t. I’m wearing white. =p

I don’t know what will happen tomorrow. Some people say there will be riot. Some say the communication like will be down, no phone calls, sms, and internet. Some say there will be massive arrest in the city.

If anything were to happened to me, I won’t blame anyone. This is the path I chose, this is the decision I made.

Nothing is gona change if only a person do all the job. Last time, when I join SRC of UTAR Kampar, this is one of the messages I try to send out. If we are all united, we can breakthrough.

Forget me not. Remember me for the photos I took, for the stories I documented, and for the memories I captured. Remember me for my silliness and words too.

So if you are going to KL tomorrow, please be safe. Remember to fill petrol if you are driving. If you are stuck in the jam, roll down the window and chitchat with the drivers next to you. =p

I will make myself presence at the event tomorrow with my brothers and sisters. I’ll be there not as any political party supporter but as a Malaysians.

I just wana take pictures la. chill laaaa...

I am not gona do anything bad, illegal or commit crime.

I will be safe and take care of myself. For those who care about me, please pray for my safety and others too.

I will post my updates on Facebook.

May no one's gonna get hurt tomorrow.

Buddha, please bless me..

Peace Malaysia.

My stand

Everyone has a stand. Babies also will try to stand up after they fall. Even a pen has a stand. As a reporter, i have my stand too in my news. But my stand must always be a neutral stand. Sometimes, i have to stand with those people in power, too..

Malaysia is like a book

Malaysia is like a thick long-winded book.

Outside, it’s just a hard cover, a surface that is plain in nature. But if you never open it, you’ll never know what’s inside. The stories about Malaysia lie inside the thick book. Read it sheet by sheet, you will discover that this nation has so much magnificent stories to share. You will realize that this land of diversity has so much to give.

There are love, care, unity, understanding, tolerance, acceptance, creativity, knowledge, and hope in every chapter of the book. The characters in the book are so special and unique in their own way. Blending with kuah and buah makes the Rakyat so rojak with the practice of different cultures, religions, and languages.

These are the colours that make the book continue to be written. Take your own sweet time to read it but I can tell you that you’ll never be able to do that. This is a priceless book that if you don’t take care of it, you’ll never get a reprint version or a new same book.

Good and bad, beauty and ugly, ups and downs, that’s what makes us stronger. And those stories must be safeguard. That’s the history that can’t be changed. That’s the stories we want to tell our children.

Remember and remember, this is a book that belongs to all of us. Whether it’s gona be hot-selling book or not, it will depend to us, the guardians of the country. It has started by our forefathers, now, it’s our time to continue pen the book and pass it to the generations to come. Let’s leave them a good future. Safeguard it like how you safeguard your belongings.

We may be different but we are all brothers and sisters.

You too, are a part of the stories in the book entitled ‘Malaysia’, as you are… Malaysians.

Awesome Sunday

What a lazy Sunday but it's a working day and now it's a rainy day but it's ok, today is gona be a awesome day. =p

QUOTE of the day

god morning.

Some people are perfectionists. But life is not perfect at all. It’s the imperfections that make our lives full with colours and alive.

good night.

OCE with A. Samad Said

Finally… finally after so many years, I managed to get a photo with him. I sat next to him. He has been on my mind ever since in primary school. I met him few times but I never dare to approach him for a photo.

Finally I did. Thanks to NTV7, I got the chance to go for assignment and I got the chance to see him in person again.

I am so happy to have a picture with him Datuk A. Samad Said, the Sasterawan Negara that inspired me a lot from my school days even until today. I got so fascinated and so good in Bahasa Malaysia debate, public speaking and poetry partly because of him. I wanted to be a Sasterawan Negara so badly at one time when i was in Form 2. N I vowed to have a longer beard than him. =p

Today he was intidimated by the police for the Bersih 2.0 demonstration. He has nothing to do with the organizing team but he got ill-treated for reading a poem in the Bersih 2.0 launching.

God will protect good people like Pak Samad. He’s getting older. A lot of wrinkles and white hair. But hey his spirit is still as hard as a rock ok.

If anything bad were to happened to him, I will make sure I fight for him who inspired me all this way, in everyway I can.

YOU are quoted

"Don't harm people but never let anyone harm you."

~ Carissa Soon
~ 9.23pm 29/6/2011
~ via MSN

KATA-KATA hikmat

Bertahan mengata kerana diri ini tidak sebaik mana.

Paul McCartney - Freedom (Nobel Peace Prize 2001)

Democratising the rakyat

Filepic from Himpunan Mansuhkan ISA on 1/8/2009

You stand firm on the principal of democracy. You go against bad government. You speak up and articulate your thoughts. You create social awareness. You create fear to the people holding power. You got arrested. You are not given fair trial. Your voice is being suppressed.

Your image is ruined. Your family and friends are worried. You lost your job. You lost your dignity. You lost your rights.

You become the victim of democratization process for the betterment of the society and generations to come. The cost to pay is high.

