me

First of all, thank you Kow Kwan Yee, gua mia senior for taking this photo. Secondly, fuyooo this picture is nice. Thirdly i love this picture!!

Seriously this is a good photo. Why? Ok cuz i look good. And the model, ahem, so natural. I just love the feeling of this photo. It's like.. So warm.. So friendly.. So sweet. SO vintage. I fall in love with my own smile lah!

It's like some Apek Cina just arrived in the tongkang. haha!

ei, I think im quite handsome also la hor in the photo.

wahahahah! im gona stare at this photo the whole night!

I love the photographer la for taking this lovely picture of this loving man.

a reminder..

Be rational, don't get emotional.

my sister..

My sister is getting taller. Her head is reaching my neck. Tall but still skinny.

She’s talented. She’s good. If you come to my house, you’ll see all her trophies. She purposely display it in the hall. Haha.

She always draw. Im not sure whether she loves it or not but she has been doing it since small. She won quite a number of art competition.

Sometimes I pity her. Her weekends always packed with activitied. Like last Sunday. She woke up early morning for tuition at 8am, then rush for a drawing comepetition and dancing class at 1pm. I don’t know how she can cope with all this.

I wana spend time with her. bring her out for a movie, go for a good wlak with her at the Botanical Garden or fly kite with her. but sometimes I just don’t have the time. Then I’ll feel bad and blame myself for not spending enough time with her.

She’s quite smart. Exam: she’s always in Top 5 in the class and Top 10 in the whole standard. Like wow!!

But she never want to study. I ask her to study, she plays games, watches TV. Waleuh. I ask until bolat d.

Oh ya! She just washed all the dishes. I asked her my mum ask her to do that is it? She said no. *bows*

3 nights ago she taught me ABC. A for alamak. B is for Behtahan! Fulamak! *faints* I duno who taught her that.

Last night, she asked me something that she’ll never get the answer from me. it’s about love. In my family, we seldom n we are not open to discuss about this. It’s hard to change t his culture.

Sister: Takke (big brother), do you have a girlfriend?

Me: No.

Sister: Why no leh?

Me: Why must I have one?

Sister: Why must not you have one?

Sister: you know ah? In the drama, they always say ladies must get married by 30 years old. Then how old do you wana get married?

Me: I don’t know.

See.. that’s my sister. She’s matured d la. Nak akil baligh d. When we went to Thailand, she read newspapers in the hotel instead of following me n my mum out for shopping! Then we were having dinner, we saw a lady begging for money. My sister complained!!

She said, “aiyo why this lady wear so nice, got hands got hands but wana beg for money?”

Me n my mum just kept quiet. Haha.

Sometimes she’ll ask me about her. I’ll just keep quiet. I don’t know what should I say. I just hope my silence will make my sister forget about her like how I’m doing now. My sister misses her a lot.. a lot.. a lot.. I miss her very, very, very much too..

Ok I wana go out with my sister now to fly the kite. Something that we never do before. It’s also one of the things that I wanted to do my the one I love but I never have the chance to do so.

YOU are quoted

"There are times don't ask means can, ask means cannot."

~ Nigel Aw
~ 19/5/2010 3.17am
~ MSN

me and photography

I love to take pictures. It’s a reality. It’s a fact that cannot be change. It’s me.

One of the reasons im so fascinated and cling onto photography is simply because it gives me satisfaction. I get the best present I ever get from people, their priceless smile. Their smile worth every single tear, blood and sweat I put into the photo.

My aim is to make people happy as much as I can. I want to see them happy. Their happiness is my happiness.

I want to capture every single thing in life, whether it’s good or whether it’s bad.

My photos tell stories. My photos come with meanings. My photos touched people’s heart. I want people to remember me. I want people to remember their memories through photography. This, will make them cherish their lost memories. People can link it to their lives. I know they’ll appreciate it.

I don’t have expensive gadget like the pro photographer. I don’t need those when I already have one, the heart. I captured every single shot with my heart. I use this gift from Him to serve the people.

I don’t mind what you people call me. You can say im crazy. You can say im showing off. You can say im not talented. It’s ok. I am better then you who critisized me because im true to myself, I put efforts in what I do and I’m passionate.

Me and photography are unseparatable.

If one day I die, it’s ok. Because I’ve seen and felt the beauty of life..

QUOTE of the day

If a lie is repeated 10 times, the lie becomes a truth at the 11th time to everybody.

