UTAR by the lakeside

Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR) Perak Campus

4.33pm 3/8/2011

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QUOTE of the day

If you want a change, then be the change, make the change happen!

it's still raining

waterdrops from my window.

well, it's still raining out there. whole night already.

i didn't go out for dinner because my bike break down last night.

thanks to my senior, Elween who fetched me to uni this afternoon.

hmmm.. it has been some time since my blog is about my daily life. i mean, in 1 post i talk about what happen bla bla bla la.. you know.. tonight i just feel like writing a diary. who cares! if you don't like, you don't read la. If you wana attack my personal life also go ahead la. you got nothing better to do right??

today is the official day i cycle to uni in this semester although it's the second time. the first time was last Friday when i cycled all the way for 20minutes to Eastlake to meet Pei Suang and the rest then cycled for another 10mins to uni.

have to cycle lo, what to do, motor rosak ma. Siang Yong came to my house and we cycled together. we used to cycle to uni a lot last time before i got my bike. the feeling of nostalgic was there. the sky was so blue with the sunny clouds. the guard waved to me, telling me it's good to cycle. hahaha. of course it's good cuz they don't have to face me, who always try to sneek into uni. my bike don't have sticker actually. shhh.. =p

i had a presentation today. i did something different for the presentation la and i know it's not well accepted especially by a friend when she showed her disgruntled face, not looking at us at all throughout the whole presentation. hmmm.. it's ok. at least i and my groupmates dare to do something different. it's actually a simple presentation. we have to interview politicians. so we feel it'll be boring if we just explain and compare the politicians. at the end, we acted out the whole interview session. hahah. this is the very first time i act in my presentation i think. is it?? =p

my classmates especially Dai Ga Jie, Ah Joo, PC, Pei Suang and Ai Loon were so high tonight. they kept on spamming my Facebook wall by tagging me in their video. Oh God! i tell you, in total, it's more than 30 videos lo. siao la! they were so damn high. duno why.. everyone pakat and attack me. hahaa.

Then i posted this is my Facebook status, "oh JR-ians Jan 2009 intake sekalian. spam me la till this December. Wherever you all go, i will follow you, till we say bye bye. YESSSH!! muakS!".

We are going to graduate by the end of this year. I can see many people have developed, i won't use the change la. I can see developments in them. some become better in ENglish especially Ai Loon. i love to see her talk nowadays. And Vivien is not that crazy anymore. While for Mirawani, i'm touched and impressed when she let go her dream of winning a modelling competition for her studies. These are just the very few examples.

Being here in UTAR 3 years more or less has make us grown up. Saying goodbye is a hard thing but i'm sure before we say goodbye, we'll spend a lot of time together. And they already plan to go Genting Highlands in Week 13, Pangkor Island in Week 14, Terengganu in semester break and Sarawak end of this year.

hahaha. habis koyaklah poket i. But aiyah don't berkira so much la. seriously think about this, do you think you'll have the chance to travel with them after you graduate? i'm not trying to be sentimental here but this is the fact. you can have thousandsss of friends in the cyber world, but true friends only a few of them and in university's life, your classmates are your true friends.

cherish them. make use of the time when you are with them. forgive and forget, support each other.

i talk too much. lalalalalalala.

class at 8am tomorrow. oh hope that the rain won't stop so that i can sleep till the afternoon. haha. how to go to uni if it's rain. ayayaya.

one more thing, one last thing before i end my 'speech', my photos may be not good enough to be put into an exhibition, it's ok, because at least i still have my Facebook and blog to share the beauty of my life through the lense.

梁靜茹 (Fish Leong) - 情歌沒有告訴你 I didn't tell you the love song

woohooo! finally i found this video. nice song by Fish Leong.

Anyway today's lecture talk about new media and yang sama waktu dengannya.

some blog is political, some is very personal and some for business.

i know sometimes i write about politics but this blog is not meant for politics solely. it's for me to express myself.

ok. tq. bye. =p

in presentation..

