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Monday, 21 December 2009

The End Of Year 1

*yawn.. ahh... so sleppy la... damn tired. i just woke up from an hour nap. so lazy to blog. duno what to so. clueless and speechless at the moment. Haven't take my dinner yet lah... heheh.. i'll be quiet this time. =p

When you reach a point in your life, when that's the end of something you started, and then you turn back, you'll realised how fast people grow, how fast things changed and how fast time flies.

i had my second paper, which is the last paper in Year One Semester Three this morning.

PEOPLE!! I HAVE FINISHED MY YEAR ONE DEGREE IN UTAR, KAMPAR, PERAK, MALAYSIA.

hohohoho... that is super fast. now is already end of December. wow!

i have been a year away from Penang.

a clap for myself.

*more to come when im not lazy. =p

QUOTE of the day

God gives everyone equal time. It's up to us how we make use of it. Life is a passage. Too bad it's just one way. Once you missed it, you can never turn back.

Teaser - A Christmas Carol / Musical Drama



Jesus got cruxified - one of the scenes in the musical drama.

Sunday, 20 December 2009

Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's

thanks to Tiffany, Vivien n Wilson because without them, i wouldn't know the name of this song and download it. Now im stuck to this song. It put me to sleep last night. im impressed with the singer la, he can hold his breathe for so long.

i dedicate this song to Miss Anonymous. hehe.. u know who u r. =p

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Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.


AARRGGHH GRRRHHH!

i tell u all im so sipektulan pissed off meletup. I KENOT STAND IT ANYMORE SOME PPL KEEP FORCING ME FOR THEIR PICS! ALOOOOO! it's my passion to take photos n no one assign me or hire me so i don't have any responsibility to give u the photos! SOME people not even close to me. They TALK to me just because they 1 their photos!! FUCK OFF la!! if u 1 the photos, just WAIT la! i DON'T owe you! i also got my own things to do! bukannya korang BAYAR aku!! asyik duk PHOTO PHOTO PHOTO! nanti aku bagi penampar sebijik baru tau!! ARGHHH!! podakhh!

fuh... okok sabar sabar. im happy n grateful that people appreciate my talent and they recommend me and they look for me for photoshoot. i just don't like it when some people FORCE me to give them their pics. they FORCE me ok!! i never OWE them the pics. and sometimes i feel people USED me, used my generosity to get what they want. If need my help, takpe, i sure help but dun misuse me.. If it's my friends or someone i like, fine i'll quickly give them the photos in the name of friendship.

to do tonight

1. buy the second best nasi goreng kampung (nasi tambah) from Ghany for my dinner.

2. finish editing and then burn the Indian Puberty Celebration photos for my customer by tonight!

3. choose and save photos of public speaking competition into pendrive for my University.

4. study French for the exam at 9am tomorrow. i just need 20% from the exam to pass!!

5. just two more blog posts before 12am.

6. cincai clean up my room.

7. pack my luggage.

8. chant again before i sleep.

QUOTE of the day

"Will money, fame, popularity, and pleasure give us full satisfaction? All this will only lead us to nothingless. Satisfaction comes from God. Christmas is not about presents and gifts but the presence of God is more important than what men can give us."

~ 19/12/2009 Saturday
~ Christmas Carol, Ipoh, Perak
~ Pastor Hong

*i love his speech sooo much la!! what he says is true you know whether you are a Christian or not, God is more important than any other things.

ME



19/12/2009 Ipoh

woohoo!! it's me!! it's me!!! yesh!! me! oh chin eng!! arrrghhh! crazeee! why is it suddenly so BIG!!

Buletin 3 Pagi

Selamat pagi dan 1Malaysia.

Anda bersama saya, YB Oh pada Buletin 2.30 Pagi secara langsung dari bilik berita Tiffany Oon Min-I, Ipoh, Perak, Malaysia.

Siaran Langsung ini dibawakan khas kepada anda oleh The Sound Communication Sdn. Bhd.

Antara berita menarik dan menggembirakan pada pagi ini.

1. Exam Moral boleh pass!! Taklah susah bapak gila babi. Syukur boleh buat.

2. Vivien Chang Wei Lin sedang beradu dengan nyenyaknya.

3. Vivien Chang Wei Lin memasak sup ayam dengan potato, tomato and sayur busuk petang tadi. SEDAP!

4. Pertama kalinya dalam sejarah Oh Chin Eng bertandang ke rumah Tiffany Oon Min-I.

5. Oh Chin Eng mendapat 30/40 markah untuk Moral coursework.

6. Oh Chin Eng, Vivien Chang Wei Lin dan Tiffany Oon Min-I akan berthreesome dan tidur sekali pada malam yang tak berbulan ini.

