acid-dent

woah!! an accident almost happened few minutes ago.

fuiyoh!! 15cm away from bang-bang! wahahah.

it happened in front of my eyes!!

it's an kancil and a scooter.

at least 5people in the kancil. the driver and the front seat passenger damn super fat!

2 people without helmet on the scooter.

damn cilaka. the red kancil super fast. it's raining lah!! drive so fast for what!! the scooter went out from the house. the rider saw the car on the right lane, so he quickly went to the left lane. cilaka the red kancil turned to left lane!! arrrghhhh! both pressed the brake habis-habis kow-kow!!

fulamak!! the scooter has stopped but the red kancil still moving. the rider's and the passenger's eyes were on the car with full of concentration!! so ddep in focus!! oh God!! RIP?!!

NO!! luckily the red kancil managed to stopped on time! seriously the kancil is 15cm away from kissing the scooter.

fulamak!! saat-saat yang sungguh mencemaskan dan mendebarkan!

damn u kancil. u saw me going to the left, then why you turn yo the left??!! grrhhh!

so anyway, that's the story of Oh Chin Eng and Poovaneswaran on the scooter.

now both of them are in OCE's room studying Moral for the exam at 9am later.

both still in trauma and still thanking the God. Thank God they can still take the exam in uni tmr.

waaahahah!

JOKE of the day

prepare yourself to laugh gila-gila. make sure u LAUGH!!

Aarrgghhh!! Geramnya!! Eeeeeeee!! Meluat!! Menyampah! Fed up with the people in this house, 1194 Westlake, Kampar, Perak, Malaysia.

i was doing my laundry. I put my clothes in the one and only washing machine in my house. i went to the washing machine to get my clothes la. guess what's in there! a bunch of unknown clothes in it with my clean clothes.

arrghhh! Why in the world there’s such an idiot! Belajar tinggi-tinggi kat uni but kepala hotak taruk kat pungkok! how can u put your clothes in when there are someone else’s clothes there?!! who teach you this way to wash ur clothes??!!

Now I have to wash my clothes again! damn u! IDIOT!! BOLOH!!

Last night I became the maid again by cleaning the house and now I have to re-wash my clothes.

I betoi-betoi tak faham macam mana boleh begitu idiotnya you put your dirty clothes in the washing machine with my clean clothes and wash it. Tak faham! I dun understand!! Takkan la blajak sampai buta!

Tolong jangan buat malu la. kalau nk beridiot kat tempat orang, balik n hisap susu la. pi tanya mak macam mana nak cuci baju! Boloh! Kureng hasam! Podakh!! Eeee!

And u know what. I know the person who did this. He stays next to my room. Damn YOU!!

This is stupidly FARNEE! What a joke of the day!!

YOU are quoted

"Life isn't always going to rainbows and butterflies. Sometimes, things happen. Things you saw coming since a very long time ago. Eventually, that happened.  People you used to trust once upon a time broke your heart. And then you're left in the dark. So it wasn't long before I decided to switch on the light."

~ Nadia Nicole Halim

~ Curi-ed from her blog post titled: Surreal, 17/12/2009

~ http://deconstructingnadianicole.blogspot.com/2009/12/surreal.html

tonight's agendas

welcome to our meeting tonight.

these are the agendas for the meeting.

1. stay at home because it's raining HEAVILY out there!

2. cook your own dinner. spaghetti?? magee?

3. study Moral for exam tomorrow.

4. write 2 more blog posts.

5. print exam slip.

6. chant before oink oink.

Muallaf in Malaysia

pantun 1malaysia

1 suara 1 impian 1 malaysia
Orang Melayu, Cina, India dan lain-lain pun ada
Hidup aman, stabil, dan makmur sentiasa
Jangan buat kacau, kalau tidak saya belasah

i tau you tengah online now. and i nak you tau yang i nak tau your response, your reply, your feelings. harap penantian ini berbaloi. i hold on to your words. u got the answer that you want. then?? what now..

photo

ATTENTION!!

L to R: Hah Haw Yeen, Tan Teck Joo, Oh Chin Eng, Yeap Wei Hong, Wong Siew King

bye bye penang goodluck Malaysia

bye people. im leaving now. wish u all a great weekends ahead.

support Malaysia football team vs Vietnam later 5.45pm.

Malaysia Boleh!!

geram cant watch them in action.

Thank You God

YOU are quoted

"Never put off till tomorrow what we can do today."

