break up quote

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder.

Giving up doesn't mean you are weak!

It only means that you are strong enough to let go!

*not from me.

uncle NO picha la!!

T*LAN nia!

the shortlisted photo

The Forgotten

This is the photo that got shortlisted in Memoirs-A Walk Through The Time Photography Competition organised by MMU Cyberjaya.

If you still remember, this picture is one of the photos i posted in my blog, the series of photos 'Old People' in January 2010 and also in the 'Ah Kong Ah Ma' album in Facebook.

I don'n put a high hopein winning this competition. serious.. i'm happy with what i have, by being shortlisted. Winning or Losing i leave it to him. I've done my best.

im one of the finalists!!

uh yes yes!! yes!! uh yeh uh yeh!!

yessssssssssssssssssssssssah!!

YESHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

woooooooohoooooooooooooooooo!!

HOHIHIHIHIHIHIHOHOHOHOHOOHOH!

LALALLALLLILILILILOLOLOLOLOLOLLELELELELLULULULULELELE!

i just got home and i checked my e-mail!

my heart almost popped out! yeah! i duno how but almost tercabut la! ok this is hiperbola.

anyway i joined a photography contest (Memoirs-A Walk Through The Time) last month by MMU Cyberjaya. i submit a photo per category. There are 4 categories.

and today they sent me an e-mail saying that im one of teh finalists and i have to send them a higher resolution picture.

they'll only announc ethe winners on 1st april.

but i'll be away to 'I' for the first week of April. shit! i was so hoping that i'll get the prize but i only i have other commitment.

now it's the headache time. should i go to 'I' or go to the prize giving ceremony? which one is more important? i want both because both also so signifinant and meant a lot to me.

aih... HOIK! don't think of that first. now just pray that i'll get the prize. hehee.

Thank You God.

congrats Mr. Oh.

QUOTE of the day

“If there is no passion in your life, then have you really lived? Find your passion, whatever it may be. Become it, and let it become you and you will find great things happen FOR you, TO you and BECAUSE of you.”

~ T. Alan Armstrong

Flirting

Flirting is a common form of social interaction whereby one person obliquely indicates a romantic or sexual interest towards another. It can consist of conversation, body language, or brief physical contact. It may be one-sided or reciprocated (encouraged) with intentions of getting to know that person on a higher level.

Flirting may involve speaking and acting in a way that suggests greater intimacy than is generally considered appropriate to the relationship (or to the amount of time the two people have known each other), without actually saying or doing anything that breaches any serious social norms. This may be accomplished by communicating a sense of playfulness or irony. Double entendres, with one meaning more formally appropriate and another more suggestive, may be used.

While some of the subconscious signs are universal across cultures, flirting etiquette varies significantly across cultures which can lead to misunderstandings. There are differences in how closely people should stand (proxemics), how long to hold eye contact, and so forth.

Source: Wikipedia

cute amma

photo taken in KL 13/3/2010.

amma lu belly the cutie la.

YOU are quoted

"Being happy with what we have achieved is important, accomplishments are as important. But being thankful and grateful is the key to stay happy. Because if we constantly want more, we would never be happy. As in life, we don't win everything. Sometimes we loose, fall, crawl and stand up, complain, learn from the lesson and thank God that we survived the challenge.

It is OK to endure or go through challenges, because those who never go through them don't grow up."

~ Lisa Wong
~ http://therascal23.blogspot.com/2010/03/ritual.html

i love my country, Malaysia

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/03/this-is-my-home-by-sabm.html

Video of Lee Chong Wei Winning All-England 2010

Pantun (Keamanan)

Susah senang sama dirasa
Pahit manis ditelan bersama
Baik buruk sifat manusia
Bermaaf-maafan aman sentosa

PUKE again

ooo just now cirit.

now?? PUKE!!

manyak bagui la i tell u.

today all my posts will be on bad things because majority bad things happened.

so after cirit what happen? MUNTAH lo.

grrrhhh... it's happening again.

it must because i didn't have enough sleep. and i musn't take kopi O kao-kow early morning. then i didn't eat well. then i rush here and there gasping for air.

see.. that's the reason Rachael. next time i wana tell people i wana go Muntah, not only Berak.

anyway, seriously im feeling so unwell. body temperature getting high. a bit dizzy. if can, i wana take the bamboo in UTAR and jolok into my throat then sekaligus throw out everything.

aih.. i need porridge la.. anyone knows how to cook? i tak larat nak masak la although i know my porridge is really delicious.