~ an English saying.

time to potong

i still remember in my previous previous old old post, i said when it's long you should just POTONG.

yes why wana keep long long?

I tell you it's so irritating.

and so not handsome.

eee...

sometimes so geram.

the bulu, i mean the hair always fly here and there when im studying.

so kacau!

now my boolu-boolu sudah panjang.

atas panjang bawah oso panjang.

it's so long and messy.

i never cut it in Kampar.

i feel unsecure. hahah. i prefer to cut it here in Penang.

im going to POTONG now.

potong atas. cut my hair.

potong bawah. shave my moustache.

SO POTONG ATAS DAN BAWAH!

i wonder..

Sometimes I wonder why some people can totally forget and let go a relationship and someone who used to be so significant in their life as if they never know each other. I can't. If there’s a delete button in our brain to erase memories, I would love to have it. At least it'll heal the pain deep inside the broken pieces of heart..

YOU are quoted

"One leader can't serve without passion and clear objective."

~ Kow Kwan Yee
~ 18/5/2010 3.31am
~ via MSN

*  I won't simply quote someone if it's not meaningful or funny.

JOKE of the night

"Lu mia senior wu lei jing, then you are junior ham sap jing."

~ Nixon Lai Chia Huey
~ 18/5/2010 1.40pm
~ via MSN

* zzzz... lidat also can. manyak creative cokodok basi!

i need to hike!

i need to hike so BADLY!!

KENOT TAHAN ANYMORE!

wa beh tahan liao.

desperate yang amat sangat.

I never felt this way before.

but now seriously im so desperate to go for hiking!

i feel so ada umpphh now.

my mind, heart, soul and whatsoever are only thinking to hike, hike and hike.

i miss hiking so much.

i must hike by this week.

NO MATTER WHAT!

anyone in Penang feels like hiking, call me!!

let's leave out marks on the hills!

lets's go take awesome pictures.

let's go exercise NIXON LAI, CHEE LENG, ENG HUAT, DEXTER, KAH HOE, WEI VERN, MIRAWANI, RACHEL YEOH, EDMUND, LIANI, JESSICA, KHAI KEAT, WEI HAN, MURUKESH, KHAI KEAT, TENG SHIN, ROHENE, FELI, NATASHA KHANUM, YOU JEAN, AZHAN, KIM!

present to miss joethi - handmade card

Previously I posted photos of the photoframe as a gift to Miss Joethi. Now another small little gift to our lecturer which is a handmade card with our signatures and wishes. It’s made by my classmate, Lee Pei Shhuang. =p

Can you see? This is Lee Pei Suang, beh paiseh tak malu posing with her card. Wahahah. Spot me at the back?? =p anyway thanks to her la. hardwork you know..

This is the fornt page of the card. Nice right? I like it especially the cute little clip.

Signatures and wishes from the Journalism students of January 2009 intake. I don’t think everyone sign though. Anyway sorry I don’t why the picture rotates itself la. always terbalik one. So you also terbalikkan your head to read la. =p

* Pei Pei ah, u can use the photos if u want. But i can actually send it to you in MSN la.

me n Miss Joethi on her wedding

see. my Journalism lecturer so pretty la. memang ngam. wa pun good looking what that night. wahahahah. tak malu praise myself. who cares la!!

congrats again Miss Joethi on your wedding. =p

Kata-kata hikmat

Bukan susah untuk menyukai seseorang tapi bukan senang untuk melepaskan sebuah cinta.

I have spoken in Speaker's Square

hehehe!

i did what i've said.

mission accomplised!

i made it.

im glad to be back in Penang!

i have spoken in Speaker's Square, Esplanade, Penang!

woohooo!
ok this is an achivement for me myself.

why??

first time giving speech in an open space.

and first time giving speech without audience, microphone, stage, podium or spotlight!

how cool is that!

and how funny is that??

nvm.. i made it.

when are you going to make it?

let them especially the public, government, pressmen and SPecial Brance officers hear your voice.

anyway there was a man with small gadget to take picture and take video was there before i speak. he left. then when i was speaking half way, he came n i SAW him take picture and video of me. seriously he got the SPecial Branch's look and style.

gosh! goosebumps man!

luckily when i say something about the police, he wasn't there.

thanks to my 4 Super VIPs and good buddies Nixon Lai, Ah Meow, Dexter the Pervert and Liam The Chiko for being there. haha.

and thanks also to a couple, my additional audience.

there were suportive. we had a nice chat.

impossible i can achieved my dream without u people.