You might be so much better than your friends. You might not like the contents, language proficiency or style of their presentation but out of respect, you should not show your disgruntled face to them. As your friends, aren't you supposed to give them moral support? You are not perfect either. Accept others differences like how you want people to accept you.

pecah not pancit

Pantun Kampar Sudah Hujan

Hujan lebat akhirnya sudah mali

Gua rempit balik almost mau mati

Semua olang lari masuk lumah sindiri

Go main hujan la if lu bokiasi

Badan basah cepat-cepat pi mandi

Air sejuk buat gua lompat sana-sini

But after pangsai ahhh syiok sekali

Kampar panas gila sejak dari pagi

Tolonglah hujan jangan henti

But dunla sampai esok pagi

If dinner hujan tak henti-henti

UTAR students have to cal delivery

But handphone no money
You don't come and find me

Some people have to eat cokodok basi

Wah hujan make me so hapi

If can, esok hujanlah lagi

worth pondering

Human is such an intelligent but weird and unexplainable creature. Sometimes you know it’s really impossible to achieve something but you still fight for it, believing that you can pull it through, believing in miracles will happen, fearing to fail, and you don’t want to regret for not trying at all. No matter what the results going to be, put away your negative perception because anything can happen. If you didn’t even try to fight for it, you’ll not have the chance at all to win. Never stop fighting and hoping. Like old saying, if u never try, you’ll never know.

toilet in travelling

i'm very particular about toilet.

yes, very particular.

i'm more particular about it when i go travelling.

i conside rmyself a backpacker (not so hardcore yet lah) and when i go travel, i can really go stingy about my expenditure.

i'm willing to spend on food but not on entertainment or souvenirs or hotel.

for me, the point of backpacking is to experience a lot of different things while you stay out of your comfort zone. Then only you'll feel worth it.

talking about hotel, cheap hotel is the best. i just need the room to sleep not to make love. so what if the motel or hostel is dirty or smell badly?!! i don't mind.

but what irked me the most is the toilet!

the toilet must be clean and comfortable!!

while studying here in UTAR, i have been to two places. One is Cameron Highlands and another one is Perlis.

eeeeeeeee.. i beh tahan with the toilet la. in Cameron Higlands, the water pressure damn low until only few drops of water came out from the pipe and u know what the water is yellowish. besides, after you shit you kenot flush. kanasai!

while in Perlis, things are slightly better la. but the water in teh bucket is so damn dirty n smelly. seriously.

for me, bathing is one of the things that i enjoy the most in life. although i don't prefer to bath when i go for backpacking but if there's a toilet, i'm tempted to clean myself. the toilet must be clean ma..

toilet is one of the best places to stay in the world ok.

like i said before, maybe the government should make a toilet classroom where the classroom contains cubiles or toilets. students will sit on the toilet bowl to study. while they are studying, they can shit too. how nice is that. ahhh..

oh. im too fulled. it's time to pangsai again. wahahah.

JOM PANGSAI! =p

to get a job..

"Bring your cert, bring your written work, bring yourself, bring your personality, bring your passion, bring your dedication, bring your purpose, bring your aims, bring your objectives, bring your future......"

~ Edward Chin. UTAR Kampar
~ 5/3/2011

JOM UBAH!

JOM UBAH!!

KALAU TAK UBAH SEKARANG BILA NAK UBAH!

KALAU TAK UBAH SEKARANG, KITA YANG AKAN TERUBAH!

KALAU TAK UBAH SEKARANG, MEREKA TAK AKAN UBAH-UBAH!

KALAU TAK UBAH SEKARANG, TIADA PELUANG LAGI MEREKA AKAN DIUBAH!

KALAU TAK UBAH SEKARANG, SAMPAI BILA-BILA PUN TIDAK AKAN ADA PERUBAHAN!

QUOTE of the day

When you are in trouble, you’ll see the true colours of people.

WAU man!!

WAU!! so hapi 2see this photo in The Star la. NOT bcoz im in there la bt the photo is nice ma n bcoz it's taken by my fren. muahahaha.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuyoh man!! so keng la!! in so proud of her. out of boredom, she sent a photo to The STar and it came out in today's paper.

Like that also can. hahahah!

I was the one who realised the photo in the newspaper. The first thing i did when i got the newspaper this morning was to look at the photos at the Thumbnails section.

And OMG! I saw a very familiar photo, and then a very familiar name. It's Cheong Jing Wen!! i screamed for joy and show everyone the photo. hahaha. It was such a happy moment.

SHe took this photo during our trip to Perlis last weekend.

You can also view the photo here http://thumbnails.thestar.com.my/view.asp?id=7914

Ok now i can tell my mum i came out in the newspaper.. for no reason. Hahahhaha!

uni's life

Year 1: aiyooo uni life so sucks. i wana graduate fast2 la!

