year 2 semester 1 study break

well, 14weeks of studying have ended last week.

It's study break now and it always end up as if it's semester break. haha.

STudy break is from 26/4/2010-2/5/2010, then final exam until 15/5/2010.

Most of the students will take these few days to play and enjoy and relax before burning midnight oil few days before the exam.

Im doing the same too. i didn't study at all last week. i relaxed. and today is my last day of relaxing. after today which is tomorrow, hopefully i can start studying.

Today is already Monday, going to be Tuesday in few minutes.. Means that i have more than a week to study. To be exact, 10days!

my first paper is on the 7th May (Friday). last paper on the 15th May.

WHile some of my classmates are studying for the exam, im here in front of my laptop.

ZZZ... i told myself that i must work harder because my coursework marks are low. If i screw up this written test, im doomed! i need to seriously get better results than the others to cover up my low coursework marks.

But hehe im proud and glad that i didn't follow my frens go yumcha now. NO NO! and i already closed the FB page.

i must focus and put more efforts in my exam.
so before i sleep tonight, im gona seriously, in one shot, clear the mess in my room and re-arrange all the notes. That's my priority and im gona plan my study timetable before i sleep.

i can't study when my room is dirty lah!! eeeew! and without study timetable i find it hard to study lo..

hopefully wa mia plan jadi lah ye.

Tomorrow, serbu the library to borrow books.

Mission to be accomplised: LESS TAKING PICTURES, LESS SLEEPING HOURS, LESS FB, LESS BLOGGING, LESS READING NEWS, LESS ONLINE LA.

Im slowly picking up and stitching altogether the broken pieces of hardwork, motivation, determination, strong heart and hunger for success.

ALL the best to some of my friends who'll be having their first paper this Friday due to some unavoidable reasons.

AIH PEOPLE U GUYS BETTER WORK UR ASS NOW BEFORE UR PARENTS SEBAT UR ASS!

*i miss sara, tiff n mira la.. baliklah Kampar. dun make me smack ur head! =p

quotable quotes

"Determination, courage, self-confidence are keys to success. In all circumstances, we should remain humble, modest and without pride."

~ Dalai Lama
~ 26/4/2010
~ via Twitter

YOU are quoted

"You can take me outta penang, but u can NEVER TAKE PENANG OUTTA ME!!! ♥"

~ Natasha Khanum
~ 26/4/2010

YOU are quoted

"wa bo gila politik macam lu. whenever i cakap pasal you 2 my family i cakap that 1 ah that gila politik 1. gila politik baru they tahu haha. nama menarik and sesuai kasi lu."

~ Dexter Khaw Kuo Wen
~ 25/4/2010 9.48pm
~ via MSN

*memang kanasai la u.

My Zaid Ibrahim is losing

At this time 9pm, P.Kamalanathan is winning with a big majority of more than 1thousand votes. Zaid Ibrahim is losing..

Of all the by-elections after March 2008 general election., this by-election is the most anticipated one for me. this is the by-election where i really analyzed alot of things from what i learnt in university. I put so much feelings in it, prayed a lot and throw mountains of support to the candidate.

This by-election is so important for me. and i feel it's so important for all of us, Malaysians.

Im glad that my prediction from day one until this moment is somehow true. ok im happy with that because i managed to apply what i learned in politics classes into the real political landscape of Malaysia. but im sad because i predict that Zaid will lose.

i still remembered my random conversation i had with my classmate last night, Ah Joo who's also into politics and support Zaid Ibrahim. i said "i support zaid bt BN too strong. bt i feel PR improved last min la. bt still mayb not that strong lo."

I support Zaid Ibrahim at all time eversince he's in the government. He's one of the very few BN politicians that i trusted and i look up too. I even bought train tickets to Kuala Kubu Baru just to throw my support to him but i missed my train.

Now he's having a hard time in this by-election.

I hope whoever wins this battle will fulfill his promises to the rakyat. BN may win this time but it's because of people's vision covered with money and not because they love BN.

People, no use winning when we use dirty tactics. What's the significance of victory from the people who voted for you when you are actually betraying threm, yourself and God? You may win on Earth but you are sure a loser in Heaven.

