TARA 4 Audition

miracles happened.

im goin for The Amazing Race Asia Season 4 audition now.

Thank God,we managed to shoot the video, complete the application form n now 2da audition!

we are gona rockz kao-kao FELI.

all the best!! =p

it is RED

it is red.

bloody red.

im sure it is red.

how could it be red?

it supposed to be either white or yellow.

but it turned out to be red.

i was ok last night.

everything was normal...

but now..

OH MY GOD!!

i was so shocked to look at the red color water in the toilet.

i thought something is wrong with my eyes.

but no.. it is red.

what shoud i do now?

i never felt this way before.

i never encountered this situation before.

yea im a bit freak out.

i feel like as if my blood is coming out from my body.

i drank a lot of water already.

but it is still red.

aarrgggh shit!!

should i tell my mum?

i didn't tell anyone.

nah, it's ok.

i don't want them to be worried.

i'll be ok..

if worse come to worse, i'll go to see doctor lo..

or maybe i should see doctor.

haih...

God, please give me good health for me to finish this semester.

horoscope says that Dragon will get bad luck in Tiger year.

but i believe that 2010 is gona be a great year.

baby don't cry

thank you

thank you..

1) Saravani - thx for letting me your notes for the CRM midterm this morning.

2) Amirah - thx for your CRM text book, your helmet. without your helmet, i won't be able to sent Tiffany and Tze Huey to bus stop.

3) Kwan Yee - thx for puji-ing me because i was punctual, for letting me to park my bike in your house, for recognizing the photos i taken, n for letting me be the temporary tour guide aka KICAP.

4) C.Wei - thx for fetching me n my friend to Kampar bus stop.

5) Siang Yong - thx for dealing with the wireman that fix the lights in our room.

6) Rohene - thx for being so ego and professional in shooting video, your patience, n ur time in helping me n Feli in realizing our TARA 4 dream.

7) Feli - thanks for everything. too much for me to list down each and everyone here. i hate you because u r always there no matter what. im really touched that u tried so hard for TARA 4. tq. i never blame you u know?? thx for the video shoot. im really touched. im speechles. i duno what else to say. i enjoy the process of us competing for TARA 4.
8) Feli's friends - thx for helping Feli regarding TARA 4. we r not gona make it without u ppl.

9) Brother - thx to my brother for fetching me from the Jetty. yea he becomes so popular. friends taht same bus with me from Kampar say that he's more handsome, bigger and fatter. la la la.

10) UTAR Buddhist Club members that took the same bus with me to Penang - thx for the laughters in the bus, the friendship that we just built, the joy in Penang.

11) babies and old people that i met today - txh a lot to u guys too because ur smile just made my day brighter.

because of you people, life has become more wonderful.

ini rumah saya

ini rumah saya.

rumah saya best.

kenapa saya tak suka rumah saya?

saya suka rumah saya.

im from penang..

hehe! i've reached home..finally!

seriously it feels so nice to be home. i miss Penang.

anyway this is the first time i balik Penang with so many people that i know from UTAR. i mean with so many friends from Kampar back to Penang.

11 of us in total!

thanks a lot to them. their laughters really swept away the dark clouds in my heart.

plus, i did quite well in my midterm this morning..i think.

hehe. so im syiok today.

we were so noisy n kecoh in the bus.

especially when there are 2DSLRs and cute babies in the bus.

belly so syiok.

my senior and people from Buddhist Club came here to watch the musical drama.

i brought them around jalan-jalan then i cabut. i got some other things to do. but i'll meet them up again tonight. =p

woah! tired exhausted. i think i should go to 'I'. im a traveller la!! wait wait let me think think again.

alrite got to go.

there's another chance for my team for TARA. something good just happened.

so we'll still shoot the video today.

GIVE ALL OUT!! ENJOY THE PROCESS. ACCEPT THE RESULTS!

saya suka rumah saya.

i love my home.

3rd midterm of the sem

less than i hour from now will be the 3rd midterm of this semester.

the subject is Communicative Research Method.

i just 'released' again in the toilet n it feels much better now.

can do exam better. =p

i wish everyone all the best ya.

yang balik kampung tu naik bas baik-baik, yang bawa kereta tu jangan sms sambil memandu, yang jalan kaki tu mata buka besar-besar.