CIRIT again

yea i CIRIT again. cirit la. nvmla i wana say im cirit. it's my blog wat.

yea i BERAK already. berak la. nvmla i wana say i berak. it's my blog wat.

anyway... hehe. Rachael said that i always cirit lausai then i'll just say in my blog.

hahaha. true true. nvm la. it's my blog wat.

n im so SAKIT PERUT NOW!! constipated so many times this morning. tak larat la.. i benci ah always stomahache. smtg is wrong with my stomach!

feel like sleeping now but got class at 2pm.

if i don't go, Budak KL n Budak Kuala Kangsar is gona shoot me. haha.

takpe la orang KL n orang Kuala Kangsar kan baik, chomel, sweet (referring to Mira n Sara). =p

QUOTE of the day

"When we imagine that rape is about sex, we forget that sex can be a beautiful, pleasurable, transcendent experience. Rape, on the other hand, can never be anything but a crime."

~ Chloe Angyal
~ http://www.huffingtonpost.com/chloe-angyal/sex-and-power-from-north_b_495296.html

*beautifully said.

Living With Rubbish

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/03/living-with-rubbish.html

NO photo request until April

BUSY PEOPLE WALKING. TANGAN UNTUK PENAMPARK. KAKI UNTUK TERAJANG.

With full of respect and love, I would humbly announce that I’ll be BUSY until 1/4/2010. So please don’t ask any photos from me. Photos request will not be entertained.

Nak gambak?! Mai la duit!! Eeee! Busy la! tak faham bahasa ka?? Tunggu la!! nak gua sepak pungkuk hang ke?? Apa hang bagui sangat ke? Aku tak bagui. So jangan mintak gambak dari aku dan tunjuk perangai sieh time-time aku busy. meluat tau ka?!! Menyampah!! Ada orang sampai duk paksa-paksa gila-gila nak gambak. Kalau nk tunjuk muka sekupang, p cangkuk kat tepi jalan! SABAR la!

People if you need any photos from me for your assignments, reports, works, news or because you are my CLOSE friends, I’ll give it to you k. other than that, I am sorry.

SORRY BUSY NOBODY.

Tolong jangan ka-ka cau-cau. Thank you so much for your cooperation. God bless you for not asking photos from me. tata.

*photos will be sent to Nathan, Marie and J-On.

JOKE of the day

funny meh? not funneh meh? u read and see. if not farnee, u slap urself lo. if farnee, u laugh lo.

i think it's is farnee lo. kenapa?? tak percaya ah?

wa kasi lu tau. lu mia telinga korek dengar baek baek!

the story ini maciam.

Mr. OCE jalan-jalan wif her fren, Sara after dinner. in the way home, they met a fren tengah busy beli SATAY!! sedap mia satay! panjang besar gemuk berlemak murah dan sedap!

so they happily chit-chat makan kit-kat. long fren sudah lama no see. happy lo.

the guy's name is Teh Huan Wen. i repeat again. Teh Huan Wen. for ur information, he's the one who bang the table n walked our from EP class dengan penuh gaya mutu keunggulan. wa suspect sama lu! TABIK SPRING!! so sexy!

so anyway, Mr. Oh and Mr. Teh complained to each other about their hectic weeks. Both also takmau kalah. both also busy cokodok basi pungkok tak cuci tak gosok gigi nasi lemak pun basi.

if a lot of assignments, presentations and midterm tests, means cannot sleep that much la. must reduce sleeping time la. kena kopek mata besar-besar la.

u guess n see apa Mr. Teh ciakap. im so impressed with his speech. it's so penuh with cahaya, hope, opportunity, love and sweet.

He said, "SO EAT A LOT A LOT, MA CANNOT SLEEP LO."

Mr. Oh n Sara terus kena electric shock. thunder and kilat shoot here n there from their kelapa hotak. they were blurred but impressed.

usually people will feel sleepy if eat a lot but now it's proven that it's not true. eat a lot then you can stay awake for whole night. throw away your coffee people. hmmm.. no wonder Mr. Teh's size is big.

So people if u wana stay awake to do ur assignments or study, please learn from the expect.

EAT MORE!!

YOU are quoted

"Trust is like a mirror. You can fix it if it's broken but you can still see its crack."