~ Tatsyaini Thevi
~ 17/12/2009 Thursay
~ via Facebook comment

Letter To The God

God, 2009 is going to end soon. Very soon. I wana thank you for the guidance, blessing and protection you gave me throughout the whole year. Im sorry too for the wrongdoings I made. I know im bad.. I did try to be a better man but I failed.. why?? Im not gona give u any reasons. I know n You know.

I believe in you God. some people only pray to you when they are scared of ghost, when they are admitted into the hospital and when they are in troubles. But I always pray to you no matter im in good or bad condition. I always pray for others n not myself.

Anyway, I wana make a last wish. I wana ask for one last thing from you. A last one.. I promised it’s the last one. No more wishes after this for the rest of 2009. This is not about my final exam. I’ll work on it myself on my exam. no use I pray hard but I don’t work hard right.

God, the time is now. Im going to the hospital now to get my blood test results. I am very nervous right now. very. I just constipated because im too scared. My heart is beating very fast.

I pray to you that my blood is ok. I hope the doctor will tell me that. Please.. You are the only one I can turn to now. if my blood is ok, other people is ok as well. I dun wana trouble anyone. I don’t one. If I have to suffer for my sins, let me bear it all myself.

Please let me get a good results. Please.. I promise you if my blood is ok, I WILL BE ON VEGETARIAN DIET FOR 3 DAYS, PUASA FOR 1 WEEK AND I WILL PARTICIPATE IN THAIPUSAM NEXT YEAR.

Very 1 Malaysia rite??

I need spiritual strength right now. im going now.. I pray that everything will turn out ok. I want 2010 to be a great year ahead. I know some people is waiting eagerly to know the results. I dun wana let anyone down, including myself.

Thank you God.

Come Home - One Republic

Not ok! not ok! I am still not ok! im addicted to this song. I have been listening to it the whole day. People can make u down, but thank God, this song cheer me up. It's truely a beautiful song. listen lah. listen..

Im sleepy. Good night. I have a very important task to do later at 9am. C u then.

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Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

Come home, Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long, For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oooh

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

Come home, Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long, For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oooh

Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

Come home, Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long, For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

'takke' ah??

Just a few minutes before 12am, my sister came to me and she asked how to say fold clothes in Bahasa Malaysia.

i didn't give much attention to her. im still mad at her i guess. then she asked again. so i said 'melipat baju'. i wondered why she asked me that all of a sudden. i hoped it was for her homework.

then i went out to the hall. she was in the room folding her clothes. i looked at her laptop. she was chatting with Vivien. she told Vivien that she's going to 'ji' baju. 'Ji' means fold in Hokkien. she asked Vivien to asked me if she doesnt understand.

i was like.. i feel bad. she always ask me smtg bcoz she need to know about smtg. n i never pay attention to her. I was like lazy to answer her questions. She still ask me although i dun wana answer her. She's the kind who'll seek for an answer by herself. She wont tell me why she ask. Yes, sometimes i got frustrated because i duno why she asks me certain things.

She calls me 'takke' which means elder brother. She talks to me more then she talks to my brother.

she loves me. i know she loves me.

i am sorry..

6.30pm

6.30pm. that’s the time im leaving Penang tomorrow. Life is so weird. At one point u can be so happy about something. Then suddenly u r pissed with it. Life is so unpredictable. Mood swings so fast like wind.

I came back to Penang, I was so happy n look forward for it. Well, I had fun n I enjoyed the first week in Penang. Then, this week, the second week, everything just changed. What’s going on. Now I want to leave this island ASAP! I dun wana be here, at least for a week. I need to be alone in Kampar, where no one that close to me talk to me. I dun wish to talk to anyone..

My mum has brought the bus ticket for me. if she buys it, means she paid for it la. if im the one who bought, I use my own $ lo. Anyway my bus departs at 6.30pm tmr from Butterworth. Im taking Transnasional again.

My mum bought it at 4.30pm today. she was rushing because she is working at 4.30pm. luckily she went to buy it before she went for work because the bus left 1 empty seat only. She called me n asked whether I want to take the bus or not because my seat is at the last one at the back. the next bus is on Friday morning. She asked me to take the Friday one. I made my decision n I took the Thurday 6.30pm bus.

I wana leave here ASAP! Suddenly this island becomes a nightmare for me. I’ll think of that person if im here. I need to cabut. I can’t study here. So many distractions.