Year 2: oh yes! 2nd yr already, im graduating nx yr. =p

Year 3: =( sad la hv 2leave my frens. i dun wana graduate yet.
so does that rings a bell to you?

kata-kata hikmat

Kalau minda sihat, badan pun sihat.

1 hour shower

GOOOOOOOOOOD MORNING!!

ahhh..

1 hour hot shower in the early morning is so sexy..

hahahaha =p

i feel so syiok just came out from the bathroom.

i went in at 5.30am and came out around 6.30am.

yea i must be crazy i bathed for 1 hour.

i just couldn't resist the syiokness of hot shower. i kept on pouring myself with hot water because it's cold la.

some more, i feel like i didn't bath for so long already, so ganti balik la.

sometimes i'll sleep in the toilet too. hehe.

how? let me give you some tips. you can either sit or squat or lie on the wall.

see how easy is that.

lalalalala...

i feel so energetic and refreshing right now.

semangat nak buat banyak manyak benda hari ini!

come on assignments! i'll deal with you today before Jing Wen deal with me.

and now, i wana go to Old Town for a nice roti bakar. UTAR-ians Kampar-ians, this roti bakar shop will soon, very soon in these few weeks be demolished. Go and have a taste of the traditional roti bakar before it's gone.

wohoooo!

QUOTE of the day

Don't be afraid. Hold firm on your principles. Keep fighting for what you believe in. Just say what you need to say. Just do whatever you need to do.

namo namo

let's start off the day with..

Namo Tassa Bhagavato Arahato Samma Sambuddhassa
Namo Tassa Bhagavato Arahato Samma Sambuddhassa
Namo Tassa Bhagavato Arahato Samma Sambuddhassa

jumping high

Venue: Kilang Gula, Perlis.

*car travelling with Pei Suang, Jing Wen and Elween.

Oh My Blog!!

My blog not that good huh??

Mr Nixon complained that my layout makes her eyes pain and browser hangs upon loaidng the page??

really ah?

Yeala yeala true also about the browser hang thingy cuz in one page, i have 100 posts. nevermind i reduced it to 50 posts already.

ABout the layout thing, black and white no good is it? You cannot read ah? Your eyes cannot accept black and white one is it?? read already, mata can tercabut hor??

i don't know how to design my blog la. very leceh one u tau ka.

how do u want me to modify my blog's layout? you tell me, i listen.

I know my blog is full of words, no pictures, very boring.

okok i will post more photos and videos lo.

My blog really that bad, ugly and not interesting ah??

YOU are quoted

"Whatever you study, it doesn't matter. What you are at the end of the day, that matters."

~ Miss Ilma
~ Media Ethics tutor
~ 24/2/2011

*Wah!! so ada umpph la!!

dear JR-ians..

Im so happy to bumped into Sara at the pasar malam just now.


we had a 10mins chat. I felt like it has been yearsss since i talked to her. She's always that nice and sweet. She helped me a lot throught my studies here in Kampar and she has been a good companion all this while.


But of course things slightly changed in this semester. But Sara is still the Sara that i knew. =p


well..


I know i have not been a good friend to my friends.


sometimes i wish i can turn back the time to do better.


I never regret i chose Journalism as my course.


Not because i love the nature of this field but the big people up in the Heaven has given me a beautiful bunch of coursemates.


and i feel so 遗憾 that i never got to know them deeply, be in the circle of family.


anyhow, wherever and whatever they do in the future, i always and always pray and care for them.


after this semester, we'll go for internship. then we left about 3 months being together before we graduate end of this year.


how many more times we'll see each other, jokes around, celebrate birthdays, go yumcha, do assignments together, argue, debate in class, have BBQ, have steamboat, ronda and explore together under the rain, hiking and got lost, play like kids at the waterfall, cycle everywhere, go karaoke, make noise in university, cover news together, produce funny video and radio ad, play childhood games by the lake, and camwhore?


I wish all of you who's applying for your internship, all the best. Don't hesitate like me. I know you are not. =p Hope you'll get the company that you want. make use of these 3 months.


to my friend who's applying to go to Cambodia for her internship, i pray hard that you'll get it. Don't worry you will. Don't missed this opportunity. Peluang tak datang dua kali..

Friends, go for your dreamsss although it seem impossible.


