settled and study!

wahahahahahah!

YES PENANG IM COMING HOME!!

i know im crazy. i went to back to Penang last week without my notes. that's why i came back to Kampar to study. But i miss Penang and Hari Raya so much. i was in dilemma whether to go back or not.

so just a while ago i went to the bus station to check the availability of tickets. and to my surprise they still have tickets. without much hesitation, i don;t care, i don't give a second thought, i bought my tickets to Penang and to back to Kampar.happy! hope that i won't be that jam la ye..

Bus Kampar to Butterworth: 7.15pm (RM23.80)
Bus Butterworth to Kampar: 6.35pm (RM23.80)

im feeling so much relieved now. yea have to spend rm50 but i think it's worth it because how many more Hari Raya you can celebrate.i know i have exam that's why i'll bring soem notes home and i will STUDY!

so win-win situation lo. i'll be back on Saturday night. 2days are really short but at least i can feel Raya and i also can study. =p

ok got to go now. going to library to study. now masuk Gear 2 dah. hahaha. i can feel the heat now. we try la huh not to on9, no FB, no Twitter, no Blogspot. We'll see how la huh.

OK STUDY PEOPLE! STUDY!! im serious ni.. im really gona study n study gila-gila. i dun wana feel bad later.

BYE!

dilemma: to stay or to go back for Hari Raya?

Fikiran sangat bercelaru berserabut berkecamuk bercelaka kusut masai lintang pukang bengkang bengkok. 

Im very luan now. Feeling so stress and messy. Bercelaru fikiran. Im in dilemma la..

How?? What should I do?? To go back to Penang tomorrow, Thurday 9/9/2010 for Raya or not huh??

Pros and cons..

If I go back:

PROS: I can celebrate raya, I can meet up with my Muslim friends, I can have good food lemamng rending nasi briani ketupat, I miss my family, I can fix my laptop, I can go and get a present for my friend.

CONS: I have to spend money to travel again, I can’t study at home

If I don’t go back:

PROS: I can save money on travelling, I can at least study here in Kampar, I have all my resources here notes textbooks library lecturers and friends, I can have group discussion.

CONS: I can’t celebrate Raya, I can’t meet my friends la..

I wana go back so badly you know but so many things are holding me back here. I haven’t really study yet. And I wana consult my lecturers la..

But I never missed Hari Raya in my life.

I know whatever I say now is useless cuz I need to decide for myself and by myself.. hmm… which is more important.

I know im gona regret of my decision. For sure! If I go back, I’ll feel regret. If I don’t go back also I’ll feel regret.

Some of my friends will sure say follow my heart. Some will say think of priority. Some will say just do it if it’s a right thing. Some will say no right or wrong decision.

Why la the exam is just after Hari Raya. Aih.. so damn troublesome la.. or im the only one who make it into a trouble for myself??

Okla its enough for now. Playing time is up! Let’s get back to work. Happy burning midnight oil.

1Malaysia ah??

halo. so if you don't know, let me let you know. i have another blog la.

ok now you know.

that's all. hehe.

that second blog is more on serious tone. er.. where i try to write in a formal way, where i repost news articles or good write-ups, and i post some non-personal photos there.

so 1Malaysia ah?

click on the link below and read what i wrote la. =p

http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/09/1malaysia-ah.html

kata-kata hikmat

"Dalam dunia ni tak ada orang yang pandai dan orang yang bodoh, cuma ada yang rajin dan malas."

~ Nur Atiqah
~ http://sayabiasa.blogspot.com/2010/02/usahatawakkal-kejayaan.html

8-9-10

wow wow!

today is Wednesday.

nothing special la.

but the date is 8-9-10!!

THIS IS SPECIAL!

haha.

such a unique day we must do something la.

ok what??

STUDY la!

yes i'll study today..

i wana be good boy for today.

then later wana go pray. today is the first day of Chinese lunar month ma..

then maybe go buy ticket back to Penang la. if still ada la..

i think i wana go home la..

i miss Penang, i miss my friends, i miss Raya..

by the way, i slept so early last night.

huh?? what time ah..

just now lo..