Continue reading at http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2011/06/democratising-rakyat_26.html

YOU are quoted

No matter how talented, hardworking or capable you are, you still need someone to give you an opportunity to shine.

~ Christina Chin

~ 26/6/2011

~ via FB

i wear what i like!

i clearly rmbr dat i was so pissed wen police catch any1 who were wearin black 4Chin-Huat Wong 1 Black M'sia. I prposely wore black whole day bck den. It's ur right 2wear any colur n design of shirt u like. Nw my gov is arrestin ppl in Yellow Bersih Dua shirt. Good! Im gona wear yellow shirt n underwear! U muz noe ur right as the citizen of M'sia. Wearin black o yellow is NOT a crime

The Star Thumbnails: Smelly Company

Published date: Friday 24 June 2011

http://thumbnails.thestar.com.my/view.asp?id=8403

good blessing Friday

OMG! It's such a blessing! Well, do more good to others and you'll get blessing abundantly. Do your best and only the best and be the best. Be cheerful all the time. Light up someone else's life. Leave a smile bt never a scar, never a curse, never a sad or angry face. today is gona be a good day, for everyone!


*got this thought after knowing that my photo came up again in The Star Thumbnails today. 2 days in a row. =p

camwhoring =p

*100% unedited*

hehehe.. im camwhoring in the room tonight!

Oh gila liao.

taktau malu.

liuliusiao.

nvm i like it!

eh u people know right i'm very shy when people take my picture. i always  turn away when people snap my photo. and i don't camwhore. i only take picture of myself when i travel.

but tonight i camwhore cuz i'm playing with the techniques and angles la

apa la..

kenapa, tak percaya ah??

YOU LOOK AT THE PHOTO AND SEE GO ANY DIFFERENCE OR NOT?? SPECIAL ONE OK!

YOU are quoted

Life’s an ocean of possibilities.

~ Felicita Fedelis

Photos of Bersih 2.0 Launching

Hi guys, i went to the launching of Bersih 2.0 at Kuala Lumpur Selangor Chinese Assembly Hall last night. You can view the photos here.

Don’t steal my photos. But if you need to use it for official reasons, please acknowledge me. thank you.

http://www.facebook.com/TeresaKokSuhSim?ref=ts&sk=wall#!/media/set/?set=a.10150211732127877.319634.599962876

DAMN! wasting 6 hours in office!

Grrhhh..

Yea you heard me.

Colleague informed me last night that I’m needed for an assignment at 8am. My partner is Alvin. Supposedly my original assignment is on 2pm. Ok fine.

So I reached office at 8am just now. First thing to do is to get the fax or details on the assignment. And guess what. The speech, opening ceremony and stuff is at 2pm! 2pm! 8am is just some minor things with no newsvalue.

So no need to go at 8am lo. 2pm only go out la.

Kanasai!

aih. Wat the tut man wrong info?? How can you give us wrong info?? I hate it. Those who key in the details must be accurate la. Look at the fax or press release carefully. Don’t trouble your broadcast journalist and cameraman. Check the details properly and then only inform us. This is not the 1^st time we got wrong information on the assignments.

Pissed off ok.

Nw nothing to do in the office. There’s nothing for us to do in the office as the intern. Alright im not going to go into that topic. I just express my disappointment and geramness je on my assignment this morning.

Geram geram geram!

Oh Chin Eng is wasting 6 hours in the office. Right now, there are only 2 people in the office including me. The rest? Sleeping la.

Damn! Tak marah kalau tak boleh la. Tell me how not to be angry in this situation. Anyone also will be angry la.

Wasted my sleeping time. If not because of this wrong info, I can go to office at 10am or 11am because my assignment is at 2pm not 8am.

Some more, I wear so nice (handsome) today ok. I’m planning to do stand upper ma. Stand upper is like u hold a mike and speak and appear on tv la. Ish. Ruin my mood and handsomeness.

*I’ll get angry and get over it soon. Hopefully. =p

QUOTE of the day

Do care for the people who care for you.

LESSON OF THE DAY!!

1) Sometimes to get what you want, there’s no such thing as ethics.

2) Jolok first, talk later.


3) No matter what, must not go back office empty-handed.

back to KL, my third home

ok i am ust gona re-post what i posted in my Facebook just now. hehehe. why? cannot ah? i'm rushing for work now. bye.

"Reached KL at 5am. Got home at 7.45am. Going to work at 8.30am. wow im such a hardworking employee. But deiii I want a day off can ah??! My begs are heavier than me you know.. ketot liao. tired mau pancit."

QUOTE of the day

If you already found a person who loves you more than you love her, be loyal, don't let go and love her more than she loves you.

Dating: Now and Then

Last time, I mean in the 90’s and early 20^th century, the way young people go dating is so different. They will curi-curi call each other’s house and that’s the main way to communicate. They will write letters to each other. And they are only able to take bus when go dating because they are still young and no driving license. The best thing is they will will go to park, garden or beach for dating because malls are very less then.