Journey to TARA 4 Ends Here

My journey to compete in The Amazing Race Asia Season 4 ends here tonight.

i just received a very bad news from my teamate. And that makes my group can't even go for the audition.

i booked the ticket back to Penang already tomorrow at 11am.

im going back again to Penang this week to shoot video for TARA 4 and to attend the audition this Sunday.

but now for sure it's not gona happen.

So should i still go back tomorrow?

I think i will because i haven't visit my mum after she got into accident last week. And i think i need a break in the place where i belong. I want to meet up with my Penang friends. i want to watch a musical theatre with my sister.

This week is super sucky n yucky!

WHY!!!

tell me WHY!!

at first it's about my plan to 'I' on 31st March. And now its TARA 4.

ALL OF A SUDDEN, SO MANY THINGS STOP ME FROM PURSUING MY DREAMs THAT HAS BEEN PLANNED ALL THIS WHILE!

and all of the plans, the two plans got to do with international level!!

I have been looking forward for it since last year!

it's more than missing a chance.

What should i feel?

seriously i duno.

im confused.

i just feel like crying. i wana cry out loud. i wana cry non-stop la!! i wana floodkan the whole Kampar.

i just wana cry because its so hurtful la!! im not angry ok..

i neeed a hug. anyone? i don't want a shoulder or a lap.

it's ok la because u guys just won't understand how i feel. u guys are not Oh Chin Eng anyway.
it's so disappointing!

after all the plans, determinations, semangat and will, we can't even join.

i am not ok.. i got to go again.

just few minutes ago i was like quite ok, going to study for my midterm tomorrow at 9am but suddenly i received this heart-breaking news.

this is CRAZY man!! i know i must put this aside n study for my midterm tomorrow.

im not strong in handling emotional problems.

i want to go.. far far! out of Malaysia.

i need time to be away from everyone that i know..

me n Mr. Black

It's Mr. Wong Chin Huat la. He is a great speaker and i'm impressed by his talk. He came to UTAR Kampar today for the sharing session organised by the Journalism Department of FAS, UTAR.

QUOTE of the day

"You can change things. You don't need great people to change things."

~ Mr. Wong Chin Huat
~ 19/3/2010
~ Sharing Session with UTAR Kampar students

Block B Under Bluish Sky

19/3/2010 3.32pm

Picture of Block B UTAR Kampar taken from Block G.

skip and sleep

good morning people. =p

*yawning*

hehee i have a class actually from 8am to 11am. but im here, at home!!

hahahaa... never mind la i didn't really ponteng yet. I'm really tired la, i need a long sleep. if possible, i want to sleep till tomorrow.

yesterday was so packed with activities and mixed emotions.

and i have to submit an assignment by 12pm today.

so i decided to skip the class, rest more and then do the assignment.

okla i know i shoudn't skip classes but what to do, the class is at 8am n i cannot tahan la.

it's time for a long break i guess. everyone is so worn out this few weeks.

i need a vacation to pamper and to rejuvenate and recharge myself.

hehehe..

Mr. Wong Chin Huat is coming!

WOhoooOO! one of my favourite political activists is coming to my university, UTAR Kampar.

If u are studying here, do join me.

for more information please click here.

thank you.

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/03/sharing-session-with-mr-wong-chin-huat.html

a day of ups n downs

It is a tiring day with ups and downs, with laughters and tears, with joys and sorrows.

At one point u were so hyper than suddenly u were pull aback by unexpected things.

Sometime when u have a perfect plan, doesn’t mean it’s gona work perfectly.

There are uncertainty in life and uncontrollable factors.

But at the end of the day, it’s ok. everything is gona be ok and fine.

We grow by learning from every single thing that happened in life.

I would say today is a good day despite all the negative things.

At least I can smile happily now.

I prefer to be sad at the beginning of the day and be happy at the end of the day rather than the other way round.

Whatever it is, I thank God for letting me live for another day.

Im looking forward for tomorrow because there’ll be more surprises, excitements and adventures waiting for me.

There’s more to learn and explore.

Life is just so beautiful.

We should slow down and see within our naked eyes the beauty that lies in it.

Trust me, life will be different then.