6.30am lo..

early morning ma..

early la. not meh???

riwayat Muslim

"Sesiapa yang berpuasa Ramadan kemudian dia mengiringi puasanya dengan enam hari dari bulan Syawal, maka (pahalanya) seolah-olah berpuasa selama setahun."

looking for Miss Anonymous

I’m looking for a person la. A human being. A friend la!

MISS ANONYMOUS!

Where are you har??

I didn’t hear from you for such a long time already.

Do you know that you have been missing from action for 3 months already??

You sleep so early meh??

You ok ah??

If not ok I wana report polis liao.

*Miss Anonymous is a friend, someone who always drops by my blog and shares her life stories.

terasa rindu

tidak pernah aku meminta

tetapi perasaan datang menergah 

hiba di jiwa tiada siapa yang tahu

rasa rindu yang teramat sangat

pahit menusuk kalbu

benci malam yang diam membisu

sepi pilu di hati tidak terubat

perit di kala Raya menjelang

tatkala terkenang si dia yang dah pergi

hanya air mata menjadi teman

biar berpijak di realiti dan bukan fantasi

aku 

masih aku

aku

merindui mu..

 

*aih.. entah apa benda aku duk merepek!

YOU are quoted

"The only reason people talk behind your back is because you're already way ahead of them"

~ Tiffany Oon Min-I 


"People who is right not always popular; people who is popular not always right"

~ Hui Kia

you know..

you know.. u duno ah?? duno meh?? mai i let u know..

i never missed Chinese New Year, Hari Raya, Deepavali or Christmas celebration in my life lo.

i celebrate all those festivals lo.

i have friends from different ethnics, religions and countries lo.

even if i was away from Penang last year for studies, i still went back for it lo..

i feel so weird and awkward and stupid and nonsense if i don't go back for Hari Raya this year lo.

i miss my friends..

Hari Raya is this Friday 10/9/2010 you know..

so now wana stay or go back.

now you know??

oh ya if you don't know, im from Penang and im now studying at Kampar, Perak.

now you know..

buka puasa and celoteh

SELAMAT BERBUKA PUASA!! WOOHOOO! jom makan. it's makan time. i know la i tak puasa today but xpe.. kita makan sama-sama ye.. Bazar Ramadan kat Kampar Old Town memang best! punya banyak i sapu. tengokla apa i sapu hari ni. =p

ada Laksa Sanggul, taufufah, otak-otak, nasi lemak, cucur udang, jus pegaga, dan entah kuih apa benda la. best! sedap! i kan suka makan, kuat makan, hidup untuk makan. satu hari tak makan ok.. bukan apa, malas nak keluar. hehe.

hmm.. i makan sorang2. siapala kawan i yang puasa kat sini. yang puasa pun sikit tu je. semua pun balik kampung. sini area Cina.. Bazar Ramadan pulak jauh. so susahla students sini nak p sana.

i saw RM1 just now. no one dares to take it. so i took it. i was like thinking what should i do with it. kalau jumpa duit, rezeki la kan. but then i decided not to take it la cuz it's not mine. i remember i promised my ex before that i won't steal or talk anything that doesn't belong to me anymore. if not because of her also, i still pegang pada prinsip and maruah. kalau orang tak nampak pun, Tuhan nampak.

eh i took it but i donated it to to some guy at the Bazar Ramadan.best juga buat charity. hati rasa lapang. =p

u noe.. i puasa for a day only this time. yea you'll ask why must i puasa cuz im not even a Muslim. aih.. u won't understand la. it has to do with my previous relationship. anyway takde mood la nak puasa. u noe bila u sorang-sorang, buat apa pun xde makna kan. eh i tak emo. i cuma berkata benar. dulu i puasa cuz of her. now rasa janggal puasa alone. arrghh! memory masa lalu... she still lives in me la..

