aku rasa...

aku rasa...

when you have girlfriend or boyfriend, you'll sure lose some friends. it's true.. tak percaya? cuba you tepuk dada, tanya kepala hotak betul tak.

then when you break up with your boyfriend or girlfriend, sure susah nak jadi kawan again. it's true. tak percaya? cuba you tepuk dada, tanya kepala hotak betul tak.

and if you are too serious and sayang sangat kat your boyfriend or girlfriend, im sure that you susah nk get a new partner. it's true. tak percaya? cuba you tepuk dada, tanya kepala hotak betul tak.

kenapa?? tak percaya ah...

maybe bukan semua orang rasa maciam tu ler...

QUOTE of the day

“Making resolutions at the beginning of the year is a great start and also the first step to achieve your ideal life or ideal self.”

~ Dr Lawrence Walter Ng
~ chief master trainer of Lawrence Walter Seminars

PERIBAHASA of the day

Bapa borek, anak rintik. Pungkok berak, taik keluar.

the last full month of 2009

31/12/2009 5.08am Masjid Kapitan Keling, Penang, Malaysia

hohoho! it's a must see picture! one in a million. no! it's one in a trillion. =p

You see, you happy. You don't see, you crazy.

diam

Diam tidak bermaksud kalah. Diam juga tidak bermaksud salah. Diam adalah penyelesaian kepada masalah. Diam boleh membuatkan orang kurang marah. Tapi diam membuatkan hati kita lebih parah. Kalau kaki masih berpijak di tanah, sanggup ku diam hingga ke akhir titisan darah.

Pernahkah anda mengalami situasi seperti ini?

Apa gunanya ceria di luar tetapi suram di dalam? Apa gunanya kaya berjuta tetapi miskin dalam cinta? Apa gunanya bekerja keras tetapi selalu dilabel tidak berguna? Apa gunanya populariti dan nama tetapi cerca dan hina daripada orang tercinta? Apa gunanya baik dengan orang lain tetapi bukan dengan keluarga?

Fikir-fikirkanlah..

2010 Countdown Fireworks

happy 2010

ok.. a very short post.

i wish everyone here... no,no,no. i wish everyone that i know and everyone that know me a happy new year.

hope that 2010 is better then 2009.

i would also liek to take this opportunity to apologize for my wrong doings in 2009.

let's put aside 2009 and move forward.

don't live in our past because

let us work harder and don't regret later.

Cheers to a better year!

oen lucky girl

Every Malaysian students have to at least join a club and a society in school. they must collect points for co-curricular activities.

joined PBSM or MRCS since I was in primary school.

I was a very active member when I was in secondary school. After Form 5, I joined VAD but im not active it in.

And now im totally don’t care about PBSM or MRCS. But if I were given a chance to volunteer myself to the warzone or disasters places, I’ll definitely go.

I remembered I used to participate in a Heritage Walk organised by PBSM. We have to collect donation then go for a walk n we’ll have a chance to join the lucky draw.

This year, on 11^th October 2009, they organised the same event too, at the Esplanade.

I was so shocked to know that my friend’s sister took part.

And this Standard 4 girl won a bike in the lucky draw!! arghh! She’s one lucky girl. But she's so small n the bike is so big, boleh ker bawa? =p

So lucky!! Congrats Jasmin.

To read more of the event go to http://mrcsvad20.blogspot.com/2009/11/mrc-heritage-walk-2009_1481.html

capturing last day of 2009

ola people!

good morning!

i just reached home from photoshooting.

hehe.. i was awake the whole night, making my rounds around George Town, snap here and snap there.

Im so satisfied with all the photographs. Not bad la. ehehe. Trust me. Your jaw will drop when you see some of the photographs.

Now i have a new perspective towards life. While night time is a sleep time for most of us, it is also a hard time for certain people to make a living.

the last 24 hours of 2009

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

It’s 31st December 2009 already!! It’s the last day of 2009.