Now let see will P.Kamalanathan deliver well to its people if he wins.

Zaid Ibrahim will still be the winner for me. And i believed he's a winner for many of us.

Surah al-Hujurat, ayat 13

Wahai umat manusia, sesungguhnya kami meciptakan kamu daripada lelaki dan perempuan, dan kami menjadikan kamu daripada berbagai-bagai bangsa dan bersuku puak supaya kamu berkenal-kenalan (dan beramah mesra antara satu sama lain). Sesungguhnya semulia-mulia kamu di sisi Allah adalah orang yang lebih takwanya antara kamu, (bukan yang lebih berketurunan atau bangsanya). Sesungguhny Allah maha mengetahui lagi mendalam pengetahuannya (tentang keadaan dan amalan kamu).

~ Surah al-Hujurat, ayat 13

Zaid Ibrahim or P.Kamalanathan

In less than 1 hour from now, folks of Hulu Selangor will be casting their vote in the one of the most expensive eever by-election in the history of Malaysia.

The fight is between Datuk Zaid Ibrahim from PKR and P.Kamalanathan from MIC.

Some people will choose based on the candidate's personality. Some will choose based on the party. Some will choose based on the promises. Some will even choose based on their race.

There are few questions in my mind and perhaps many of us.

1. Who do you think can deliver the best to the people particular in Hulu Selangor and generally in the Malaysia?

2. Who's your choice?

3. Who do you think will win in this by-election?



If you don't mind, put your comments below.

no electric again ah!!

ish ish ish! whole Kampar black out again. wana see some pics? click the link below.

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/04/westlake-in-total-darkness-again.html

QUOTE of the day

"Every world religion, whatever its philosophical view, is founded on the precept that we must reduce our selfishness and serve others."

~ Dalai Lama
~ Friday 23/4/2010
~ via Twitter

another failed trip

Yes, another failed trip on a same day.

I didn't sleep the whole night. i went to yumcha with classmates, chit chat till 5am++.

Me n PC were so umpph to go to Ipoh.

He's so nice. He knows im not ok emotionally. So he's willing to go to Ipoh with me..

Just for fun. Since i never go to Ipoh by bike. Then can go there and have good breakfast. Basically we just wana relax n chill to the max this week before we prepare for our exam on 7th May.

So ok. i went out at 6am to fetch him. Motor engine started. I went out from my house and oh GOD! it is RAINING!

WHAT??! why...

Is He trying to give me a hint that i should just stay at home today and i should not travel for long distance?

I just don't have luck to get out from Kampar.

i guess maybe it's a sign from the God that i should just stay at home.

Now it's not my fault. It's raining. He doesn't want let me go.

The rain is getting heavier.

I feel it's a good thing we didn't go out earlier because we might get wet on the way to Ipoh. Lucky us.

Aih.. okla.. sleep la. Everything will be ok the next day. yes it will.

and it's nice to sleep when it's raining. the rain will flush away all the suehness and bring us some good luck.

i missed the train ='(

arrrrghhhhh!!

sad sad sweat sucks shit sohai!

and whatsoever vulgar words that you know la!

I MISSED THE TRAIN!!

i was just 5seconds away ok!! i saw the train when i reached the station. i parked my bike, locked my helmet n i rushed to the train. But the train was moving! FINE! i almost jumped into the train but the conductor said no. I was numb, stood there, undecided whether to jump or not to jump into the last coach. at the end, i said by bye to the train!

u noe that kind of feeling. so near yet so far. i saw the train, it's just in front of me! but i cannot go in.

I AM SUPER SAD LAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

argggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! pissed off at myself!

i feel like jumping into the lake or or knock my head to the toilet bowl or hang myself upside town from Eastlake big tangki!

u noe wat people. I think i have a BIG achievement in my life. why?? i missed my bus once when I was comin back here to UTAR. i missed my first international flight from Thailand to Malaysia. and now i missed the TRAIN from Kampar to Kuala Kubu Baru. what next?!!

so what should i do now??

arrghhh! no no big boy don't cry. haha. i need to do something la. must get myself busy!