Mum pesan not to forget to bring the bus ticket tmr. She asked me to kip it in my wallet.

So people bye bye lah. Thx.. thx for.. duno wat. See u in Kampar lah. I think I blog more when im in Kampar. =p

stop and stare

No no no! this post is not about the song from onerepublic. This post is about a girl. A fair, pretty and clean face girl. I sent my sister to tuition at 8pm. I walked her into the room. Then a chinese girl clad in white shirt was standing there at the door. Her eyes were on me, with full of concentration, without even a blink, for at least 10 steps away from me. As I getting nearer the room, she still stared at me.

I was freaked out. Seriously! so I stared back at her la for few seconds. I tried to recall whether I met this person before or not but nop, I never met her!! I tried to be nice. I smiled, just a little, but she still looked at me as if I owe her something very valuable. fine! I turned away. I sent my sister in. my sister’s teacher was there.

She asked me what time im coming to pick my sister up. I said 10pm lo. The lady was still there at my left hand side, stared at me again!! Never a girl stares at me for so long. I stared back at her with the “yes? What? Do u noe me? do I noe u??” look.

Suddenly my sister’s teacher said  “u don’t have stare until like that. She’s my daughter.” I turned and look at her daughter. She looked at her mum n she said “he’s from SXI ma. A photographer ma.” I was stunned. Totally speechless. I blink blink my eyes. I carved a smile. Then I looked at her mum again. I asked how her daughter knows abt it. She said her daughter also from SXI.

Then they just walked away dengan stylonyer. I was still blur-blur. Then I quickly asked her what year her daughter was in SXI. Only Form 6 in SXI got girls. I never seen her before in SXI. That’s why I stared back at her full of curiosity. Her mum said smtg but I couldn’t catch it. Den we left the place.

Woah!! My heart is still pounding while im writing this. Im excited I guess. Shocked too. I don’t know how to describe the way she stared at me with her big eyes. She knows me but i don't know her!!

Aiyah!! i didn't snap her pics lah!!

A or B

arrrghhh!! A or B?!! how?? i need the answer now. my mum is going out n i need to give her an answer. I don't know when should i go back to Kampar. i have to go back bcoz im having exam dis Saturday.

it's a very simple decision but im in dilemma. nonsense!! crazeee!!!

A-go back on Thursday night.
B-go back on Friday morning

so A or B?? why is it so hard to choose??

i don't know. something is holding me back but im not sure what is it!! is it bcoz i still want to meet her before i go? er... if i go back on Friday, i scared i'll be tired to do revision etc.

*smack my head to the wall!!

kata-kata hikmat

Kalau kita tak berputus asa, sudah tentu ada harapan. Bila ada harapan, sudah tentu ada keajaiban.

coursemates in Penang (part 1)

my coursemates have reached penang this afternoon. wen tout the whole day. bla3. feel so bad for my sister. so so bad. aih.. i made a wrong decision i guess.

* will be updated lah..

Aku Bukan Untukmu - Rossa / VE

hmmm... let me think what to say. i better dun say anything. don't disclose too many things. just keep it in my heart. you know, i know, and He knows. anyway, i sing it with someone. happinyer.. she still like this song. of course lah, kan lagu ni sedap. best. hehe. listen lah. this is one of the songs in the movie Sepi. You should watch the movie as well.

oh im so happy now, in the middle of the nite!! wooohooo!! gnite ppl. muax.!

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Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu

Penang Starwalk 2009

Date: 13/12/2009 Sunday

Time: 6am

Venue: PISA, Penang

How: walk for 10km in 2 hours.

in few hours time, i'll be going for Penang Starwalk 2009. i have been joining this event for more than 5 years i guess.

this time im not going there with my sayang. i mean.. i dun have a sayang pun. im going with my mum. only 2 of us.

hmmm... i have a lot to say ok. i duno where to start.. aih.. forget about it la.

i PROMISE i'll talk more about it after the walk tomorrow.

oh ya! i want a medal. hmmm.. but if im not one of the medallists pun xpe la. i wana BEAT u, KHOO TENG SHIN!! haha! but if you are faster then me also nvm la, i wana reach the line in 1 hour la.

me

ohhhh... i love this pic sooo much!!

Human Rights Day 2009

Human Rights Day for all

Theme: They Are Here

Date: 12 Dec 09 (Sat)

Venue: Han Chiang College, Penang

Time: 8pm

Organiser: Suara Rakyat Malaysia Penang (SUARAM)

Contact person: Lau Shu Shi

suarampg@gmail.com/604-6582285/6012-8756179

Screening “Breaking Labour" , UDHR Booklet Launch, Photos Exhibition on Refugees

to lie or not to lie?