7. Oh Chin Eng berasa girang sekali setelah buat pertama kalinya menghadiri Kristian drama musikal dan the show is really good. 2 thumbs up! 4.5 STARS!! a really good production lah!! nice songs! nice props! good make up! strong vocal! cute wardrobe! lighting cun habis!! wonderful storyline.

8. Oh Chin Eng berasa syiok tak terkata untuk berjumpa kembali dengan Kelvin Ooi. Salute sama dia. He loves his religion more than himself.

9. Bonda Tiffany Oon Min-I belanja Oh Chin Eng dinner yang sedap sekali sehingga menjilat jari kaki but too bad too many people tak boleh nak jilat.

10. Oh Chin Eng sungguh girang dan gay sekali sebab gambar yang disnap tonight sungguh cun dan indah sekali.

11. Oh Chin Eng tidak tidur semalaman sebab dia sungguh bermoral belajar Moral tengah-tengah malam. Masa exam, so happy macam orang gila. Then, p meeting n rushed to Ipoh. Sleepy but cannot sleep.

12. Nigel Aw menghadiahkan Oh Chin Eng sebuah CD brand Condom berisi video pertandingan pidato.

13. Beloved Tiffany Oon Min-I belanja Oh Chin Eng makan 'fruits campur' from 'thong shui kai'. =p

Berjumpa lagi kita pada tarikh dan masa yang belum ditetapkan untuk lebih berita menarik dengan Bahasa Malaysia yang baku.

BERITA TERKINI HIBURAN SYIOK SEKALI!

Pertimbangan Yang Wajar Untuk Masa Depan

PETALING JAYA: Esok (Sabtu), tiga parti terbesar di luar Barisan Nasional (BN) iaitu PAS, PKR dan DAP akan berhimpun di Auditorium Majlis Bandaraya Shah Alam (MBSA) dari jam 8 pagi hingga 6 petang untuk mengesahkan kewujudan mereka sebagai sebuah pakatan yang formal sepertimana BN.

Syabas dan tahniah kepada Pakatan Rakyat. Sama ada nama ini akan kekal dalam format yang formal nanti atau digantikan dengan nama lain adalah tidak relevan buat masa ini.

Dengan cogankata “Memimpin Perubahan, Menjana Kemenangan”, konvensyen yang julung-julung kalinya akan diadakan itu setidak-tidaknya memperlihatkan iltizam ketiga-tiga parti ini untuk menjadi pesaing BN yang serius menjelang pilihan raya umum akan datang.

Dengan berbaik sangka bahawa pendaftaran Pakatan Rakyat sebagai sebuah gabungan tidak akan mengalami sebarang ‘hiccup’ atau tersedu dan diluluskan oleh pejabat Pendaftaran Malaysia, maka lanskap politik Malaysia tidak akan sama lagi selepas ini.

Menjelang pilihan raya akan datang, iaitu yang ke-13, politik Malaysia akan menjadi sepertimana politik Amerika - dalam konteks kerajaan alternatif.

Walaupun Amerika dikenali sebagai bapa demokrasi tetapi hakikatnya ialah hanya dua buah parti sahaja yang mendominasi lanskap politik nasionalnya. Parti-parti itu ialah Demokrat yang kini menguasai White House dan parti Republikan yang sebelum ini menduduki White House. Dan begitu juga di Senat.

Sebelum pilihan raya yang lalu, iaitu yang ke-12, PAS, PKR dan DAP tidak berhasrat untuk menduduki Putrajaya. Mereka hanya hendak menjadi pembangkang yang kuat sahaja.

Malah ketika merasmikan Konvensyen PKR Sarawak minggu lalu, Anwar Ibrahim sendiri mengakui yang parti itu tidak teliti ketika meletakkan calon mereka pada pilihanraya yang lalu. Mungkin kerana tidak menyangka akan menang di lima negeri. Dan pada setengah-setengah tempat, calon yang dilabelkan sebagai ‘tangkap muat’ sahaja ini menang.

BN dinafikan majoriti dua pertiga di parlimen dan lima negeri dikuasai sama ada oleh PAS, PKR atau DAP.