My eyes are watery while im writing this. I miss all of them so much. And i'm gona miss them even more during this internship.


i think during my semester break, i can start with my project already, to write each and everyone of them a letter. it's gona be a looong one. =p


To everyone out there, no points having thousands of friends in Facebook when you already have true friends in front of you. We always look for something which we already have. Appreciate what's in front of us at the present.


I'm grateful that my coursemates are there when i need them.


I'm sorry for my kecilakaness.


To my dear JR-ians Januray 2009 intake, I love you all..


I really do..

SMILE!

everyone is so busy, stress and moody lately. but SMILE.. hold ur chin up high! tmr will alwaz b a better day. da world has so much to giv. frens r alwaz thr 2support. miracles do happen. jz do ur best. remember, SMILE. =p

busy --> stress --> down

I never meant to be emo.

I don't want.

But the situation makes me to feel that way.

This semester is a very hectic, packed, stresful and important semester.

I have to deal with Internship application, Final Year Project, assignments, SRC etc etc.

I feel the time i spend with my friends are getting less.

No personal quality time at all.

Yea before this we had a lot of public holidays. It's not a good thing ok cuz it makes all of us so lazy. But i know that is not a good reason not to do your works.

I need to talk to people. To express myself. But everyone also busy. I don't wana bother anyone. My friends are busy too.

I actually just came back from discussion. I haven't taken my dinner and my shower. Came back home around 6pm, took a nap and rushed for discussion at 8pm.

I'm having a presentation tomorrow with Jing Wen and Jie Ee.

As usual, Jing Wen always say something and do another thing. This is her style. She won't express something directly. cilaka right. hahaha.

I feel i really get down to work seriously since last week.

Why.. Cuz time is running out.

What i should do is less blogging and less FB.

Always set my priority!

My roomate is already sleeping and the light is still on because i'm doing my assignment. i feel so bad la..

nvm, he is very understanding. I'll go eat my burger, take my shower and continue with my assignment.

All the best for my friends too.

Last but not least, happy birthday to Xiang Lin and Jing Wen. I love you all. =p

YOU are quoted

"You people should know where you people come from."

~ Mr. Chye Kooi Leong
~ Historian from Kampar
~ 22/2/2011

when i'm sleepy..

I am so DAMN sleepy right now ah.

Slept so late last night and wake up so early for 8am class.

Grrrhhh..

Sleepy make me so moody and crazy!

Can’t concentrate in the class. Pancing here pancing there.

When I am sleepy, I will be either:

1)      Talk nonsense and do some crazy stuff.

Or

2)      Get moody and angry easily, simply scold people.

Oh I prefer the former. At least I don’t scold people. But I’ll do crazy stuff that can make people go crazy like simply hi, simply oik, knock people’s butt or talk rubbish.

QUOTE of the day

If you want a change, you MUST not always compromise to the administrators but MAKE a stand for the change that you want!

BIG things to do

alalalalala...

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!

yes yes busy.

will be busy from this week this April.

In fact many of us started to be busy from last month.

a lot of things to do this semester.

hmmm..

but for tonight...

I want to accomplish 3 tasks!

3 is enough la. Not too less, not too much.

at least i have an aim and i'm working on it.

It's ok if you say out your dream and then you can't achieve it.

how can you say people cakap kosong?

A dream is not an empty entity. You dare to achieve something for yourself.

Whether you achive it or not, it's another matter.

I'm actually feeling so sleepy right now. Doctor ask me don't take coffee must i can't resist it.

so..

i wana done these things before i sleep tonight.

1) Assignment

2) Sponsorship letter and proposal

3) Confirm and inform SRC Monthly Dialogue Session

4) Resume

5) Send application form to be the staff for March Introduction Weekend

* I'm really stress. What i hope from friends is just an understanding and care. That'll all to keep someone keep on fighting.

knife in the heart

Tonight is the most painful night ever in Kampar for this semester.

i feel so hard to close my eyes and sleep.

I try so hard not to think of what they said but the pain is already there.

The wound is getting bigger.

It keeps bleeding.

The pain is totally unbearable.

Words are soul killer.

When it is already being said, it can't be retract.

Let's try to imagine this, a knife just cut ur hand, and it's expose to air, water and salt, how do u feel?

That's not the worse.

I'm feeling as if a long sharp blade just stabbed and pierced through my heart.

My pulse is getting faster.

My body temperature is getting higher.

My heart is physically painful ok..

okok, why should i care so much of what people say.

Because these 2 people are someone to me.

They are the people i love.

yea yea, they don't mean what they say right..