Will you tell your friend the truth that will hurt him/her? But if you don't tell him/her the truth, someone else is lying and cheat on him/her. Should i be truthful and hurt her or should I act as if nothing happened and make her feel good?

Well, it happens all the time in our life. Sometimes it's better to lie. We lie not for ourselves but for the person that close to our heart.

I feel happy if my friends are happy. I never want to spoil any relationship. Never.

Janganlah berkira sangat. Janganlah kaypo sangat. Close one eye and reveal the truth only when you really need to.

Yellow - Coldplay

So long i never post a song d huh?? Let's berkaraoke tonight! This is the latest song that i love. Heard of it before but didn't know the title until the 3 UTAR students got swept away and died. Since then, I fall in love with this song. I like the lyrics as well. Listen lah! You'll like it lah! =p

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Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
Do you know
You know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
Do you know
For you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true

Look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for

Look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you

And all the things that you do

QUOTE of the day

"If tak bersusah-susah, kita tak boleh bersenang-senang kemudian."

~ Nur Faizah Johari Jayakumar

Kelebihan Bersegera Solat Jumaat

JUMAAT hari sungguh mulia dan bermakna bagi umat Islam. Kemuliaan itu digambarkan oleh Rasulullah SAW melalui sabdanya yang diriwayatkan oleh Abu Hurairah yang bermaksud:

"Sebaik-baik hari yang terbitlah matahari padanya ialah Jumaat. Pada hari itu, Nabi Adam dicipta dan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga dan pada hari itu juga dia dikeluarkan dan tidak akan berlakunya kiamat melainkan pada Jumaat."

Sabda Rasulullah lagi yang diriwayatkan oleh Imam Bukhari bermaksud: "Penghulu segala hari ialah Jumaat, ia sangat besar ertinya di sisi Allah daripada Aidilfitri dan Aidiladha."

Demikian kemuliaan Jumaat. Adapun kemuncak kepada kemuliaan Jumaat adalah perhimpunan raksasa di masjid bagi mendirikan solat fardu Jumaat secara berjemaah.

Bersolat Jumaat terlalu penting bagi setiap Muslim sehingga Rasulullah memberi ancaman keras terhadap orang yang meninggalkannya.

Menghadiri solat fardu Jumaat ertinya kita menuju ke masjid bagi menyahut seruan Allah yang meminta kita untuk sujud kepada-Nya. Firman Allah bermaksud: “Wahai orang beriman, apabila diserukan azan (bang) untuk mengerjakan sembahyang pada Jumaat, maka bersegeralah kamu pergi (ke masjid) untuk mengingati Allah (dengan mengerjakan sembahyang Jumaat) dan tinggalkanlah berjual beli (pada saat itu) yang demikian adalah baik bagi kamu, jika kamu mengetahui (hakikat yang sebenar)." (Surah al-Jumu’ah, ayat 9)

Oleh kerana menghadiri solat Jumaat adalah tanda kepatuhan terhadap Allah, maka ia hendaklah dilakukan dengan baik dan bersungguh-sungguh. Hal ini supaya terserlah kepatuhan, di samping mendidik keperibadian kita.

Bagi memastikan kehadiran ke masjid beramai-ramai dapat memenuhi objektif sebenar, maka Rasulullah menunjukkan kepada kita amalan yang perlu dilakukan sebelum ke masjid, ketika dan selepas solat Jumaat.

Amalan sebelum solat Jumaat:

· Memperbanyakkan selawat pada malam dan Jumaat.

Sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Perbanyakkanlah berselawat kepadaku pada malam dan hari Jumaat."

· Membaca surah al-Kahfi.

Sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Barang siapa yang membaca surah al-Kahfi pada Jumaat nescaya Allah akan menerangi cahaya yang akan menerangi dirinya antara dua Jumaat.

· Mandi sunat Jumaat dan datang awal ke masjid.

Sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Barang siapa yang mandi (sunat) pada Jumaat, kemudian pergi ke masjid pada waktu yang pertama, maka seolah-olah dia telah berkorban seekor unta. Barang siapa yang pergi pada waktu yang kedua, maka seolah-olah dia telah mengorbankan seekor kerbau. Barang siapa yang pergi pada waktu yang ketiga, maka seolah-olah dia telah mengorbankan seekor kambing. Barang siapa yang pergi pada waktu yang keempat, maka seolah-olah dia hanya mengorbankan seekor ayam betina. Barang siapa yang pergi pada waktu kelima, maka seolah-olah dia mengorbankan sebutir telur." (Hadis riwayat Imam Bukhari)

· Berwuduk dengan sempurna dan kemudian melakukan ibadat seperti membaca al-Quran dan sembahyang sunat tahyatul masjid, terutama apabila masuk ke dalam masjid.

Sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Barang siapa yang berwuduk dengan sempurna kemudian dia pergi ke masjid menunaikan solat Jumaat dalam keadaan diam dan memberi perhatian sepenuhnya terhadap khutbah yang disampaikan, maka diampunkan dosanya pada hari itu dan antara Jumaat yang akan datang." (Hadis riwayat Muslim)

Sangat duka cita apabila ada yang datang ke masjid ketika khatib sedang membaca khutbah. Perbuatan ini amat merugikan kerana khutbah adalah rukun wajib yang menjadikan syarat sahnya Jumaat.

· Mendapatkan saf pertama yang berdekatan imam.

Sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Barang siapa yang mandi sunat pada Jumaat dan bersegera berjalan menuju ke masjid, kemudian mengambil tempat berhampiran dengan Imam serta mendengar khutbah dengan penuh perhatian, maka setiap langkahnya akan memperoleh pahala menyamai ibadat puasa dan solat pada malamnya selama setahun."

Oleh itu, marilah kita mencari kelebihan kurnia Allah pada Jumaat.

Hendaklah segera ke masjid dan mengikut adab yang disenaraikan oleh Rasulullah kerana kelebihan dan fadilatnya terlalu besar.

* i found this article very interesting. i tak tau pun. xtra general knowledge.

* dipetik daripada http://ukhuwwahsejati.blogspot.com/

YOU are quoted

"Make it true if something makes you feel not true."

~ Nixon Lai Chia Huey
~ 12.39am
~ 11/12/2009 Friday
~ via MSN

*Finally you are quoted for saying something which i feel really ada ummpph! CONGRATS!! =p

best of luck

Ok this post is gona be short.

I got to know that UiTM Lendu students will get their exam results tonight.

GOOD LUCK ppl!! Yeah I don’t know u guys but still, good luck! Im so excited to know the results of my few friends who r studying thr.

Pray hard. If study hard, sure results pun ok.

*I wish u all the best k. I noe u sure get good results. I pray u akan dpt DL again dis sem. I have faith In you. I’ll wait for the good news from u.

Boy Boy 1

Date: 3/12/2009

Time: 10.48am - 10.54am

Location: Kampar Bus Station, Kampar, Perak, Malaysia

QUOTE of the day

Good food comes from a happy and sincere cook.

dilemma A or B

In less then 2hours, I would have to register my subjects for next semester which will starts on 11^th Jan 2010. I still have few hours to made up my mind which minors to choose.

PENING!

DILEMMA!

TAK SUKA!

BENCI!

I have 5 minors for next week. In these minors, I have to choose between 2subjects. 1 is Advertising (AV) oriented and the other one is on politics (PS) /admin stuffs la.

I like both. AV is good cz I can let my mind goes wild, be creative n learn smtg learn. AV is more on a skill I guess. PS is also good cz I can learn in depth about politics stuffs etc la. PS is more on theories and philosophies.

Hmmm.. im having a hard time here. I think I’ll choose PS bcoz I like PS more then AV. im a vocal people la. I make noise here n there. I fight for an issue. I express what I feel. I mean.. I can see myself on the stage giving speech or do smtg that has to do with public interest. I don’t see myself doing graphic for a company. Yea photography needs skill in graphic, technology etc but hmmm..im not into that la.

Ok… I think what I want.

Anyway, many ppl wont sleep tonight or they’ll wake up very early later. One thing for sure is the server sure DOWN, the line sure JAMN!

Again, me n my coursemates will be split into 2 different classes. Aih.. y cant we stick to each other?? Hmm.. apa ni. A training for us when we graduate is it, when we’ll be heading towards different paths in life?? A training for us to be independent?

Hmmm.. I shouldn’t make a fuss about it la. it’s good that we r given choices on the subjects we 1. We can do better on smtg that we like, kan?

Ok.. lets wait for the registration to open at 8.30am.