MUAX MUAX MUAX!

i have 'something' to say

oh owh!

7pm ++ d ah??!

ish ish!

im late!!

i wanted to go to Speaker's Squake in Esplanade to give speech at 6pm but i just woke up la.

nvm2 the event is until 10pm.

arrghhh! now i feel the nerve d.

u noe la.. Speaker's Corner ma. Boh syiok la if i dun 'shoot' people. not camera shooting u noe. but shoot verbally.

mulut i kan gatai. nak makan. nak tembak.

ok im gona go there.

whoever is there, c u there la.

mata-mata pls dun catch me cuz i din ask anyone to go ok.

so it's not an illegal assembly la.

hehehe.

home but not in home

finally after 3 hours of journey, im back in Penang!

yesh yesh!

who is not happy to be back to Penang, tell me?

yes im happy!

but now im locked outside the house.

WA TALAK KUNCI MAU MASUK LUMAH!

arrghhh!

im home but not in my home!

no one at home. no one to open the door for me. i have the keys but not the key for that lock!

zzzz...

now im stiiting outside my house. enjoying sauna. smelling the nice smell from the shoes and my feet. sweating like as if i just jogged for 30mins.

nvm.. nvm..

chill chill.. cool down beb! othou im damn hot in me!

luckily my sis didn't switch off the internet connection. if not i can't online now. at least i can still surf the net and listen to the radio.

i have apples. lu mau?? =p

a joyful accident

Have you experienced a happy accident on the road.

I had. And i tell u this accident is the happiest and funniest one ever happened!!

M en Poovan just involved in an accident!

Haha im fine! He is NOT!

I laughed the moment he shouted and fell. Then we laughed together after we reached home. And i am laughing out loud now while typing this.

This is his holidays present and also from UTAR on our last day of exam.

Wahaaha.

okla luckily he's fine.

1 last paper

morning...

another one more paper than can balik kampung.

exam at 9am!

lucky me i can wake up on time.

so sleepy..

all the best to all my frens.

well, im kinda nervous actually.

running out of time!!

oh no oh no!!

im running out of time. seriously.

I wana watch Thomas Cup later at 7pm. N im sure the game will last until 11pm.

exam at 9am tomorrow.

and im going back to hometown after exam.

i have less than 17 hours before my last paper tomorrow.

i haven't and i need to:

1.eat
2.bath
3.study
4.write and send a letter to the editor
5.do laundry
6.sweep n mop
7.clean my room
8.edit and burn the photos into CD and pass it to customer
9.watch Thomas Cup
10.pack my beg
11.sleep

FUYOOOO! HOW TO DO THAT IN LESS THAN A DAY!

QUOTE of the day

By comparing ourselves with the others will never make us any better. We can never achive happiness and satisfaction in life by doing it. Be true to ourselves.

midnight jog ---> morning walk

just came home from very very very early morning walk with Tiffany.

now all the lactic acid is gathered and reacting on my neck, shoulder and pelvis.

sticky.. sleepy..

Didn't sleep the whole night!! and i have exam tomorrow morning at 9am!

gosh! we r so crazeee!

me

It has been so long since I posted picture of me. nah! Ini dia! Aku! Me! i! gua! Sexy!! Lalalalla! Hahaha.. sorila tonight is seriously a very boring night. so unproductive! I need to do something!

ANyway this picture was taken at Little Penang Street Market, Penang.

31/1/2010 10.51am

what a boring night

Boring nite.

No excitement at all.

Seriously bored to death!
Boring to the MAX ah!

The whole Westlake is so quiet!

Everyone finished exam n cabut balik kampung.

Now I need entertainment.

No, I need to eat!

Hungry!

Some more just pangsai. Lausai la.

Aih..

One more paper to go this Saturday.

My classmates must be very tired after the paper tonight.

All also so quiet.

Duno cabut p mana.
Must be shitting or sleeping!

IM GONA GO WILD NOW!

HOW?!! DUNO! JUST GO WILD LA!

SCREAM! LET’s SCREAM WITH ME!

Hold On - Michael Buble

SONG of the day

People, listen to this nice song by my favourite singer, Buble! I’ve fell in love with this song. I guess it’ll stuck in my mind, keep playing in my laptop for the next few days. Thanks to the one who introduced this song to me.