The first person said:

“Go die lah you.”

ok..

that was in the afternoon.

then in the evening, another person said:

“yes u are good of nothing, u only know to blame, u only talk bout urself, do u listen to others?u only know to find me when u nid sum1 to talk,to eat,to revise. u urself is the superior, u are self-centered, u are bad guy....if u stand in my shoes, u will found tht im juz relief to get a reliable, responsible junior, tht's all, nothing much bout da comparison.tok tok tok, wan tok till i die ar? ting tong ting tiang.”

fine.. whatever la.

forgive and forget!

hold no grudge.

you'll only feel happy when you can let go.

Good night.

You and I - Wilco

ahhh.. this song just cheer me up on this emo night.

you know ah..

lepas makan, kenalah BERAK. that's what u call healthy lifestyle. yehhh..

=p

YOU are quoted

Life cannot be perfect. There are always flaws in any way.

~ 18/2/2011
~ Cheong Jing Wen

short and sweet

I was having a dinner with a friend and i told her that my good friend, Ah Suang is going to backpack alone. Ah Suang loves adventurous stuff and she's up for anything. She'll go for her dreams. And whatever she does, i'm happy for her and always support her.

Below is my conversation with my friend. It's short but i feel it's sweet and meaningful. =p

My friend: It’s dangerous to go alone. Her parents won’t be worried meh?

Me: Of course they will. But this is her dream. When only she can do things for her ownself and not for the interest and happiness of others? If we have a dream, we must achieve it.

Rakan Selawat -Raihan

I love nasyid songs.

My favourite nasyid group is Raihan. My all-time favorite nasyid group since my primary school.

I used to listen to their songs a lot. I even know how to sing it although there are some Arabic words.

Hahaha.

Test me. I can sing the whole song ok.

Ok since today is the Prophet Muhammad’s birthday, let’s listen to nasyid song la ok.

bye bye photos

Di saat getir keganasan hujan yang melimpah tak henti-henti membanjiri bumi disertai dengan guruh dan petir yang mengganas mengamuk bagaikan dirasuk syaitan jembalang iblis hantu pontianak toyol..

I’ve happily but nostalgically deleted some old personal photos from FB.

No more sentitive photos.

I've move forward, so might as well delete some memories of the past.. from the internet la, not memories.

jom makan!

Happy Maulidul Rasul

Kepada semua kawan-kawan beragama Islam,

Selamat menyambut Hari Keputeraan Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

Semoga pada hari yang mulia dan bermakna ini, marilah kita semua umat sejagat yang berlainan agama, bangsa, kaum, bahasa dan keturunan untuk berbaik-baik, hidup bersatu-padu, tolong-menolong dan membina ummah yang lebih teguh.

Sama-samalah kita lebih taat kepada tuhan dan agama masing-masing.

Lebihkan berpahala dan hindarilah perkara yang tidak baik.

Jangan kita merendah-rendah ataupun menghina agama dan kepercayaan orang lain. Sesungguhnya setiap agama itu mengajar kita perkara yang baik dan yang tidak baik semuanya datang daripada kita.

Selamat Hari Maulidul Rasul.

QUOTE of the day

When you walk too fast, you missed the things at the back. When you walk too slow, you missed the things ahead of you. In life, walk moderately, not too slow, not too fast.

pat tor thnia

Sakit perut yang teramat-amat sangat. Bahasa pasar kalau kat Penang, I cakap sakit gila babi.

Damn painful ok my stomach.

Thnia ka boi si!

Few years already I’m having serious and frequent stomach ache.

Don’t ask me why cause I duno why.

If it’s possible, I wana take away my stomach!

Why I talk so much in my blog. Cause I wana tell la. I need to say it out la. If I keep everything in my heart, can die one ok. No one is here, no one to listen to, so I talk to my blog la. Got people read or not is not a big deal.

Okla okla. I can’t stand it anymore. Sleep NOW!

message that make you smile whole day

juz wanna let U know, everytime I feel so weak, sick n demotivated bcoz of this illness, I'll visit ur blog n read everything especially d funny part. I will read them over n over again. Make myself laughing like a mad girl. hehe. No one can truly understand d distress n frustration I'm feeling right now. But reading ur funny posts always give me feel I could get a break. Or I could handle it.
tatata~

~ Miss Anonymous
~ 4.47pm 14.7.2011

QUOTE of the day

When it is time to do something, do it right at the moment. Well, the time is now.. =p