In less then 24 hours, we are going to step into a brand new year.

Are you ready people? What are you doing right now?

Im going out to capture the last 24 hours of 2009.

Wana join me?

I wana save the last moments of 2009 through my eyes, from my heart.

Hehehe.

You can do the same too. Grab your gadgets now and start snapping.

Let us enjoy and remember the last day of 2009.

By the way, there’s a photography event to remember Penang in the last 24 hours.

For more information, click on the photos below or go to http://www.flickr.com/photos/nanyangfolkculture/

Sunday 27/12/2009 in photos

Main things that happened on Sunday 27/12/2009. Lazy wana type long-long la. Just look at the photos and the captions la.

kata-kata hikmat

"Hakikat hari ini adalah mimpi semalam. Mimpi hari ini adalah hakikat masa depan."

~ Imam as-Syahid Hassan al-Banna

new member of the family

QUOTE of the day

The person who love you the most is always yourself.

breakfast with sister

Im going out with my sister to have breakfast at CHowrasta Market. WHeee..

Eating is never a sad thing for me.

I haven't really have my breakfast in the market since i came back in Penang.

School will re-open next week. I'll do what i can to bring my sister around before school starts.

Chowrasta MArket is one of the best places to have your first meal of the day.

You'll be treated with the merriness by the businessmen and the customers, the smell of the fresh fishes and vegetables, the cheap and good quality of clothes, the water on the floor, the beggars at the corner of the street, the different languages by different ethnics etc.

This is Penang.

a few drop of tears

I was lying on my bed, trying so hard to sleep. My laptop is still playing ‘You and I’ by Michael Buble. But I still cannot sleep.. I’ve been sleeping so late on this island. I slept at 7am yesterday.

Now, after I finish typing this, I think I can sleep well. Why?? Hehe.. I just talked to FELI!! Woohooo!! FELICITA FEDELIS!!  Thanks Feli.

I needed to talk to someone. Im clueless when I need to talk to someone. I have close friends, good buddies, but sometimes I don’t feel comfortable to tell them my personal stuffs. I felt lonely. I felt unfair. I cried. I don’t know why.

Of all so many close friends, I think Feli is the one that I’m so honest with. There’s nothing that I can hide from her. She knows when Im not happy. Sometimes, she’ll just pretend and wait for me to tell her what’s in my mind although she already know it. I trust her. I feel secure to talk to her. I feel calm..

She’s leaving this Saturday. I thought I’ll meet her again but no jodoh.

By the way, she's not a Chinese pun! nor a Buddhist or Taoist or Hindu. I'm ok talking to a non-Chinese. it's not an issue!

There’s something that I keep in my heart for so long. Something that is so hard to say it out. I’ve decided to just keep it as a secret. But someone else who knows it told other people.

I feel being betrayed. Can’t that person show me some respect? Can’t that person think of my feelings and my dignity? I lost friends because of that. That action has left a bad mark on my image.

So what im hiding actually? Do you still remember that I went for a blood test? Yes the blood test is the beginning of all the problems. The blood test is not just about me, but it involves other person as well.

Until this moment, I keep it as a secret. I didn’t tell anyone except God. I swear. I do all this because I respect that person. I care for her privacy. I don’t want anyone to think bad or look down on that person. No one knows what blood test I did. Why in the world all of a sudden I went to do blood test?!! i have faith in myself. I have faith with the people I trust, especially the one that meant a lot for me.. But that person never trust me…

Well, u might not get the same treatment like how you treated people.

Am I that bad huh? Tel me am I that bad??

Aku bukan nak cari publisiti murahan ok!! kalau hangpa tak suka apa I tulis, boleh blah dari blog aku. Aku sekadar ingin mencari ketenangan hidup.

I have no idea how long I can keep this all myself.

Sorry Feli for waking u up in the middle of the night. hehehe. And sorry for the troubles I’ve given you all this while.