YOU are quoted

"If one day OCE didn't skip class dia bukan lagi OCE. Suruh Tiffany tidur sama lu then can wake you up mer."

~ Dexter Kaw Kuo Wen
~ 9.10pm 23/4/2010
~ via MSN

*kanasai!

Hulu Selangor im coming!

ush!!

here i go, on my way, everything will be ok..

im going to Hulu Selangor tonight for the by-election!

wohoooo!

nyeh nyeh nyeh. train at 10.19pm. will b back on Saturday 10.49pm.

c u kamparian.

im all WET

late for 2hours

8am class.

6.40am alarm in hp rang. Too early. Slept back.

Then the story began!

I opened my eyes. Blink blink. Eh why so bright huh. I started to gabra and kalut. I grabbed my hp! oh shit!! No battery! My hp has shut off itself!

Damn! Rushed to my laptop. OH MY GOSH!

9.30am!!

Arrghh! Im super late! Sms Sara to asked class finished already or not. No reply. sms Tiffany no reply. Luckily Ai Loon replied me.

Rushed again  like mad cow. Ok I didn’t bathe! What! Late already still wana bathe ar? PI LA. I just washed my face n brushed my teeth.

Reached class at 10am. Just before I enter the class, I say Chin Poh Nee walking out.

Oh no!! the class just ended!

Aih.. I apologised to the lecturer.

It didn’t intend to skip the class ok. ish!

My Eyes are still swollen.

akar umbi

Jaw dropped. Teeths cracked.

Heve you guys ever listened to the songs from Orang Asli? Never?!! try this!

This group is called AKAR UMBI! This Orang Asli group is awesome!!

But sadly to say the vocalist has passed away.

I have a dream.. to stay and learn and feel the life of all the tribes in Malaysia.

I'm gona do that before i die, to make sure their heritage won't died off, through my lense, pen, and my voice recorder.

wana listen to their songs?

just click http://amp.channelv.com/amp/viewArtist.html?id=8109

by the way, im a big fan of world music, oborigines music and traditional music.

Jeremiah 29:13

You will seek me and you will find me, if you seek me with all your heart.

~ Jeremiah 29:13

what a 'rain'

Deii yenna pochi!

the rain was so heavy! i quickly changed and get out from my house in 2minutes. By the time i got to the road, i don't feel the heavy rain anymore!

Why rain for 1 minute only? So damn pondan la the rain!

If wana rain, rain for 1 hour la! SATU JAM!

damn la! i was so excited gila gila went to the middle of the road to take my shower but only few drops of rain. it's not even drizzling ok.

wa mia baju pun belum buka Sabun pun belum taruh!

I stood there waiting for the rain to get heavy again but it didn’t. it became lesser. Grrhh! fine. So I walked around my housing area for 10minutes, looking for the rain spot but the rain stopped entirely!!

Grrrhhh geram oo!

What a first time experience of taking bath in the rain but no rain at all!

This is maximum dissappointment!

Kanasai panggusai la!

I WANT RAIN!! Not the singer but the water from the sky!!

I just feel sexy to bathe in the public. wahahaha.

EveRYOne should bathe in the rain to save water.

shower in the rain

wooohoooo!

this is the second time it rains today.

IM GONA GO TAKE MY SHOWER IN THE RAIN NOW!

MAIN HUJAN LA!

I have not been doing that for sooooooooooo long eversince priimary school.

im EMO now.

please bring me happiness n flush away all the sadness.

tata.

quotable quote

When you already screwed up part of your life, you don't screw up your entire life. There's still time to make a comeback, make a change in your life. Dream with actions.

*You can change the word 'life' to assignment, semester, realtionship, health etc.

QUOTE of the day

"If you want to rule the state, first put your house in order, to put your house in order, first cultivate yourself morally, to cultivate yourself morally, first put your heart right, to put your heart right, you must be sincere."

~ Confucious

Ibu, The Queen The Ratu

This week is the last week of studies in this semester. Next week will be the study week then final exam.

You know people, it's time to put a 'comma' to facebook, myspace, friendster, twitter, ekawan, blogspot, plurk, wordpress and whatsoever websites la.