Didn't they always say we were the lucky ones?
I guess that we were once
Babe, we were once

But luck will leave you cause
It is a faithless friend
And in the end when life has got you down
You've got someone here that you can wrap your arms around

So hold on to me tight
Hold on to me tonight
We are stronger here together
Than we could ever be alone
So hold on to me
Don't you ever let me go

There's a thousand ways for things to fall apart
But it's no one's fault
No it's not my fault

Maybe all the plans we made would not work out
But I have no doubt even though it's hard to see
I've got faith in us and I believe in you and me

So hold on to me tight
Hold on, I promise it'll be alright
Cause it's you and me together
And baby all we've got is time
So hold on to me, hold on to me tonight

There's so many dreams that we have given up
Take a look at all we've got
And with this kind of love
What we've got here is enough

So hold on to me tight
Hold on, I promise it'll be alright
Cause we are stronger here together
Then we could ever be alone
Just hold on to me
Don't you ever let me go
Hold on to me, it's gonna be alright
Hold on to me tonight
They always say we were the lucky ones

QUOTE of the day

To achieve happiness, we must learn n willing to let go.

happy 1st year anniversary and happy may13

Anniversary? What It means to you? What do you do for an anniversary? Anniversary usually a memorable day to be remembered and to be celebrated. It is always a happy occasion.

But anniversary doesn’t always meant for a good thing.

Today at this moment I’ll celebrate my first year anniversary for being single. =p

I became single on 13^th May 2009 1.35am. now it’s exactly one year. Im not being emo here ok. Just wana flash back.

It’s not that bad after all being single. From falling and rolling on the ground, I got back on my feet and I am here today.

Happy anniversary to everyone. Happy anniversary to Michelle Ooi and Lee Khai Keat. Happy anniversary to me to.

By the way happy May 13 as well.

I will remember this date forever.

Now continue studying! Woohooo!

Hafiz Hashim the saviour to semi-final

hehhehe! Malaysia is going to semi-final of Thomas Cup.

Go go Malaysia. love u la Hafiz Hashim!

results in http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/05/malaysia-into-semi-final-hafiz-saviour.html

a politician must..

Im not gona talk in details what politicians should do and shouldn't do.

But one thing they must bear in mind is..

"EVERYBODY'S BUSINESS IS MY BUSINESS."

This quote is from Kow Kwan Yee.

They musn't be selfish. they must fight not only for what they believes but also for what other people.

ok the end.

study lo..

Yes yes im going to study. Yes yes I will study by tonight. No I wont sleep although I feel like sleeping, my left hand so painful and lenguh gila babi tak pasai pasai and I have stomachache.

My next paper is this Thurday 2pm.

A friend just asked me to study..

She said, “by the way, eng ah ~ study lo..”.

Suddenly I feel a slap on my face. I felt like I have just gotten up from my bed!

First thing, it has been so long since she said such thing.

Second thing, I’ve been playing even during exam period.

Third thing, I want to achive better results but I didn’t put enough efforts.

Aih..

After I reached home from exam today, I went to watch Thomas Cup match between Malaysia n Japan till 10pm ++. I just bathed and im going to study now.

Ok I’ll blog about my ‘live’ badminton match tomorrow k. I have more serious and important thing to do. tata.

By the way, thanks LEE PEI SUANG. =p

Malaysia lost to Japan 2-3

More news go to http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/05/malaysia-lost-to-japan-2-3.html

lesson to be learned

One thing that I learned a lot while staying alone is..

I mean the biggest lesson I’ve leaned when I go out from my room is…

Nola, u can on the electricity if u want.

Nola, u can on your laptop.

Nola, u can open your water tap.

BUT NEVER FORGET TO CLOSE YOUR WINDOW!

THAT‘S THE MOST IMPORATANT LESSON I’VE LEARNED!

MY ROOM IS WET AGAIN!

Kannineh (Ai Loon: 11 May 2010). Kanasai I went for exam, after exam I gatai went to library to borrow books that has nothing to do with my exam n now I just got back!

Im not wet! But my room wet! My brother’s shoe that I borrowed, washed n put it outside to dry is also wet.

exam in the toilet

I tell u hor the Government and the universities and the house developer should be more creative and innovative.

They must make the exam in the toilet la. you know why???

Cuz students need to pee n shit! It’s easier if it’s in the toilet!

Can pee, bathe or shit while doing the exam.