And im working hard on my assignment now. but it’s ok im happily doing it. =p

E-mail from Memoirs Photography Competition

Dear chineng,

First of all, thank you very much for participating in the MEMOIRS Photography Competition.

We have a good news to you all, your photo as titled below has been shortlisted and you may have the chances to become one of the winners of our MEMOIRS Photography Competition! Winners will be announce in MEMOIRS Photography Exhibition (1st - 3rd April, 2010).

Photo title: "The Forgotten"

Hence, we need your co-operation to reply this email by attach the best resolution and quality image for the photo as stated above before 24 March, 2010 (Wednesday).

Please take note:

Entrants should only enhance their entries with minor raw editing techniques such as touching up with brightness, monochrome from color conversion, exposures, contrasts, raw color balance, color saturation, noise control and sharpen to optimize an entry into the competition.

Adding/removing elements of composition or any infringed post-processed from any of the rules will lead to the entries disqualify without any notice to the entrants.

EXIF data of the digital camera entries MUST be intact with the image.

The photo is not allow to attach any watermark.

If you failed to follow the rules stated or send us the image before the dateline, you will be disqualify without any notice!

Thank you!

break up quote

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder.

Giving up doesn't mean you are weak!

It only means that you are strong enough to let go!

*not from me.

uncle NO picha la!!

T*LAN nia!

the shortlisted photo

The Forgotten

This is the photo that got shortlisted in Memoirs-A Walk Through The Time Photography Competition organised by MMU Cyberjaya.

If you still remember, this picture is one of the photos i posted in my blog, the series of photos 'Old People' in January 2010 and also in the 'Ah Kong Ah Ma' album in Facebook.

I don'n put a high hopein winning this competition. serious.. i'm happy with what i have, by being shortlisted. Winning or Losing i leave it to him. I've done my best.

im one of the finalists!!

uh yes yes!! yes!! uh yeh uh yeh!!

yessssssssssssssssssssssssah!!

YESHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

woooooooohoooooooooooooooooo!!

HOHIHIHIHIHIHIHOHOHOHOHOOHOH!

LALALLALLLILILILILOLOLOLOLOLOLLELELELELLULULULULELELE!

i just got home and i checked my e-mail!

my heart almost popped out! yeah! i duno how but almost tercabut la! ok this is hiperbola.

anyway i joined a photography contest (Memoirs-A Walk Through The Time) last month by MMU Cyberjaya. i submit a photo per category. There are 4 categories.

and today they sent me an e-mail saying that im one of teh finalists and i have to send them a higher resolution picture.

they'll only announc ethe winners on 1st april.

but i'll be away to 'I' for the first week of April. shit! i was so hoping that i'll get the prize but i only i have other commitment.

now it's the headache time. should i go to 'I' or go to the prize giving ceremony? which one is more important? i want both because both also so signifinant and meant a lot to me.

aih... HOIK! don't think of that first. now just pray that i'll get the prize. hehee.

Thank You God.

congrats Mr. Oh.

QUOTE of the day

“If there is no passion in your life, then have you really lived? Find your passion, whatever it may be. Become it, and let it become you and you will find great things happen FOR you, TO you and BECAUSE of you.”

~ T. Alan Armstrong

Flirting

Flirting is a common form of social interaction whereby one person obliquely indicates a romantic or sexual interest towards another. It can consist of conversation, body language, or brief physical contact. It may be one-sided or reciprocated (encouraged) with intentions of getting to know that person on a higher level.

Flirting may involve speaking and acting in a way that suggests greater intimacy than is generally considered appropriate to the relationship (or to the amount of time the two people have known each other), without actually saying or doing anything that breaches any serious social norms. This may be accomplished by communicating a sense of playfulness or irony. Double entendres, with one meaning more formally appropriate and another more suggestive, may be used.

While some of the subconscious signs are universal across cultures, flirting etiquette varies significantly across cultures which can lead to misunderstandings. There are differences in how closely people should stand (proxemics), how long to hold eye contact, and so forth.

Source: Wikipedia

cute amma

photo taken in KL 13/3/2010.

amma lu belly the cutie la.

YOU are quoted

"Being happy with what we have achieved is important, accomplishments are as important. But being thankful and grateful is the key to stay happy. Because if we constantly want more, we would never be happy. As in life, we don't win everything. Sometimes we loose, fall, crawl and stand up, complain, learn from the lesson and thank God that we survived the challenge.