You know I love you. =p

*if i cannot sleep, im gona miscall everyone in my hp. =p

a drawing and a script

Im actually so lazy to blog, and to even talk to anyone. Just lazy lah..

So what’s up? I need to fold my clothes tonight.

Then, I wana do what I used to do when I was in secondary school – drawing n script writing.

No one really knows I can do that. Haha. I was kind of good in it though. I learnt drawing since Standard 1 n I stopped going to art class when I entered secondary school. My art teacher was Goh Hun Meng back then.

I have this creative gene is me. really. Im just lazy to use n develop it. I used to love to draw. It’s one of the way I express my feelings. Like my sister, I joined a lot of drawing and coloring competitions when I was small. I won a few awards and I made it to the international level. The last time I won a drawing competition was in 2003 if im not mistaken.

After Form 3, I stop drawing. I stop doing anything artsy-fuzzy until I met her. Then I started to draw again. I made cards, drawing n something else that got to do with arts la.

Then I stopped again. But I still keep all my artworks and the drawing materials. It’s all in my ‘museum’ now. My sister take over my ‘role’ now-to participate in drawing and coloring competition. I tell you she’s really good in it. Her room is full with trophies n she won another consolation prize last Sunday.

She’s better 10 times then I. im proud of her. im happy to see her achive so many things at the very young age.

2009 is gona end very soon. So before 2009 bids goodbye, I wana produce one masterpiece. a good one. I know it’s not easy but im ready. I have all the materials. I’ll just sketch it, just black, without colours. The subject is already in my mind. I just need some inspiration, some ilham to move my fingers to put a touch on the drawing paper.

But if I don’t start to even put a line on the drawing paper, the inspiration is not gona come. So yeah I’ll do it. N I’ll finish it, frame it before 30th. It’s urgent actually. Very urgent. This sketch meant a lot for me. who knows if it’s nice, I’ll give it to someone. =p

On the other hand, I used to write script for school plays. I was the script writer, producer, director, narrator n actor in my school plays since form 2 to form 5. After I finished my secondary school, I don’t have chance to that anymore. And I don’t have the people to do that with me.

Form 6 life is different. I was an underdog, a newbie in my form 6 school. So I don’t really feel like doing it. And no platform to do that. But I still act though.

Thanks to Arts-Ed, thanks to Penang Players, thanks to Red Comm and thanks to Ombak-Ombak Arts Studio.

Thanks to them, im still on stage, sometimes on TV as well. Hehe. I love acting. Yes I do, very much. Becoming an actor is one of my ambitions. =p

Now I have the chance to write a script again. I was so happy when someone I know asked me to produce a script for her. I was like haha very funny. I stopped doing it for years. She didn’t give up to encourage n support me to come up with a script.

So…I promised her i'll do it. hahaha! Im glad that someone look high up on me. I already have the themes in mind. im working on the storyline now. she’ll pening because my script is gona be in Bahasa Malaysia, English, Hokkien n Tamil. In Malaysia, it’s hard to produce such play. Usually, the play will either in full Mandarin, English or Bahasa Malaysia language.

The Chinese play will consist of Chinese, the Bahasa Malaysia play will consist of 90% Malays and the English play will usually have a mixed of races but all of them only speak English. So do you see the trend? If u wana involve in a prominent theatre group, u must be good in a language.

But luckily in Penang we have theatre group like Ombak-ombak Arts Studio that use different languages and people from different ethnics in their productions.

Anyway, I have to finish the script befor I go back to Kampar. My bos needs it urgently. Haha.

So let’s work on something that you used to good in.

971 Tahanan Ordinan Darurat

Soalan:

Tuan Manogaran a/l Marimuthu [Telok Intan] minta MENTERI DALAM NEGERI menyatakan:

(a) Berapakah tahanan di bawah Ordinan Darurat (emergency ordinance) setakat atau pada 30 Jun 2009; dan

(b) Adakah Kerajaan bercadang untuk melepaskan mereka atau membawa tuduhan terhadap mereka di Mahkamah.