Oleh kerana set minda mereka hanya untuk menjadi pembangkang yang kuat, ketiga-tiga parti ini sama ada tidak terfikir ataupun belum bersedia berfungsi sebagai sebuah gabungan yang formal.

Sebab itulah, hari ini kita dapati, negeri-negeri yang diperintah oleh parti-parti ini seperti ada ‘pertembungan’ dan masalah di sana-sini. Mereka seringkali mengeluarkan arahan atau kenyataan yang bercanggah kerana tidak ada satu polisi atau dasar yang dikongsi bersama secara formal.

Hakikat ini disedari. Jika tidak maka konvensyen sepertimana yang akan diadakan Sabtu ini tidak akan terjadi.

Malah gabungan tiga parti ini juga telah muncul dengan logo baru mereka iaitu bunga raya yang dikelilingi oleh tiga imej manusia yang berpegangan tangan erat sebagai satu pakatan.

Dan berdasarkan iklan yang dipaparkan dalam laman blog Anwar sendiri, nampaknya pakatan baru yang formal ini sudahpun mempunyai mottonya iaitU 3B - BERPADU, BERUBAH, BERKAT

Lahiriahnya, pada kulit, semuanya sudah tersedia. Yang belum diketahui lagi ialah dasarnya dan halatujunya. Pengarang Harakah, Zulkifli Sulong berkata, konvensyen pertama PR ini akan diraikan secara besar-besaran. Ia melambangkan satu kemunculan kuasa baru dalam politik negara.

Hakikatnya ialah, ia bukan lagi satu perlambangan tetapi satu realiti baru.

Rakyat pada keseluruhannya, tidak kira sama ada yang berkecuali atau yang menjadi anggota mana-mana parti politik ingin mengetahui apakah dasar yang akan dibawa oleh gabungan baru ini.

Ini kerana di atas kertas, PAS, PKR dan DAP mempunyai halatuju yang berbeza.

Jika gabungan ini hendak berjaya, nampaknya mereka kenalah bersedia mengenepikan perbezaan ini demi masa depan dan survival gabungan.

Berdasarkan kenyataan-kenyataan para pemimpin mereka menjelang konvensyen ini, nampaknya mereka sanggup mengenepikan apa jua perbezaan yang selama ini menjadi batu penghalang.

Dan jika konvensyen ini berjaya menerima satu dasar bersama yang mampu menawarkan alternatif kepada rakyat Malaysia, maka BN mempunyai sebab untuk merasa tercabar sebagai satu-satunya gabungan parti politik yang memerintah Malaysia sejak merdeka.

Cuma tidak sepertimana BN yang menyaksikan Umno sebagai tunggak atau tulang belakangnya, gabungan baru ini masih belum jelas siapakah yang bakal menjadi parti yang dominan.

Jika pakatan ini ada kelemahannya maka inilah kelemahannya yang sebenar - iaitu tidak ada satu parti dominan yang menjadi tunggak gabungan.

Parti yang menjadi dominan dalam sesebuah gabungan ada baiknya. Ia menawarkan kestabilan dalam pemerintahan dan tidak mudah menjadi mangsa ‘peras ugut’ oleh parti kecil.

Inilah yang seringkali berlaku di India dan juga Pakistan. Kerajaan gabungan yang sama kuat atau tiada parti yang dominan tidak bertahan lama. Tumbang selepas enam atau 12 bulan memerintah.

Namun begitu dalam konteks PR, adalah terlalu awal untuk menentukan ini semua.

Jika esok, ketiga-tiga wakil parti yang berucap dan perwakilan yang berbahas hanya mengulangi perkara yang serupa, maka di penghujung konvensyen ia akan menjadi sekadar satu retorika semata-mata.

Yang kita semua hendak tahu dan nanti-nantikan ialah apakah dia dasar yang akan diterimapakai oleh gabungan baru yang formal ini.

Contohnya, rakyat Malaysia sudah jelak keesokan paginya, Karpal Singh berkata “langkah mayat saya dahulu jika hendak buat sebuah negara Islam” dan Haji Hadi dan Nik Aziz pula berkata mereka tetap dengan matlamat menjadikan Malaysia sebuah negara Islam ala Iran.

Jika kenyataan-kenyataan seperti ini terus dilaungkan, maka tidak ada gunakan konvensyen ini diadakan.

Juga adalah satu pertanyaan yang munasabah, apakah sikap dan pendirian gabungan ini terhadap isu-isu tertentu yang seringkali diperdebatkan seperti keistimewaan hak-hak orang Melayu memandangkan kaum Melayu adalah kaum dominan atau majoriti di Malaysia.

