bising ooo...

arrrghhhh!

bising ooo!

BISING!

BISING!

BISING!

noisy!

luan oo..

how nice if there's a 'silent mode' to mute this world.

just be quiet can or not.

yes..

just shhhhhh...

just for a while la..

i dun wana talk or listen to anyone lah,

i just wana listen to the wind, to the breeze. to the wave and to the insects now..

suddenly i remember that few years back, when i was still in secondary school, i'll run to the beach, stay there, be alone and listen to the breeze.. ahhh..

entahla rasa rimas betul.

grrrrrhhh nak je jerit, lari sekuat hati or pi kat atas bukit or merempit kat Teluk Bahang.

wahahah..

hmmm.. maybe i can try to round island in the middle of the night. never try before. it must be fun!

QUOTE of the day

The more you care, the more you hurt yourself.

do you know...

1. I want to work hard and earn a lot a lot n a LOT of money to travel around the world. yesss... I want money. I need money!

2. I want to live to travel. I want to live to eat.

3. Now only I know travelling in Cambodia is so much more expensive than in Thailand. Cambodians use US Dollars. Oh God how to survive if I want to go backpack??

4. I am so glad to catch up with old friends, colleagues, big sisters, old people and Penangites. =p

5. I really pity those nice and innocent policemen. They got bad names because of some bad guys within them. Shame on this bad guys.

6. Love is so complicated, troublesome but sweet. =p

7. Death is easy, life is hard.

8. Time is passing so damn fast!

9. Act fast.

10. When you are with your friends, you forget about your bf/gf. When you are with your bf/gf, you forget about your friends.

rants and thoughts

woah! im blogging. =p i didn't blog for almost a week. what to do, laptop is spoiled. I need to pay RM950 if i want to extend my warranty. walaueh.. damn expensive. Feel so awakward without laptop. cannot transfer or alter photos, cannot online, cannot write journal etc etc.

hmmmm... =(

anyway i have few things to say in this post lah.. hehe.

you think about the phrase below first.

something funny n weird abt human: we tend to scold, critisize, provoke, insult, condemn n offend ppl more than we praise, appreciate, compliment, thank or say something nice abt them. am i right?? kan kan?? memang betul!

By the way, i miss her.. I'm missing her so much. I tried not to because it's no appropriate aka tak manis but sorry i couldn't help it..

what do you do when you miss someone? is there a cure? YES! you go meet that person la. but what if you can't? then you can only think of that person and the memories you had together.. syiok sendiri lo..

It's so annoying and hard to move on or move forward when your past is bugging and hunting you down whether in a good or bad ways.

oh ya! lastly hor i have this sudden and strong urge to cycle from Kampar to Penang. seriousla.. eh ini bukan cakap kosong ok. I CAN!! eh eleh.. ingat i tak boleh ke?? blahh la! bukanny i tak pernah cycle jarak jauh. bukannya i tak pernah join marathon. podakh!

"MAI KHUA WA SAN SAN CIT KI KUT, WA HOLIAO LU KHUA BEH CHUT!"

okla tata.

"Yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran."

Pengajarannya adalah kalau dah plan something tu, stick to your plan Jangan tiba-tiba ada benda lain datang, you ketepikan plan asal dan akhir sekali apa pun tak dapat.

Kalau dah plan something, must do it. Don't forget about your original plan just because you get something else in the process.

Kalau dah ada habuan atau rezeki depan mata, jangan difikirkan lagi rezeki yang belum tentu ada. bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.

Contoh: dulu i dah beli tiket pi India, tapi tiba-tiba i disenaraipndekkan untuk dapat award photography. So i wasted more than rm300 tak p India and pi the award ceremony. But tak dapat entah apa habuk award pun. ini tak dapat, itu pun tak dapat...

You faham apa i cakap ke?? Tak faham kalau check dictionary la.

nice to be home..

im home.

I AM HOME!

wohoooo! ahhhh.. it feels so damn nice to be home.

laptop is ill

sad!

laptop is spoiled!

it's so hard to on it. after like about 10times trying, ok it's on. but it lasted only for about 10minutes then it will shut down by itself.

=(

i haven't back up all my stuffs yet la...