It is OK to endure or go through challenges, because those who never go through them don't grow up."

~ Lisa Wong
~ http://therascal23.blogspot.com/2010/03/ritual.html

i love my country, Malaysia

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/03/this-is-my-home-by-sabm.html

Video of Lee Chong Wei Winning All-England 2010

Pantun (Keamanan)

Susah senang sama dirasa
Pahit manis ditelan bersama
Baik buruk sifat manusia
Bermaaf-maafan aman sentosa

PUKE again

ooo just now cirit.

now?? PUKE!!

manyak bagui la i tell u.

today all my posts will be on bad things because majority bad things happened.

so after cirit what happen? MUNTAH lo.

grrrhhh... it's happening again.

it must because i didn't have enough sleep. and i musn't take kopi O kao-kow early morning. then i didn't eat well. then i rush here and there gasping for air.

see.. that's the reason Rachael. next time i wana tell people i wana go Muntah, not only Berak.

anyway, seriously im feeling so unwell. body temperature getting high. a bit dizzy. if can, i wana take the bamboo in UTAR and jolok into my throat then sekaligus throw out everything.

aih.. i need porridge la.. anyone knows how to cook? i tak larat nak masak la although i know my porridge is really delicious.

CIRIT again

yea i CIRIT again. cirit la. nvmla i wana say im cirit. it's my blog wat.

yea i BERAK already. berak la. nvmla i wana say i berak. it's my blog wat.

anyway... hehe. Rachael said that i always cirit lausai then i'll just say in my blog.

hahaha. true true. nvm la. it's my blog wat.

n im so SAKIT PERUT NOW!! constipated so many times this morning. tak larat la.. i benci ah always stomahache. smtg is wrong with my stomach!

feel like sleeping now but got class at 2pm.

if i don't go, Budak KL n Budak Kuala Kangsar is gona shoot me. haha.

takpe la orang KL n orang Kuala Kangsar kan baik, chomel, sweet (referring to Mira n Sara). =p

QUOTE of the day

"When we imagine that rape is about sex, we forget that sex can be a beautiful, pleasurable, transcendent experience. Rape, on the other hand, can never be anything but a crime."

~ Chloe Angyal
~ http://www.huffingtonpost.com/chloe-angyal/sex-and-power-from-north_b_495296.html

*beautifully said.

Living With Rubbish

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/03/living-with-rubbish.html

NO photo request until April

BUSY PEOPLE WALKING. TANGAN UNTUK PENAMPARK. KAKI UNTUK TERAJANG.

With full of respect and love, I would humbly announce that I’ll be BUSY until 1/4/2010. So please don’t ask any photos from me. Photos request will not be entertained.

Nak gambak?! Mai la duit!! Eeee! Busy la! tak faham bahasa ka?? Tunggu la!! nak gua sepak pungkuk hang ke?? Apa hang bagui sangat ke? Aku tak bagui. So jangan mintak gambak dari aku dan tunjuk perangai sieh time-time aku busy. meluat tau ka?!! Menyampah!! Ada orang sampai duk paksa-paksa gila-gila nak gambak. Kalau nk tunjuk muka sekupang, p cangkuk kat tepi jalan! SABAR la!

People if you need any photos from me for your assignments, reports, works, news or because you are my CLOSE friends, I’ll give it to you k. other than that, I am sorry.

SORRY BUSY NOBODY.

Tolong jangan ka-ka cau-cau. Thank you so much for your cooperation. God bless you for not asking photos from me. tata.

*photos will be sent to Nathan, Marie and J-On.

JOKE of the day

funny meh? not funneh meh? u read and see. if not farnee, u slap urself lo. if farnee, u laugh lo.

i think it's is farnee lo. kenapa?? tak percaya ah?

wa kasi lu tau. lu mia telinga korek dengar baek baek!

the story ini maciam.