Begitu juga pendirian gabungan ini ke atas bahasa kebangsaan sebagai bahasa rasmi, agama rasmi negara dan lain-lain aspek penting yang selama ini menjadi tonggak kepada negara kita Malaysia.

Ini semua merupakan pertanyaan dan perasaan ingin tahu yang rasional kerana sebagai pengundi kita semua berhak mengetahui dengan jelas apakah yang hendak ditawarkan oleh gabungan baru ini bagi masa depan rakyat Malaysia.

Hanya dengan itu barulah kita semua boleh membuat satu pertimbangan yang wajar untuk masa depan negara ini dan juga kita sendiri.

Selamat Bersidang..


Komentar daripada ROZAID A. RAHMAN


Dipetik daripada mstar http://www.mstar.com.my/berita/cerita.asp?file=/2009/12/19/mstar_berita/20091218181909&sec=mstar_berita

Saturday, 19 December 2009

Selamat Pengantin Baru

TODAY is the wedding day for someone’s brother. I know that someone la.. no need to mention her name lah. I don’t know what’s our relationship right now. something happened and that’s it. Friends become enemies. Hmmm.. anyhow, she’s still a friend to me. =p

Selamat Pengantin Baru to her brother. Hehehe.. I love weddings! I love it so much. Im so delighted when I know someone is getting married. Hehe.

I never met her brother. But I know her brother's wedding is gona be a blast with all the preparations etc. the wedding will be held in Penang.

Aih.. if im not having exam in Kampar, I’ll sure go to the wedding, but if only she invites la. hehe.. I never really cover a Malay wedding ma.

Please take a lot of shots of the wedding. =p

Okla, wish everyone happily ever after.

*this her is not 'her'. this her is another her which is just a normal friend to me.

QUOTE of the day

"There are no failures but only attempts to be successful."

~ Datuk Dr. Ramlan Aziz
~ Director Jeneral Of National Sports Institute (NSI)
~ he was quoted at the SEA Games press conference to review the 40-40-59 medal haul that puts Malaysia in fourth place in the standings behind Thailand, Vietnam and Indonesia.

Year 1 Semester 3 Final Examination

Final Examination
Year 1 Semester 3
University Tunku Abdul Rahman
Kampar, Perak, Malaysia

MPW2153 Pendidikan Moral
Room H108
Saturday, 19/12/2009
9am-11.30am

UALF1003 Introduction to French
Room H003
Monday 21/12/2009
9am-11am

acid-dent

woah!! an accident almost happened few minutes ago.

fuiyoh!! 15cm away from bang-bang! wahahah.

it happened in front of my eyes!!

it's an kancil and a scooter.

at least 5people in the kancil. the driver and the front seat passenger damn super fat!

2 people without helmet on the scooter.

damn cilaka. the red kancil super fast. it's raining lah!! drive so fast for what!! the scooter went out from the house. the rider saw the car on the right lane, so he quickly went to the left lane. cilaka the red kancil turned to left lane!! arrrghhhh! both pressed the brake habis-habis kow-kow!!

fulamak!! the scooter has stopped but the red kancil still moving. the rider's and the passenger's eyes were on the car with full of concentration!! so ddep in focus!! oh God!! RIP?!!

NO!! luckily the red kancil managed to stopped on time! seriously the kancil is 15cm away from kissing the scooter.

fulamak!! saat-saat yang sungguh mencemaskan dan mendebarkan!

damn u kancil. u saw me going to the left, then why you turn yo the left??!! grrhhh!

so anyway, that's the story of Oh Chin Eng and Poovaneswaran on the scooter.

now both of them are in OCE's room studying Moral for the exam at 9am later.

both still in trauma and still thanking the God. Thank God they can still take the exam in uni tmr.

waaahahah!

Friday, 18 December 2009

JOKE of the day

prepare yourself to laugh gila-gila. make sure u LAUGH!!

Aarrgghhh!! Geramnya!! Eeeeeeee!! Meluat!! Menyampah! Fed up with the people in this house, 1194 Westlake, Kampar, Perak, Malaysia.

i was doing my laundry. I put my clothes in the one and only washing machine in my house. i went to the washing machine to get my clothes la. guess what's in there! a bunch of unknown clothes in it with my clean clothes.

arrghhh! Why in the world there’s such an idiot! Belajar tinggi-tinggi kat uni but kepala hotak taruk kat pungkok! how can u put your clothes in when there are someone else’s clothes there?!! who teach you this way to wash ur clothes??!!