puasa this year is so dull. i don't feel Raya at all. no kick. no umpph! it's not like the previous Raya anymore. last time, i'll puasa, i'll go visit friends' house, i'll bermaaf-maafan with her but this year.. hmm.. i didn't even know that she's back. and now im in Kampar, not sure whether im going back to celebrate Raya or not.

it's funny you know when i see my friends' reactions everytime i told them that im going back to celebrate Raya. haha. they'll like huh?? why you wana go back? you Muslim meh? ayooo.. i ni Malaysian la. im not sure about you but i grown up in an environment where i accept, respect and understand other races and their cultures lo.. i celebrate all the major festivals in Malaysia.

waaaa walaueh u noe ah??? my roomate holiao oso lo.. girls always come to our house and see him one. yeala do discussion ma. but then hor most of his friends are girls. fuyoooo.. cayala! and all of them also PRETTY!! hahaha.he's quite good looking la.. =p

i went to the bank to get some money just now and i wana pengsan now! I am so broke now! serioous la. no lying. not joking. i terkejut sampai mata terbeliak bola jatuh pecah hancur looking at my account. aih.. how to travel? how to fix my laptop?

laptop is still sick. im now using my roomate's PC. tq Ah Liang. and thx to Tiffamy for fetching me from bus-stop when i reached Kampar. Thx to Rachael also for lending me ur laptop. muax muax.

im so kuai today. my bed is so neat now. i washed my bedsheet and mattress. i fold my clothes. i boiled water. i returned library books. i went to uni to snap pics. i arranged my notes. see how 'good' i am. hahaha.

oh ya! i miss her la.. how ah??

BUAT BODOH LA..

ＱＵＯＴＥ ｏｆ ｔｈｅ ｄａｙ

‎"Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gona get."

 

~ from the movie Forrest Gump

YOU are quoted

"If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy."

~ Nixon Lai Chia Huey
~ 1/9/2010
~ via FB

bising ooo...

arrrghhhh!

bising ooo!

BISING!

BISING!

BISING!

noisy!

luan oo..

how nice if there's a 'silent mode' to mute this world.

just be quiet can or not.

yes..

just shhhhhh...

just for a while la..

i dun wana talk or listen to anyone lah,

i just wana listen to the wind, to the breeze. to the wave and to the insects now..

suddenly i remember that few years back, when i was still in secondary school, i'll run to the beach, stay there, be alone and listen to the breeze.. ahhh..

entahla rasa rimas betul.

grrrrrhhh nak je jerit, lari sekuat hati or pi kat atas bukit or merempit kat Teluk Bahang.

wahahah..

hmmm.. maybe i can try to round island in the middle of the night. never try before. it must be fun!

QUOTE of the day

The more you care, the more you hurt yourself.

do you know...

1. I want to work hard and earn a lot a lot n a LOT of money to travel around the world. yesss... I want money. I need money!

2. I want to live to travel. I want to live to eat.

3. Now only I know travelling in Cambodia is so much more expensive than in Thailand. Cambodians use US Dollars. Oh God how to survive if I want to go backpack??

4. I am so glad to catch up with old friends, colleagues, big sisters, old people and Penangites. =p

5. I really pity those nice and innocent policemen. They got bad names because of some bad guys within them. Shame on this bad guys.

6. Love is so complicated, troublesome but sweet. =p

7. Death is easy, life is hard.

8. Time is passing so damn fast!

9. Act fast.

10. When you are with your friends, you forget about your bf/gf. When you are with your bf/gf, you forget about your friends.

rants and thoughts

woah! im blogging. =p i didn't blog for almost a week. what to do, laptop is spoiled. I need to pay RM950 if i want to extend my warranty. walaueh.. damn expensive. Feel so awakward without laptop. cannot transfer or alter photos, cannot online, cannot write journal etc etc.

hmmmm... =(

anyway i have few things to say in this post lah.. hehe.

you think about the phrase below first.

something funny n weird abt human: we tend to scold, critisize, provoke, insult, condemn n offend ppl more than we praise, appreciate, compliment, thank or say something nice abt them. am i right?? kan kan?? memang betul!