Mr. OCE jalan-jalan wif her fren, Sara after dinner. in the way home, they met a fren tengah busy beli SATAY!! sedap mia satay! panjang besar gemuk berlemak murah dan sedap!

so they happily chit-chat makan kit-kat. long fren sudah lama no see. happy lo.

the guy's name is Teh Huan Wen. i repeat again. Teh Huan Wen. for ur information, he's the one who bang the table n walked our from EP class dengan penuh gaya mutu keunggulan. wa suspect sama lu! TABIK SPRING!! so sexy!

so anyway, Mr. Oh and Mr. Teh complained to each other about their hectic weeks. Both also takmau kalah. both also busy cokodok basi pungkok tak cuci tak gosok gigi nasi lemak pun basi.

if a lot of assignments, presentations and midterm tests, means cannot sleep that much la. must reduce sleeping time la. kena kopek mata besar-besar la.

u guess n see apa Mr. Teh ciakap. im so impressed with his speech. it's so penuh with cahaya, hope, opportunity, love and sweet.

He said, "SO EAT A LOT A LOT, MA CANNOT SLEEP LO."

Mr. Oh n Sara terus kena electric shock. thunder and kilat shoot here n there from their kelapa hotak. they were blurred but impressed.

usually people will feel sleepy if eat a lot but now it's proven that it's not true. eat a lot then you can stay awake for whole night. throw away your coffee people. hmmm.. no wonder Mr. Teh's size is big.

So people if u wana stay awake to do ur assignments or study, please learn from the expect.

EAT MORE!!

YOU are quoted

"Trust is like a mirror. You can fix it if it's broken but you can still see its crack."

~ Yeo Hui Xin
~ 15/3/2010
~ via FB

ME

Floating On The Sea of T.A.P

T.A.P.???

What the tutt is that.

T = Test
A = Assignment
P = Presentation.

so yes, im floating on the sea of TAP. no, i can't swim in it. too much. too much. headache la. stress oo..

last week, this week and next week, these 3 weeks are killing me! TAPs are cramped in these 3 weeks. TAPs are pouring in stuck here.

how to swim in the sea of TAP? im floating now.. still sorting and figuring out what to do first. then how to do.

as for now, i feel like bangging my head to the wall and sleep till the next day because i am really sleepy but i've to finish my reading and slides for 2 presentations tomorrow.

* it's good to reduce procastinantion and FB-ing for the time being.

Introduction to International Relationship's presentation

Muhibbah team: A kind of messy presentation but it was a good one, at least the lecturer said it is good. A round of applause to all of us. All of us grabbed the attention on that day for wearing so formal. =p

From left to right: Saravani, Mr. Afi, Tiffany, Chin Eng, Amirah.

*photo taken by Sotong, my best 'assistant'.

YOU are quoted

"Don't restrict your options. Be open."

~ Felicita Fedelis
~ 13/3/2010 Kuala Lumpur

Chong Wei Wins All-England

LATEST NEWS!!

Hot news!!

Our beloved Datuk Lee Chong Wei just won the All-England Championship.

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/03/chong-wei-won-all-england-finally.html

KL Breakaway

Hehehe. I actually went to KL yesterday n I just reached home at 8pm just now. that’s why my blos was so quiet. =p

It was a fantastic trip. So much things happened and im feeling good. I know I have tonnes of things regarding studies that I have to do, but I feel much relaxed now. 2 days in KL just swept off all my stress and tension away. It’s a crazy, nice, sweet, memorable, enjoyable and adventurous weekend. This happened because of 3 persons: Felicita, Kwan Yee and Mei Shan. Tq guys.

Anyway as usual, everytime I come back to Kampar, I’ll clean up my level n room. Oh, I should say it’s a must. MUST! After I bathed, I did laundry. the whole washing machine is fulled. A lot of clothes to wash. Then I cleaned my level n my room.

Im kinda pissed off! Yes I am I think. Because a lot of plastic begs with rubbish on the sinky. And the floor is damn dirty! Damn messy la. so I swept the floor lo. Then I boiled water. The rest of the roomates, the noisy one are playing games, shouting here and there, curse this mother that mother, chao hai u chao hai me, vulgar words are in the air. aih..

N now I have to go out for discussion. It’s time to get to work and I haven’t ate the Nasi Goreng Kampung that I tapau just now. my room is still dark. My house owner promised to fix the lights but no one has come to fix it yet.  Im exhausted but I can still feel the joy and happiness in me. =p

Selamat Pengantin Baru

QUOTE of the day

Manusia selalu mencari apa yang mereka tidak ada sehingga kehilangan apa yang mereka sudah ada.