Now I have to wash my clothes again! damn u! IDIOT!! BOLOH!!

Last night I became the maid again by cleaning the house and now I have to re-wash my clothes.

I betoi-betoi tak faham macam mana boleh begitu idiotnya you put your dirty clothes in the washing machine with my clean clothes and wash it. Tak faham! I dun understand!! Takkan la blajak sampai buta!

Tolong jangan buat malu la. kalau nk beridiot kat tempat orang, balik n hisap susu la. pi tanya mak macam mana nak cuci baju! Boloh! Kureng hasam! Podakh!! Eeee!

And u know what. I know the person who did this. He stays next to my room. Damn YOU!!

This is stupidly FARNEE! What a joke of the day!!

YOU are quoted

"Life isn't always going to rainbows and butterflies. Sometimes, things happen. Things you saw coming since a very long time ago. Eventually, that happened.  People you used to trust once upon a time broke your heart. And then you're left in the dark. So it wasn't long before I decided to switch on the light."

~ Nadia Nicole Halim
~ Curi-ed from her blog post titled: Surreal, 17/12/2009

tonight's agendas

welcome to our meeting tonight.

these are the agendas for the meeting.

1. stay at home because it's raining HEAVILY out there!

2. cook your own dinner. spaghetti?? magee?

3. study Moral for exam tomorrow.

4. write 2 more blog posts.

5. print exam slip.

6. chant before oink oink.

Muallaf in Malaysia


pantun 1malaysia

1 suara 1 impian 1 malaysia
Orang Melayu, Cina, India dan lain-lain pun ada
Hidup aman, stabil, dan makmur sentiasa
Jangan buat kacau, kalau tidak saya belasah
i tau you tengah online now. and i nak you tau yang i nak tau your response, your reply, your feelings. harap penantian ini berbaloi. i hold on to your words. u got the answer that you want. then?? what now..

photo


ATTENTION!!

L to R: Hah Haw Yeen, Tan Teck Joo, Oh Chin Eng, Yeap Wei Hong, Wong Siew King

Thursday, 17 December 2009

bye bye penang goodluck Malaysia

bye people. im leaving now. wish u all a great weekends ahead.

support Malaysia football team vs Vietnam later 5.45pm.

Malaysia Boleh!!

geram cant watch them in action.

Thank You God

YOU are quoted

"Never put off till tomorrow what we can do today."

~ Tatsyaini Thevi
~ 17/12/2009 Thursay
~ via Facebook comment

Letter To The God

God, 2009 is going to end soon. Very soon. I wana thank you for the guidance, blessing and protection you gave me throughout the whole year. Im sorry too for the wrongdoings I made. I know im bad.. I did try to be a better man but I failed.. why?? Im not gona give u any reasons. I know n You know.

I believe in you God. some people only pray to you when they are scared of ghost, when they are admitted into the hospital and when they are in troubles. But I always pray to you no matter im in good or bad condition. I always pray for others n not myself.

Anyway, I wana make a last wish. I wana ask for one last thing from you. A last one.. I promised it’s the last one. No more wishes after this for the rest of 2009. This is not about my final exam. I’ll work on it myself on my exam. no use I pray hard but I don’t work hard right.

God, the time is now. Im going to the hospital now to get my blood test results. I am very nervous right now. very. I just constipated because im too scared. My heart is beating very fast.

I pray to you that my blood is ok. I hope the doctor will tell me that. Please.. You are the only one I can turn to now. if my blood is ok, other people is ok as well. I dun wana trouble anyone. I don’t one. If I have to suffer for my sins, let me bear it all myself.

Please let me get a good results. Please.. I promise you if my blood is ok, I WILL BE ON VEGETARIAN DIET FOR 3 DAYS, PUASA FOR 1 WEEK AND I WILL PARTICIPATE IN THAIPUSAM NEXT YEAR.

Very 1 Malaysia rite??

I need spiritual strength right now. im going now.. I pray that everything will turn out ok. I want 2010 to be a great year ahead. I know some people is waiting eagerly to know the results. I dun wana let anyone down, including myself.

Thank you God.

Come Home - One Republic

Not ok! not ok! I am still not ok! im addicted to this song. I have been listening to it the whole day. People can make u down, but thank God, this song cheer me up. It's truely a beautiful song. listen lah. listen..