Siapa cepat dia dapat. Gluck everyone in UTAR.

home on an island

Me with 2 bags n 2 jackets at Butterwoth bus terminal, going to take ferry back to Penang.

Hehe. Im back in Penang people. I noe it’s kind of late to say this but yeah im in Penang now. reached here last Saturday.

So far, it has been superb to be home. It feels so nice to be on the island, sleep on your bed, and feel the air of Penang. What an enjoyable n sweet study break without studying for exam. Hehe.

A lot of good things happened. I just feel so glad. No untoward incidents occured. Nice food everyday. Relationships get closer. Meeting up with friends. Shopping. Time passes so fast. Everyday is filled with activities. Penang is so happening. Kaypo ppl like me just can’t stay quiet at home. That’s y I didn’t blog. no time. Hehe.

I wana thank her. I met her. I talked to her thru fon. We went for dinner. She teman me to c doc. Things changed for better. Really. Dark clouds have vanished. Semua ni KUASA TUHAN. Everything happens for a reason. Ada hikmah di sebalik segala yg terjadi. Good things happen when u least expect them. every cloud has a silver lining. Work hard on something and then follow the flow. Take one step at a time. Don't rush the rush. Don’t get too serious and tense yourself up. Work hard and enjoy life. Be imaginative but realistic. Be thankful and enjoy every moments u have. don't be impulsive and cepat melatah. I realised that it’s 99% impossible for someone to fall in love again on the same person. Yeah.. hmm.. 1437.

Thx oso to Wei Han and Dexter. U guys always there when im back to Penang. I guess 2 of u r stil bachelors dats y we sama geng. Hahaha. Well, our geng all split d. so hard to meet up. oni 3 of us everywhere we go. but its ok we r brothers n sisters ma. after graduate, sure lagi no time to meet. Thx for all the help n support. I duno who to count on in Penang besides den u 2. Sorry 2trouble u guys with my love story. Tq. luv u. muax.

So, Let’s go out! Come come!! Jom jom! I’ll be in Penang for 10days until next Thursday! I wana go shopping! Weeeeeeeeeee!!

I love you. I sayang you. 1437. Always and always...till the end. Love you. MmmuaksS. Tata.

QUOTE of the day

Talking to someone you love is the best medicine to all you sorrows, sadness and worries.

Transsexuals: Respect Their Choice

http://www.malaysianmirror.com/nationaldetail/6-national/21685

Transsexuals: Respect Their Choice

Sunday, 06 December 2009 13:38

LETTER I think most of us aware of the predicament faced by the Malaysian transsexual who got married in UK. This is my take on the matter.

Well, I’m emotionally disturbed by the public response towards the marriage of Fatine Min Bahari with Ian Young.

Our Malaysian Immigration Department alleged that Fatine has overstayed in UK. If she is found guilty, Fatine will not be able to leave the country for two years.

This couple brings no harm to you personally nor the security of UK and Malaysia. They are not a threat to anyone. If we don’t want people to stop us from doing what we like and what is best for us, then why must we stop others from choosing what they like? It’s their individual right to choose their life partner.

Now we are causing them harm instead. Malaysia seems to be a threat to the couple. She is so afraid to return home because of the discrimination against people like her. Her act is unacceptable by the Malays, according to her. She might also be punished under the Syariah law for marrying a person with the same sex.

Their marriage may against Malaysian cultures and traditions but they should not become an obstacle for people on how they choose to live. Sometimes our norms, beliefs, cultures, and traditions ‘kill’ the goodness in us.

Some of them are not even relevant in today’s world. The world is evolving, we are moving forward and things changed. Don’t persecute people who are different from us. These people deserve the way of life they want to be and choose to live.

No one is born with the same personality. You may enjoy something that others don’t and vice versa. So respect others and don’t be selfish. We can’t expect others to be like us.

By wanting to be together, they don’t harm our environment, they don’t commit any crime, they don’t terrorize any country, they don’t make you lose your job, and they don’t kill, rob or smuggle drugs.

Human are different. That is a fact. Therefore, we must accept the differences among us. We should celebrate the differences in us and stay united in diversity.

Some people choose to stay single, some choose to marry with someone chosen by their parents, some people prefer inter-marriage, some people choose to have partner from the same gender, and to Fatine and Young, they chose the marriage that they want. They have every right to stay together.