Same goes to lecture. Hundreds of students in a big toilet with many jambans! All sit on the jamban or toilet bowls n listen to the lecturer. The lecturer can stand on the jamban if he wants to. What?? Malu?? Apa mau malu. Semua ada kemaluan ma. Chewww!

See how nice is it right?

Sometimes when you study you feel so hot. Then you need to pompom. And sometimes you need to eat n shit n study. So there must be a new mechanism to overcome this problem.

  new toilet with new technology must be invented. New toilets must come with speaker, LCD projector and a screen. So when you bathe or shit or pee, you can actually study using the projector in the toilet. The projector will projects the slides n you can easily n syiokly mandi la.

Another thing is when there’s a screen n internet in the toilet you can do video conferencing. The lecturer can teach from the toilet and you can study from your toilet. So sama-sama buat in the toilet la.

Whoever can do their studies n exam in the toilet shoud be granted co-curricular points, Soft Skills points and even a Datukship.

This shows that human have evolved and improved.

Now you tell me. good idea right?!! Safe time n safe money n safe resources. One stone can kill so many birds.

See la now I mau lausai! See la how! Tell me how!! Im damn geram when before exam i sakit perut. grrrhhhh!

I go lausai den how to study?

One more thing! The paper manufacturers must wake up! please invent a waterproof paper! Cuz it’s hard to study while you are bathing when the paper can get wet!

Argghh kenot tahan. PANGSAICUAAAAA im coming!

Hujan - Selamat Hari Ibu

SONG of the day

Pasang speaker kuat-kuat besar-besar. Well, it’s worth listening to this song. The music is kinda cheeky but cute. Meaningful lyrics. Simple and nice. The lyrics reflect on our own life and doings as a son, as a daughter. For those with mother this song is for your mum. Happy Mother’s Day. Hahaha siapa takda ibu? Kalau takda ibu mana kau ada kat sini??!

ok it's time to sleep. have to wake up at 7am. gnite. tata.

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Ikhlas dari hati... Hanyalah untuk mu

Akulah anak mu
Anak mu yang selalu
Memelukmu...
Menciummu...

[Chorus:]
Memang banyak dosa yang telah ku lakukan
Menyakiti dikau ku mohon maafkan

Selamat Hari Ibu...
Ku ucap kepada mu...
Walauku jauh disini
Ku harap kau terus menanti kepulanganku
Tuk menemani mu hingga ke akhir nanti
Aku janji...

Kau tak tahu ku sentiasa bersyukur
Punyai pari-pari iaitu kamu
Ku pastikan agar kau sentiasa bahgia
Ingin ku nyatakan engkau milik syurga

[Chorus:]
Memang banyak dosa yang telah ku lakukan
Menyakiti dikau ku mohon maafkan

Selamat Hari Ibu...
Ku ucap kepada mu...
Walauku jauh disini
Ku harap kau terus menanti kepulanganku
Tuk menemani mu hingga ke akhir nanti
Aku janji...

Selamat Hari Ibu...
Ku ucap kepada mu...
Walauku jauh disini
Ku harap kau terus menanti kepulanganku
Tuk menemani mu hingga ke akhir nanti
Aku janji...

present to Miss Joethi - photo frame

Me n my classmates gave Miss Joethi a photo frame of our class photo and a handmade card as her wedding presents. I incharged of the photo frame n Pei Suang settled the card.

Me and the man who made that photo frame. What a mistake. For the first time ever, I didn’t take picture of a present that im giving to someone. I don’t have any picture of the photo frame except this one.

"Thanks to our beloved lecturer, Miss S. Kalei Joethi for your knowledge, sharing, patience, love and motivation. You’ll always be remembered. Stay sweet. All the best to you no matter what you do, wherever you are. From: your first batch of UAMJ 1003 Journalism 1 students, Bachelor of Communication (Hons) Journalism, January 2009 Intake, UTAR Kampar."

The captions in the frame. I took so long to think of the words. I scared later grammar n spelling salah ma. Then another hard time to write it on the frame. Scared they can't  read my NICE handwriting ma.

Mistake. I wanted to write 'for' but i wrote 'fou'. So what to do. I didn't bring liquid paper. so i put '4' in front so and i changed 'f' to 'y' do that the sentence becomes '... 4 (for) your...'.

I KNOW IM SMART. TQ. =p

bus and train tickets + the rain = wet and gatai

Wet wet and wet. Im all wet.

Semua pasai tickets balik kampung.