Jawapan:

Tuan Yang Dipertua,

Saya mengucapkan terima kasih kepada Yang Berhormat Telok Intan yang mengemukakan soalan.

Untuk makluman ahli Yang Berhormat, bilangan tahanan di bawah Ordinan Darurat (Ketenteraman Awam dan Mencegah Jenayah) 1969 setakat atau pada 30 Jun 2009 adalah seramai 971 orang.

Ordinan Darurat (KAMJ) 1969 adalah merupakan undang-undang pencegahan yang berbentuk pemulihan (rehabilitative) dan bukannya berbentuk hukuman (punitive). Kerajaan akan membebaskan mana-mana orang tahanan yang telah menjalani proses pemulihan serta telah mencapai tahap yang ditetapkan.

Semasa menjalani tempoh tahanan, orang tahanan akan mengikuti program pemulihan yang dijalankan oleh agensi-agensi berkaitan dan mereka akan dinilai tahap pemulihan yang telah dicapai. Sehubungan dengan itu, pembebasan terhadap orang Tahanan akan diputuskan dengan mengambil kira syor daripada pelbagai pihak seperti Lembaga Penasihat, Jabatan Perdana Menteri (JPM), Polis Diraja Malaysia (PDRM), Jabatan Penjara Malaysia, Jabatan Kebajikan Masyarakat dan Unit Pemulihan, Kementerian Dalam Negeri, bagi menilai sama ada seseorang itu telah insaf, atau mencapai tahap pemulihan yang ditetapkan.

Untuk makluman ahli Yang Berhormat juga, Kerajaan tidak mendakwa orang-orang tahanan tersebut di mahkamah terbuka memandangkan Ordinan Darurat 1969 adalah merupakan undang-undang pencegahan di bawah kuasa eksekutif Menteri Dalam Negeri yang bertujuan untuk mencegah seseorang dari melakukan kegiatan jenayah yang boleh memudaratkan ketenteraman.

Sumber: http://suarampg.blogspot.com/

kampung boy

25/12/2009 5.19pm Kampung Ujung Batu, Butterwoth

These kids are so cute and innocent. One good thing about growing up in a Kampung is that their mind are not contaminated with online games, PSP, play station, and Facebook. They play traditional games and they stay closely with their neighbours, unlike people in town. I have always wanted to stay in a Kampung, feel the nature and be away from technology. Not many people know that my dream house is an atap house in the forest. =p

Portrait

27/12/2009

9.09pm

Blue House, Pitt Street

QUOTE of the day

"To put the world right in order, we must first put the nation in order. To put the nation in order, we must first put the family in order, we must cultivate our personal life, we must first set our hearts right."

~ Confucius

Don't Know Why - Norah Jones

After a long exhausting day, this song is gona put me into a nice sweet dream. I am so sleepy right now. ok, let’s call it a day people.

Safe journey to Yu Jean and Azhan who are going back to KL tomorrow.

Good night.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

I waited 'til I saw the sun

I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road along

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

Splashy

hohoho! one of my great shots i guess.

it's my 1st time trying to capture something like this.

a big tq to the production team who made this happened.

tq Lau Wei Han, Dexter Khaw Kuo Wen, Nixon Lai Chia Huey.

a packed Sunday

It’s Sunday today n it’s gona be a packed one.

I like it this way. I need to do something instead of rotting at home and do nothing.

I know I didn’t blog that much recently. It’s a normal thing when im back in Penang.

So what is so great about today.

Jeng jeng jeng!!

1.       Send and pick my sister from dancing class at school

2.       Meet up with S.K.Hutchings ex-schoolmates

3.       Jalan-jalan at December 2009 Little Penang Street Market at Upper Penang Road

4.       Help mum to clean paternal grandma’s house (grrhhH)

5.       Launching of Line-line Cerita, An Exhibition of Sketches by Ch’ng Kiah Kiean, 6pm, Galeri Seni Mutiara

6.       Helping out Ko-Tai Penang Musical Drama, 8.15pm, Armenian Street

7.       Snap-snap Penang Chingay Parade in town

8.       Cheese cake party with Kaki Penang Heritage Mafia AAK PHT peeps

Korang rugi kalau tak pi. gempak habeh!