PEOPLE PLEASE PLEASE BACK UP ALL YOUR DATAS NOW!! YES NOW! DON'T DELAY! DON' WAIT! DON'T GIVE YOURSELF EXCUSES.

hmmm... im trying to save my datas in my external harddisk now.

luckily im going back to hometown tomorrow.

need to bring it to see Doctor Dell.

yes i miss my home so badly!!

wahahaha.

im coming home my love.

i can rest puas puas. tidur mati!

and i'll be missing u all my coursemates. c u next week or the week after.

worn out

just came back from a meeting.

i didn't sleep since last night.

whole day awake from 8am for class, then hiking and luckily i managed to have a 2hrs nap.

Majlis Berbuka Puasa by SRC was ok. more than half of our target participants came.

thank you guys.

now have to settle some stuffs.

class at 8am later. then another long day of Wednesday from 8am-7.30pm classes. then prepare for a competition at night.

so so damn tired and sleepy. ish.

but i feel good as well. when you are busy, means you are not wasting your time, means your brain is working, means you are doing good for yourself and others. i also won't have to the time think of personal stuffs. =p

i really need to tidur mati. i miss the feeling of tidur mati.

someone please wake me up when August ends.

good night. tata.

*WHOLE DAY MY LAPTOP DIED. I CAN'T ONLINE OR DO ANYTHING. CANNOT ON. NOW ONLY CAN ON BUT IT WILL DIE OFF ANYTIME SOON. PLEASE AGAIN I BEG YOU DON'T DIE. I NEED YOU SO BADLY. TQ. I LOVE YOU,

Flower

Photo taken from Cameron Highlands. ok sorry la har i don't know what flower is this. hahaha.

too early or too late?

too late or too early??

i duno..

i just know that me n some of my friends from my course didn't sleep for whole night. hahaha. yeah crazy! we were doing newspaper assignment la. most of us finished it by 6am. some sleeping right now.

But here i am still awake, preparing for 8am class.

Finally i can on my laptop. but it will shut down by itself soon. aih..

Tiffany, Rachael and Siang Yong are enjoing their late supper aka breakfast at Ipoh McD. haha. I didn't go la cuz i sacred can't make it to the last tutorial class at 8am. then later 10am going to cycle to explore a place with coursemates.

susah la kan nanti tidur atas basikal atas jalan..

a long day ahead. body is so heaty. head is so heavy.

8am class
10am cycle and explore a warsite in the jungle
1pm go office settle SRC stuff
7pm Majlis Berbuka Puasa
9pm meeting

anyway too late or too early huh?

those people who are still awake at 6am, they will say 'wah so late already ah?'

but for those who just wake up, they will say 'wah so early ah?'

so today you belong to which group huh??

what am i toking about huh?? blur gila babik. but stil energetic and bersemangat =p

laptop is dying

oh im really in deep shit! my laptop's fan is not working. it has been shutting off by itself for more then 10 times tonight! i on it and less than 5 mins bye bye again.

there's burning smell and the engine's sound so loud. scary!

im really freaking out right now. im damn worried ok..

this is one of the things i fear the most in my life: if i lost all my documents and photos from the digital devices.
oh oh pls pls i beg u dun die yet. pls...

i still need you to do a lot of things: assignments, exam, research, competition, blog, official events.

i haven't back up all my documents yet.

i have 215GB of documents in this laptop.

please i beg u la..

pls stay alive till next sem.

you know i love you right??

yes i love you!

i really do. muax muax muax.

ok bye my laptop is gona saotong anytime. =(

oh no..

oh no.. oh no... no no no..

2things happened tonight. yea just two. 2 crazy and unexpected one.

1) crazy ooo! i accidentally sent a sms to my ex-gf. so shit la. how in the world i can sent it to her!! shit la. damn it lo.. I didn't talk to her like since March. hmmm...

2) my beloved crazy and funky Dean of my faculty sent me a message. Yes a Dean sent me a message. But that's not the point. He is so cool that he used FB to sent the msg. i was like. walaueh. my Dean so keng. ahahha. i don't mind actually cuz it's not official stuff u noe.. i prefer it that what than write letter etc cuz it'll make the staffs and students closer lo.

scary!

i duno how to response to them. hahaha..