The heavy rain suddenly poured when I was on my way to get bus n train tickets for me n my classmate n a junior. Baik kan i? yea tq. hehe.

Luckily I didn’t bring my camera and hp. but aiyah cant capture how WET I was! I tell you gila babi mia basah ok! the rain is so big so thick so tall so tebal so tualiap. My specs covered with water n I can’t even see clearly. The wind sipek strong but hmpph! Gua mia muscles big enough to stand the wind. But then fulamak the wind seriously can blew me away la.

This is the first time I went to get bus tickets under such a glorious rain. Hmmm.. I promised An Yong n Rachel d ma. Later they can’t go back, I juga susah. Hehehe. N I scared I can’t get bus ticket for myself too this Saturday.

So I went to the train station first to get the ticket to Kepong Sentral for An Yong. The ticket seller dun hv small change. He asked me go to that small stall in the train station to change my RM50 note. I went. What I saw there totally changed me.. I duno how to say it but I felt a lot calmer n it opened my eyes again on the beauty of religion. I saw an old Malay man praying on the floor.  He didn’t closed his shop. I was wondering what if people go n steal the food or rob him. He was facing the Kaabah, his back is facing me. so he didn’t see me. I waited there. I just stood there n looked at him. A lot of things just came n playing in my mind. The rain kept pouring. The man can’t go to the mosque because he needs to make a living. So he chose to pray in his stall. Im touched actually. During his last ‘rakaat’, when he turned his face to the left and right, he saw me. he quickly stood up. I think he was shock seeing a man standing in front of his stall covering himself with huge raincoat, wearing helmet and all wet. So I asked for change from him. He didn’t question much. He opened the drawer n get me 5 rm10 notes. I thanked him. Then I said ‘sori ye kacau.’

Some people especially the extremists and the radicals always try to portray themselves as religious by going to religious places, wear the religious attires etc but no one knows whether they really have God in them.

Then I went to the bus station to get Transnasional tickets to Butterworth for Rachel and myself. luckily tickets are still available. Many students will go back this weekend u noe..

Now my face so gatai! My neck also gatai. Thanks to the rain. Ewww! And my room is flooded. I forgot to close my window. Aih.

QUOTE of the day

Life is about what you left on not what you get.

SHIT you OH CHIN ENG

Dah brapa banyak benda kau missed in your life? BANYAK kan? tak terkira kan? Dah brapa kali? Tak ingat apa bila dan kenapa kan? sampai bila kau nak buat kerja last minute? Sampai bila? Sampai bila kau nak tengok kawan-kawan you dapat benda yang you nak tapi tak dapat? Sampai bila u nak jeles? Sampai bila you nak mengeluh and complain? Sampai bila kau nak bersedih sebab kehilangan? You slalu nak bersedih bila dah kehilangan. But apa guna? Benda dah lepas tak mai balik. bukannya ko taktau.

Kau bukannya bodoh. Kau pandai. Kau mampu. Kau berkaliber. Kau lebih hebat daripada some of your friends. You know it yourself. You know you can go far. Apasal buat kerja bodoh?! hah! bangang! bahlol! bongek! boloh! bangla! Do something! Don’t just sit and think! But do it! Benda kalau depan mata, jangan tunggu. SAPU je.

Jangan duduk dan tunggu samapi deadline. Hang tunggu la sampai deadline sampai u r dead. Lepas tu nk buat apa dah tak sempat dah! Benda tak penting tak payah nak piker tak payah nak buat!

KAU LAMNUA, LEMBAP, PROCASTINATE, DILI DELI.

Im so damn pissed at myself n my life right now. damn! Damn me! I’ve ruined it. Geram!

But wait. I always learn from my failure. I stood up again everytime I fell. N I held my head up high.

Im proud that I did better in the first quarter of this year than last year. Although I didn’t get what I want, but I did tried my very best n I gave all out.

That’s not enough. I still missed many things that I wanted to do but I didn’t put enough efforts on it.

I BETTER CHANGE IF I WANT TO ACHIEVE WHAT I WANT. GRAB EVERY CHANCE AND OPPORTUNITY YOU HAVE! MAKE 2010 A YEAR TO BE REMEMBERED FOREVER.

for you, Miss Joethi

This small appreciation note is for you my newly wedd lecturer, Miss S. Kalei Joethi.

i know this post is kinda late but at least i still post it right.