~ Yeo Hui Xin
~ 15/3/2010
~ via FB

ME

Floating On The Sea of T.A.P

T.A.P.???

What the tutt is that.

T = Test
A = Assignment
P = Presentation.

so yes, im floating on the sea of TAP. no, i can't swim in it. too much. too much. headache la. stress oo..

last week, this week and next week, these 3 weeks are killing me! TAPs are cramped in these 3 weeks. TAPs are pouring in stuck here.

how to swim in the sea of TAP? im floating now.. still sorting and figuring out what to do first. then how to do.

as for now, i feel like bangging my head to the wall and sleep till the next day because i am really sleepy but i've to finish my reading and slides for 2 presentations tomorrow.

* it's good to reduce procastinantion and FB-ing for the time being.

Introduction to International Relationship's presentation

Muhibbah team: A kind of messy presentation but it was a good one, at least the lecturer said it is good. A round of applause to all of us. All of us grabbed the attention on that day for wearing so formal. =p

From left to right: Saravani, Mr. Afi, Tiffany, Chin Eng, Amirah.

*photo taken by Sotong, my best 'assistant'.

YOU are quoted

"Don't restrict your options. Be open."

~ Felicita Fedelis
~ 13/3/2010 Kuala Lumpur

Chong Wei Wins All-England

LATEST NEWS!!

Hot news!!

Our beloved Datuk Lee Chong Wei just won the All-England Championship.

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/03/chong-wei-won-all-england-finally.html

KL Breakaway

Hehehe. I actually went to KL yesterday n I just reached home at 8pm just now. that’s why my blos was so quiet. =p

It was a fantastic trip. So much things happened and im feeling good. I know I have tonnes of things regarding studies that I have to do, but I feel much relaxed now. 2 days in KL just swept off all my stress and tension away. It’s a crazy, nice, sweet, memorable, enjoyable and adventurous weekend. This happened because of 3 persons: Felicita, Kwan Yee and Mei Shan. Tq guys.

Anyway as usual, everytime I come back to Kampar, I’ll clean up my level n room. Oh, I should say it’s a must. MUST! After I bathed, I did laundry. the whole washing machine is fulled. A lot of clothes to wash. Then I cleaned my level n my room.

Im kinda pissed off! Yes I am I think. Because a lot of plastic begs with rubbish on the sinky. And the floor is damn dirty! Damn messy la. so I swept the floor lo. Then I boiled water. The rest of the roomates, the noisy one are playing games, shouting here and there, curse this mother that mother, chao hai u chao hai me, vulgar words are in the air. aih..

N now I have to go out for discussion. It’s time to get to work and I haven’t ate the Nasi Goreng Kampung that I tapau just now. my room is still dark. My house owner promised to fix the lights but no one has come to fix it yet.  Im exhausted but I can still feel the joy and happiness in me. =p

Selamat Pengantin Baru

QUOTE of the day

Manusia selalu mencari apa yang mereka tidak ada sehingga kehilangan apa yang mereka sudah ada.

today is 12th

it's 12th again..

i forgot when was the last time 12th was so significant for me.

but anyhow, 12th of every month will always be remembered. that's only one reason behind it.

i'll just keep the reason by myself.

12th is a special day. it'll always be a special day.

today is 12th.

nothing is gona change the story if 120806.

it's the most beutiful story about love that ever happened in my life.

it didn't last long but the duration is enough to carve a smile in my heart that last forever.

i shall remember this day till my last breath.

YOU are quoted

"WIthout gender equality there will be no social equality."

~ Dr. Tan Sooi Beng
~ USM, Penang

600th post

600th post?!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaa... that's a lot.

i've crap so much!!

waa waa waa.

so 600th post, so what?

what to say huh?

er.. im sleepy.

im hungry. im going to makan now.

so yea 600th post. like that lo.

tata.

Lotus

7/11/2009 7.55am UTAR, Kampar, Perak

=)

hehehehe. i just came home from meeting a nice friend n we chit chat for 3 hours. It feels like as if i just found a long lost friend and i really like this feeling. I can sleep soundly tonite while smiling my one ear to another ear. =p

Thank you Adeline.

hungry sleepy and angry

arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

im so tired!! im so sleepy! but i am damn hungry!!

i haven't taken my dinner yet!! i didn't even have my lunch. i had nasi lemak and nasi lemak during tea time only.

again, aku lapar gila babi!! im too hungry until i feel like puking!

n im getting angry ni!! grrrhhh! cz im hungry n sleepy n benci.

me n my frens planned to sleep after class finished at 6.30pm just now and eat at 11pm. but now 1 by 1 doesnt feel like eating.