YOU are quoted, YB Hishammuddin

"In every country, there r those who make extreme statements. They r a minority and we must not allow them to set the national conversation."

~ Dato' Seri Hishammuddin bin Tun Hussein
~ Minister of Home Affairs, Malaysia; Member of Parliament for Sembrong, Johor; and UMNO Vice-President.
~ via Twitter

*Ok impressed by this statement. Walk the talk YB.

QUOTE of the day

"To strengthen the country you must first strengthen the people."

~ Martial Arts Master, Fork Yuen Karp / Huo Yuan Jia

ayooo PiDiaReM

Walaueh! Sipek kanasai betul. Last time I seldom see you on the street. But now puasa and Raya season, suddenly so many of you on the street, stop the cars, check this and that. Yennadei.. stop being hypocrite can or not? Come on. Do your work properly lah. So fake lu cai bo. Some more hor, Kampar is such a quiet and peace town. Now I really wonder some of you people are maintaining national security or your own pocket. Eh I didn’t accuse huh, im just asking. Anyway, this is what our PiDiaReM always do lo.. haih perangai tak ubah-ubah.

3 meow meow

3.56pm 18/8/2010 Westlakes

These 3 innocent and cute little kittens were abandoned outside my house. They were hiding and getting protection in between 2 bicycles. Oh I don’t know where are they now. =p

YOU are quoted

"People will not care when there is not a need present."

~ Vivien Chang Wei Lin
~ 3.40pm 21/8/2010
~ via MSN

truth and facts

See I'm still awake. OT ma. Just thought of many things. A lot of things are playing in my mind. Recalled a lot of past experiences. Got new inspirations. So let's share it around.

1) A new life begins when only you can totally let go of the past.

2) Sometimes people don’t know that they hurt us and most of the time we don’t tell them because we don’t want them to feel hurt.

3) A lot of people regret, blame themselves and start to appreciate and think of the good things from their loved ones when only they are no longer around but it’ll be too late.

4) I always believe that if our heart is clean, intention is good and conscience is clear, evils can never get near us.

5) When you have a task in front of you, settle it immediately, don’t wait because after that moment, you’ll never finish it.

6) I know I am not the best because I am not the best and I can’t be the best because the fact is no one can be the best of the best.

See isn’t it true? It’s a fact of life. It’s the truth. You can run but you can never hide.

I tak..

I tak lansi.

I tak berkira.

I tak ganas.

I tak handsome.

I tak muscular.

I tak punctual.
I tak show off.

I tak pandai in IT.

I tak simpan dendam.

I tak boleh tak makan nasi.

I tak suka orang buang barang i.

I tak pandai English and Chinese.

I tak kisah if I have non-Chinese gf.

I tak boleh if people keep rushing and bugging me.

i tak tau apa lagi nak cakap.

TENGAH BER-OT. OVER-TIME TONIGHT LA!

2010: Great Year

I still remember at the beginning of the year, i said this is gona be a good year.

Then i consistantly stick to that motto or belief. And i really make it a good year. I always pray that it will be a good year.

Then again and again i repeat the motto.

Till this moment, 2010 will still be a GREAT year. hehehe.

i achieved some feats already. i mean some good achivements and i wana keep a good track on it.

There were good and bad times.

I had a few good years that i still remember: 2003, 2005, 2007.

2010 is gona be a GREAT YEAR!

YOU are quoted

"One thing that for sure will not change is the fact we need to change."

~ Agyyness Khoo

~ via FB

Pantun Syiok Makan

Bazar Ramadan banyak orang sekali


P sana sini beli itu dan ini

Makan banyak tak henti-henti

Kenyang perut suka hati

Yum yum ahh so sexy

Vey happy syiok sekali

suddenly...

Suddenly..

The sky is so dark, just like my heart.

Suddenly..

It’s gona rain, just like my heart.

Suddenly..

It’s so quiet, just like my heart.

random thoughs

hahahaha this is so funny la. crazy day man. i love it. ok so what is so random huh.

1) AKU ANAK JATI PULAU PENANG!