By the way, i miss her.. I'm missing her so much. I tried not to because it's no appropriate aka tak manis but sorry i couldn't help it..

what do you do when you miss someone? is there a cure? YES! you go meet that person la. but what if you can't? then you can only think of that person and the memories you had together.. syiok sendiri lo..

It's so annoying and hard to move on or move forward when your past is bugging and hunting you down whether in a good or bad ways.

oh ya! lastly hor i have this sudden and strong urge to cycle from Kampar to Penang. seriousla.. eh ini bukan cakap kosong ok. I CAN!! eh eleh.. ingat i tak boleh ke?? blahh la! bukanny i tak pernah cycle jarak jauh. bukannya i tak pernah join marathon. podakh!

"MAI KHUA WA SAN SAN CIT KI KUT, WA HOLIAO LU KHUA BEH CHUT!"

okla tata.

"Yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran."

Pengajarannya adalah kalau dah plan something tu, stick to your plan Jangan tiba-tiba ada benda lain datang, you ketepikan plan asal dan akhir sekali apa pun tak dapat.

Kalau dah plan something, must do it. Don't forget about your original plan just because you get something else in the process.

Kalau dah ada habuan atau rezeki depan mata, jangan difikirkan lagi rezeki yang belum tentu ada. bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.

Contoh: dulu i dah beli tiket pi India, tapi tiba-tiba i disenaraipndekkan untuk dapat award photography. So i wasted more than rm300 tak p India and pi the award ceremony. But tak dapat entah apa habuk award pun. ini tak dapat, itu pun tak dapat...

You faham apa i cakap ke?? Tak faham kalau check dictionary la.

nice to be home..

im home.

I AM HOME!

wohoooo! ahhhh.. it feels so damn nice to be home.

laptop is ill

sad!

laptop is spoiled!

it's so hard to on it. after like about 10times trying, ok it's on. but it lasted only for about 10minutes then it will shut down by itself.

=(

i haven't back up all my stuffs yet la...

PEOPLE PLEASE PLEASE BACK UP ALL YOUR DATAS NOW!! YES NOW! DON'T DELAY! DON' WAIT! DON'T GIVE YOURSELF EXCUSES.

hmmm... im trying to save my datas in my external harddisk now.

luckily im going back to hometown tomorrow.

need to bring it to see Doctor Dell.

yes i miss my home so badly!!

wahahaha.

im coming home my love.

i can rest puas puas. tidur mati!

and i'll be missing u all my coursemates. c u next week or the week after.

worn out

just came back from a meeting.

i didn't sleep since last night.

whole day awake from 8am for class, then hiking and luckily i managed to have a 2hrs nap.

Majlis Berbuka Puasa by SRC was ok. more than half of our target participants came.

thank you guys.

now have to settle some stuffs.

class at 8am later. then another long day of Wednesday from 8am-7.30pm classes. then prepare for a competition at night.

so so damn tired and sleepy. ish.

but i feel good as well. when you are busy, means you are not wasting your time, means your brain is working, means you are doing good for yourself and others. i also won't have to the time think of personal stuffs. =p

i really need to tidur mati. i miss the feeling of tidur mati.

someone please wake me up when August ends.

good night. tata.

*WHOLE DAY MY LAPTOP DIED. I CAN'T ONLINE OR DO ANYTHING. CANNOT ON. NOW ONLY CAN ON BUT IT WILL DIE OFF ANYTIME SOON. PLEASE AGAIN I BEG YOU DON'T DIE. I NEED YOU SO BADLY. TQ. I LOVE YOU,

Flower

Photo taken from Cameron Highlands. ok sorry la har i don't know what flower is this. hahaha.

too early or too late?

too late or too early??

i duno..

i just know that me n some of my friends from my course didn't sleep for whole night. hahaha. yeah crazy! we were doing newspaper assignment la. most of us finished it by 6am. some sleeping right now.