Im sleepy. Good night. I have a very important task to do later at 9am. C u then.

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Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..


Come home, Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long, For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oooh


I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then


Come home, Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long, For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oooh


Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now


Come home, Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long, For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home


'takke' ah??

Just a few minutes before 12am, my sister came to me and she asked how to say fold clothes in Bahasa Malaysia.

i didn't give much attention to her. im still mad at her i guess. then she asked again. so i said 'melipat baju'. i wondered why she asked me that all of a sudden. i hoped it was for her homework.

then i went out to the hall. she was in the room folding her clothes. i looked at her laptop. she was chatting with Vivien. she told Vivien that she's going to 'ji' baju. 'Ji' means fold in Hokkien. she asked Vivien to asked me if she doesnt understand.

i was like.. i feel bad. she always ask me smtg bcoz she need to know about smtg. n i never pay attention to her. I was like lazy to answer her questions. She still ask me although i dun wana answer her. She's the kind who'll seek for an answer by herself. She wont tell me why she ask. Yes, sometimes i got frustrated because i duno why she asks me certain things.

She calls me 'takke' which means elder brother. She talks to me more then she talks to my brother.

she loves me. i know she loves me.

i am sorry..

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

6.30pm

6.30pm. that’s the time im leaving Penang tomorrow. Life is so weird. At one point u can be so happy about something. Then suddenly u r pissed with it. Life is so unpredictable. Mood swings so fast like wind.

I came back to Penang, I was so happy n look forward for it. Well, I had fun n I enjoyed the first week in Penang. Then, this week, the second week, everything just changed. What’s going on. Now I want to leave this island ASAP! I dun wana be here, at least for a week. I need to be alone in Kampar, where no one that close to me talk to me. I dun wish to talk to anyone..

My mum has brought the bus ticket for me. if she buys it, means she paid for it la. if im the one who bought, I use my own $ lo. Anyway my bus departs at 6.30pm tmr from Butterworth. Im taking Transnasional again.

My mum bought it at 4.30pm today. she was rushing because she is working at 4.30pm. luckily she went to buy it before she went for work because the bus left 1 empty seat only. She called me n asked whether I want to take the bus or not because my seat is at the last one at the back. the next bus is on Friday morning. She asked me to take the Friday one. I made my decision n I took the Thurday 6.30pm bus.

I wana leave here ASAP! Suddenly this island becomes a nightmare for me. I’ll think of that person if im here. I need to cabut. I can’t study here. So many distractions.

Mum pesan not to forget to bring the bus ticket tmr. She asked me to kip it in my wallet.

So people bye bye lah. Thx.. thx for.. duno wat. See u in Kampar lah. I think I blog more when im in Kampar. =p

stop and stare

No no no! this post is not about the song from onerepublic. This post is about a girl. A fair, pretty and clean face girl. I sent my sister to tuition at 8pm. I walked her into the room. Then a chinese girl clad in white shirt was standing there at the door. Her eyes were on me, with full of concentration, without even a blink, for at least 10 steps away from me. As I getting nearer the room, she still stared at me.

I was freaked out. Seriously! so I stared back at her la for few seconds. I tried to recall whether I met this person before or not but nop, I never met her!! I tried to be nice. I smiled, just a little, but she still looked at me as if I owe her something very valuable. fine! I turned away. I sent my sister in. my sister’s teacher was there.

She asked me what time im coming to pick my sister up. I said 10pm lo. The lady was still there at my left hand side, stared at me again!! Never a girl stares at me for so long. I stared back at her with the “yes? What? Do u noe me? do I noe u??” look.

Suddenly my sister’s teacher said  “u don’t have stare until like that. She’s my daughter.” I turned and look at her daughter. She looked at her mum n she said “he’s from SXI ma. A photographer ma.” I was stunned. Totally speechless. I blink blink my eyes. I carved a smile. Then I looked at her mum again. I asked how her daughter knows abt it. She said her daughter also from SXI.

Then they just walked away dengan stylonyer. I was still blur-blur. Then I quickly asked her what year her daughter was in SXI. Only Form 6 in SXI got girls. I never seen her before in SXI. That’s why I stared back at her full of curiosity. Her mum said smtg but I couldn’t catch it. Den we left the place.

Woah!! My heart is still pounding while im writing this. Im excited I guess. Shocked too. I don’t know how to describe the way she stared at me with her big eyes. She knows me but i don't know her!!

Aiyah!! i didn't snap her pics lah!!