Just put it on hold for a while. Or at least don't use it that often.

I just feel so bad for being so playful (as usual) this semester. Hey not so playful also la ok. I did my assignments, presenatations etc. N i had several achievements also ma.

I feel bad for not giving the best in me in studies. I am NOT stupid! i know that. Im just lazy.

Im kinda moody right now because i miss my mum. I miss her..

i just watched a video and listened to as song about mother and I'm emotionally affected by it.

Im so lucky to be here, staying in this house, studying in university while some of my peers don't even have the chance to study.

My mum wants me to succeed in life. I believe every mother's dream is to see their children be someone useful and someone successful.

It's so hard to swallow when i know my mum is working her ass off and im having my leisure time here.

ARRGGHHHH!

Ask yourself these questions.

"Whar have you contribute to your family and your parents?"
"Have you really tried  your best in everything you do?

The best woman in my life will always be my mum.

N now i promised myself to work harder for the final exam.

That's a promise.

And before my final, i wana at least clear the mess in my room and get all my notes done.

I PROMISE!

Nothing in this world is more valuable than the love from our parents.

Love them and show them your love before it's too late.

Im not a good son. I love them but i don't know how to show it. ='(

I wish i'll be a kid again, to manja with my mum, to get caning from her, to be fetched by her with bicycle.

I know no matter how old i'll be, i'll still be that little kid for her.

I miss her, i can;t wait to see her next week and go to Thailand for a vacation with her.

Ibu, engkalulah ratu hati ku.

QUOTE of the day

People are the master of the government.

war has ended

10minutes!!

JUST 10 MINUTES to end the war!

wooohooo!!

i managed to register all 5 subjects for next semester by 11.10am!

fuh! what a relieved! i feel so good right now.

my hands were shaking, fingers were shivering, my heart was pounding fast!

it's a normal reaction everytime we need to register subjects for next semester. We had a bad experience before when the system was down because every single student in UTAR register at the same time! and sometimes we don't get to register subjects that we want according to our preferred time slot.

But this time, the subjects registration is not as bad as before. UTAR has upgraded their system. It's faster and less jam now.

It's also more systematic because they have specified the registration time to certain courses and not all the courses in UTAR.

For example, students of Journalism, Advertising and English Language from Faculty of Arts and Social Science (FAS) have to register at 11am today but for Chinese Language, Physchology and Public Relation, they register at different time.

so good job to UTAR. Im happy with my 'achivement'. Thank God i got all the time slots i wanted. haha. i guess some are still struggling to register the subjects now.

All the best people.

WAR in UTAR again

THE TIME IS NOW!!

WAR TIME!!

GET READY WITH YOUR UNDISRUPTED INTERNET CONNECTION AND FASTSPEED FINGERS!

By this time, most of FAS students already in front of their laptop of computer to register their subjects the next semester.

And all of them like mad horse, waiting for the green light to run off.

Please please I pray the internet connection will be obedient from 11-11.15am.

me

18/4/2010 12.38am

DRUNK?!! Nah.. definitely im not cz I dun drink. Credits to the photographer, Nixon Lai for this cool picture that I asked him to take when we met up last weekend in Penang.

Look at my healthy hair! Soft, shining, thick! Haha.

Now who wana hire me for sad, emo, and scary advertisement?

Home - Michael Buble

woohoooo! Michael Buble! u rockz!! go go go!! ush ush ush!

i just love your drunken style in this song. anyway.. i melt eveytime i listen to this song. n i fell in love to ur voice seriously. I feel like going home again..

Aku cinta padamu lah bubble! =p

Benefits of Orgasm

Again, i found one very interesting article but it's kind of sensitive for Eastern people like Malaysian. It's about masturbation, one of the topisc that has to do with sex. I find the article very useful and informative. It's definitely good for a society like us that are scared, paranoid and phobia to talk about it.