But here i am still awake, preparing for 8am class.

Finally i can on my laptop. but it will shut down by itself soon. aih..

Tiffany, Rachael and Siang Yong are enjoing their late supper aka breakfast at Ipoh McD. haha. I didn't go la cuz i sacred can't make it to the last tutorial class at 8am. then later 10am going to cycle to explore a place with coursemates.

susah la kan nanti tidur atas basikal atas jalan..

a long day ahead. body is so heaty. head is so heavy.

8am class
10am cycle and explore a warsite in the jungle
1pm go office settle SRC stuff
7pm Majlis Berbuka Puasa
9pm meeting

anyway too late or too early huh?

those people who are still awake at 6am, they will say 'wah so late already ah?'

but for those who just wake up, they will say 'wah so early ah?'

so today you belong to which group huh??

what am i toking about huh?? blur gila babik. but stil energetic and bersemangat =p

laptop is dying

oh im really in deep shit! my laptop's fan is not working. it has been shutting off by itself for more then 10 times tonight! i on it and less than 5 mins bye bye again.

there's burning smell and the engine's sound so loud. scary!

im really freaking out right now. im damn worried ok..

this is one of the things i fear the most in my life: if i lost all my documents and photos from the digital devices.
oh oh pls pls i beg u dun die yet. pls...

i still need you to do a lot of things: assignments, exam, research, competition, blog, official events.

i haven't back up all my documents yet.

i have 215GB of documents in this laptop.

please i beg u la..

pls stay alive till next sem.

you know i love you right??

yes i love you!

i really do. muax muax muax.

ok bye my laptop is gona saotong anytime. =(

oh no..

oh no.. oh no... no no no..

2things happened tonight. yea just two. 2 crazy and unexpected one.

1) crazy ooo! i accidentally sent a sms to my ex-gf. so shit la. how in the world i can sent it to her!! shit la. damn it lo.. I didn't talk to her like since March. hmmm...

2) my beloved crazy and funky Dean of my faculty sent me a message. Yes a Dean sent me a message. But that's not the point. He is so cool that he used FB to sent the msg. i was like. walaueh. my Dean so keng. ahahha. i don't mind actually cuz it's not official stuff u noe.. i prefer it that what than write letter etc cuz it'll make the staffs and students closer lo.

scary!

i duno how to response to them. hahaha..

YOU are quoted, YB Hishammuddin

"In every country, there r those who make extreme statements. They r a minority and we must not allow them to set the national conversation."

~ Dato' Seri Hishammuddin bin Tun Hussein
~ Minister of Home Affairs, Malaysia; Member of Parliament for Sembrong, Johor; and UMNO Vice-President.
~ via Twitter

*Ok impressed by this statement. Walk the talk YB.

QUOTE of the day

"To strengthen the country you must first strengthen the people."

~ Martial Arts Master, Fork Yuen Karp / Huo Yuan Jia

ayooo PiDiaReM

Walaueh! Sipek kanasai betul. Last time I seldom see you on the street. But now puasa and Raya season, suddenly so many of you on the street, stop the cars, check this and that. Yennadei.. stop being hypocrite can or not? Come on. Do your work properly lah. So fake lu cai bo. Some more hor, Kampar is such a quiet and peace town. Now I really wonder some of you people are maintaining national security or your own pocket. Eh I didn’t accuse huh, im just asking. Anyway, this is what our PiDiaReM always do lo.. haih perangai tak ubah-ubah.

3 meow meow

3.56pm 18/8/2010 Westlakes

These 3 innocent and cute little kittens were abandoned outside my house. They were hiding and getting protection in between 2 bicycles. Oh I don’t know where are they now. =p

YOU are quoted

"People will not care when there is not a need present."

~ Vivien Chang Wei Lin
~ 3.40pm 21/8/2010
~ via MSN

truth and facts

See I'm still awake. OT ma. Just thought of many things. A lot of things are playing in my mind. Recalled a lot of past experiences. Got new inspirations. So let's share it around.