A or B

arrrghhh!! A or B?!! how?? i need the answer now. my mum is going out n i need to give her an answer. I don't know when should i go back to Kampar. i have to go back bcoz im having exam dis Saturday.

it's a very simple decision but im in dilemma. nonsense!! crazeee!!!

A-go back on Thursday night.
B-go back on Friday morning

so A or B?? why is it so hard to choose??

i don't know. something is holding me back but im not sure what is it!! is it bcoz i still want to meet her before i go? er... if i go back on Friday, i scared i'll be tired to do revision etc.

*smack my head to the wall!!

Tuesday, 15 December 2009

kata-kata hikmat

Kalau kita tak berputus asa, sudah tentu ada harapan. Bila ada harapan, sudah tentu ada keajaiban.

Monday, 14 December 2009

coursemates in Penang (part 1)

my coursemates have reached penang this afternoon. wen tout the whole day. bla3. feel so bad for my sister. so so bad. aih.. i made a wrong decision i guess.

* will be updated lah..

Sunday, 13 December 2009

Aku Bukan Untukmu - Rossa / VE

hmmm... let me think what to say. i better dun say anything. don't disclose too many things. just keep it in my heart. you know, i know, and He knows. anyway, i sing it with someone. happinyer.. she still like this song. of course lah, kan lagu ni sedap. best. hehe. listen lah. this is one of the songs in the movie Sepi. You should watch the movie as well.

oh im so happy now, in the middle of the nite!! wooohooo!! gnite ppl. muax.!

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Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu




Penang Starwalk 2009

Date: 13/12/2009 Sunday

Time: 6am

Venue: PISA, Penang

How: walk for 10km in 2 hours.

in few hours time, i'll be going for Penang Starwalk 2009. i have been joining this event for more than 5 years i guess.

this time im not going there with my sayang. i mean.. i dun have a sayang pun. im going with my mum. only 2 of us.

hmmm... i have a lot to say ok. i duno where to start.. aih.. forget about it la.

i PROMISE i'll talk more about it after the walk tomorrow.

oh ya! i want a medal. hmmm.. but if im not one of the medallists pun xpe la. i wana BEAT u, KHOO TENG SHIN!! haha! but if you are faster then me also nvm la, i wana reach the line in 1 hour la.

Saturday, 12 December 2009

me



ohhhh... i love this pic sooo much!!

Human Rights Day 2009



Human Rights Day for all

Theme: They Are Here

Date: 12 Dec 09 (Sat)

Venue: Han Chiang College, Penang

Time: 8pm

Organiser: Suara Rakyat Malaysia Penang (SUARAM)

Contact person: Lau Shu Shi


Screening “Breaking Labour" , UDHR Booklet Launch, Photos Exhibition on Refugees

to lie or not to lie?

Will you tell your friend the truth that will hurt him/her? But if you don't tell him/her the truth, someone else is lying and cheat on him/her. Should i be truthful and hurt her or should I act as if nothing happened and make her feel good?

Well, it happens all the time in our life. Sometimes it's better to lie. We lie not for ourselves but for the person that close to our heart.

I feel happy if my friends are happy. I never want to spoil any relationship. Never.

Janganlah berkira sangat. Janganlah kaypo sangat. Close one eye and reveal the truth only when you really need to.

Yellow - Coldplay

So long i never post a song d huh?? Let's berkaraoke tonight! This is the latest song that i love. Heard of it before but didn't know the title until the 3 UTAR students got swept away and died. Since then, I fall in love with this song. I like the lyrics as well. Listen lah! You'll like it lah! =p

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Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,


I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow


So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow


Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
Do you know

You know I love you so
You know I love you so


I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow


I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow


Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
Do you know

For you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry


Its true

Look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for


Look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine


Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you

And all the things that you do





QUOTE of the day

"If tak bersusah-susah, kita tak boleh bersenang-senang kemudian."

~ Nur Faizah Johari Jayakumar

Friday, 11 December 2009

Kelebihan Bersegera Solat Jumaat

JUMAAT hari sungguh mulia dan bermakna bagi umat Islam. Kemuliaan itu digambarkan oleh Rasulullah SAW melalui sabdanya yang diriwayatkan oleh Abu Hurairah yang bermaksud:

"Sebaik-baik hari yang terbitlah matahari padanya ialah Jumaat. Pada hari itu, Nabi Adam dicipta dan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga dan pada hari itu juga dia dikeluarkan dan tidak akan berlakunya kiamat melainkan pada Jumaat."