U people janganlah balik Penang cuti but stay at home je. aih…

Yang tau pasal events ni, mail ah. Carilah transport.

Come and enjoy and meet ur friends before u go back to uni.

I know things are not the same anymore. dulu alwaz pergi sana pergi sini, join this join that.

But now..

Life macam not so interesting? Boring? Takde aktiviti?

Hope to see my friends there lah. Tata.

Ko-Tai Penang Musical Drama

27/12/2009 Armenian Street 8.15pm

2/1/2010 Padang Kota Lama 8.15pm

3/1/2010 Reservoir Garden, Air Itam 8.15pm

Ko-Tai Penang is a 40-minute musical dance-drama which traces Penang’s journey from Merdeka till the twenty-first century. It features the sung stories of multiethnic Penang residents, some of whom have been displaced as a result of development and the repeal of the Rent Control Act.

Ko-Tai Penang captures the rhythms and sounds of street life and the trades of the diverse communities of Penang through song and dance. It highlights the changes in the cultural scene in Penang through the eyes of ronggeng dancers and street storytellers.

This performance is a sequel to the highly acclaimed community performances entitled Kisah Pulau Pinang (2006) and Ronggeng Merdeka (2007) which traced Penang’s early history and featured Penang’s road to Merdeka respectively.

槟榔屿歌台，是一部40分钟，引述槟城自马来西亚独立后的历史的歌舞剧。剧情是透过收集多元种族的居民的口述历史而构思，部分的采访对象也包括了被废除屋租法令而搬迁的老居民。

槟榔屿歌台 透过舞蹈，音乐和戏剧展现了槟城的特别文化，生活节奏，民间生活习俗和风情。通过曾经历经风霜的舞台和民间艺术表演者的经验叙述槟城艺术表演和娱乐事业的兴与衰。

这部剧是OMBAK较早前两部叙述槟城历史的社区街头表演“Kisah Pulau Pinang (2006)”和 Ronggeng Merdeka (2007)的延续.

FOR more information, please go to http://kotaipenang.wordpress.com/

*IT’S A NOT TO BE MISSED STREET PERFORMANCE!!!

Evergreen City of India

ahahhaha!

Have you ever heard of that term??

Yes?? No??

hmmm.. i think most of you never heard of it. hehehe.

The term refers to a city.

Mahatma Gandhi is the one who said it.

go google if u wana know where's the place.

im so excited.

because...

yes i'm going there next year.

woohooo!!

YOU are quoted

"True love doesn't have happy ending because true love doesn't have an ending."

~ Miss Anonymous
~ 26/12/2009 Saturday
~ 2.54am

*well-said!! i LIKE it! i LIKE it!!

QUOTE of the day

Victory cannot be rest on dreams alone.

Ban Cien Kueh

Merry Christmas

it's a FAILED D.A.T.E

it's a failed date! ='( it'll b da last 1. any1 1 free Muallaf tickets? GSC Gurney Plaza. i got 2. movie starts at 3.25pm. let me noe quick..

Yasmin Ahmad never fail to make the audience cry, at least it makes me cry everytime i watch her films. Now, it'll make more tears to fall.


That's it.

I've tried my best.

Again, a bad present..for new year. The same present also came from the same person on my brithday. Until this second, she never wish me.

Moving On means what???

i need an answer.. So badly.

What does MOVING ON means?

What's your definition?

Examples?

PLEASE tell me.

PLEase..

Thank you.

it is a D.A.T.E!!!