1) A new life begins when only you can totally let go of the past.

2) Sometimes people don’t know that they hurt us and most of the time we don’t tell them because we don’t want them to feel hurt.

3) A lot of people regret, blame themselves and start to appreciate and think of the good things from their loved ones when only they are no longer around but it’ll be too late.

4) I always believe that if our heart is clean, intention is good and conscience is clear, evils can never get near us.

5) When you have a task in front of you, settle it immediately, don’t wait because after that moment, you’ll never finish it.

6) I know I am not the best because I am not the best and I can’t be the best because the fact is no one can be the best of the best.

See isn’t it true? It’s a fact of life. It’s the truth. You can run but you can never hide.

I tak..

I tak lansi.

I tak berkira.

I tak ganas.

I tak handsome.

I tak muscular.

I tak punctual.
I tak show off.

I tak pandai in IT.

I tak simpan dendam.

I tak boleh tak makan nasi.

I tak suka orang buang barang i.

I tak pandai English and Chinese.

I tak kisah if I have non-Chinese gf.

I tak boleh if people keep rushing and bugging me.

i tak tau apa lagi nak cakap.

TENGAH BER-OT. OVER-TIME TONIGHT LA!

2010: Great Year

I still remember at the beginning of the year, i said this is gona be a good year.

Then i consistantly stick to that motto or belief. And i really make it a good year. I always pray that it will be a good year.

Then again and again i repeat the motto.

Till this moment, 2010 will still be a GREAT year. hehehe.

i achieved some feats already. i mean some good achivements and i wana keep a good track on it.

There were good and bad times.

I had a few good years that i still remember: 2003, 2005, 2007.

2010 is gona be a GREAT YEAR!

YOU are quoted

"One thing that for sure will not change is the fact we need to change."

~ Agyyness Khoo

~ via FB

Pantun Syiok Makan

Bazar Ramadan banyak orang sekali


P sana sini beli itu dan ini

Makan banyak tak henti-henti

Kenyang perut suka hati

Yum yum ahh so sexy

Vey happy syiok sekali

suddenly...

Suddenly..

The sky is so dark, just like my heart.

Suddenly..

It’s gona rain, just like my heart.

Suddenly..

It’s so quiet, just like my heart.

random thoughs

hahahaha this is so funny la. crazy day man. i love it. ok so what is so random huh.

1) AKU ANAK JATI PULAU PENANG!

2) i miss Penang so much la.. i must meet up as many people as i can when i go back to Penang.

3) Hari Raya is coming. my ex-gf's cousin asked me am i going to her hourse for Raya. huh?? should i go?? i don't know.. pros and cons.

4) im a tanggecik! ahahahaha!

5) I AM A MALAYSIAN!

6) i wana go meet the aborigines in Thailand and Cambodia. i duno how but i wana do it!

7) i wana ride my bike to Cameron Highlands la. hehehe.

8) we must stop racism, sexism, cronyism, chuvinism, discrimination and corruption before they stop us.

9) aiyamaaaa.. Ayutthaya or Angkor Wat?? 1 stone kills 2 birds in 1 week possible ah??

10) 2 people from 2 different worlds hard to be together meh?

QUOTE of the day

" Part of the challenge of the marathon is pushing past what you think is physically possible. You can do more than you think you can. "


~ Christine Hinton, a Maryland running coach

me

A sip of Kopi O' Kao Kao at Medan Kidd before a long journey to Cameron Highlands.

Photo taken by Tay Pang Chong, 10.53am 14/8/2010.

blackout time in Kampar

COUNTDOWN! it's time! it's already 12am! r u ready people to be in total darkness at?? Yes the whole Kampar will be blackout and we'll stay under the moonlight. What's ur plan huh? My camera gears r ready!

why the electricity haven't cut off?

for more go to http://oce-thephotojournalist.blogspot.com/2010/08/countdown-to-4-hour-darkness.html