So what if they are straight or not straight? So what if they are bixesual? So what if they are gay or lesbian? So what if they are transsexual? So what if they are pondan or tomboy? So what if they don’t have any feelings towards male or female? And so what if they date an animal.

You may be against it, but it’s their life. They just want to be happy together. And the rest of us owe it to them to grant them that happiness.

If it’s against their religion, let God judge and punish them, not us. God never say we can discriminate and condemn people who are different from us.

No matter what Fantine chooses, it’s her decision. She has already made up her mind. It’s her choice. This is what she wants. This is what makes her comfortable with. She’s happy with it. So we have to accept and respect it.

Accept the fact that she’s a woman now with the characteristics of a man. We can’t change her back to a man.

Malaysians must stop being ‘close-minded’. We must dare to accept changes, whether in our government, our education system, our lifestyles, our way of thinking, and other aspects in life.

This form of sexual discrimination is another major problem in Malaysia besides bureaucracy, racism, career opportunities, retrenchment, gender bias, corruption, exam-oriented education system, cronyism, freedom of expression, violation of human rights, crime, political instability etc.

These are the issues causing many Malaysians to work or migrate overseas and never want to come back.

We can certainly do with one problem less. Allow Fantine and her husband to be happy. Surely, that is not too much to ask.

Oh Chin Eng,
UTAR Journalism student
Penang

PERIBAHASA of the day

Dinasor depan hidung tak nampak, semut seberang laut nampak.

QUOTE of the day

"Setiap perkara yg berlaku ada hikmah di sebaliknya."

~ NFJJ
~ 7/12/09

saturday 5 december 2009

At the time I’m writing this, im already on the way back to Penang. The bus departed from Kampar Old Town at 11.40pm although the bus supposed to reach by 11.15am. Now im in front of Jaya Jusco. The journey will takes at least 3 hours because it is Kurnia Bestari bus. If I hava a choice, I wouldn’t choose this bus because trust me, it will make your journey an awful one.

Students of my uni is going down to KL tomorrow for a seminar on Parlimentary System of Malaysia. I want to go but If I go, I’ll lose a lot of stuffs in Penang. These students will be like the participants from UTAR la. they’ll get softskill points. Something like our secondary school KK points.

Nevermind. Next time la. it’s not that they are going for Dewan Rakyat’s sitting or meet the Member of Parliament session. It’s just a talk. To get something, we must lose something.

Actually, I have French class today until 4.30pm but I left at 10.30am after I finished the 3 tests. Today is the last day of class. Nevermind la skip class once a while. Hehe. I’m helping Arts-ED/Anak-Anak Kota to take pictures of the Heritage Heboh Festival. Then in the evening Im attending my Form 6 friend, Maleni’s birthday at Batu Ferringghi.

Tomorrow, Sunday, I wana go to Kek Lok Si Temple in Air Itam because there’ll be an opening ceremony for the new Kuan Im statue at 8am. Then I’ll head to PC Fair in PISA before I go to town at 3.30pm for Penang Heritage Trust’s site visit to a newly opened Malay Musuem at Jalan Hutton. The last mission for Sunday will be to attack Popular Book Sales. I LOVE books.

So if I don’t go back now, I think I’ll regret more for losing the chance to attend this events. Plus, I need to go see dentist on Monday and see doctor for a blood test. Saja je. I never test will blood before. Who knows my blood is dirty, contains virus or what. =p

Tennee is going back to Penang as well today in the evening. She’s driving alone. Geram ooo. This morning only she told me she’s going back. If I knew it earlier, we can go back together by car ma. At least she has a companion right. If she’s tired, I can drive. If she’s lonely, I can talk to her. =p hope she’ll reach Penang safely la.

I feel sad. Usually I’ll be so looking forward to go back to Penang but this time something is just holding me back. time passes so fast. It’s already a year im in Kampar. This is already the end of Semester 3. Im still in denial that we grow up each day and when we look back, oh my gosh, one year already?!! Why things happen so fast without we realising it? We always complain this and that but at one

When we were small, we always wish that we’ll grow up fast, be like an adult, do what the adults do. We want to go out with friends, to date a girl, go clubbing, wear nice clothes, travel here and there ect. But when we already grown up, we miss being young again. we dream to get back to our childhood time. A time where we live withour stress, without musch homeworks, without have to use our own money to buy our clothes etc, without the scoldings from out boss, without

That’s why people, enjoy la. make use of every seconds you have. Appreciate your life by doing the right thing and let yourself to explore the world. When u have missed a chance, it’s not easy to get it back. time never stops from walking. The Earth never stop putaring. And human never stop from growing.