2) i miss Penang so much la.. i must meet up as many people as i can when i go back to Penang.

3) Hari Raya is coming. my ex-gf's cousin asked me am i going to her hourse for Raya. huh?? should i go?? i don't know.. pros and cons.

4) im a tanggecik! ahahahaha!

5) I AM A MALAYSIAN!

6) i wana go meet the aborigines in Thailand and Cambodia. i duno how but i wana do it!

7) i wana ride my bike to Cameron Highlands la. hehehe.

8) we must stop racism, sexism, cronyism, chuvinism, discrimination and corruption before they stop us.

9) aiyamaaaa.. Ayutthaya or Angkor Wat?? 1 stone kills 2 birds in 1 week possible ah??

10) 2 people from 2 different worlds hard to be together meh?

QUOTE of the day

" Part of the challenge of the marathon is pushing past what you think is physically possible. You can do more than you think you can. "


~ Christine Hinton, a Maryland running coach

me

A sip of Kopi O' Kao Kao at Medan Kidd before a long journey to Cameron Highlands.

Photo taken by Tay Pang Chong, 10.53am 14/8/2010.

blackout time in Kampar

COUNTDOWN! it's time! it's already 12am! r u ready people to be in total darkness at?? Yes the whole Kampar will be blackout and we'll stay under the moonlight. What's ur plan huh? My camera gears r ready!

why the electricity haven't cut off?

for more go to http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/08/countdown-to-4-hour-darkness.html

i am independent

I REALISED ONE THING. Not to boast but it’s a fact that I know the best of myself.

Wherever I go, I can survive. I won’t die. I can adapt to the situation easily. I can make myself at home. I know where and how to find things that I like, I always do and I need to be myself, like how I always been.

This is one that I’m proud of myself. I can be independent. I am. But im not saying that I can live alone. No way a person can live alone.

Eat Big = Makan Besar

Eat Big = Big Eat

Makan Besar = Besar Makan

maximum satisfaction!

Im pampering myself with a lot of food!

gaining back mood through food.

what a down day, so unproductive. missed a lot of events today. aih..

sometimes i believe an opportunity only comes once in your life time

but sometimes i also believe that there'll be second chance.

whatever it is, it depends on how you view your life.

if it's possible, don't wait, act fast, grab the chance, make use of it.

that's all i can say.

anyway i bought kuih, sushi, KFR cheezy wedges, KFC coleslaw, KFC whipped potato, fried sotong, fried chicken's neck, fried spicy Taiwan sausage.

yum yum!

syiok habis!

Photos Rescue Operation

All this while we often heard of search and rescue operation by the bomba. They either look for casulties, dead bodies or animals.

but today let me introduce you to a new term: Photos Rescue Operation.

yes we are going to rescue photographs. We r going to look for the missing and deleted photographs from the camera.

before that we must thank and congratulate Lee Pei Suang and Tay Pang Chong for successfully deleted some of their pictures from my camera when we were at Cameron Highlands.

KANASAI U!!

im gona kick ur ass ah. walueh.. this morning only i realised my photos went missing.. ooo... u guys curi-curi delete it when i was sleeping right. manyak pandai!

ayooo they are so so cunning! ish ish ish..

the search and rescue operation is still going on since this morning. i'll korek sampai dapat. nyeh nyeh nyeh.

arrrghhh! so damn hungry, din eat anything the whole day. alrite going out to cari makan now. c u. tata.

sunflower

Sunflower from Cameron Highlands

speechless clueless

"Can't you be simple a little bit?"

This is a question by a friend. I'm still thinking of the answer.

I'm clueless. Speechless.

i would love to..

I would love to be on stage again.

I would love to sparring again.

I would love to be a monk again.

I would love to paint again.

i would love to write poems again.

whole day on bed!!

OMG!

Shit shit shit!

I just woke up! I slept whole day! whole man! This is so crazy! Arrghhh!

I couldn’t wake up. I skipped all my classes.

OMG!

What the heck.

This is so UNPRODUCTIVE!!!

I had so many weird dreams.

I got stuck on my bed!

I feel so damn bad now..

I don't feel good at all..

Oh what should I do. It’s already dinner time!! It's nigh time already and i wasted one whole day doing nothing!