But now I feel the relationship has lost the touch. I feel couple nowadays somehow lost the sweetness due to modernization and technology. They talk less and express lesser through body language. They are trapped in the cyber world. They only sms each other because it’s cheap. They use Facebook, MSN or skype to communicate or to see each other. Wherever they go, they drive because they prefer aircon and comfortness.

The advancement of technology is good but it’s not so good when people rely on it heavily and obsess with it to the extent of losing the human values.

This is just my thought. You may have different view.

I miss the oldies then the new way of courting and dating. =p

The Star Thumbnails: Scenic Sunrise

PERIBAHASA of the day

Siapa makan cili, dia tak rasa masam.

running

Music In The Park Performance in conjuction with 1Malaysia Parks and Gardens Carnival.

Date: 11/6/2011

Time: 9.36pm

Location: Botanical Garden

what's in the begpack?

Finally I’m going back to Penang tonight. It feels so nice. It feels as if I’m away from home for months, but the truth is, I’m in KL just for less than 3 weeks.

I have three off days from Saturday till next Monday. So might as well go back Penang. There are things for me to settle there. And most importantly I’m going for AXA AFFIN Health is Might AXN BIG CHALLENGE preliminary round in Penang TOMORROW. The organizer just sent me a confirmation e-mail.

So I packed my things this morning. I bring my backpack to office. So after work, I’ll straight to Pudu Bus Station, get the ticket and go home.

You know what.. my begpack is heavier than me!! Damn heavy gila babi!

I hate it everytime when I go back Penang, there will sure be a lot stuff in my beg.

People ask me what I bring home. I question myself too what is in my begpack.

So what’s in my begpack??

Er… a lot of gadgets and tools la.

I didn’t bring much home.

1 pants, few shirts

Laptop, charger, coolpad

Etc la..

Body is already in pain due to the heavy beg. Oh can go urut in Penang lah. Hehe.

*Being so unproductive in the office because I have nothing to do.

* Last night I had a nightmare again. That was the second time during my stay in KL. Laz time abt death in family. Nw abt police n domestic violence

YOU are quoted

"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."

~ Joaquin Syed Vishnu

~ 9th June 2011

~ via FB

Pesta Chow Kit Kita

JOM datang beramai-ramai.

main-main lidah

Laki-laki tinggi banyak daki ketiak pagi-pagi berjalan kaki seorang diri berdiam diri dan sepi dengan gigi tak cuci kaki terlekat tahi maki-memaki termaki puki minum kopi makan roti dengan minyak sapi tergores gusi beli loteri tapi tak kena lagi kemudian menangis tak henti-henti cabut lari kena langgar lori.

DON'T READ!

For those of you who can't stand reading my blog, DON'T READ lo.

It's as simple as that.

If you are offended, if you disagree, if you are hurt, if you don't like or if you feel uncomfortable, leave this page.

GO AWAY!

I never ask you to read. NEVER! eh did i? NO!!

what??

You terasa?

Chill la..

I am just saying that if you don't like what i said and how i expressed it, it's ok, leave gracefully ok.

i am Oh Chin Eng and this is how i manage my blog, how i put my words and how i express what i feel.

It's my pleasure to have you here.

Thank you.

muax muax.

good night.

bye bye.

flower

Date: 7/5/2011

Time: 5.54pm

Location: Westlake Garden, Kampar

Don't Know Why - Norah Jones

QUOTE of the day

You may have a good beginning but a bad ending.

what are you afraid of?

so what do you fear in your life?

what are you afraid of?

ghost?

no money?

injection?

dentist?

cockroach?

darkness?

height?

snake??

for me, that's nothing. i'm not saying that i'm brave and scare of nothing but for me my fear is beyond that.

yes sometimes i do fear for the things i mentioned above but i can overcome that.

but there is something that i find it so hard to take it.

what am i actually afraid of?

one thing and the most important thing i fear the most is when i hurt the one i truly love.

from good friends, to grilfriend, to family, to lecturers and someone that i respected and used to helped me a lot before.

that's my fear.

im sad when they are sad. i don't know what to do when i let them down.

i feel so helpless when they are down, when they turn me away, when they keep quiet and don't wana talk to me and i feel so alien to them.

I don't want to lost any of them. Im scared of losing people i love. I even cried to found dead cats, what's more a living human.

ANyone of you who used to be close to me, i don't wana lose you.

Yes, i screwed up. I made mistakes. i ruined things. I didn't perform well.

But i still wana keep this relationship, this friendship and this love.

For all the bad things i've done, i bow and i'm sorry.

No matter what happens, I, will always and always love you.

I really do..

EVen if i don't talk to you, that does not means i don't think of you.

I love you. Not the past, but now..

So people..

What are you afraid of?

QUOTE of the day

Don’t worry, don’t be afraid. It’s ok if you are far from your family and good friends. You still have people who care for here. Really..