Journey of life wil never end. For me, it’s a everlasting one from the moment we came to this world, to the moment we grown up, enter university, working, get married, have babies, sick and die. every second in this world is a bless. It’s a bless if we can use our strength to touch people’s lives and to contribute to the society.

I think each and everyone of us should take this last few weeks of 2009 to do some reflection and soul searching. Try to get back on our feet and improve our lives. Try not to repeat our mistakes next year. Try to be humble, honest and truthful to ourself to think deeply who have we hurt by our words and actions, and then to apologise to them. let’s also try to make some charity to the people we need it more then we do.

Ok.. it’s  2pm now. im sleepy. I think I talk a lot, don’t i? haha. who cares! If you like, you read on. If you don’t, just go off. I don’t force you to read. My thoughts are my thoughts. No one can please everyone to give what others want.

Have a good day people.

Good night. tata.

Live and Let Live, Respect Lifestyle Choices

http://www.malaysiakini.com/letters/119037

Live and Let Live, Respect Lifestyle Choices

Oh Chin Eng

Dec 4, 09

5:58pm

I refer to the Malaysiakini report ''M'sian transsexual fighting deportation in UK to be punished''. I think most of us already know this news about the Malaysian transsexual that wants to get married in the UK. So this is what I got to say.

Well, I'm emotionally disturbed by the public's response towards the marriage of Fatine Min Baharin with Ian Young. Our Malaysian Immigration Department has alleged that Fatine has overstayed in the UK. If found guilty, she'll be barred from leaving this country for two years.

This couple haven't harmed you personally nor threatened the security of UK and Malaysia. They are not a threat to anyone. If we don't want people to stop us from doing what we like, then why stop others from doing what they like? Within limits, of course. In this case, it's their individual right to choose their own life partner.

Now we are hurting them for no reason. Now Malaysia seems to be a threat to this couple. She is so afraid to come back to Malaysia because of the discrimination and hatred for people like her. Her act is unacceptable by the Malays, according to her. She might also be caught under the Syariah law for marrying a person of the same sex.

Their marriage may seems to be against the norm of Malaysians but culture and tradition should not be a rule or obstacle for someone to live their life. Sometimes our norms, beliefs, cultures, and traditions can kill. Some of these are not even relevant to us in today's world.

The world is evolving, we are moving forward and things have changed. Don't hate people who are different then us. These people deserve the way of life they want to be. No one is born with the same personality. You may enjoy something that others don't and vice-versa. So respect others and don't be selfish.

We can't expect others to be like us. Anyway by being together, Fatine and Ian don't intend our harm our environment, they don't commit any crime, they's don't terrorise any countries, they don't make you lose your job, and neither do they intend to kill, rob, steal or smuggle drugs.

All humans are different. That is a fact. Therefore, we must accept the differences among us. We should celebrate the differences in us and stay united in our diversity.

Some people choose to stay single, some choose to get married to someone chosen by their parents, some people prefer to have inter-marriages, some people choose to have partners from the same gender and to Fatine and Young, they chose to marry one another.

They have every right in the world to stay together. So what if they are straight or not straight? So what if they are bisexual? So what if they are gay or lesbian? So what if they are transsexual?

So what if they are 'pengkid' or a tomboy? So what if they don't have any feelings towards other males or females? And so what if they date an animal?!

You might against it but it's their life so let them do what they want with it. After all, the world should be happy because they are happy.

If it's against their religions, let God judge and punish them, not us. God never said we could discriminate and condemn people who are different from us, right?

No matter what Fatine chooses, it's her decision. She has already made up her mind. It's her choice. This is what she wants. This is what makes her comfortable. She's happy with it. So just accept and respect it.

Accept the fact that she's a woman now with the characteristics of a man. We can't change her back to a man.

Malaysians must stop letting themselves be associated with the term 'close-minded'. We must dare to accept changes, whether in our government, our education system, our lifestyles, our way of thinking, and any other aspect of life.

This is one of the problems in Malaysia besides then issue of bureaucracy, racism, poor career opportunities, retrenchment, gender bias, corruption, an exam-oriented education system, cronyism, lack of freedom of expression, violation of human rights, crime, political instability etc.

These problems make our future generation want to work overseas and never want to come back. If the government is nice to its people, I believe, the people will be willing to die for their government. Treat others as you would like to be treated!