W A K E   U P   O C E!

=(

escaped to Malim Nawar

Just reached home..

Feeling so much better and relieved.

Was so down early tonight. Tried to figure out the root cause but I failed. Is it because of I can’t make it for the dinner with PM Najib? Or is it because there’s some problems with my group’s presentation. Or because of something else?

WA TAKTAU!

So I escaped myself from this place. Im not running away from the problem but im just finding a way to comfort myself.

I went for dinner alone before 2 meetings. 1st meeting, duno where's the venue, i got lost. zzz.. 2nd meeting cancelled. What a boring night. I have academic stuffs to do but no time.

So jeng jeng jeng!

I went to Malim Nawar with my scooter at 10.30pm. Let’s call it Motorbike Ronda Malam. Woohooo! Malim Nawar is such a small town. Maybe I didn’t explore all yet. Malim Nawar is the nearest town to Kampar. Wanted to go somewhere else but too late and dangerous. 3 other friends were following me, a couple on a bike n I fetched another friend. If im alone, I dun mind go far far.

Don’t feel like talk about what happened throughout the journey. It’ll be too lengthy lah.

Anyway, Thanks Tze Huey, Edmund and Cynthia for the night. Thanks to Feli, Adeline, Miss Joethi and other friends as well for helping me in finding me a place to sleepover in KL.

God please bless these people..

Countdown for Sem Break

oh i can't wait for this semester break.

i am so determined to travel.

i don't care.

no money also must go travel.

MUST!

im so excited right now. im planning where to go, what to do etc etc.

most probably i'll go alone la.

and yea i'll go out from Malaysia. hehehe..

so anyone wana go kaikai with crazy fella, me??

I CAN'T WAIT TO CABUT!! WOOOHOOOOOO!

no dinner with Prime Minister

At this moment, the Prime Minister already break his fast and having a nice dinner with student leaders from all over Malaysia.

Sadly to say i couldn't attend. I supposed to go. But im here in Kampar and not Putrajaya.

I decided not to go.

The reason is not because i don't want but i can't. Will explain further.

so yea guys in Putrajaya, enjoy your time with our Prime Minister, Dato' Sri Najib Tun Razak.

apala..

“Oit, what’s ur email add huh? Mai I add u now.. “ (19/8/2010 1.25am)

I received this sms from a good friend last night.

Hahaha lawak betul. U damn farnee lo. Suddenly tengah-tengah malam ask for my e-mail address. I know la you are leaving soon.

But hmmppph!

Know u so long now but now only you ask for my e-mail address ah. Ayooo.. hahaha. Save it la ye Adeline Wok. =p

deleting a piece of history

I was cleaning the stuffs in my laptop. A lot of old stuffs. Very old stuffs. Some are so memorable and meaningful, full of nostalgia. But it’s the past.

I found few sound clips that I made when I was with her. Wanted to send to her at that time but I didn’t. it’s just a history nia..

I don’t think this history worth to be preserved. No meaning. No meaning for her. no meaning for me.

So yea I create a history tonight. I delete something which used to meant a lot to me. if you know me, you know im the type of person who collect stuff, I wont throw away my things moreover this is so special for me. this is about me and her..

Hidup kena ke depan kan??

Benda-benda yang menyebabkan air mata bergelinangan biarkan sajalah mengalir pergi seperti air di sungai.

Sedang aku mengemaskini, terjumpa pula lagu ini. Mata pula bekaca. Air mata mula menitis. Tak sempat ku sambut, ia terjatuh ke Bumi.

if im a Superman

People who is your superhero? Have you ever dream to be like them?

Hmmm.. I like Superman. How nice if I am a Superman.

I can fly high and freely like him. I can go anywhere anytime I want. I don’t have to dig out money for travelling. There will be no air pollution and road accidents. I will not have problem with splitting my time between two events because I can fly very fast. I can save a lot of people with my super power. I don’t have to have dilemma whether to go for an event or not because it’s too far, no time and too costly. I can be more punctual.

I can do a lot of things la that normal people cannot do. But im not a Superman! Ish!

Just let me be a Superman for a day can or not? I don’t mind to wear underwear outside lo..