Sex is not widely discussed intelectually in education but people mostly learn from their peers and films. So people usually kids don't have adequate, correct and reliable information on sex education. For those who want to know me or curious about their own body, go to this website.

http://reclaimyoursexuality.blogspot.com/2010/04/benefits-of-orgasm.html

SAI

sai = shit = taik

sailang

kanasai

pangsai

ciaksai

kausai

ciaosai

gusai

kehsai

lausai

behpangsai

WHICH SAI ARE YOU?
WHICH SAI DO YOU PREFER?
WHICH SAI YOU ALWAYS USE?

Without You - Jaclyn Victor & Same Same

SONG of the day

A very nice song by Jaclyn Victor without her shouting too much. I find it quite soothing.. It's sweet and simple. How nice if i have such a relationship right now. =p This is one of the soundtracks in my favourite movie, Cinta. Not to forget, Jaclyn is one of my favourite local artistes.

First time I saw you I knew
I knew I love you cause my heart stopped
First time I held you I knew
I knew I love you cause my heart stopped

Cause I … la la la la la love you
Love can make you feel so funny
No house, no car not even money will make me feel the way
What I’m really trying to say
Can’t live another day
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you

First time I kissed you I knew
I knew I had you cause your heart stopped
First time I missed you I knew
I knew I never wanna leave you

Love can make you feel so funny
No house, no car not even money will make me feel the way
What I’m really trying to say
Can’t live another day
Without you
Cause I … la la la la la love you
Cause I … la la la la la love you (love you)

Cause I … la la la la la love you
Cause I … la la la la la love you
La la la la la
La la la la la

my only sister

hahaha. My sister. i found this photo when i korek my archive. Cute huh. She's 10yr old this year. Rebellious and IT savvy. Good in art and she likes photography. This photo was taken before CNY when we were trying CNY clothes.

back to the dirty house

Dah sampai Kampar..

hmmm.. after a 3hr bus ride, I'm back to Kampar.

I'm having dinner now, home-cooked by my mum, all the way from Penang.

everytime i step into my house here, my mood will changed drastically.

i can't stand the dirtiness and messiness in this house.

I'm still waiting for the day when my houseowner fulfil her promise to hire a cleaner and clean the house.

you know.. more and more people moving put from this house. next time will left only for people in this big house.

sometimes i feel im the big Taukeh in such a big bungalow.

*sigh*

ok gtg. need to clean up myself, clean my room n the common area, unload stuffs from Penang, reshuffle my wardrobe, arrange my notes and throw away the rubbish that left by the people who moved out.

HOW GREAT IS IT RIGHT??! PEOPLE MOVED OUT, RUBBISH AND MESS STAY BACK! POTENTIAL UNDERGRADUATE.

bye Penang..

i dun wana go back yet...

i wana stay here...

maybe for few more days?

ahhhh... Kampar is so damn hot la.

when the weather is hot, im HOT too..

anyway, im glad to be back.

and im so thankful and grateful that i've done what i intended to do.

Thank you to the One up there.

so it's a great weekend n it's so worth it that i came back.

im gona miss everything here especially my family.

again i dun really have time to spend time with my sister.

i was packed ok even im in Penang.

this is so crazy!!

yea because i only come back to Penang when i have soemthing to do here. Family is second. i miss them i i wont purposely coem back to see them. They are in me every second. And my mum don;t really like i always come back because it's a waste of money. somehow it's true..

ok.. i got to run. i just reached home n i haven't pack my stuffs.

bus at 6.30pm and i need to be at the Jetty the lastest by 5.45pm. im still looking for transport to go to the Jetty.

till then, tata. have a great day everyone. remember to always thank God.

Tamil New Year

Group photo on 14/4/2010 where a Hindu chariot took place. It happened to be the Tamil New Year on the same day.

i see me in the newspaper

wow!

i duno what to say. this is really unbelievable.

when i reached Penang on Saturday, i saw the authority catching illegal immigrants. so spontaneously, as usual, i did what i always do, take photos.

and i was harressed and threatened by one of the reporters from a Chinese newspaper. Then, i guess he got scolding from his chief editor. =p

and now, tonight, when i just reached home, at 1am plus plus, i saw a msg in MSN by Teck Joo. he sent me a link and he said im in the newspaper.

i was like WHAT?!! WHY!! i didn't do anything wrong.

i know for sure i didn't let anyone took my picture during the operation to catch illegal immigrants.