Sabda Rasulullah lagi yang diriwayatkan oleh Imam Bukhari bermaksud: "Penghulu segala hari ialah Jumaat, ia sangat besar ertinya di sisi Allah daripada Aidilfitri dan Aidiladha."

Demikian kemuliaan Jumaat. Adapun kemuncak kepada kemuliaan Jumaat adalah perhimpunan raksasa di masjid bagi mendirikan solat fardu Jumaat secara berjemaah.

Bersolat Jumaat terlalu penting bagi setiap Muslim sehingga Rasulullah memberi ancaman keras terhadap orang yang meninggalkannya.

Menghadiri solat fardu Jumaat ertinya kita menuju ke masjid bagi menyahut seruan Allah yang meminta kita untuk sujud kepada-Nya. Firman Allah bermaksud: “Wahai orang beriman, apabila diserukan azan (bang) untuk mengerjakan sembahyang pada Jumaat, maka bersegeralah kamu pergi (ke masjid) untuk mengingati Allah (dengan mengerjakan sembahyang Jumaat) dan tinggalkanlah berjual beli (pada saat itu) yang demikian adalah baik bagi kamu, jika kamu mengetahui (hakikat yang sebenar)." (Surah al-Jumu’ah, ayat 9)

Oleh kerana menghadiri solat Jumaat adalah tanda kepatuhan terhadap Allah, maka ia hendaklah dilakukan dengan baik dan bersungguh-sungguh. Hal ini supaya terserlah kepatuhan, di samping mendidik keperibadian kita.

Bagi memastikan kehadiran ke masjid beramai-ramai dapat memenuhi objektif sebenar, maka Rasulullah menunjukkan kepada kita amalan yang perlu dilakukan sebelum ke masjid, ketika dan selepas solat Jumaat.

Amalan sebelum solat Jumaat:

· Memperbanyakkan selawat pada malam dan Jumaat.

Sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Perbanyakkanlah berselawat kepadaku pada malam dan hari Jumaat."

· Membaca surah al-Kahfi.

Sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Barang siapa yang membaca surah al-Kahfi pada Jumaat nescaya Allah akan menerangi cahaya yang akan menerangi dirinya antara dua Jumaat.

· Mandi sunat Jumaat dan datang awal ke masjid.

Sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Barang siapa yang mandi (sunat) pada Jumaat, kemudian pergi ke masjid pada waktu yang pertama, maka seolah-olah dia telah berkorban seekor unta. Barang siapa yang pergi pada waktu yang kedua, maka seolah-olah dia telah mengorbankan seekor kerbau. Barang siapa yang pergi pada waktu yang ketiga, maka seolah-olah dia telah mengorbankan seekor kambing. Barang siapa yang pergi pada waktu yang keempat, maka seolah-olah dia hanya mengorbankan seekor ayam betina. Barang siapa yang pergi pada waktu kelima, maka seolah-olah dia mengorbankan sebutir telur." (Hadis riwayat Imam Bukhari)

· Berwuduk dengan sempurna dan kemudian melakukan ibadat seperti membaca al-Quran dan sembahyang sunat tahyatul masjid, terutama apabila masuk ke dalam masjid.

Sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Barang siapa yang berwuduk dengan sempurna kemudian dia pergi ke masjid menunaikan solat Jumaat dalam keadaan diam dan memberi perhatian sepenuhnya terhadap khutbah yang disampaikan, maka diampunkan dosanya pada hari itu dan antara Jumaat yang akan datang." (Hadis riwayat Muslim)

Sangat duka cita apabila ada yang datang ke masjid ketika khatib sedang membaca khutbah. Perbuatan ini amat merugikan kerana khutbah adalah rukun wajib yang menjadikan syarat sahnya Jumaat.

· Mendapatkan saf pertama yang berdekatan imam.

Sabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Barang siapa yang mandi sunat pada Jumaat dan bersegera berjalan menuju ke masjid, kemudian mengambil tempat berhampiran dengan Imam serta mendengar khutbah dengan penuh perhatian, maka setiap langkahnya akan memperoleh pahala menyamai ibadat puasa dan solat pada malamnya selama setahun."

Oleh itu, marilah kita mencari kelebihan kurnia Allah pada Jumaat.

Hendaklah segera ke masjid dan mengikut adab yang disenaraikan oleh Rasulullah kerana kelebihan dan fadilatnya terlalu besar.

* i found this article very interesting. i tak tau pun. xtra general knowledge.