DAMN!!

this makes me even more HOT!

i didn't eat anything yet cz i tot we r going out to eat and hang out chit chat ma... and i haven't taken my shower la. and i supposed to buy my bus ticket but i didn't bcoz i scared if i sleep late, i can't wake up on time. another friend also waited to eat with us but also cannot d lo.

okla i know they are tired n sleepy too..

hmmm... i just don't feel ok when they say NO so last minute. i don't wana argue with my good friends ok. NEVER.

sometimes i just wonder, when i say no, i'll hurt my friends but why can't people think of how i feel. i always try my very best to make people happy and not to hurt them because they are my friends. It's not easy to found friends who love you, understand you and care for you. Certain things is better not talk to about it. I prefer to forgive and forget, let our laughters to cleanse away all the unhappiness and mess.

friends in uni always see me in my childish happy face or sad down moody face. it's so rare to see the other side of me when im hungry. oh yea that was once. haha. its gona be a disaster if i get mad. really.. tak tipu. i think before i scold people, they are already freak out with my expression. =p

i often tell myself to just do whatever i want, don't have to ask people to follow you or to help you or things like that because they might say no. It's hurtful when the answer is no because we always hope our friends will say yes. who wana ask for help if one can settle it by themself? but i just can't do it because i respect my friends, i wana share with them and i love them.

I'm happier if people around me is happy too.

i don't like people tolerate with me just because im angry. i feel it is kind of not sincere.

im fine to eat alone actually but im just a little bit disappointed because im really looking forward to eat with them and celebrate the success of our messy presentation today.

seriously im confused. i don't know what im feeling right now. i know small matter only right? i shouldn't be kecil hati n so sensitif right? yea yea yea..

ok i need to keep quite now. if not people will gona get offended. i know my emotion is unstable, so i need to SHUT UP!

UTAR Kampar

9/3/2010 10.25am

i am not OK

not ok not ok not ok.

why why why?

1. my presentation is 1 hour from now and it involves a lot of reading and explanation. im so sleepy now. im gona blurkan eh whole class.

2. i got rejected last night. no, i didn't proposed any girls la. i asked for a favor but she said no. it's not her fault la.

3. my mum is in the hospital due to motor accident. dad is outstation. im here in Kampar.

YOU are quoted

"Others may hate me but those who hate me will not win unless I hate them."

~ Joaquin Vishnu

Kampar Chinese Cemetery On Fire

hehe. read this news la if you are free. written by me. news covered by me and my senior. Vivien called me this afternoon and said that my junior told her there's a big fire. i was busy so i informed my senior, Kwan Yee.

Then i rushed to the scene to cover the news bergeda-geda with her for the first time. Im so happy ok. I learn a lot from her la. Not to lick her shoe but that's the truth. I take her advice seriously.

Give a clap to urself Kwan Yee.

The funny thing is i jote down the points using my handphone and she was looking for her note pad. wahahaha. That's why my camera, pen, and handphone are the only things that matter the most everytime i go out. =p

ini first time tau aku write a news n published it on my blog. hehehehe. i tau not so good yet. takpe nanti aku improve. =p

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/03/kampar-chinese-cemetery-on-fire.html

YOU are quoted

"Single is simple. Double is trouble."

~ Kow Kwan Yee

*blekk! i quote u again. boo!

i need a video camera

halo ola..

people, i need a favor.

does anyone of you has a video camera?

can lend me ah?

it's very urgent.

i need it for TARA 4.

please.. i only need it this week i'll return it back by this week.

please let me know if you have one and can lend me.

tq so much.

God bless u.

BUAT BAIK INSYA-ALLAH DIBALAS BAIK.

a video that inspires me

i almost broke down when i watched this video. it reminds me on how bad i am. this is a really really touching and inspiring video of how a handicap live his life. we should really be thankful of what we have and take care of what we have rather than to look for and complain of what we don't have.

6 sekawan reunion

It's a reunion after 1 year God brought us together to a place called Kampar.

Purple shirt: Oh Chin Eng
Blue shirt: Jimmy
Pink shirt: Soo Siang
UTAR shirt: Janet
White shirt: Denise
Green shirt: Chia Kie