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*jumping up and down. left and right.*

*yell and scream like mad*

*laugh till flies go into the mouth*

arrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhh!! wooohooo!! yesh!! yes!!

yesh!! POTONG already. going for Muallaf later. then dinner. woohooo! it's a DATE!! it's a DATE!! This is the best present for Xmas! Sayang sayang sayang..

YOU are quoted

"My mummy said if you eat like a pig and still stay skinny like a stick, it means your fats cover your internal organs and that's bad."

~ Villeena Sharmila
~ 10.35am
~ Thursday 24/12/2009
~ via MSN

QUOTE of the day

"Don't be scared of those who seem to be above you, and don't belittle those who seem to be beneath you."

~ Yasmin Ahmad

Wedding of Simran & Atikah

Simran B. Abdul Latif & Nor Atikah Bt. Abdul Rashid

15/3/2009

Kompleks Masyarakat Penyayang, Penang

A Collection of Yasmin Ahmad's

hohohohoho! yesh yesh yesh!!

i now have DVDs of Yasmin Ahmad's movies.

1. Sepet
2. Gubra
3. Mukshin

And it's all ORIGINAL!!

I was so ulu last time. People always say me and my used to be sayang look like the couple in Sepet.

I didn't know what Sepet is about at all. I watched Gubra at that time but i didn't know Yasmin Ahmad is the director of this movies. Then i did some research. haha! Finally i knew what is Sepet. Some people actually said we are Sepet 2. =p

i wana say this since a long time ago, I AM A BIG FAN OF YASMIN AHMAD!!

Muallaf only in CINEMA

REMINDER!!

Muallaf will be in cinema tomorrow, Thursday 24th December 2009!

IT'S A MUST WATCH SHOW!!

DON't MISS IT because the screening is only from 24-28th December 2009!!

SPread the words.

HIDUP YASMIN AHMAD!!

Venue:
1. TGV Cinemas Jaya Jusco Tebrau/ Johor
2. Cathay Cineplexes City Square/ Johor
3. GSC Cinemas Dataran Pahlawan/ Melaka
4. GSC Berjaya Times Square/ Kuala Lumpur
5. TGV Cinemas Suria KLCC/ Kuala Lumpur
6. GSC Cinemas Midvalley/ Kuala Lumpur
7. TGV Sunway Pyramid, Bandar Sunway/ Selangor
8. GSC Cinemas One Utama/ Selangor
9. Cathay Cineplexes Mutiara Damansara/ Selangor
10. TGV Kinta City, Ipoh/ Perak
11. GSC Plaza Gurney, Georgetown/ Pulau Pinang
12. TGV Perda, Seberang Prai City/ Pulau Pinang
13. GSC Queensbay Mall, Bayan Lepas/ Pulau Pinang
14. GSC Multiplex Sungai Petani/ Kedah
15. GSC Berjaya Megamall, Kuantan/ Pahang
16. Star Cineplex Medan Pelita, Kuching/ Sarawak
17. Growball Cinemax Centre Point, KK/ Sabah

POTONG

Just cut it! Potong saja!! When was the last time you potong?? When… You don’t remember??

WHY?!! because you never care. You take things for granted. A little tiny action makes a lot of difference ok!

Anyway, Yes I wana go potong now.

It’s too long already.

Cannot tahan la!

Too long not nice.

I don’t like if it’s too long. Not nice. People also say I look better if it’s shorter.

She always say long hair doesn't suit me. It's true.

So must POTONG! Not too short and not too long. Just nice.

Potong is very important in our life! We must cut it when it’s long. How can you keep it long-long like ghost?? Not nice lah.

Eh, you know what potong I’m talking about??

Not that potong lah. Huh? Which one? Ais krim potong? Potong saga? Potong bird-bird? Potong wira? Potong tangan? Potong kaki? Potong ayam? Potong sayur? Potong stim? Potong p1 w1max? potong fruits?

NO lah!

Ok let’s go POTONG…

HAIR and MOUSTACHE!!

i got the tickets =p

yesh!! after such a long queue, i got what i wanted. =p it is worth every single seconds of the wait.