I have so much to blog actually but busy with exam la. luckily i have 2days break b4 the next paper on Tuesday. n i HAVEN'T study anything about CRM yet.

i went to my Journalism lecturer's wedding last night in Ipoh.

Miss Joethi, congratulations. Im happy for you, you know..

You looked so pretty. He's handsome and berbulu. A lot of curly hairs on his chest. hehe.

everyone was so happy, hyped up, gorgeous and phewwit. It's my first time to see so many UTAR-ians in such a nice an attractive attire.

Although the mood was good last night but i saw ur tears dropped.

Despite all the obstacles and sesat experince, we managed to reached the Hall wetwet n basahbasah because of the heavy rain to wish n congratulate you.

I know n im sure u r happy to see us.

after all we are your first batch of students in UTAR n we have been with you all this while.

I believe that first love is always the most unforgettable n memorable ones right? well, we are your first love in UTAR. =p

All of us try not to think of the fact that last night is probably the last time we gona see you in person.

we r sad bt at least we say goodbye in a sweet way.

it's a GOOD n BLESSED nite that will be remembered for long, at least 4me.

Now, at this very moment, after all the enjoymeny last night, being alone in my room makes me emo..

I don't this feeling of saying goodbye. I can never be capable to handle such situation especially when it's with the people i love.

I miss you Miss JOETHI!

I still hope that u'll stay with us in UTAR till we graduate.

Im sad u noe u r leaving! We cant c u anymore in uni. not even in Kampar.

No more progessive lecturer like you.
No more lecturer to talk about tobacco
No more lecturer to bring me to demonstration
No more lecturer to sapu jem on roti for me
No more lecturer to giv me advice on life
No more lecturer that knows me so well besides you

Miss Joethi, im sorry if i ever made you mad at me, made you down and sad. i know i did, at least once. Sorry..

i really enjoyed being with you ever since my first semester in UTAR. u r one of the most loving lecturers to me. n we r close to each other. i still remember everytime i passed by ur room, i'll sure go in n say hie to u.

I'll remember the lady who used to sit in the corner room everytime i passed by. I'll remember the picture of Buddha, the cigarrates box, the books n assignment papers everywhere on the floor and the food in your small room.

I will also remember the lady with soft voice who always talk about vegetarianism, human rights, workers right, tobacco and the importance of family.

N i wont forget that you called up your reporter friends in one of my KAYPO CSR assignment about the hill clearing in Kampar.

Im touched that prepared so much because you really want to teach us again next semester for Feature Writing but you can't..

Thanks for the wheat Gardenia roti with strawberry jem n peanut butter u sapu for me.
Thanks for the treat especially Madras Tea.
Thanks for the exposure trip to Ipoh when Nizar got kicked out.
Thanks for the chance to take picture of you for the news article.
Thanks for offering me $ when im broke.
Thanks for your trust on me. Thanks for always believing in me.
Thanks for your motivation and encouragement.
Thanks for always praising me.
Thanks for your knowledge, sharing, patience and love.

Thanks for always reminding me not to be rushy, stay calm n get my facts right before i take any action.

Thanks for everything. I enjoyed the BIG ISA Demonstration with you, we shall do it again. =p

Hope you like the small gifts from us. We don't know what to giv you actually. SO we decided to give you our class picture for you to hang in your room so that you rememeber us always. Im the one who took the pic, developed it, framed it and wrote the caption ok. hahahaha. The cute little card is from Pei Suang.

CONGRATULATIONS again Miss Joethi.

Wish u all the best wherever you are whatever you do. Wish u a happily ever after marriage n sweet family. Don't forget this naughty student who loves to take pictures.

WIth lots of lofs of lovessss...

extremely STIIM

Just reached hoem from a lecturer’s wedding.

U neo what I have so much to tell! So much!

But kenot kenot. Kenot tahan d.

I think I need to land on my bed now!

My mind, my actions and words just don’t synchronized. Otak mau A, mulut cakap B, tangan buat C.

WHT THE HECK!

Seriously I can feel that I am flying.

And my head is moving here as if im on the boat!

Cannot tahan d. cina cakap ‘stim’! im so damn STIM right now! BLUR!

Im too tired. Penat gila2.

Anyway it’s a very good and blessed night.

I love you all, everyone who I encountered tonight.

Thanks!

N congrats to Miss Joethi. I seriously gona miss you..very much!

*2.50am, just came back from yumcha wif coursemates n Miss Mok. beh tahan! bathe tmr la. good nite. tata.