Then i clicked  the link http://www.chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp?dt=2010-04-19&sec=photo&art=0419p01.txt

Oh God. hahaha.

i can't believe what i see. It's me in the online newspaper.

Guess what i was doing in the picture. i was taking picture of a shampoo bottle that someone threw into the beach. This morning i went to clean Gurney Beach ma.

woa. lucky me right. im back in Penang n im the news. =p this is the first time in the year that i appeared in the newspaper. hahaa.

FARNEEE and LAWAK! this is so 'AM KONG'.

oh ya i can't read Chinese. so i asked Nixon to translate the caption.

"Macam macam rubbish ada kat the beach, even shampoo bottles pun ada, maybe orang suka go to the beach and use shampoo and wash their hair using the sea water! So this young man digged out the bottle and decided to take a picture to keep as a collection."

2010 IS A GOOD YEAR!!

i cleaned GURNEY BEACH (part 1)

woohoooo!

seriously i am proud of myself. i just joined thousands of people in my live cleaning the beach in beloved state, Penang.

yea i cleaned the beach?

how?? use ur hand la. =p

i slept at 5am last night. i was so packed up that i didn't bath at all yesterday. zzz...

i supposed to be at the venue by 6.30am but what the heck i woke up at 7am.

i was so late. fine! n i had severe running nose. it was so annoying. i got delayed because of that. i was so sleepy that my face so pale. i walked like a snake. my eyes were bloody red.

i just washed my face then i rushed there and reached at 7.40am. luckily the event haven't started.

im now hoping to sleep again but i can't.

i chose not to because im going to support my sister in an essay competition.

then to my maternal grandma's house.

another working day today although it should be a rest day in Penang.

end of 1st day in Penang

waaaaaa... im not satisfied.

i want more time. i hope time will just paused for few hours.

i'm not getting enough yet.

i want to do more things.

anyway im going to sleep now.

too tired.

i just finished a 2.5hours of interview by my friend for her assignment from 2am-4.30am.

i just sent few photos to Poovan. sorry for making him wait for me.

n i didn't sleep at all today ever since i woke up this morn!

need to wake up n out form my house by 6.20am to clean the beach later.

so people no time to blog although i have too many things to say.

haha good nite. tata.

back in penang

finally here i am, in my 'country', Penang.

wohooo!

interview eat tour shit sleep

.............

straight into the toilet for 'business' after reached home.

must be the murtabak and the squid i had just a while a go.

i wanted to sleep just now at 9pm but i didn't. im still awake till now.

arrrghhhh!

just when i wanted to go n sleep around 9.30pm, Poovan sms me. he 1 me to help him take pic of his interviewee for J-On. i ended up did the interview with him. fuh... im so hardworking rite.

then 10.30pm Tze Huey said she's going to eat Kuay Kak with Cynthia n Edmund. Cynthia called n ajak. i ended up eating Balitong, Kerang Rebus and Kuay Kak with them. But I was still hungry then.

Then Chin Eng the crazy one, as usual came up with crazy idea. Ride all teh way to Tapah. FINE!! we really did. Edmund and Cynthia with 70cc bike n i fetch Tze Huey. Wana noe our speed. 40km/h only. what a safe rider right?? =p

after we reached Kampar, we stopped at a mamak shop in New Town. i ordered Murtabak with overnight Squid and Susu Lembu.

The consequnces? Business in the toilet. Woahhhh... BIG BUSINESS OK!! now really tak larat and 'bolat'. stomach super pain.

ok i need to oink oink now. very tired. pimples everywhere. face so pale. i can see black rings at my eyes. skin so dry.

good night people. if anyone can wake up before 7.30am, please wake me up as well. i haven't pack my beg and my bus is at 9.15am. i need to find a transport to the bus stop.

tata.

got the ticket

Grrrrh finally got my ticket! Im going back to penang tomorrow.

hehehehe..

It’s time to sleep. Good night. I wish not to be disturbed.

i need a peaceful sleep after all the cilaka assignments.

let me sleep till the next morning.

bye.